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  1. Rec 51

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    “It’s defective,” Satoru announces as he swings into the morgue, purple cat-carrier in hand. “You got me a defective cat.”

    She’s defective,” Shoko sighs, peeling off her gloves. She peers into the carrier when Satoru places it down on the slab, brows pinching. She tilts her head left, then right. The creature inside snuffles. “Looks fine to me.”

    “It breathes wrong,” he complains, “and it keeps making this coughing noise. It snores like a fucking pensioner – look, let me just—”

    “Don’t you dare release your cat into a sterile environment,” Shoko snaps, slapping his hands away from the clips. “She shouldn’t even be in here.”

    Satoru looks pointedly at the cursed blood dripping, violet and viscous, from the opposite mortuary cot. “Right,” he drawls. Then: “Can you send it back?”

    She stares at him. “You did not just ask that.”

     

    (Following the tragedy of Christmas Eve 2017, Shoko gets Satoru a cat. She has asthma.)

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    29 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Such a grounding fic. Satoru and cat duo is incredible. Shoko my beloved, you are so cherished

  2. Rec 7

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    Shoko is a girl. This is something she's sure of. In every lifetime, Shoko would have been a girl, but Satoru is only hers in this one; this is something else she's sure of. She can hear him now, humming in her shower while she lies on the mattress on her floor and stares up at the ceiling. She's not going to get this again; not in any other life, and not after it ends.

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    Shoko struggles with being loved.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SHE DESERVES THE WORLD YA HEAR ME???! what a perfect fic. that one but about other lives... ouhghghh. SatoShoko my beloveds

  3. Rec 63

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    She should be used to this by now. His kind of love. The kind that makes you open yourself up, sharp scalpel rip from pharynx to navel, exposing all of those nasty things you’ve gone through so much evolution to hide—to protect. Somehow he’d managed to dig his hands inside of her. She could feel him. Feel him squeeze and wrench and grab at all her viscera until it ached. Until there was no space inside her hollow cavity left unaccosted.

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    21 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    “What the fuck am I doing?”

    Here he was, eighteen years old and getting ready to officially take responsibility for the two kids of the man who’d ruined his life. He didn’t owe Toji anything, so why? What was the chain of decisions that led him to this situation? He had known for almost a year Megumi existed and hadn’t lifted a finger until a few weeks ago. What was the difference? Hah. Who was he kidding? The difference was the big Suguru-shaped hole in his heart he was trying to fill.

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    15 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THE SWEETEST THING ever man. Hell yeah

  5. Rec 8

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    Death is a familiar routine, a cyclical process, a saw spinning in tight rightward loops.

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    01 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This was... painful. Cathartic