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  1. Rec *

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    Dean eases Baby down the frontage road, trying not to look in the rearview mirror as his home gets smaller and smaller behind him.

    He’s done this a hundred times. He’s driven down this road in the soft morning light, heading out to some little town in some distant corner of the country. This is a job like any other.

    “It’s not like we’re never coming back,” Cas says from the passenger seat.

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    Dean and Cas and the open road, to the tune of Led Zeppelin.
    A post-series story in thirteen parts.

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    09 Mar 2025

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    this is proof that dean's mixtape was a declaration of love to cas.

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    So, the first thing that happens is Castiel comes back.

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    "Right," Dean says eventually, gruffly. He looks down at his shoes. "I'm not gonna tell you how to live your life, man. It's—you know, yours. Do your thing, love who you love, whatever. I can't really stop you from loving me, if that's what you've decided to do, but I don't—I can't—"

    "I know," Castiel murmurs, still just smiling a little, not looking heartbroken at all. "Don't worry about it, Dean, that's all I ask."

    "So we're—" Dean risks a glance up, swallowing thickly. "We're good?"

    Castiel hums. "We're good."

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    25 Apr 2025

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    Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.

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    30 Mar 2025

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    dean “pretending” to be in love with cas to make cas happy enough to stay with him bc he CAN'T want that he wants but he CAN fake it for someone who needs it :) i am emotionally ruined thanks

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    Charlie sets her beer down hard on the counter, making him flinch. “Are you trying to invent a problem?” she asks incredulously.

    “What? No, dude, I’m telling you—”

    “Your boyfriend turned down sex twice, once because you were concussed and your arm was broken, and once because he was about to drive out of state to help your brother,” Charlie summarises, brutal and unrelenting. “And you think that, what? You can never ask him for sex again because of that?”

    Dean’s been playing catch-up his entire life, and he’s still figuring out the whole “asking for what I want” thing.

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    11 Feb 2025

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    this is frustrating in the best way. dean is soooo mentally ill and unstable, he has CATASTROPHIC thinking godd it makes me ache sm (and im adoring every second of it)
    seriously dean's thoughts, insecurities, self-worth and abandonment issues... how hard it is for him to just communicate... and the way he thinking about Cas.... everything.. all his character is so well written in this one

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    And finally, Dean thought about Cas.

    What it would all mean to have Cas in his entirety, in every way imaginable. To have him sleep caressed and sun-kissed beneath early morning sheets, the weight of his fingers tracing Dean’s palm down peaceful corridors, his scent cloaked in Dean’s very bones. To have his warmth as comfort and his hands as a guide that slid over Dean’s skin with familiarity. No more tentativeness, no more skimming the edges and tracing the seams of their story.

    Peace. He wanted peace. But with Cas back from the Empty with his memories shredded, and Jack nowhere to be seen, what would peace even look like? And, after everything, was it something Dean deserved?

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    08 Feb 2025

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    REAL FIX-IT FIC 😭😭 this is the end that cas and dean and all of characters deserved :( just. perfect. fits so well with canon!!!!

    dean's emotional journey and his healing.... im so proud of him :( it's really nice to see how he started loving himself, his work, his home.. started loving literally every moment of his life. it means so much to my heart :( my baby:( my dean:( here he's really happy it's so precious