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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Some things Tumblr is shy about

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    14 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Shane Hollander does not cope with change and needs his brain turned off manually.

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    12 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    "Why'd you run out of insulin?"
    Dennis didn't answer.
    "Dennis."
    A shaky breath.
    "...I... stretched it."
    Robby's jaw clenched.
    "What do you mean you stretched it?"
    "...Didn't... have enough..."
    "...Enough for what?"
    Dennis swallowed hard.
    "...Couldn't... afford... another refill..."
    Silence.
    Trinity's head snapped toward him.
    "You've been rationing your insulin?"
    Dennis wouldn't look at any of them.
    "...Only... when I had to..."
    Jack slowly closed his eyes.
    Robby just stared at Dennis, his face unreadable.
    When he finally spoke, his voice was quiet.
    "...We're going to have a very long conversation once your sugar comes up."
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    They find out hes been rationing his insulin

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    31 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 89

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    Shane takes a deep breath and tries to calm down. "I'm just... I like kissing. Like a lot. With you. And sometimes I just want to kiss. Make out, whatever. I just feel like- is that weird? To like it so much?"  

    Ilya's heart squeezes in his chest. He wraps his both hands around Shane's neck and presses Shane against him. 

    "Moy pomodor, my love, my life, you silly little thing", he murmurs and kisses the top of Shane's head. "Of course it's not weird. Why were you nervous about that?"  

    He can physically feel Shane relax against him, as if someone cut off all the strings attached to his body. Shane lets out a huff of laugh and mumbles: "I don't know. I know I'm weird sometimes." 

    or, at the beginning of their relationship, Shane feels insecure for needing kisses and touches. Ilya comforts him. (Shane is just a small, autistic little bean and Ilya loves him dearly)

    Edit. Added chapter 2!

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Initially just a little one-shot of self-validation and recognition in relation to Autism.

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    Ilya moved and rested next to him, Shane leaned over and curled in on his side, moving the weighted blanket over his hips, to rest his head on Ilya’s thigh. He closed his eyes as he heard the video start.

    They both listened to the male voice from the UK start talking. Ilya immediately knew why Shane had run. He wrapped his arm around and under Shane’s arm, pressing his flat palm to his chest while he held the phone with his other hand. Shane pressed his hands over his and held him there. As the man kept talking, he felt Shane start to cry, his chest sobbing. He couldn’t make it more than five minutes in; he paused it and ran his now-free hand through Shane’s hair.

    Through tears his words came out in a torrent “Am I the weird one? Everyone always talks about how antisocial I am and makes jokes about how I don’t go out with people and I like to stay home and read. I am always boring and eat weird food and have such a strict focus on hockey and have all these rules and I make people follow them…” He was starting to struggle to take in a breath.

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    16 Jul 2026