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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    When an uncharted planet flags as a possible new home for humanity, the astrophysicist Sieun and astronaut Suho are the obvious ones to send.

    They're best friends, truly inseparable.

    But when Sieun is infected by Veneris Florem , he finds himself overcome with a desperate, feverish lust for his best friend. His friend that Sieun is deeply in love with.

    "Sex pollen," they call it.

    Sieun is so fucked. (Literally).

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Sieun counts constellations in Ahn Suho’s eyes.

     

    It’s the only proof he has that he’s still here.

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    08 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    "I want you like this." He enunciated each word.

    Suho moved his arm and it buckled before straightening. Sieun continued.

    "Like— Just this way. I want to touch you all over, and it's driving me nuts. I don't think it's normal because it would happen when you're not even doing anything. And I'd just want you and your shoulders—"

    "My shoulders?"

    "Your fucking shoulders."

    Or: Sieun grows feverishly obsessed with Suho in his post gym state, and that spirals into a fixation on his shoulders.

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 72

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    Sieun has some misconceptions that Suho is happy to clear up.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    He mindlessly curls his fingers around Sieun’s sleeve and pulls. And Sieun—well, he obediently follows him, and doesn’t jerk away, and it's starting to do some really horrible things to Suho's better sense.

    Suho has always been good to his sister's friends, but something about Yeon Sieun makes him want to do more than he should.

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    20 Jun 2026