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“Why do you always paint the sea?”
“Because no one can put a fence around it, and just by looking at it, I feel free. Don't you?”
Taesan is the quiet black sheep of a prestigious, deeply religious family, hiding his music in locked notebooks to keep their conditional love. He was willing to play his part forever—until he met Kim Leehan, a carefree artist who carries the vastness of the ocean in his art.
When Leehan uncovers Taesan's hidden songs, he hears the words Taesan could never bring himself to speak. Looking up from the notes, Leehan voices the terrifying truth: “You write like you are trying to apologize for existing.”
As his walls crumble, Taesan must face the ultimate question: who would he become if he finally stopped being afraid of who he truly was?
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“But when you're around... the walls just turn to dust. You make me want to feel. You make me want to hope. And I am too terrified to hope right now, Martin.”
“Let it destroy us then.”
Ticking clocks and sterile hospital sheets are the only gravity Juhoon has left, until Martin kneels on the cold concrete to force him back to the surface. Caught between an impending grief and the heavy wreckage of their fractured houses, two best friends face the terrifying, dangerous clarity that they are already running out of time to stay apart.
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The one where everyone is fighting a quiet, private war behind closed doors, and two best friends discover that sharing the weight under the basement string lights is the only way to keep from sinking.
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“If his lungs were to fill with water, let it be Taesan's water. If he was meant to sink, then drowning didn't seem like such a bad way to die.”
Leehan has always been a perfectionist, giving every ounce of his soul to everything he does—whether it's his relentless dance practice or his deep, quiet obsessions. He used to be the boy standing safely behind the glass of the fish tank. But lately, the glass has shattered, and his entire world has been pulled into a vast, uncharted sea.
A sea named Han Taesan.Or: The slow, agonizing, and deeply sensory descent of two boynextdoor members realizing that the space between them has become too narrow for anything but each other.
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“They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
“Rock and roll.”
He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
“Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.
(genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)
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- Part 1 of The Cadence Opus
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“Are you not gonna call me pretty,” Seonghyeon says in between breaths.
“Huh?”
“Aren’t I a pretty girl?”
Keonho can feel Seonghyeon’s mouth move against his shoulder as he says it. It dawns on him then and there, that he probably should be imaging a girl behind his eyelids.
or ⟶ promotions leave the both of them sexually frustrated, and they decide to follow in their members' footsteps.
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29 Jun 2026
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even if i never see the sun at least i’ve seen you by tomobread
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
12 Jun 2025
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han dongmin is going to die soon.
a pacifist vampire who can’t bring himself to kill is useless in the situation of his blood supply being cut off. it’s only convenient that he happens upon a suicidal person who can’t bring himself to die. -
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Seonghyeon wasn’t sure how he got himself into this predicament with his best friend. All he knew was:
1. They make out on occasion
2. Ahn Keonho has the prettiest lips in the world
3. Neither of them are gayOr, Keonho suggests they practice kissing to impress future girls, and Seonghyeon's allergic to saying no.
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“Tell me what you want and I’ll stay, Donghyun,” he said. His last attempt. If he didn’t answer, Dongmin would go and it’d end like that. He’d just move on with his life and that’s it.
“I don’t like you,” Donghyun answered, almost on the brink of tears. It was true, but it was a lie at the same time. “I want you, Dongmin.”
It wouldn’t end like that and he wouldn’t move on with his life. Quite the opposite was about to happen, and that would fuck up the remaining mental health that Dongmin still had. Despite that, being with Donghyun seemed so right in a way that only the two of them could understand. When he finally moved forward and kissed his lips, everything seemed to be in place while being completely shattered.
After his loss at the olympics, Dongmin just wanted to suffer in peace. But, as always, the destiny found a way to put him and Donghyun – the person he hated the most in the world – in the same place again.