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with my grandly scattered self by nyamami
Fandoms: 블랙배저 | Black Badger - saunterdownwards
06 Jul 2026
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For their kin, for Hilde and the others, a form of communication—intimate, unmistakable, used in warfare—is where they perform emotional transfer on one another.
For humans, they've developed another way of that less soul-crushing but no less terrifying honest communication: the ability of their hearts, their souls, to imprint and mark others definitively, affectionately, transparently. In defiance of fate, in the face of what these people face together.
For Hilde, it doesn't really change anything. It just gives him more to lose.
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When you turn 17 years old, you are allowed to meet your future self 10 years into the future. You won’t remember anything after the encounter, but the emotions will stay with you.
Oikawa and Iwaizumi have just turned 17, and it’s finally their turn to go through the time-honoured tradition.
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Future Oikawa breaks his composure, and his face stretches into a wide smile. ‘Yeah. Argentina.’
Those two simple words hit the occupants of the room like a truck. Paired with the easy admittance and the genuine smile on Future Oikawa’s face that signals how easily happiness comes to him nowadays, Hajime bites his lip in a valiant effort not to cry, because he is looking at the face of someone who is confident he has made the right choice and never regretted it, not for a second, not for a breath.
Present Oikawa’s eyes widen, and he presses his lips tightly together in that face Hajime knows he always makes when he’s trying desperately not to cry.
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18 Aug 2026
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“Introducing you two was a mistake,” Iwa-chan grumbles, without lifting his face from the table. “Kuroo owes me financial compensation in emotional damages.”
Or: Miya Atsumu and Oikawa Tooru finally meet.
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15 Aug 2026
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on navigating the need to be closer when the world forces you apart.
osaaka, rated T, slice of life, canon compliant. yearning in quarantine.warning: this series heavily tackles themes related to the ongoing COVID-19 pandemic, such as grief, loss, and COVID anxiety. please be advised before proceeding.
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13 Aug 2026
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“Do you know your way home?”
“Yep,” says Osamu. But the home he’s picturing is three hours away by bullet train, a cramped bedroom where he never had enough space or a moment to himself, where he never had to worry about his future when the biggest worry was how to prevent Atsumu from stealing his pudding.
(Or: Osamu goes to college in Tokyo and tries to adapt to life without Atsumu.)
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12 Aug 2026
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Aran asks after Osamu when he and Atsumu get dinner like he’d rather stick his hand in a beartrap, because it’s a tick-tick-ticking timebomb that’s bound to just fucking blow at any moment.
Which is to say, they all know it’s coming.
Osamu cracks under the pressure. Atsumu puts the pieces back together.
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31 Jul 2026