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may the river of styx cradle (y)our humanity, lady aglaea by smil
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 May 2026
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castlaea learning to let themselves be loved. for once. dear god.
***changed the rating for some minor smut at the last of chap 3 + edited the tag so some sections wont jumpscare anyone
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car conversation(s) by smil
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
27 Jan 2025
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What if my skrunklies still have mental illness in university :thunk: ? /hj
But seriously, between responsibilities and Shinonome Ena, which one does Mafuyu chooses?
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Yoo Jaeyi chose to disappear, with the hopes she might once return to her old life.
Seulgi had to live with Jaeyi's choice, moving on however she could.
Is it enough for both of them to be out of each other's lives? Is 10 years too long or not enough time for them to reconnect?
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16 Jul 2026
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two mentally ill girls try their best to live incompletely w/o each other and immediate regrets the fic
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Not even Seulgi can deny it after all, can’t deny the existence of dots she’s been quietly connecting the past few weeks in moments of quiet and heartbreak.
The crossed out dates on Jaeyi’s calendar. The confession about how lovely it must feel to be at the bottom of the ocean. The self-sabotaging of her grades during finals. The giving Jeyun away. The pushing Seulgi away.
Everything points to the fact that Jaeyi killed herself, and had been wanting to do it for a very, very long time.
Seulgi’s heart, the poor thing, breaks beyond repair.
“There was no body.” Seulgi says, like a rehearsed speech. “You can say whatever you want, but what you’re not going to do is tell me Yoo Jaeyi is dead. Unless I see her with my own two eyes, then Yoo Jaeyi is not dead.”
She’ll say it for however long it takes for her to believe it too.
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14 Jul 2026
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thesis as to why seulgi being down bad earlier on save lives:
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all the time in the world by mangotelevision
Fandoms: Minecraft Diaries - Aphmau (Web Series)
08 Jul 2024
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She liked this woman she barely knew far too much. She liked her, Katelyn was sure of it. She was afraid to think of a stronger word just yet. Katelyn didn’t mind it all that much, the affections growing in her chest; although she’d put off saying it all for much later though- perhaps after they won, then she’d have all the time in the world to tell her.
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13 May 2026
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katelyn and cadenza didnt move like this when i was a child oh wow eye opening
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orange lillies and one last way to say "i hate you" by furinya
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
20 Nov 2025
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Ena cradled the bouquet close to her chest and hummed in appreciation. Her fingers crept along the stems in place of tracing along Mafuyu’s arms and up towards her neck to tug her into a kiss. And when she plucked one from the arrangement and twirled it between her fingers, she thought of how desperately she wanted to admit that they were beautiful.
That Mafuyu was beautiful, even more than the flowers.
or, Ena tended to the garden in her chest more carefully than she liked to admit.
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- Part 2 of a hundred ways to say
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12 May 2026
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achromatic by furinya
Fandoms: プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game)
11 Mar 2026
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“You,” she eventually settled with, pointing her index finger far enough forward and with enough force that it nearly collided with Mafuyu’s collarbone. Her other hand came to rest on her hip. “Were you watching me the whole time?”
(Those were her first words to Mafuyu. Brusque and impatient and rude but—undeniably beautiful, too. Mafuyu hoped they were far from the last to trail from her lips.)
Mafuyu blinked thoughtfully. Her grip tightened on the strap of her bag. “Yes,” she said simply. Then, “You have a leaf in your hair.”
or, Mafuyu met Ena in the middle of summer when the world was still black and white.
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12 May 2026