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Thursday
He was hovering in the air trying to identify the villain’s next move. Before he could decipher that another wave of goo was sent flying from the villain’s hands and straight towards him. Hawks dived down with his wings flared out banking left trying to get behind the villain. The villain turned around to keep Hawks in his sights which was his downfall. Suddenly a large blast of fire came from behind the villain catching both of them in a heat wave. Hawks yelped as he felt his flight feathers on his right wing catching fire. The villain was forgotten as he rolled around on the ground like a dog trying to squash the flames.
“Shit, shit, shit!” Hawks repeated this mantra as he smothered the last of the flames. He let out a large sigh and laid on his back looking up towards the light blue sky. He had spent so much energy last night preening his feathers. All he could think of was all that precious free time that was now wasted. The phantom feeling of orange flames lapping at his precious feathers made a shiver go through his body.
“Hawks get up! We don’t have time for you to just lie around!” Endeavor barked at him from somewhere. Hawks wasn’t sure where he was or what he was doing and didn’t care at this point either. The last two weeks had been awful and his perpetual bad mood had continued to follow him. Suddenly a large flaming beard and bright red hair blocked his preferred view of the blue sky. Hawks couldn’t help but let out another annoyed sigh. Endeavor narrowed his eyes at that showing that he was clearly at the end of his own patience. “If you’re not going to help get out of here,” Endeavor growled before leaving his line of sight again.
“You burn my feathers to a crisp and not even a ‘Sorry Hawks! Are you okay Hawks? What can I get you Hawks?’. Why do I even try?” Hawks mumbled as he picked himself up off the street and dusted the ash off his flight jacket. He stood up trying to take stock of all the feathers he had left. He flexed what was left of his wings coming to the realization that he was going to be chained to the ground for a while. The third loud, annoyed sigh in the last five minutes left his mouth.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?! I swear I’ve never seen you wound so tight." Hawks felt a hard slap on his back, knocking the air out of him. Miruko then threw her muscular arm around his shoulder.
“I’m fine,” Hawks choked out trying to get air back in his lungs.
“Sure. You know what I think?”
“I’m sure I don’t want to know,” Hawks had tried to pull away from her, but Miruko flexed her arm to keep him closer. Hawks was no match for her strength so he was stuck.
“I think someone needs to get laid,” now she was sporting a large grin.
“As much as I appreciate your advice I can’t just go out and pick up some random guy. That hasn’t always worked out well for me in the past, or don’t you remember?” Hawks was coming to terms with being trapped and now trying to figure out how to talk his way out of it.
“You could try something online, because you need some kind of release dude. No offense but working with you lately has been an absolute buzz kill.”
“What do you mean?” he would never admit it, but now he is intrigued. Miruko’s grin grew wider knowing she had him hooked.
“I mean you could watch porn or something, but you could always try looking up a cam boy. If you get the right one it can be an experience you’ll never forget.”
“You have personal experience?”
Miruko just smiled at him and released him from her death grip. “The internet is a wonderful thing and you should use it!” Miruko announced as she walked away toward Endeavor and the subdued villains.
Hawks was thinking about Miruko’s suggestion. It was true that it’s been a while since he has been with someone. The last guy he brought home took a picture of him half naked when he got up to go to the bathroom. The picture made its rounds on social media for days and the Commission had been furious. According to them the idea of him having sex ruined his family friendly image. They nagged him for weeks and set up a thousand interviews for him to smooth things over. He could not afford another problem like that. Maybe Miruko was right though about just being someone anonymous online.
Hawks took one more look at Miruko and Endeavor before just turning around to go home. He was over this day and spending more time around Endeavor would just make it worse. He remembers how excited he was the first time the Commission announced he would be doing joint patrols with Endeavor. That excitement quickly faded though after spending five minutes with the man. Hawks had tried all of his charm and got nowhere with the fire hero. He still thought Endeavor was a good and admirable hero, his personality just left a lot to be desired.
With his wings out if commission Hawks had to hail a cab to get home which added to the humiliation of his nub wings. He faked a smile for the driver as best he could and gave him an autograph for his daughter. It seemed like forever and a million questions before he was finally at his apartment.
