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But Erling waves away whatever it is that he would have said, and slips his hand into the crook of Jude’s elbow. “I am jesting, my friend. You will have to tell me all about Madrid, and I only shall mourn the loss of your companionship a little, as is right. Come, let’s find our seats while I nurse my broken heart.”
Jude laughs, and it unwinds something brittle inside of him, that cold uncertainty of questions unasked and unanswered that have been gathering between them like sediment, ever since last year. It’s easy to dismiss, with Erling washed in golden light, smiling like he is as relieved to see Jude as Jude is to see him. It’s easy, precariously easy, to call all the choices that have brought them here into question.
It's the Ballon d'Or 2023, one of football's most prestigious awards, and both Jude and Erling are nominated. It's the first time that they're meeting off the pitch since Erling left for Manchester a year ago.
Inevitably, their reunion takes a turn.
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old longings by queerofthedagger for Melesta
Fandoms: The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, J. R. R. Tolkien's Middle-earth Legendarium & Related Fandoms
05 Jul 2026
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Stepping back, Fingon raises a brow, and there, now, is the blaze of him—chin tilted proud, and a storm in his eyes. “This is unbecoming, Russandol. Own what you did; fight me like you mean it.”
This is not what I have come for, he ought to say. He ought to lower his weapon, surrender, apologise. His jaw hurts with the force of his restraint, and across from him, Fingon grins—a jagged thing, beautifully awful, and as ever, still, too convinced of his own sanctity.
Maedhros returns. He and Fingon handle it the way they do most things.
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Silmarillion Stories by EngeancedHyver, HeavenOnFire, MagicInAvalon, queerofthedagger, ShadowMaster379
Fandom J. R. R. Tolkien's Middle-earth Legendarium & Related Fandoms, The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien
05 Jul 2026
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All of my Silmarillion stories in one place. The works are unrelated unless stated otherwise.
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Jude came to the realization that Pablo’s bratty rebelliousness was nothing more than a defense mechanism. All he needed was a giant wrecking ball to tear down his walls. He watched the way the younger boy pursed his lips in self-righteous defiance, but then he still buried his face in the crook of Jude’s neck, nosing at his Adam’s apple. Jude had to close his eyes for a moment and squashed at least a dozen temptations demanding to take center stage where the infuriating boy in his arms was concerned.
But he couldn’t resist pushing the hem of Pablo’s tee just so, and letting the tip of his fingers caress his soft naked skin. His touch was light, barely there but Pablo curled even more into his body, letting out a shaky exhale.
“Bellingham,” Pablo whined softly when Jude pressed his thumbs in the dimples of his back.
“Need something Gavira?” Jude’s tone was teasing, but it was also laden with affection. He simply couldn’t help himself.
“I…I want… need you to…,” Pablo ended up not really saying anything, instead gazing up at Jude with puppy dog eyes, licking his sensually full lips.
Yeah, it would be a cold day in hell before Jude fell for that.
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30 Sep 2026
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Call It What You Want by Chumbay
Jude came to the realization that Pablo’s bratty rebelliousness was nothing more than a defense mechanism. All he needed was a giant wrecking ball to tear down his walls. He watched the way the younger boy pursed his lips in self-righteous defiance, but then he still buried his face in the crook of Jude’s neck, nosing at his Adam’s apple. Jude had to close his eyes for a moment and squashed at least a dozen temptations demanding to take center stage where the infuriating boy in his arms was concerned.But he couldn’t resist pushing the hem of Pablo’s tee just so, and letting the tip of his fingers caress his soft naked skin. His touch was light, barely there but Pablo curled even more into his body, letting out a shaky exhale.
“Bellingham,” Pablo whined softly when Jude pressed his thumbs in the dimples of his back.
“Need something Gavira?” Jude’s tone was teasing, but it was also laden with affection. He simply couldn’t help himself.
“I…I want… need you to…,” Pablo ended up not really saying anything, instead gazing up at Jude with puppy dog eyes, licking his sensually full lips.
Yeah, it would be a cold day in hell before Jude fell for that.
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Fermín stays after practice.
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extra time by Anonymous
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Lamine would say that it's normal to wake up in the middle of the night because he feels that his best friend can't sleep. Just as much as Pau would say it's normal to feel his anxiety ebb away only with the presence of his best friend.
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my cubarsí tingle by caracioccolata
Lamine would say that it's normal to wake up in the middle of the night because he feels that his best friend can't sleep. Just as much as Pau would say it's normal to feel his anxiety ebb away only with the presence of his best friend.
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Before Real Madrid, Jude and Gavi had something neither of them knew how to name.
After Real Madrid, all Gavi has left is one match, one old jacket, and all the things he should have said sooner.
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a songfic inspired by “Futures” by PREP.
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01 Oct 2026
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Futures by Ailetteya
Before Real Madrid, Jude and Gavi had something neither of them knew how to name.After Real Madrid, all Gavi has left is one match, one old jacket, and all the things he should have said sooner.
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After suffering a meniscal injury during an El Clásico, Gavi is sent to Madrid for surgery and rehab. Alone and in pain in an unfamiliar city, he becomes increasingly desperate for human contact. So, he makes a very stupid decision to talk to a certain Real Madrid player. Unexpectedly, he ends up finding comfort in Jude Bellingham.
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It Takes Two by mythicalclue
After suffering a meniscal injury during an El Clásico, Gavi is sent to Madrid for surgery and rehab. Alone and in pain in an unfamiliar city, he becomes increasingly desperate for human contact. So, he makes a very stupid decision to talk to a certain Real Madrid player. Unexpectedly, he ends up finding comfort in Jude Bellingham.