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    Post-canon: They get their happy ending. All is good, if only Not-Ryan stops doing the most to fuck his boyfriend.

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    28 Aug 2026

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    “Naim,” Ryan says lowly.

    “Yes!” Naim whimpers against the tile. “Yes, I fucking like it.”

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    05 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 69

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    Those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good.
    Ryan has an emptiness within him that devotion feeds off of. A need for love. Little did he know, that vacuum was perfectly Naim shaped. A place for his devotion to go towards, somebody to believe in and worship. Something Holy. 

     

    or, the year after ryan and naim leave

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    02 Aug 2026

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    There is something impossible and bright growing in Naim’s chest, like someone has reached inside him and shone a light in him, warm and all consuming. Ryan is dazzling, pink cheeked and white gold in the light, run down converse and a soft mouth, his calloused hand in Naim’s.

    A series of firsts.

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    01 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    “I think people underestimate how stupid the human brain really is. It’s all very simple, the way we work. Remarkably so, honestly. If something causes us pain, our brain tells us to avoid it. Fear is one of the most singularly powerful motivators for survival we possess.” 

    Cardboard bites into Naim's palm. Fingers open, then close, crumpling it smaller and smaller, the coffee soaking between his fingers where the bloated paper releases it. 

    "So what happens when someone betrays you so thoroughly? How does your brain decide to process that? You’re fighting back against your own base instinct.”

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    Naim steps off the bus into a new life- but that doesn't garuntee it'll be easy.

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    31 Jul 2026