When he signed the lease on on the top floor penthouse he was ecstatic. The view was something he could only dream of as a kid. The apartment’s exterior wall was made entirely of windows. At night he could see the lights from the city which were breathtaking and the skyline glorious during the day. But nothing beats the feeling of walking out to his balcony and taking off for a morning flight. All of those feelings were just faded memories right now though. Hawks had hit the button in the elevator for the top floor five minutes ago and it was still climbing. He just wanted to scream.
Finally making it into his place he collapsed on his couch. Even being home did nothing to ease the pent up frustration he harbored. He knew he needed to relax, but the thought of just jerking off alone wasn’t very appealing. Miruko’s suggestion was still in the back of his mind and he couldn’t lie, he was intrigued. Hawks wasn’t quite sure where to begin though with finding someone to watch. Miruko said that finding the ‘right one’ would make it an incredible experience. How was he supposed to know who the ‘right one’ was?
He sat on the couch for a few more minutes before curiosity got the better of him. He got up to go to his bedroom grabbing his laptop along the way. He put his laptop on his bed before stripping out of his hero costume. Hawks traded out his trademark costume for just a simple pair of well worn sweatpants. He settled down on his bed using his pillows to prop himself up. He turned on his computer and set it on his lap. He pulled up a search engine and typed in the first descriptor he thought of, ‘cam performers’. A few different websites pulled up and Hawks wasn’t sure which one he was supposed to click on.
He was starting to get overwhelmed and rethink his current decision. But he had come this far, why stop now? He clicked on the first website that came up. It brought him to a homepage with a thousand different profiles to choose from. Hawks was starting to realize he didn't have a clue about what he wanted. He could see a disproportionate amount of the videos were of females which didn’t excite him. Maybe he was going about this all wrong? He sighed and tried to see if he could narrow down his search. He used a pull down menu finding a section for just men and it brought him to a new page that was definitely more his type. Still a little overwhelming with all of the choices though.
Hawks started to look through the different available profiles trying to see if he found anyone that caught his attention. The variety of men that streamed made it almost harder for Hawks to pick who he wanted to click on. There were men that advertised themselves as buff, skinny, pierced, tattooed, cocky, shy, how was he supposed to choose? He was about half way down the second page when a profile picture grabbed his attention. The man had jet black hair that was styled widely with striking light blue eyes. He had multiple piercings in both his ears, nose, and hoops through his nipples. He had some defined muscles, but was pretty skinny for the most part. But the most striking feature was the deep purple scarring that covered most of his body. The scarred skin had gold staples connecting it to the healthy skin that remained. His scaring covered all of his arms and back, but stopped part way down his chest. He also had a patch under each eye. The picture was only shirtless so he couldn’t see if the scarring went further. But there was one way to find out.
The green dot under his username, cremation12, informed Hawks that he was currently streaming. Hawks was quick to make a profile so that he didn’t miss the show. He selected a monthly subscription and then the website prompted him to buy tokens. Hawks wasn’t sure what the tokens were for just that they seemed important. He used a feather to fetch his wallet and quickly dug out his credit card. The upside of being a top hero was the hefty paychecks. The downside was not having any time to spend it. Hawks decided it was time to make up for that. He bought ten tokens to start with and quickly moved on. He searched for the profile again and pulled up the stream.
The video footage that pulled up showed that the video had just started. The right of the video feed had a chat log that showed how many people were currently watching. A lot of the other viewers were already typing showing their excitement. Hawks looked at the video footage again and his breath caught in his throat. The man from the profile picture earlier was smirking at the camera and he was gorgeous.
The man chuckled and his voice was deep and gravely. “Glad to see all my villains are so excited for the show tonight.” Hawks was confused by what he meant when he said villains. He looked at the chat to see multiple viewers responding.
Cremationlover34: your league of villains forever!
InkyVoid: I've been waiting all week for this!
So it looks like he must call his followers his ‘league of villains’. Hawks thought that seemed a little dramatic, but who was he to judge. He did think his looks could make him a villain in a different universe. He averted his attention back to the mesmerizing man in front of him. He had been shirtless just like his profile picture, but this time he was wearing booty shorts putting most of his legs on display. Hawks saw the scarring started part way down his thighs and ended at his ankles. The scarring gave the illusion of thigh high socks, Hawks shouldn’t find that as hot as he did.
