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    After having Marlow pet-sit goes horribly wrong, Ilya must find a way to make things up to Shane and prove to him that he fully belongs to Ilya.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    Amends after Marlow's mistake with Shane, inspired by "If you drink my pain you can swallow my pride" by writer_in_theory

    First kiss

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    “We, uh, Brian and I, that is. We decided to open up the relationship.”

    “Okay?” Ilya says, voice flat. “What is that?”

    Hollander shrugs. His posture has gone stiff again. “It. It means we’re still together, but we can also like...see other people. Or not see, because we’re not dating anyone else but, uh. Fuck. Fuck other people.”

    Oh.

    “And this is why you texted me?” Ilya asks.

    In a way, it’s almost better. Hollander and his boyfriend breaking up and Ilya reaping the rewards would be enjoyable. Ilya having to work for that reward himself, getting the chance to fuck Hollander so good he forgets all about that loser who attached himself to him like a parasite before he was old enough to know better?

    Well. Ilya loves a challenge.

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    07 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Grooming relationship with OC Brian
    HEA
    Finished

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    So many feelings, so much smut.

    Shane & Ilya navigates through new kinks as they grow into their sexual life together.

    Which might have a thing or two to do with Shane's newly aquired hot 'dad' bod.

    They're so raw, so vulnerable and so in love with each other.

    ⥼✦ ♡ ✦⥽

    This story is all about feeling safe and secure in a relationship.
    About growth & healing

    "Feels in a smut shaped box"
    This comment won my heart.

    I hope you enjoy!

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    20 May 2026

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    Daddy!Shane, baby!Ilya
    Domestic fluff

    Read to ch 24

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    “Just one more question, Mr. Rozanov.”

    “How were you able to stay focused tonight after learning of your father's passing?”

    Ilya stood frozen, eyes glued to the camera. Jaw locked. On the screen, his chest barely moved, each breath turning dangerously shallow.

    Shane didn't realize what he was doing until he was already shoving the heavy conference room doors open.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns of his father's death during a live press conference and has a panic attack. Shane goes to him. In front of everyone.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Ilya hears about his father passing at a post game conference
    Good friends Hayden and Cliff

    Read to ch 5

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    After the events on the roof in Vegas, Shane finds himself wandering the streets and ends up at a bar where he later becomes the victim of sexual assault.

    "Something is wrong with Shane Hollander.

    He no longer returns Ilya’s texts, not even to tell him to fuck off. Over the summer, Ilya thinks this is about Vegas. Thinks maybe he somehow pushed Hollander too far that night. The look on Shane’s face was anger, but Ilya had seen the terror below it too. He understood that terror.

    It’s the pre-season when Ilya realizes something else is going on. The charming, bright-eyed golden boy is no longer present in interviews. Hollander answers questions like he’s a wooden man reading from a book. No fire, no passion, no personality, no smile. He is a dense brick. The light of him has gone out and Ilya clocks is immediately."

    This will follow Shane's path of recovery from unimaginable violence through his eyes, Ilya's eyes, and those of close friends and family.

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    05 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane SA after 2011 Vegas awards night.
    Hurt/Comfort healing
    Hayden sends Ilya to take care of Shane

    Read to ch 7