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Take Off Your Father's Jacket (It Never Fit You Anyway) by Wow_thisiswheremylifeis
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
12 Apr 2023
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“It’s okay to be soft, Dean.” Cas murmured, like it was something easy, like Cas knew how to put everything down for a second and just yearn.
Dean didn’t know how to be soft. He’d never been one to cuddle, he’d rather die than use floral smelling lotion on his hands, and he never put sugar in his coffee.
His whole life he’d been rough around the edges and overly masculine to survive. He’d made up for his pretty face and long lashes by wearing a leather jacket that smelled like gunpowder and his father’s whiskey, with pockets that were too, too heavy with sins he’d commit again to keep his brother safe.
How would he even begin to allow himself to want–and reach out for what he wants?
Dean sighed. “I uh–It doesn’t come easy to me.”
Castiel shrugged like he already knew, like Dean wasn’t the one who still wore his Dad’s leather jacket, hoping it was enough, hoping he was enough.
Cas leaned into him, his back to Dean's front. “It’s easier than you think.”Or when Dean’s weird, bee-loving, friend Castiel winds his way into Dean’s bed (even though Dean is not gay), and Dean finds himself wanting things more than ever, wanting things he can’t have, wanting things that he’ll never earn.
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13 Sep 2026
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“Hey, Cas,” prompted Dean from the other end of the couch.
“Hmm?”
“You horny?”
“W-what?”
“Y’heard me.”
“Dean,” said Cas flatly, “I’m a twenty year old gay man. I’m always horny.”
He’d been trying to make a joke, but Dean didn’t laugh. Instead, he lifted one leg and pushed on Cas’s thigh with his socked foot.
“I’m horny,” he said with a conspiratorial smirk.
“So?” chuckled Cas. “Join the club.”
“Well, let’s do somethin’ about it,” replied Dean in a matter-of-fact tone.
Cas wasn’t sure he’d heard right. He looked over at his friend and saw that the guy’s eyes were resting on him heavily. Dean’s foot shoved at him again. “C’mon, Cas,” he said shamelessly, “you like dick. I have a dick. Whaddaya say?”
“I say,” answered Cas, turning back to the television and praying for strength, “that you’re drunk.”
“M’not that drunk.”
“You’re drunk enough to hit on a dude,” chuckled Cas.
“I ain’t hittin’ on you,” corrected Dean, “I’m just sayin’ we could, ya know, help each other out. It don’t gotta be a big deal.”- Language:
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28 Aug 2026
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Different Kind of Therapy by CBFirestarter, TrenchcoatBaby for I_Am_The_Blue_Sunshine
Fandoms: Supernatural
02 Oct 2020
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Dean meets with a psychiatrist, Dr. Castiel Novak, looking for ways to blow off steam. Little does he know, the handsome doc has a dirty secret that could solve all their problems.
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06 Aug 2026
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Dean's not the type to fall in love.
But a playful song reference in an otherwise formal email correspondence made him want to know this chick he was talking to.
Turned out he was right, this Cas was the most awesome girl he'd ever talked to, and slowly but surely, he found out that he just hadn't met the right girl yet.
Maybe he hadn't met her still...- Language:
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03 Aug 2026
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“It’s better for Dad to think that I smoke than–” Dean cuts himself off. “It’s better.”
“Better than what, Dean?” Sam’s voice gets higher, louder. It’s damn lucky that John’s passed out in his room, dead to the world. “What are you doing with Castiel that’s worse than smoking?”
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21 Jul 2026