“Looks like we have a new viewer who I haven’t seen here before. Welcome to the show CrimsonWings I hope you enjoy it.” Hawks started to breath heavier as he realized that he had been singled out. He wondered just how seriously this guy takes this job if he knew that Hawks was new. He bit his lip debating on responding or not. But what the hell was stopping him, this was supposed to be an outlet.
CrimsonWings: thanks! I’m excited to see what you’ve got, so no holding back.
The man laughed and Hawks was already addicted. “You really must be new if you think that I would hold back. I did start the stream a little earlier than normal though so I’m going to give it a few minutes before beginning. I don’t want to make anyone jealous. Also since you’re new, just so you know you can call me Dabi.” Dabi winked at the camera and Hawks felt weak. It was good he wasn’t standing up otherwise he probably would have collapsed. “Gamerboy I’m glad you were able to make it tonight.” Hawks had been so wrapped up in Dabi giving him attention that he forgot that there were other viewers.
Gamerboy: I wouldn’t miss tonight for anything. Did you get my present?
“Of course I did.” Hawks watched as Dabi pulled out a box from somewhere behind the camera. The box was small and plain giving no indication about what was inside. “I thought I would wait to open it up until you could watch.” Dabi ripped open the box and produced a bowtie that was the same color blue as his eyes. The bowtie had two strips of fabric on either side and it looked like it velcroed in the back. Dabi smiled at the present and proceeded to put it on. “What do you guys think?” He moved his head side to side modeling it for everyone.
Gamerboy: it looks even better than I thought it would on you.
CrimsonWings: fucking sexy.
Magicman: I third that!
Dabi chuckled, “my villain’s are way too sweet. You do know being villains means your supposed to be bad, right?”
Gamberboy: you’ll just have to punish me I guess.
Hawks suddenly felt like he was seeing something he wasn’t supposed to. Maybe the cam thing wasn’t the right idea. “How about I punish myself for all of you?” Dabi offered to the camera with a sultry gaze and a smirk. On second thought this was a great idea and he’ll have to thank Rumi later. Dabi moved so that he was sitting on his knees on the floor with his black shorts still on and the bowtie on full display. Hawks could feel himself getting jealous that the bowtie didn’t come from him. Which he knew was insane, he just found this guy and he has no reason to be possessive.
“I have tonight’s show decided, but if anyone has a request make it now. I can’t promise it will happen but it can’t hurt.” Dabi got up and moved off screen. It was possible to hear things moving around as the chat went wild. Hawks saw a flurry of suggestions and some of them made him go red with embarrassment. Dabi came back with a long purple dildo, vibrator, and lube in his hands. Hawks instantly started to feel some of his blood rushing to his cock. Dabi sat back on the floor and put his goodies in his lap. Hawks watched as he read the chat and laughed at some of the suggestions given. “Good thing I planned on a majority of you requesting the vibarator. Guess i know my villains’ pretty well. It’s time to get started. I hope you enjoy the show Crimson.”
Gamerboy: why are you showing him so much attention?
Hawks could feel his feathers ruffle at the comment, but Dabi’s laugh made him calm down. “It’s important to make everyone feel welcome here. Plus if you want so much personal attention you should book a private show Gamer. I always enjoy our time together. But it’s time to get down and dirty.” Hawks filed away the information about the possibility of a private show. Dabi moved the items in his lap and pulled down his shorts to reveal his rock hard cock. Hawks couldn’t help but salivate at the reveal. The cock on the screen was long and thick with a row of four piercings that created a ladder along the length.
CrimsonWings: holy shit.
Dabi had continued to read the comments as he worked. Hawks saw Dabi give a cocky grin at the camera when he posted his comment. But he didn’t say anything as he popped open the bottle of lube and coated his viborator. He laid on the floor and lifted his legs while using his free hand to pull his cheeks apart to put his hole on display. Hawks could already see lube leaking out. Dabi had clearly prepared himself for his show. Hawks felt his half hard cock grow fully hard at the sight. Dabi gave another grin to the camera before slowly inserting the viborator. He moaned loudly and threw his head back as it disappeared inside him. Dabi pushed the long viborator in until it bottomed out. His mouth dropped open and Hawks caught a quick glimpse of what appeared to be a tongue ring. Hawks felt his brain short circuit and his breath catch.
