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    Burning Up by

    Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series  

    08 Oct 2023

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    Spock has felt lust for his Captain before, but never quite like this.

    When Kirk discovers that Spock is betrothed he has a reaction that...surprises Spock, to say the least.

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    16 Jul 2025

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    Anticipatory Grief by

    Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)  

    06 Mar 2026

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    Following the Khan incident, Jim confesses his feelings.
    Spock doesn't think they should be together, and Jim is honestly livid when he hears why.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    If you're so clever, then why're you on your own tonight? by

    Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series  

    10 Feb 2026

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    Kirk ends up finding out that Spock, despite his Vulcan heritage, is about as sexually promiscuous and unrepressed as they come. Still- if that's the case, why hasn't he ever extended the offer to sleep with Kirk? It could be for a number of reasons, sure, but the chief and most damning one is that Kirk just doesn't have a chance with the man he's been pining after for years.

    So, Kirk tries to deal with it. Poorly. Until Spock has to all but spell out for him what they both very transparently need from each other.

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    09 Aug 2026

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    every little thing you do (i do adore) by

    Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series  

    11 Aug 2025

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    Spock, on sabbatical from his position at the Vulcan Science Academy, has recently moved to San Francisco with his daughter in the hopes that a change in scenery will do them both good.

    Jim, an instructor at Starfleet Academy, is trying to balance work, parenting his son, and his impending divorce.

    Neither of them are looking for love, but love has a funny way of finding you anyway.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    The Rumble Beside the Roar by , for Florian_Gray

    Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series  

    21 Mar 2025

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    Jim gets invited to these Starfleet-sanctioned parties every year, and he’s usually content to ignore them in favor of dedicating himself to the five-year mission. But Jim’s excuses have dried up—the mission ends in just a few weeks, and it seems Starfleet really wants him to go. The only problem is that he isn’t too thrilled to run into any past lovers and friends as he begrudgingly prepares for the admiralty. He needs someone to beat away irritating questions about his impending promotion, as well as the handful of flings that he’d rather leave in his rear-view. Jim just isn’t expecting Spock to volunteer.

    Or: Spock offers to pose as Jim's partner at a dinner party, and Jim’s absolutely sure it won’t awaken anything in him.

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    12 Jul 2026