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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    Niall comes back from his honeymoon.

    Three weeks apart have left Ruben jealous, furious, and unable to stay away. What follows is a reunion fueled by desire, resentment, and all the things neither of them knows how to say.

    Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn scene.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “What do I need protection from, Bambi?”

    Niall looks at him. And says nothing.

    From me, Ruben. It'd take a saint to protect you from me. It'd take every saint in heaven.

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    Ruben wants to slow down. Niall refuses to let him. Somewhere between love, violence, obsession and self-destruction, Niall discovers a truth about himself that should probably horrify him—and doesn't.

    Canon-divergent: they both survived the barn-scene.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    He wants an overdose of Ruben.

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Dressing gown?” Niall repeats.

    He can play dumb. Put enough disbelief in his tone and Ruben should buy it. He has to.

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    28 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    You apply pressure to his throat, forearm flat against it like a steel bar, not quite choking, just warning that you could. It doesn’t seem to work as intended, his high-pitched little whines grating to your ears. It also barely speeds things along, which throws you off, because Bambi loves the concept of a crushed windpipe; wrap a hand around his neck and he’ll be done in under a minute.
    Then again, this guy is no Bambi, is he?

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    24 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    Christ, Niall smelled like a fucking virgin. 

    Really, he smelled like the dirt from the neighbor’s yard, and the hot metal of a burning wreck, and the same acrid chemical shit they used in the clink infirmary to patch up all the pansies who’d gotten what was coming to them. But beneath all that, beneath the stench of the world’s shit? He smelled like a fucking baby. 

    Like 72 bleeding virgins awaiting him in Heaven, or whatever bullshit people promised themselves just to make it through the day.

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    Set immediately after the hospital scene, Ruben gets one whiff of Niall and just can't help himself.

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    24 May 2026