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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    Eddie feels Buck take a breath—it’s this dense crush of sound. Eddie’s eyelids flutter, fingers crooking on the seat. Buck’s an alpha. Of course Buck’s an alpha. Eddie’s known this, even if Buck’s never said it.

    It’s his energy; it’s the way that something in Eddie, despite everything, gnaws at him when Buck comes into a room. Something that terrifies him. Something that makes him want to say yes when Buck asks if he can make dinner, if he can help with laundry, if he can drive Eddie to work.

    Something that’s made him even more vigilant about the suppressants, which is why he knows he took them.

    He must have taken them.

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    24 Aug 2026

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    Erik brushes his fingers through Charles’s hair, humming an old Hebrew lullabye, because it’s the only comforting thing he knows how to do. Charles had only just started teaching him how to touch with loving intent, without wanting to hurt. “You can let go now, darling.”

    or: charles is going to die on the beach, unless erik can figure out a way to stop it.

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    18 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    So, Eddie thinks he might hate Frank's office.

    It's not that he has anything against the guy's design choices, per se. The gray couch, white knit cushion covers, and perfectly drab rug are certainly… fine. But as Eddie sits on the couch, sinking deeper in every second, eyes landing on the walnut desk tucked into the corner as he pointedly avoids chancing a glance at Frank, his skin crawls. He's 27, punching his problems so hard he nearly kills a man. He's 29, holes in his wall and bags under his eyes, wondering what the point of it all is. He's 32, his son lives three states away, and he's blown his life up again.

    He's 34, and he knows Frank's office has been the backdrop that has punctuated the worst moments of Eddie's life. So he hates it.

    Or; In the months after getting stabbed in a hospital chapel, Eddie's back in therapy. He's throwing up in churches. He's dissociating in elevators. He's being reckless on the job. And somewhere in that mess he maybe realizes he isn't quite as broken as he thought.

    (aka, my post-s9 eddie whump thesis)

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    05 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 81

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    Buck didn't really know what to expect when he walked into Maddie's kitchen. She'd just called him and said she needed his help with something and that he should come over straight from work.  

    Despite the endless scenarios Buck turned over in his head on the short drive over, he's still absolutely unprepared for the sight of Eddie Diaz in his sister's kitchen, hair askew and eyes panic-wide and not sick-looking at all, handcuffed to the fridge door. 

    "Buck!" Eddie squeaks, stepping back but not making it very far as his wrist snags in the handcuff. "I can explain."

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    The one where Buck accidentally confesses, Eddie is an oblivious idiot, and Maddie is sick of their shit and takes matters into her own hands.

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    21 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Buck and Eddie are menaces to society!” Chim said, at the same time Eddie pointed at him and said, “Chim is homophobic and hates true love!” 

    “Mhm, mhm. I see,” Hen hummed. She turned to Buck. “What’s your take, Buckaroo?” 

    “He agrees with me,” Eddie cut in. 

    “Yes, honey,” Buck said dutifully, earning a gentle shove that made him laugh.

    Court is in session at Firehouse 118, the Honorable Judges Wilson, Panikkar, and Grant presiding.

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    20 Jul 2026