“I’ve been thinking about doing this all day for you. Shit it feels so good,” Dabi moaned for everyone on the other side of the computer. Hawks gulped as everyone else on the chat seemed to melt away. It almost seemed like it was just Hawks and Dabi. That illusion was broken though when Dabi let out a loud moan and a string of ‘fucks’ that ended with ‘gamer’s’ name. Hawks looked at the chat and saw that Gamer had given four tokens. Other viewers started to give a token or two as time went on. Everytime a token was given it seemed like Dabi moaned. It didn’t take long for Hawks to realize that the viborator went off with each token and the more used the stronger the vibration.
Hawks found a spot on his screen to give away tokens and he dropped in all ten. Dabi clawed at the floor and moaned so loudly it was almost a scream. Hawks jumped in his seat. “God Crimson, shit! Are you going to keep that up?” Hawks knew right then he would spend any amount of money to hear Dabi scream like that.
CrimsonWings: if you’re okay with it.
“Fuck yeah I’m okay with it. Just give me a sec,” Dabi reached out of the camera view and produced a cock ring. Hawks watched as he positioned himself so that he could thread the ring on his cock being careful of the piercings. He settled it at the base and looked at the camera with a devilish smile. “Show me what you got.” Hawks quickly opened up a new tab on his browser and went to the part of his account that lets him buy tokens. He bought 100 and didn’t bat an eye at the price tag that was attached. At this point Dabi could ask him for his bank account numbers and he would hand them over.
Hawks went back to the video stream and watched as Dabi continued to moan as other viewers had continued to spend their tokens. Hawks decided to drop ten again and watch as Dabi’s back arched up off the floor as he screamed. Dabi had moved his free hands under his knees to hold up his legs for his viewers. Hawks had held out touching himself, but the knowledge that he was able to get Dabi off like that made him lose any self restraint. Pulling his sweat pants down he touched the tip of his cock and spread all the pre-come that had gathered there down his length. Finally being able to feel friction caused him to let out a sigh of relief. He started from the base and gave himself slow strokes. He imagined what it would be like to run his hands up and down Dabi’s length. Wanted to know how those piercings would feel as his hands and mouth rubbed over them. He decided he wanted to cum with Dabi. He stopped his ministrations when he looked in the group chat so he could respond.
Gamerboy: show off.
CrimsonWings: *shrug* I like to make him feel good.
Dabi gave a half-hearted laugh at the comments in the chat. Hawks assumed he normally would have more to say, but his eyes were glazed over with pleasure and he was breathing hard. He could see Dabi digging his nails into his thighs as the viborator continued to go off. Hawks was so glad he was able to make him feel good. “You’re gonna be the death of me Birdie,” Dabi managed to get out between his heavy breathing.
CrimsonWings: birdie?
“I’m guessing that’s where you got your username from. If you don’t like it I can stop.”
CrimsonWings: I love it. What’s the dildo for?
Dabi chuckled as he released his legs and reached over to grab the dildo that was laying forgotten next to him. He stared down the camera not breaking eye contact as he swallowed it down. He then watched as Dabi brought a free hand down to stroke his own cock. His long fingers wrapped around it so well. He watched as the piercings appeared and disappeared as Dabi moved his hand. Hawks brought his own hand back to his cock and continued to stroke himself as Dabi deep throated the dildo on screen with the viborator still going. Hawks used one hand to drop ten more tokens into Dabi’s account. Dabi arched his back again, but he didn’t scream this time as the dildo choked any sounds he would have made. He had tears streaming down his face and drool was starting to seep around the dildo. Hawks started to move his hand faster at the sight. As suddenly as Dabi had relaxed his body it locked up again and his stomach was quickly painted with his own cum. Hawks continued to stroke himself faster in order to cum at the same time. He quickly spilled over onto his own stomach and hand with the image of Dabi as his muse. Hawks wasn’t sure what caused the sudden surge of pleasure for Dabi until he looked at the chat.
