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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Dan is the one who cries that night. Phil bans him from every device in the house, making a big show of setting his phone on a high kitchen shelf while Dan pouts. It’s silly, and they’re both playacting, and Phil hopes it stems the nervousness in its own little way.

    (scenes post-hard launch. phil's proud. he's really, really proud.)

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Phil has known so many versions of Dan across time, and he has loved them all in their own ways.

    But none of them was this one: his Dan, sprawled beside him in a Las Vegas hotel room two weeks after his twenty-first birthday, who is sharp and unsure and sometimes infuriating, who gives hickeys to his older self and then pretends it was nothing. This one, tonight, is the one Phil loves most of all.

    A canon-inspired time-travel AU featuring secrets, yearning, self-hatred, self-love, a three-way in Vegas, and Phil Lester's unwavering belief in the red string of fate.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Through gritted teeth, Dan reads his message out loud.

    Snowdude: wait, I’m confused – how is it baby bowser’s fault that you took the curve so badly?

    One day, Dan will ban him. He’s not sure why he hasn’t yet. It’s like Snowdude only exists to enrage him.

    Dan is a gaming streamer on Twitch. Everyone knows that he has 1) a short fuse and 2) a massive crush on AmazingPhil.
    Phil likes to watch and ragebait him using a pseudonym.

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    20 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    Dan doesn't turn when two hands settle low on his hips, nor when hair strands tickle his cheek and two lips gently connect with his skin in his nape. That's just Phil.

    "Morning, rat," he mumbles with his raspy morning voice—and oh, Dan loves him.

    "I made you coffee; be grateful, twat."

    Ah, yes. First words exchanged today.

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    06 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    Dan Howell has no direction in life. No real friends, a job he hates, and suppressing a huge part of his identity, the end of summer 2009 is looming.
    Then, he begins to see a boy in reflections, a boy with black hair and blue eyes he swears he could swim in. And then his entire world falls apart at the seams.

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    19 May 2026