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Never going back again by siopau_squared
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Aug 2026
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Yelena swore she’d never let herself be controlled again, that it’d be better to die than live under someone else’s hand.
That was, until she found people to live for.
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Inspired by the eye implants from Agents of Shield! With some tweaks.
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Yelena isn’t reckless. She recites this notion to herself every mission, chalks it down to devotion, her desire to redeem herself maybe.
She’s been able to ignore it until now.
MILD BRAND NEW DAY SPOILERS!!
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Total Eclipse of the Heart by siopau_squared
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)
29 Jul 2026
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She was twenty paces away from the meeting point when a crack echoed across the aged buildings, citizens ducking down as more shots were heard nearby. Chaos bloomed quickly, Yelena quickening her pace as the target ran through the panic, dodging scrambling civilians.
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What if the Winter Soldier was sent to eliminate widows after his handlers had a falling out with the Red Room? What happens when he fails at that mission when it comes to a certain blonde widow raised by a fake family in Ohio?
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How much sorrow can I take? by siopau_squared
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
26 Jul 2026
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The international center had recovered after the bombing of the Sokovia Accords summit, each corner sanded and smoothed to perfection. As if nothing ever happened.
That is at the exemption of a small memorial plaque for the victims of the bombing, hung next to the doors of the conference room. Yelena eyed them as she entered the space.
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One shot in which Yelena attends a UN summit to sign the new ‘Safe Earth Accords’ on behalf of her team, and the universe has a horrible case of deja vu.
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is it casual now? by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
16 Aug 2026
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Ava and John hate each other with a passion. One mission might just change that and set them on a path to healing two very broken spirits.
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17 Aug 2026
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Fall In Love Again & Again by SeoLovelyz
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
20 Aug 2026
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The only thing that can save the multi-verse from irreparable destruction is what can only be described as a factory reset: everything to be erased and reborn as it once was. However, when certain individuals can retain memories of their previous lives, it begs the question: What will change? How do they intend to wield such invaluable knowledge? For some, it's about making a difference in the world. For others, it's about saving those who were lost.
For this Avenger, it's about protecting whom they love most.
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04 Aug 2026
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no good deed by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Hawkeye (TV 2021)
11 Aug 2026
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Yelena’s finally ready to stop killing for a living—if only it were so easy. With Valentina hunting her down and enemies around every corner, she’s just trying to stay alive. When she ends up at one of Natasha’s old safe houses, she crosses paths with the former Winter Soldier.
As it turns out, he knows a thing or two about starting over.
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08 May 2026
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crawling back to you by howyoubrewing
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Thunderbolts (Marvel Comics)
03 Aug 2025
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The Thunderbolts* are a team now. For Yelena, it's just the start of healing. She learns she's not the only one.
Bucky and Yelena, falling slowly in love and healing. A lot of angst and hurt/comfort.
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10 May 2026
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When I Was Yours by Mushycloud
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
20 Aug 2026
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He’s dreaming again.
Dreaming of her.
In this realm, he can trace her round face with his gaze, can meet her hardened green eyes. Here, she’s a tangible thing. He can brush a finger over her warm skin, can feel her careful touch. Here, he feels whole.
The feeling never lasts.
A year after the events of Captain America: The Winter Soldier, James "Bucky" Barnes, begins to recall a piece of his time as the Winter Soldier. Yelena Belova is that piece.
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10 May 2026