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Sam breathes like it takes effort, and then he says, "Wanting you was the very first thing I realized was wrong with me. It was how I knew there was something sick inside."
(One of them had to fall first. A story about devotion.)
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Bookmarked by vardaquareien
01 Jun 2026
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Covers seasns 1-11. Dean learns Sam's been in love with him for years. He figures out he's in love with Sam just before going to hell season 2. Follows all the fucked up shit between them & he doesn't tell Sam till season 11 - very hot smut in last chapter!
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For the past ten years, Dean has been bookmarking porn on the laptop for Sam to watch. Sam figured it would never go further than that, until one night, not long after killing Hitler, Dean decides to be brave. One thing is for sure: Dean is never going to let Sam live down the fact that porn is what brought them together, in the end. Set between 12x06 & 12x07, but not necessarily a coda.
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Bookmarked by vardaquareien
22 May 2026
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First there's flirting through porn, then there's filthy hot fucking! Gaahhh 🤤 so fucking hot!
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Top Dean/submissive Sam, with some Crowley tossed into the mix.
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Bookmarked by vardaquareien
21 May 2026
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Very hot! It's got Crowley lusting after Sam, Possessive!Dean who's kind enough to share his brother with Crowley, and obedient!Sam who gets off on being a good boy. Crowley's sure they're trying to kill him with sex.
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This is exactly what Sam wants. To be overwhelmed.
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Bookmarked by vardaquareien
17 Mar 2026
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The one where Zachariah sends Sam & Dean back to the 90s and they go hunting - camping & hiking with their teenaged selves (13 & 17). Turns out teenage Dean wants adult Sam just as much as adult Dean does. Dean's self hatred gets to also be external as well as internal (Dean hates himself & other himself). Little Sammy just wishes they'd all stop keeping secrets from him.
Double the Sam & Dean!