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  1. Public Bookmark 85

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    After their soulmate bond settles, Shane begins feeding Ilya and their soul bond.
    Everyone says the intensity will level out.
    It doesn't.
    Instead, Ilya needs Shane more with every passing week, and the two of them slowly realise they're healing wounds.
    A very domestic story about hockey players, soulmates, trauma recovery, excessive tenderness, and one spectacularly clingy Russian husband.

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    24 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya hadn’t known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadn’t thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.

    Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.

    So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.

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    Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.

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    21 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    A series of darker AUs exploring power, control, and all the ways things can go wrong.

    Across different worlds, Ilya and Shane are rarely on equal footing. The circumstances change, the damage looks different, and the cost is never small.

    But some things remain consistent. There is always the pull between them, the devotion they can’t seem to shake, and the quiet, stubborn ways they choose each other anyway.

    Each work is standalone and can be read independently.

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    21 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    This is a repost.
    Shane Hollander is an extremely wealthy Alpha who's trying to find an Omega and settle down.

    Ilya Rozanov is an Omega just trying to survive.

    When the two are matched, Shane is excited to finally have a family to care for.

    Ilya just hopes he can be good enough to keep him and Luca safe.

    Featuring:
    Alpha!Shane
    Omega!Ilya
    Omega!Luca Haas (Ilya's biological son in this)
    So much angst guys

    All the bad tags (abuse, rape, etc) are from Ilya's life before Canada and before Shane

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    20 Aug 2026

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    Shane thought he would feel settled, being married and playing with the Centaurs. He expected that seeing Ilya all day, every day, would be enough, that it might even be a lot compared to the long-distance before.

    Instead, he’s slowly realising that there’s no way he can ever get his fill.

    Sex isn’t enough, falling asleep in each other’s arms isn’t enough. Rings aren’t enough. Shane is greedy for every second, every touch, every glance.

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    Shane and Ilya try to get as close to each other as they possibly can during their first year of marriage.

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    19 Aug 2026