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Matt Russo avoids thinking about a lot of things, like his family and his best friend Danny and the girl at the liquor store.
throuple endgame. himbo x himbo x mean goth bisexual.
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19 Dec 2025
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Buck’s hair is gray at the temples, buzzed neatly on the sides and a bit longer and curlier on top than Chris remembers him wearing it, and there’s a new scar through one of his eyebrows. He looks good, like he’s living a happy life, and the only possible reason Chris can imagine for Buck to be here at Helena Diaz’s funeral in El Paso is that Chris’s father brought him.
“Why would you come?” Chris snaps at him.
Buck blinks. “Why wouldn’t I come?”
“She didn’t mean anything to you.”
“I’m not here for her,” Buck scoffs. “She is dead. I’m here for him.”
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Chris is forced to grapple with the choice he made eleven years ago when his father comes back for Helena’s funeral.
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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you don't even have to try (because you are the best thing) by and_the_sun_will_rise_again
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 May 2025
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"[Buck]: sorry this is making no sense i’m so tired lol
[Buck]: ummm. thinking of interesting things to say…did u know that blobfish dknt rly look like thag they just get suiqshrd from coming out from under all the pressure when the fish ppl brign them up
[Buck]: damn am i a blobfish
[Buck]: wow so when i say i’m not making any sense i do rly mean that
[Buck]: anyway
[Buck]: well im sensing it is timw for me to go to bed
[Buck]: thanks for putting up with my bullshit xo nobody does it like u
[Buck]: signed, ur blobfish"
Buck, renowned double, triple, and quadruple-plus texter; Eddie, who is into that shit; and the firefam, living, working, and supporting each other.
Ft: wandering philosophical conversations while hiking, ravi saves the day (tm), bolognese, babysitting jee-yun as a love language, and eddiemaddie bestieism
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Buck's new place is too quiet so he starts listening to podcasts. One contains a poem that comes for him like a heat seeking missile.
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13 Oct 2025