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    Shane Hollander, Unmasked by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    04 Jul 2026

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    The lights had been dimmed in the kitchen where Shane bounced on the balls of his feet as he waited for the microwave to beep. Inside was a microwavable plush Snoopy that Ilya had gifted Shane last Christmas. Heating the plush up had quickly enmeshed into part of Shane's bedtime routine. Skincare, brush his teeth, microwave Snoopy, read for half an hour, then sleep. The weight of the cuddle toy on Shane's chest, Ilya's arm around his waist, and the warmth from both were comforts Shane never wanted to go to bed without ever again.

    The familiar steps of Ilya broke Shane's concentration on the microwave. Shane turned his head right as Ilya wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a tight embrace. Ilya hooked his chin over Shane's shoulder to speak in his ear. "Warming up your puppy?"

    Shane felt his cheeks flare hot. "Shut up," he grumbled. "You bought him for me."

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    Five times Shane stims around Ilya and the one time he does it with the Centaurs.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    The Five Year Farewell by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    21 Jan 2026

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    At age 46, Ilya Rozanov, retired former Captain and star forward of the Ottawa Centaurs, six time Stanley Cup Winner, and widely regarded as one of the most talented hockey players of all time, is diagnosed with dementia.

    Five years later, the legacy he leaves behind is beautiful.

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    25 Jan 2026

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    if you’re having a bad day, DO NOT READ THIS. if you’re having a good day, DO NOT READ THIS. straight fucking heartbreak. Starting crying 1/4 of the way through and it never stopped. Actually felt like le heart had been ripped out of my chest and stomped on.

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    Codependent by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Deadpool - All Media Types, The Amazing Spider-Man (Movies - Webb)  

    01 May 2023

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    Once upon a time, a kid got bit by a spider, got super powers and went on to save the world.

    We all know the story.

    …or do we?

    What if Peter Parker’s journey to being The Amazing Spider-man was abruptly derailed first by falling in love with Wade Wilson and then increasingly spidery mutations compromising his sanity and his humanity, all before he even had a chance to spandex it up and save the city?

    And what if the mercenary Deadpool loved Peter ‘not quite Spiderman’ Parker right back- fangs and poison and black eyes included?

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    09 Jan 2025

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    Read; revisit later balled my eyes out