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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    Shane Hollander has known Ilya Rozanov since he was 9 years old when his older brother, Harry, brought him home. The two had orbited each other for years until Shane's junior year of high school when they were placed in the same class. For the first time since they'd met, Harry wasn't a buffer between them anymore.

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    20 Sep 2026

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    Emmy: When did you first hook up with him?
    Jane: 2010
    Caro: WHAT
    Megan: GIRL
    Tia: SEVEN YEARS??
    Megan: My jaw is borderline unhinged rn

    Or: In 2017, Shane finds a place where he can talk about his sex life...a group chat for girls who have slept with Ilya Rozanov

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, thirty-seven years old and a generational hockey player, had never paid much attention to the incoming draft prospects. But nineteen year old Shane Hollander was different.

    His stats were amazing, no dispute there, but it wasn’t exactly his athletic promise that enthralled Ilya almost to the point of obsession. No, it was something else. Something that pricked under Ilya’s skin, a feeling that left Ilya wondering if Shane Hollander inspired jealousy or lit the fire of his curiosity.

    Shane Hollander was gay.

    But the worst part of this whole thing was: not only was Ilya tortured by the idea that his potential “successor” was gay and confident in his sexuality, or that he was a great fucking hockey player.

    No, the worst part was that Shane Hollander was fucking gorgeous.

    Or: Openly gay rookie Shane Hollander and sexually repressed bisexual veteran player Ilya Rozanov

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    03 Aug 2026

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    “Maybe I should just go,” Ilya says and takes a long swig. He’s not looking at Shane. His stool squeaks on the floor as he scoots back.

    “Ilya, please,” Shane pleads and Ilya’s eyes return to him. He stands up and offers a hand. “I just want to know.”

    “Why the fuck does it matter?”

    Suddenly, the beer is settling in Shane’s stomach, the alcohol steeping the blood in his veins. Maybe it’s that or maybe it’s a mild adrenaline, or maybe both. But he’s got a little courage.

    “Because you’re so fucking hot and I need to know if you have a motive or if you’re just being nice!” Shane yells.

    --- Or ---

    22-year old Shane Hollander is in between his junior and senior years at the local university in Ottawa, Ontario and working as the sexy beverage cart boy on the golf course of one of the premier country clubs. There, he meets Ilya Rozanov, a hot, rich 35-year old golf club member.

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    04 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the best player in the league. That has never mattered less than it does under Ilya Rozanov, Team Canada's new coach for the 2014 Sochi Olympics.

    Shane grew up watching him, playing against him, idolising him in a way he didn't even realise. But as a coach, Shane hates him. He's cold, demanding, and impossible to please. But Rozanov pushes Shane harder than anyone ever has, and slowly his hate turns to obsession, competition to dependence. And Shane learns that their lessons come with a price: desire neither of them can afford.

    (OR the coach/player forbidden hollanov you've been waiting for ;) )

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    13 Jan 2026

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