Gamerboy gave 20 tokens
Dabi pulled out the dildo from his mouth and laid on the ground breathing heavily. Suddenly he started to whine as some of the viewers gave one or two tokens to keep stimulating him through his post orgasm. Hawks could only imagine how uncomfortable that must be. Dabi didn’t make a move to pull the viborator though as he squirmed through the stimulation. He threaded his hands into his hair and looked like he was tugging on it. Hawks wondered if he was trying to distract himself. Hawks couldn’t think too much about it though as he sat in his own afterglow feeling the last few weeks of frustration finally leave his body.
He saw Dabi continue to claw at his hair as the tokens kept flowing in. Hawks was hoping no one would use too many. He felt a sudden urge to reach across the screen to hold the man and stop what was happening. Dabi removed the cock ring and then lifted his legs again so he could slowly slide out the viborator. Hawks watched as the once filled hole now pulsed looking for something to fill it. Hawks moaned at the sight. Dabi got up and wiped himself off with a towel that had been sitting off screen. Hawks grabbed a shirt from his floor and did the same thing.
“You really know how to pleasure a guy,” Dabi gave a tired smile to the camera. “However that is all I have in me for today. Like usual, you’re welcome to hang around for the post coital pillow talk.” Hawks wasn’t sure where this was going, but he was definitely about to find out. He saw a number of online viewers disappear from the chat. Dabi removed the bow tie and put underwear on plus some sweatpants. He kept the rest of his tantalizing body on display for Hawks.
Gamerboy: you really know how to treat your villains.
“Anything for you. Now let’s get something to eat I’m fucking starving.” Hawks watched as Dabi picked up his camera and showed his walk into the kitchen. He saw him move some textbooks to create a stand for his camera. He adjusted the view into focus so that his villains could watch him cook.
CrimsonWings: what’s with all the textbooks?
Gamerboy: The show is over, aren’t you done?
CrimsonWings: what’s your problem?
Hawks was starting to get annoyed by whoever this was. If Dabi wasn’t so damn alluring this guy would have been enough to chase him off. “Kids, kids stop fighting or I will turn this car around,” Dabi jokes. “Seriously though Gamer knock it off. Birdie is a new member and we should make him feel at home. To answer your question, I’m an undergraduate student finishing up my bachelor's in psychology.” Dabi hummed as he looked through his cupboard and pulled different ingredients down to make dinner.
CrimsonWings: sexy, smart, and you can cook? You really are the full package.
“Trust me, you give me way too much credit. Besides the scars tend to scare most people off, except for all of you.” Dabi had pulled out pots and started boiling water to cook rice and Hawks was mesmerized watching him work. “Maybe I should just turn my cam show into a cooking show though. I’m sure all of you would looove that.” Dabi chuckled at his own joke.
CrimsonWings: you should perform that cooking show in nothing but an apron.
Dabi hummed, putting his finger on his chin, and looking up pretending to think about the offer. “Maybe… but the kitchen can be a dangerous place.” Dabi flashed a smile and poured himself a cup of water. Hawks laughed and could feel himself quickly falling for this man. He was startled by his phone going off with a call from his agency. Hawks answered with the most enthusiasm he has had for days.
“Hawks! What can I do for you?”
“Sorry to bother you so late, but we have a disturbance downtown and the police are requesting backup. Multiple villains have been spotted and a few fires seem to have broken out.”
“Text me the coordinates and let them know I’ll be right there,” Hawks hung up pushing his laptop off his lap and quickly dressing back in his hero costume. He looked at the laptop screen and saw Dabi putting his meal together and humming to himself. Hawks couldn’t help but feel a pang of longing. He wanted to be there and absorb the essence of this man, not go gallivanting off to fight villains.
CrimsonWings: I have to take off and go to work, but I really enjoyed this. When do you usually stream?
Dabi smiled as he took a big bite of food, “I stream every Tuesday and Thursday, but feel free to send a message if you want to set up a private stream. Best of luck at work.”
CrimsonWings: I will, thanks!
