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Shadow Milk wasn't stupid. (or maybe he was.) He could, obviously, tell that Pure Vanilla was sick. Which begs the question: what will Shadow Milk do about it?
Begrudgingly take care of him? Use the free time he has been granted to torment others? Or just simply laze around and wait for the sickness to pass over? Only time would tell.Series
- Part 2 of phikat's sickfics! (2-part)
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"You're so much colder than usual," Pure Vanilla noted, grabbing hold of his hand.
"The air outside is getting colder."
"Hm..."
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Shadow Milk has always been a cold Cookie. His other half has always been significantly warmer.
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Beast cookies didn't get sick. Shadow Milk Cookie couldn't get sick. That's what he'd been repeating in his head all day, and that was what he made himself believe. The haziness in his head was... he was just tired.
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Shadow Milk gets sick but refuses to believe he's actually sick, brushing it off as magic exertion.
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- Part 1 of phikat's sickfics! (2-part)
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Sprout was waiting for him near the gardenview sign.
"Hi, Astro!" He greeted, offering out a cupcake. Astro looked at Sprout, then the cupcake, then Sprout again, before grabbing it, still reluctant.
"You shouldn't have," Astro murmured. "You should save these for when we're in the elevator. They're more useful to the team than to me, right now that is."
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Astro and 7 toons go on a run for fun! It starts off normal, oh, the calm before the storm. While things spin to shit, can the two idiots in love resolve their problems before, unknowingly to them, it's too late?
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“Blackholes don’t only bend space. They also bend time. Is that correct, mister fancy hat?”
“…Yeah.”
“So I guess what you’re thinking about, if you’re convinced you managed to save Dazai, is that Dazai’s been sent elsewhere. Or else… when.”
Dazai Osamu, twenty-three, meets Dazai Osamu, eighteen.
Or: Chuuya is sure he saved Dazai from the blackhole that followed the creation of a singularity, except Dazai’s nowhere to be found.
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06 Oct 2026
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Chuuya and Dazai might have different reasons for leaving the Port Mafia, but they both did anyway and have to face whatever comes after.
[AU where both Chuuya and Dazai join the ADA]
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06 Oct 2026
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Every year they would put lights around a small Christmas tree in Chuuya's apartment, letting them be normal for once. It was their little tradition that they had just for the two of them.
Then Dazai left.
But Chuuya continues that tradition they had, just with a bottle of wine to fill that hole that Dazai carved and took with him. And that continued on for all of those years of being alone.
That is until he sees Dazai at a Christmas party 4 years later, and this time--Dazai tries to take the first step to mend that empty hole he created.
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06 Oct 2026
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Your Love Is More Than Worth Its Weight In [Mari]Gold[s] by stardustedruins
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
10 Jul 2020
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For years now, Osamu Dazai has been trying to die. So when he finds out that he actually is, he should be happy, relieved, victorious even, but he’s not. Because nestled in his bandaged hands are marigold petals, blinking back at him in bright orange.
In which Osamu Dazai suffers from the Hanahaki disease.
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06 Oct 2026
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It’s just Chuuya’s morning look, nothing special, but Dazai thinks he has never seen a sight as beautiful as the one he’s looking at right now. Chuuya is breathtaking. A sight for sore eyes — like something straight out of Dazai’s dreams. He actually wouldn’t mind waking up to the sight of this every morning.
Dazai freezes as the thought registers in his mind fully. The look on his face must be incredulous, because the smile melts off of Chuuya’s lips and his eyebrows furrow instead. “What?”
Dazai clears his throat. “Nothing! I was just thinking about how I shouldn’t be here and that I should definitely go."
Dazai Osamu swears that Nakahara Chuuya is only his friend-with-benefits, until he accidentally stays the night and wakes up to the breathtaking sight of Chuuya in the morning, and all of a sudden Chuuya is more than just his fuck buddy.
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06 Oct 2026

