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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    The Apocalypse has been averted. Sam is gone. And when God brought Castiel back, it was in his diminished, powerless state.

    A few months on, Dean and Cas have been circling each other as they navigate their weird new life at Bobby’s. It’s tenuous and uncertain and shaky as Hell, up until Cas gets sick. Really sick. As he’s suddenly stuck trying to keep Cas kicking, Dean is left to wonder what he’ll do if he loses the only thing he has left.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 93

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    “Do you feel like you’re waiting for that call again?”

    He should have expected the question, but it still took his breath away. Because yes, every time his phone rang, some small surge of hope rushed through him. Didn’t matter how hard he squashed it, didn’t matter that Lucifer had played on that very hope, he still scrambled to answer no matter what he was doing. And it hurt when every single time the voice on the other end belonged to anyone else.

    All he could manage was a terse nod. She seemed fine with waiting him out while he tried to catch his breath, adjusting the thin gold band of her wristwatch and jotting down a couple of notes. When he spoke again, she set her pen down and met his level stare with one of her own.

    “I keep looking for him around corners. I jump when my phone rings.” Dean dug his blunt fingernails into his palm while cold rage trickled and pooled in his middle. “He should be here to deal with the stupid shit he said to me before he died.”

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    Dean Winchester goes to therapy.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Leon has become a master of the slow fade, a ghost haunting his own life until there’s nothing left but the sharp scent of whiskey and the hollow echoes of a man who stopped caring months ago. He exists in the spaces between memories he'd rather forget, pulling the shadows around him like a second skin.

    Chris is the only one who refuses to let him vanish. Armed with a stubborn, quiet persistence and a refusal to look away, he remains the sole anchor in Leon’s drifting world. In the suffocating stillness of what remains, they are forced to navigate the blurred lines of a bond that is as much a lifeline as it is a burden.

    A study of the fine line between saving a man and breaking him further, navigating an intimacy neither was ever trained to handle.

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    20 May 2026

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    “Death always follows me, killing the people dear to me.”

    “Lucky for you: I don’t die that easily.”

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    After the mission Chris had pulled him into, Leon was not doing fine. The ghosts of his past came back to haunt him more than before, and he could feel himself slipping. At least he had a mini-fridge waiting for him back at the hotel, something to drown it all out and forget the pain.

    But Chris was not letting it go. He kept pushing, kept demanding answers, kept trying to pull Leon back into reality when Leon wasn’t sure he wanted to be there.

    Why was everyone so persistent in trying to help him? Why was Chris so angry with him?

    Leon didn’t know. And for the first time, he wasn’t sure he wanted to find out.

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    18 May 2026

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    "Didn't realize it was a crime to make sure your friend was ok.” Leon hissed at the remark, pulling his jeans down and handing them to Chris with a growl, the belt laying loosely open and clinking together. “Yeah well a little privacy goes a long way.”

     

    Chris raised an eyebrow, holding out his hand. “Boxers too.” Leon shakes his head, limping towards Chris's bathroom. “I think you've seen enough, the next part is reserved for lovers and doctors. Last I checked you still haven't bought me dinner yet.”

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    19 Apr 2026