stargazejun
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- NCT (Band) (3)
- 약한영웅 | Weak Hero (TV) (1)
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take my hand (I'm afraid of the dawn) by nebulas (stargazejun)
Fandoms: 약한영웅 Class 1 | Weak Hero Class 1 (TV)
18 Jun 2025
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Caught in a weird space, Sieun keeps waking up on the day that changed his life for the very worst. It breaks him, slowly. But honestly, he would rather die than see the light of his life disappear.
“It’s not easy, you know.” Suho’s eyes are brimming with a pain Sieun is all too familiar with. “When you want to protect someone you love, that’s just how you get. You can’t let them see the inside. Even if you want to. Sometimes it just hurts.”
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Mark and Donghyuck are preparing for another tour with NCT127. Renjun helps them and realises that no matter how often this entire situation repeats itself, it will never get easier to let them go.
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Renjun thinks he's the one who brought this over his boyfriends. Turns out, it's just Jaemin and Donghyuck and all the things they haven't talked about in a year.
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Mark is tired. Johnny regrets not having looked after him sooner.
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“Don’t you live in the dorms like everyone else?”
“I do,” Renjun grumbles through his teeth in a way that clearly indicated he was t-minus 5 seconds away from a full-blown tantrum. “I just can’t stand the parties. It’s so loud and insensitively grating and messy, like, all the fucking time.”
“What parties?”
“You know… the parties. The ones Na Jaemin throws.”
“Who?”
“Na Jaemin.”
Jaemin’s grin never falters for a second. He doesn’t bat an eye.
“Never heard of him.”
(it’s 2 in the morning and renjun and jaemin are stuck in an elevator. the maintenance guy won’t come until 6.)
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01 Dec 2025
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But Baku. He smells new. Like oak and cloves, warm and spicy. Hyuntak’s jaw pops open a bit when he realizes where the scent is coming from. It makes his mouth water.
BakuGotak Fest Day 4: Free Pass
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16 Nov 2025
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“Went back to Canada. Lived with my mom and sister. Tried to forget.” When Matthew looks up, Gunwook sees in his eyes something so familiar and complicated that his breath stops.
“And did you?” asks Gunwook, swallowing. “Forget?”
Matthew gives him a wry, sad smile. “No,” he says, soft. “I didn’t.”
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Three years ago, Gunwook's best friend and only sanctuary disappeared without notice. When Gunwook's finished with military service, he decides to go back to his rural childhood home, but finds Matthew there waiting for him.
Cue domestic rural life, though Gunwook's memories are threatening to shatter the peace. (Also, the heating breaks down and there's only one bed, etcetera, etcetera.)
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02 Feb 2025
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“Hyung, what is this?” Sungchan finally chokes out. “How did you find him?”
“I… well, that’s a dating app,” Jungwoo explains. “So I didn’t find him, he just… came up. Is that him? That’s your Shotaro?”
Sungchan nods, heart beating so hard he thinks his ribs could break. “It’s him.”
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Or, Sungchan wakes up in an alternate timeline where almost everything is the same, but he and Shotaro have never met. As fate would have it – and with some help from his NCT hyungs, his members, and modern technology – they find each other again.
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02 Nov 2024
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Two months after RIIZE disbands, Shotaro packs up everything he wants to keep into four oversized suitcases, drops the rest off at a local charity, and heads to the airport. There’s a one-way ticket back to Tokyo with his name on it, the lack of a return trip final in the way many things aren’t these days.
He doesn’t expect anyone to send him off.
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07 Jul 2024