Hawks sighed as he exited out of everything and opened the door to his bedroom patio. He was about to take off when he remembered how all of his large feathers went up in flames this afternoon. Hawks sighed as he turned around shutting the patio door to go down the elevator and call a cab. So much for him feeling relaxed and staying that way.
Four Days Later
The sound of Hawks boots repeatedly tapping on the hard floor filled his office. He was even starting to get annoyed by it but he couldn't stop. He had felt restless ever since he saw Dabi's cam show. Everytime Hawks closed his eyes all he could see was Dabi. He could see his back arching as he cried out because of Hawks. How his striking blue eyes looked when they were filled with pleasure. How much he wanted to tug and lick those pierced nipples. He was starting to feel like an addict who needed a fix. Hawks kept debating with himself how far he wanted to take this very obvious crush. Did he just keep watching the standard streams, delete his account and never speak of it again, or should he contact Dabi for a private show? Hawks already knew what he was going to do, but had tried putting it off to pretend like he had some type of control.
He moved his cursor to the right hand corner of his computer screen to minimize the report his was pretending to work on. He did a double check to make sure the volume on his computer was off just in case. Then he opened up an incognito browser and searched for the website he had been using just a few nights ago. He found the website pretty easily and got himself logged in. He looked up Dabi’s profile to try and find out how to send him a private message. Hawks saw a little message icon on the profile and clicked. A small chat window was brought up on the bottom of his screen. Hawks sat staring at the message box trying to figure out how he wanted to word this. He was trying to figure out where the fine line of confident crossed into creepy in a situation like this. After trying multiple different worded messages Hawks gave up trying to perfect it and just hit send.
CrimsonWings: Hey! I haven’t been able to stop thinking about your show from a few nights ago. I was hoping I could take you up on your offer for a private stream. Just let me know!
Hawks groaned and fell back into his office chair. At least he managed to find the courage to actually ask instead of fretting over the decision. He had no idea what he was getting himself into or how any of this actually worked. What if he-- Hawks thoughts were interrupted when he saw the message window change. Dabi had already responded. Hawks eyes grew wide and he felt his heart start to race. He leaned forward so quickly he almost toppled over his chair.
Cremation12: I was starting to wonder if I was ever going to hear from you Birdie. I would love to set up a stream with you. Private streams are not covered with your monthly subscriptions to the site just so you know.
CrimsonWings: Price isn’t a problem.
Cremation12: Good to know. Well everything depends on how long of a stream you want and if you have any specific requests.
CrimsonWings: Requests?
Cremation12: Ya know if you have any kinks or fantasies you want fulfilled. I reserve the right to say no to any requests though.
CrimsonWings: Of course! I guess I didn’t really think that far ahead? I’m pretty new at this so I’m not really sure how it works.
Cremation12: I’m your first? Adorable. Don’t worry Birdie, I’ll take good care of you.
Hawks could feel the heat on his face as he reread Dabi’s last message. He was in deep and he couldn’t find it in himself to care at the moment. Hawks continued to exchange messages with Dabi and set up an hour stream for tonight. He didn’t request anything special since he still wasn’t sure what he would want. Dabi mentioned letting Hawks set up a webcam so that they could talk to each other, but he declined. The whole point of this was to be able to enjoy himself and stay anonymous. He did debate on maybe using the mic on his computer so he wouldn’t have to type. Hawks went to his profile and bought the amount of tokens Dabi told him to drop in his account as payment (and a few more in case the viborator came out). With that done Hawks closed out of his browser and the one with the report he attempted to write. With Dabi on his mind there was no way Hawks was going to get any work done.
Hawks opened the door and informed his secretary that he was going home for the night. He opened up the balcony doors in his office and took in a deep breath of the fresh air. He stretched his wings before taking off for a flight. He was trying to burn off some of the nervous energy he had before tonight. Thoughts of what was to come swirled in Hawks head distracting him. By the time he made it home he had almost hit a group of pigeons, a couple buildings, and almost got tangled in some power lines. Landing on his balcony never made him feel safer.
