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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Rocky, we’ve been through this, I can’t sleep.” I insist, in a sharper tone than I’d usually use when bickering with him.

    “Haven’t even tried.” He retorts.

    “Trying makes it worse.” I sigh. He just doesn’t get it. He doesn’t know how I feel lying there for hours and hours, willing my body to just give in and let me sleep. The feeling of being on the verge of dropping off, then my mind conjuring up something new and horrifying for me to panic about. The dread of wondering if I’ll ever sleep properly again, or if there’s something deeply and irreversibly wrong with me after everything I’ve been through.

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    Grace can't sleep, but as usual, Rocky finds a solution.

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    16 Sep 2026

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    "I bet Xenk fucks like a metronome, too. You know." Holga makes a highly suggestive, repetitive gesture. "In, out. In, out. No variation. Same exact rhythm every time. Boring."

    Edgin stares at her, torn between horror and fascination. "You've really thought about this, huh?"

    (So has he. Unfortunately.)

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    07 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    They are nothing like you. They live their entire lives in the sun, where you don’t belong. They don’t even know you. But still—your heart beats hard where it’s nestled in your chest at the sound of their voices, cheerful and unafraid of making too much noise in a place like a dingy little market.

    What would it be like to be a part of that? You don’t know how. You don’t even think you can. It would be like trying to fly, or breathing underwater. Impossible.

    But you can dream, if only just for a moment. Then you shake yourself and hurry on your way, before they can come around the corner to discover you lingering there. Like the starving and untamed thing that you are, always wanting more than your fair share.

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    06 Sep 2026

  4. Rec 44

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    “What did you think I wanted to ask?”

    The world’s flimsiest drawbridge rises over Ryan’s face, but it’s only ornamental. This man is gagging to unburden himself, that much is clear, even if he has to fidget and stare at the dartboard on the opposite wall for ten seconds before he can look at James and admit it: “Whether I’ve ever been with a man.”

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    21 Aug 2026

  5. Rec *

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    The crew gifts Grace a dog collar to tease him for being Stratt's science lapdog. He takes it harder than he should, fretting and working himself up over it. At least until Stratt puts it on him. Things fall into place after that.

    aroace puppy play strattland for the soul

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    18 Aug 2026