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    derek censors his name properly. this changes everything, but also, nothing at all.

    fic titles are from touch by sleeping at last

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  1. Rec 12

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    Derek wakes up with no memory of who or where he is. There's a voice in his head telling him what to do, and a man in his house telling him to do the opposite.

    There’s a man, smiling at him, gently placing down a spatula next to a pan of frying bacon. He glances at Derek, and then the lamp he’s holding, and holds his hands up in an attempt to be nonthreatening.

    “Okay,” he says, eerily calm. “I know this is scary for you.”

    “Who are you and where am I?” Derek demands.

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    26 Aug 2026

  2. Rec 5

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    When Avery finds out that Dia never went to her prom, he decides to recreate the experience 10 years later.

    Climbing onto the bed, she sits with her legs either side of Avery. Her hand over his heart guides him into lying down as she leans over him, their faces close enough to kiss. Which they do – at least five times before Dia finally pulls back, taps off a thin layer of eyeshadow onto the palette, and moves the makeup brush towards his face.

    “You’re supposed to keep your eyes closed,” she says.

    “I like looking at you,” Avery protests.

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    25 Aug 2026

  3. Rec 5

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    “I love you, Avery.” In her cadence, his name makes him feel so wanted. She says it a lot, playing with the syllables; the word is a mile marker for her voice training, transforming over the months as the notes transpose into the correct key. Knowing Dia is like looking at the world with glasses for the first time, watching the vague shapes burst into infinite detail, all the while thinking: and you’ve been here all along! I’m so glad I can see you now.

    Or - Avery gets to fall in love with who D3rlord really is.

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    23 Aug 2026

  4. Rec 12

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    It’s an undeniable secret that Derek, scrambling like an upturned beetle to orient himself in the infinite knowledge circuiting through his body, loves Avery. Hastur feels him feel it. It – the body – Derek, unconsciously – Hastur, involuntarily – is so full of love that it leans onto the side of the bathtub and rests its head against Avery’s shoulder.

    Or - An exploration of the limitations and experiences of the human body.

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    18 Aug 2026

  5. Rec 8

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    In the aftermath of Derek's death, Avery begins to get morning visits from a lonely raven.

    Ravens, he learns, begin their courtship rituals at this time of year. They generally mate for life, travel together, and can live for up to 30 years. In January, existing pairs perform choreographed flight dances to strengthen and reaffirm their bonds, a yearly ritual of renewal that prepares them for their early-spring nesting.

    “All on your own, huh?” Avery whispers. The bird stops eating and, for a moment, seems to be considering him with a remarkable level of comprehension. Then, it hops over to the other side of the table to be closer to him. “Me too,” he says. “I’m on my own as well.”

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    16 Aug 2026