He walked into his bedroom and took off his work clothes. He put on another pair of well worn sweatpants and grabbed a snack from the kitchen. After eating and drinking some water he got into the shower. He knew that Dabi wasn’t going to see him, but it didn’t mean he couldn’t still try to look good. Once he scrubbed himself clean he got out and got ready. He did his hair and even put on some cologne. He knew it was overkill and didn’t matter, but this was the closest he had come to a potential date in so long. It wasn’t sad that he wanted to try and live the fantasy, right?
Hawks stopped over analyzing his actions and moved to pick out an outfit. He ended up with some ripped jeans that were a light wash and form fitting. He then picked a simple black halter top that made his wings feel the most comfortable. He did a once over of himself in the mirror and nodded in approval. He checked his phone and realized he only had a few minutes before the stream would start. He rushed to grab his laptop from the living room to bring it into his bedroom. Turning it on he quickly went to the site and logged in. He saw in the chat from earlier Dabi had sent a link to a private stream for him to click on. Hawks took a final deep breath before he clicked.
The webcam that Dabi had set up showed the same spot from the last show Hawks saw. The difference this time though was the chat wasn’t blowing up with a ton of different people. Hawks was about to get Dabi’s undivided attention for a whole hour and he was thrilled. Speaking of Dabi though, where was he?
CrimsonWings: I made it and I’m very excited!
Hawks could hear Dabi’s computer go off with the chat notification. It took a few seconds but he walked into the camera’s focus. Hawks was speechless with how hot Dabi looked. He was just in a simple pair of black pants and a low cut white t-shirt, but he looked fucking good. Hawks suddenly felt a pang in his chest wishing this could happen in a different way. He wanted to take this man out on a date to wine and dine him.
“I’m excited you made it too,” Dabi’s voice was low and gravely just like Hawks remembered. What he wouldn’t give or do to hear that voice whispering in his ear. “My class ran a little late so I didn’t get a chance to change yet. Just give me a few minutes, okay?”
CrimsonWings: Of course!
“I’ll make sure I look my best for you Birdie.”
CrimsonWings: I’m sure anything would look good on you.
Dabi chuckled, “quite the charmer, huh? Makes me wonder what a person like you is doing on a site like this.” Dabi ran a hand through his hair and tousled it. Hawks thought it was the hottest thing he had ever seen.
CrimsonWings: My job makes finding someone to be serious with or even just have a good time difficult. I like the anonymity that comes with this site.
“I can understand that. Well let me go change into something a little more comfortable. Before I forget, do you have any preferred pronouns? I always like to ask, mine are he/him.”
CrimsonWings: He/Him are fine, I appreciate you asking. Can’t wait to see what you pick for me!
Dabi’s laugh echoed around the room as he made his way out of frame again to change. Hawks bit his lip as he tried to hold in his excitement. It didn’t take long before Dabi stepped into view and Hawks was stunned. Dabi was shirtless showing off his chest and the hoops through his pierced nipples. Hawks eyes dipped lower to the form fitting lacy underwear that hugged everything in the right way. He could see the outline of Dabi’s cock and piercings which sent a wave of lust through him. He had garters that were clipped to thigh high stockings that Dabi had slipped over his legs. The top of the stockings were lacey and sheer showing off some of his unscarred thighs. The entire outfit was the same bright red as Hawks wings. He stood with both hands on his hips and with a sultry smile. Hawks could hear his wings rustle as they fluttered in anticipation.
CrimsonWings: You’re absolutely beautiful.
Hawks watched as part of Dabi’s unscarred cheeks developed a tint of red. He thought it was the cutest thing he had seen in a long time, or ever. “Thank you,” for the first time Dabi seemed nervous and unsure how to respond. Dabi cleared his throat, “so I promised to take care of you tonight. Did you think of anything you wanted?” Hawks knew what he wanted. He wanted to be able to ask Dabi out and get to know him. To bring him back to his apartment and make him feel as good as he makes Hawks feel. Hawks wanted to actually talk to him.
CrimsonWings: Are you okay if I turn my mic on?
“Of course.”
Hawks fiddled with the settings on his computer to turn on his mic, but to be sure to keep his video off. “Can you hear me?” the nervousness seeped into Hawks voice. Hawks saw Dabi give a small smile.
“Yeah. I’m glad you changed your mind on the mic, it makes things a lot easier.”
