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    Before Shane knew it Ilya had wrapped a very protective arm around his shoulders and was telling the team that until they had the Stanley in their hands they needed to keep their lips to themselves.

    Much, much later into the night the first domino of many into creating the anxiety stewing in Shane's brain fell.

    Cliff Marleau's fat fucking mouth was nothing to be underestimated.

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    The coming out that everyone asked for!

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    Here lies Ilya Rozanov. Cause of death: Shane Hollander speaking Russian and not kissing him.

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    02 Sep 2026

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    "What did you just call me?

    His voice came out low and much steadier than he thought it would. Comeau, who maybe hadn't expected an answer at all, blinked, then recovered back into a sneer.

    "You heard me."

    "Say it again." Shane took a step toward him, one shoe still untied. He was aware, distantly, that Mitty had put a hand up like he might step between them, and that nobody else had moved at all. "Say it to my face, not under your breath like a coward. Say it like you mean it."

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    or: Shane Hollander finally stands up for himself and his relationship.

    #fuckthemetros

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    30 Aug 2026

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    “Did you want to tell me first? Do a practice run?”
    “You know,” Shane states flatly. Doesn’t ask, because his dad hasn’t stopped looking between him and Ilya with this look in his eyes. “How long were you in the kitchen before we came in?”
    “Less than a minute,” David replies, hands up. “I don’t know anything for sure. But I know you pretty well, Shane, and you’ve never had anyone over here who isn’t me or your mother. You’ve been friends with Hayden since your rookie season and he’s never been here.”
    “I have cleaning staff,” Shane mutters petulantly, shoulders sagging in defeat.
    “It’s ok, Shane,” David assures him. Ilya’s hand brushes against Shane’s and he clears his throat lightly. Shane takes a deep breath and starts talking.

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    The one where David walks in on Shane and Ilya bringing plates inside after lunch - they decide to reveal everything anyway

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    30 Aug 2026

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    Once outside, he leaned forward and put his hand against the cold stone wall. His phone was still to his ear, the message still recording. 

    “Ilya. Please. Please. I can’t do this. I don’t know what to do. Please. You can’t be dead.” His voice broke on the word. “I love you. I love you so much. More than anything. I need to hear your voice. I need you to…I need you…I need you…fuck. Please Ilya, please.” 

    Shane took the phone away from his ear and held it between both hands as though he were praying. He realized he was on the floor and didn’t know how he got there. He was crying. He was fairly certain he was hyperventilating. 

    His brain was desperately trying to grab at anything. Any thread of logic. Any idea of what to do next. 

    I have to see him. 

    Yes. That made sense. Shane needed to get to Tampa. Now. He would go there. He would find Ilya. Ilya would be fine. They would be together. He would see him. Tell him how much he loved him. He had to go. He had to go now. 

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    OR: What if Ilya lost his phone during the emergency landing, Shane couldn't reach him, he panicked, and chartered a plane to Tampa to find him instead...

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    19 Aug 2026