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Let Death Bless Me With You by seeingreverse
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), Critical Role: Campaign 2 - The Mighty Nein (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
15 Jul 2026
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Essek could not tear his gaze from Caleb. If he did so, he feared the man might disappear.
The Nein were all standing in the threshold of the Brenatto's home, and his partner looked a nervous, diminished shadow of the man Essek abandoned in the Folding Halls of Halas. Caleb stood with his back hunched and hands trembling by his sides. The rest of the Nein were so engrossed in Veth's newborn son, and likely confident that Caleb had endured far worse, that they hardly noticed their rescued friend crumbling beside them.
Essek approached Caleb and tried to catch his haunted gaze, dim blue eyes locked in place. Caleb hardly seemed to notice him.
"Caleb," he murmured. When he placed a hand on Caleb's shoulder, the man flinched as if struck. The words "Are you alright?" died on his tongue, clearly useless. Instead, Essek could only watch as Caleb's expression contorted into one of pure agony.
A heartfelt epilogue to PROJEKT Funball where Essek and Caleb are grappling with the consequences of their actions and find answers in each other.
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Two Hearts, Born to Run by seeingreverse
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series), The Mighty Nein (Cartoon)
23 Jan 2026
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In a shocking display, the unfamiliar drow began to speak Zemnian: “Entschuldigung, aber mein Zemnisisch ist nicht gut genug für dieses wichtige Gespräch." He took one step closer, in small increments as if approaching a wild animal. “Bren.”
“How-” His throat caught as his heart seized. Fuck. He’d already slipped up. Master Ikithon was going to be furious. “No, you have the wrong-”
“No need to lie.” The elf lifted his palm. His violet eyes caught Bren’s frantic gaze, and he visibly came to a decision. “Bren, you are suffering from acute psychic temporal displacement. I highly suspect it is due to a magical experiment we just performed.”
“Amnesia,” he translated. “You- You’re saying I have amnesia. Memory loss.”
(Bren Ermundrud wakes up twenty years later and finds a Kryn drow living in his home)
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Who We Are by seeingreverse
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 穿书自救指南 | Scumbag System (Cartoon)
10 Jun 2024
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His fellow transmigrator jabbed an accusatory finger into Shang Qinghua’s sternum. “Congratulations, shidi,” he drawled. “You’ve joined the goddamn demonic blood parasites club.”
“I, what?!” Shang Qinghua yelped. “What- Who-”
“Who do you think?”
Or, Mobei-Jun and Shang Qinghua have extremely different understandings of their relationship. This causes... issues.
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Old Becomes New by seeingreverse
Fandoms: 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
16 Mar 2024
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“So if others do not catch this husband flirting for one week... gege will reward this San Lang?” Hua Cheng asked, eye wide and innocent.
“No communication array or writing notes, either,” he attempted with a firm tone, but even he didn’t take himself seriously. “That’s cheating.”
“Of course not, gege!” Hua Cheng gasped. “This one wouldn’t dare.”
He eyed his husband, suspicion setting off alarm bells in every fiber of his being. “Alright,” Xie Lian said slowly. “Deal.”
Overwhelmed with work while rebuilding Heaven, Xie Lian asks his husband to ease up on the constant flirting around other officials.
Hua Cheng has a plan.
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Before The Wave Hits by seeingreverse
Fandoms: 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
23 Jan 2024
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Hua Cheng's brazen confidence fell apart when he witnessed Xie Lian acting as his God - as the deity Wu Ming prepared to raze the entire accursed world for. His cold, exsanguine body overflowed with hot desire. He wanted, needed.
It drove him mad. He ached to tear out his other eye in a fit of desperation just to show Xie Lian how utterly wretched he was.
After Heaven crowned Xie Lian as Emperor, Hua Cheng quickly realized it made him way too horny to function. They eventually figure it out.
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"I am so scared that I am going to fuck this up," Essek confesses to his cup of tea, because his cup of tea doesn’t have blue eyes that can see every part of Essek’s soul, eyes that somehow, beyond logic, know him intimately. "I'm scared I'm going to ruin everything we've built, you and I. Even before any of this started, your friendship meant so much to me. It still means so much to me. I cannot imagine how much it might mean if I allowed myself to dream of having more with you,” he looks up from his teacup to look Caleb in the eyes. “So do not misunderstand me: it's not that I do not want. I want endlessly. But my fear is deliberating."
[Caleb and Essek, figuring out what they want in a relationship, and figuring out where they go from here, after sleeping with one another. Shadowgast, one-shot, implied but not explicit sexytimes.]
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11 Sep 2026
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The first letter Essek receives from Caleb Widogast is secreted into his pocket at some point during a tense interview with the Bright Queen. For the life of him, Essek cannot figure out how it was done. He doesn’t recall so much as brushing against the other man as he escorted the Mighty Nein out of the Lucid Bastion.
Yet when he returns to his office, there it is, tucked into a nearly invisible pocket in his mantle — a piece of subpar parchment folded to vaguely resemble a cat’s face with tiny pointed ears.
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06 Sep 2026
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Shadowgast magnum opus. Full of beautiful language, poetry, and tenderness. Must re-read.
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Plagued by bad dreams, Voryn decides to settle the matter by travelling to Mournhold unannounced and confiding in Nerevar.
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30 Aug 2026
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Between The Flesh & The Heart by funkslide
Fandoms: Critical Role: Exandria (Web Series)
28 Aug 2026
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For all the stone walls and soft drapery, the copper kettle that boils their homegrown peppermint, the scarf in the foyer that Caleb suspects his partner to wrap around his pillow when they sleep apart — they are but fragments of home in comparison.
This is where Caleb knows himself to belong.
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30 Aug 2026
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Though You Come Again and Again by azuras_catspaw
Fandoms: Elder Scrolls, Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind, Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim
19 Aug 2024
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For two hundred years since destroying the Heart of Lorkhan, Indoril Nerevar has lived in relative peace across the sea.
When he begins to dream again of Dagoth Ur, he decides it time to return to Tamriel.
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27 Aug 2026