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God is dead. Sammy finally has what he always wanted. The kid is alive again and trying to figure out the whole human schtick. Cas – Cas is complicated, like always. And Dean is barreling headfirst into a mental breakdown. It’s the end of the road so far, and the future never looked so frightening.
“I can’t,” Dean stammers into Cas’s chest. “With you – I can’t.” And Cas goes very still, stops rubbing his hand up and down Dean’s back. But I want to. Please, Cas, don’t leave me. Because I want to.
“Dean,” Cas says, still not moving. “I can tell you’re praying to me, but I can’t hear you. I’m sorry.”
An alternate ending to the series, focusing a lot on *feelings* and *mental health* and *processing trauma* – because, you know, what’s better than that?
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- Part 1 of carry on 'verse
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13 Jan 2023
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In post-apocalyptic isolation, Castiel nurses Dean back to something like his former self, but will a time come when Dean has recovered --and rediscovered-- too much?
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22 May 2022
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Or, a year in the life of Dean Winchester
Dean’s bi: sexual and polar. He’s got a string of hospitalizations under his belt. He’s a felon. He’s got a secret. And he just might have a crush on the wry, socially awkward, and devastatingly handsome artist who lives in the apartment below his. But Dean doesn’t have friends, and he certainly doesn’t have relationships. He has what his therapist Pam calls “impulsive, reckless sexual interactions.” His attempts at meaningful connection have resulted in ruined friendships, broken hearts, restraining orders, and lifechanging ramifications. Dean’s too focused on holding down a job and relearning how to live by himself after years of being babied by his little brother to worry about romance, right? Right.
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- Part 1 of silver linings
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- 50/50
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08 Apr 2022
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The entire estate of Tor-Valen must move to a new continent, a new home. Many challenges will present to Dean and Castiel.
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- Part 2 of Tor-Valen Series
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- English
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- 12/?
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27 Mar 2022
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Dean presented as an omega at twelve, and has spent his life in a privately funded omega house. Now, at twenty-six, he's a known troublemaker. And, he's the oldest omega at Sonny's. He needs a suitable alpha, but he doesn't want one. He has, in fact, fought tooth and nail not to have one.
Castiel Novak, eldest son of Zachariah and Naomi Novak, maintains the large, ancestral estate, Tor-Valen. He is far more interested in his bees and providing for his servants than tying himself down with an omega. But, his parents insist. To comply, Castiel sends his butler, Meg, to specifically buy Dean. Because, everyone in town knows Dean Winchester isn't some cowering, conniving omega.
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- Part 1 of Tor-Valen Series
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- English
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- 34/34
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27 Mar 2022