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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    The world seemed to narrow to just the two of them as Sirius dropped to the crouch, icy eyes softening the moment they met Remus’. His expression shifted from exuberant to quiet concern in an instant, his smile turning tender.

    “You look awful,” he murmured, brushing a hand through Remus’ hair with careful fingers. The motion was gentle, reverent, like he was afraid of hurting him, or maybe like he knew exactly how much he already hurt.

    Remus let his eyes close for a second, lashes fluttering at the touch. Everything was too warm, the fire, the blankets, Sirius’ skin; but he leaned into it anyway, chasing the comfort.

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    05 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    The all consuming obsession continued through the war, somehow, Sirius focusing more on a random boat that had sunk more than three years prior than on the way their lives were imploding and their relationship was falling apart. Whenever Remus managed to come home, small absences from the pack which were far and few in-between, Sirius could barely stand to look him in the eye.

    All Remus wanted was a hug from the person he loved most in the world. He never got it.

    When everything was over, the war ended and their relationship in tatters, Sirius asked him to visit the site where the ship sank beneath the waves, and Remus didn’t think to ask things like when or how or, most importantly, why, before he answered, “Yes.”

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    13 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    It's 1976.

    James wants Lily and Lily is unimpressed.
    Sirius is having major family problems. And is harboring some odd feelings.
    Peter is acting odd.
    And Remus is just very, very tired.

     

    There's some humor and angst in here. The whole package. Check it out!

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    19 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    The story of Remus' 5th year at Hogwarts, circa 1975. As he struggles with his furry little problem and his mental state crumbles, the Marauders try their best to pick up the pieces. Remus has his own coping mechanisms, but they're not exactly the healthiest of habits. It doesn't help that he's falling in love with his best friend during one of the worst years of his life.

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    17 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Remus Lupin has always known how to suffer quietly. But when Dumbledore asks him to infiltrate the werewolf packs during the First Wizarding War, silence becomes a weapon, a burden, and a cage. Between the violence he endures and the secrets he hides, Remus finds himself unravelling—learning, painfully, to let others carry him when he has spent a lifetime carrying everything alone.

     

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    Remus goes through hell. And then he goes through the mortifying ordeal of having people who love him and care for him, and want to help him through it.

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    13 Sep 2025