“It definitely beats trying to type and enjoy this.”
“So change your mind on any requests?” Hawks decided the best course of action would be to just blurt out his thoughts.
“Well I really liked the vibarator and view from last time, and, um,” Hawks could hear the nervous trumur in his voice getting worse. Dabi seemed much more comfortable and in his element as his smile turned into a devilish smirk.
“I think I can work with that. How about I start with stripping some of this off and you can watch me prep myself?”
“Oh god Dabi,” Hawks was breathless.
“Do you like dirty talk my little bird?” All Hawks could do in response was a high pitched whine. Dabi walked out of view and came back with lube and the viborator. “Tell me little bird, what do you want me to take off first hmm?”
“Unhook- unhook the garter from your stockings,” Hawks stuttered out as he was still very nervous. He didn’t want to mess this up or cause Dabi to be uncomfortable. Dabi didn’t hesitate with the request as he started with his hands at his shoulders. He drug them down his chest stopping at his nipples to toy with the rings there. He tugged at them and bit his lip as he let out quiet breathy moans. His hands continued down his body towards the garter clips. He rubbed his hand over his cock that was still nestled away in his underwear. But his hands didn’t linger long as Dabi slowly undid the garter clips one by one. He continued to prompt Hawks on what he wanted next.
“What about after that baby?” Dabi kept eye contact with the camera burning Hawks with his gaze. “Did you want me to roll each stocking down inch by inch? Or maybe I should leave them on?”
“Leave the stockings on, please.”
Dabi laughed. “You can drop the pleasantries Birdie. No need to be nervous here, it’s just you and me.” Hawks laughed nervously.
“Sorry, I’m a little flustered.” Dabi had finished unhooking the garter from the stockings with his gaze still on Hawks. He gave a small smile that caused Hawks chest to tighten because of the sincerity.
“It’s just us now. So tell me what I should do next?"
"Leave on the stockings, but pull down the underwear so I can see all of you." Hawks was starting to indulge and lose himself in the moment. Dabi did as asked but of course he had to make it a show and Hawks was soaking up every movement he made. Dabi turned around so his back was to the camera and turned around looking over his shoulder to give Hawks a wink. Then he turned his head back around and gave a shimmy with his hips. He put a hand on each side of his underwear and slowly pulled them down as he continued to move his hips while bending over. It didn't take long before Dabi's perky ass was all Hawks could stare at. As soon as the underwear was around his ankles Dabi stepped out of them. He turned around to face the camera with his hand on his cock. Watching Dabi stroke himself made Hawks squirm. He could feel his own cock becoming hard and his jeans were so constrictive. Hawks undid his button and zipper so he could wiggle his pants down. Hawks sighed as his cock was freed forgetting his mic was on.
"What are you doing over there Birdie?" Hawks looked back at his screen to see a smirking Dabi still stroking himself and thumbing his piercings.
"Just trying to get a little more comfortable since I can't help but get excited watching you," he confessed. Hawks felt his face heat up and was glad Dabi couldn't see him.
"So you're telling me that I'm doing my job right, good. Ready to really get this started?" Dabi pulled over a chair to sit in and grabbed the bottle of lube he had. He angled himself so he was slouched with one leg on the ground and the other slung over the arm. Dabi opened the bottle of lube and poured some on his fingers. Hawks held his breath in anticipation. "What are you going to do while I finger myself for you?" Dabi inquired as he slipped in one finger. Hawks almost forgot to respond as he watched Dabi work himself open.
Hawks let out an audible whine to Dabi's words. He knew that he heard when the other man let out a chuckle. Hawks sent one of his feathers out to grab the bottle of lube he kept in his nightstand. "Join you," Hawks responded as he set his computer to the side. He lubed up his fingers before bringing them down to spread some lube around his rim. He inserted a finger and let out a moan. He tried to imagine how different Dabi’s long slender fingers would feel compared to his shorter ones. How quickly Dabi would be able to hit and abuse his prostate.
"You sound like you're doing a really good job Birdie. You do this often?" Hawks saw that Dabi had inserted another finger and his breathing had gotten heavier. Dabi then used his other hand to cup and fondle his balls. His hard cock laid abandoned on his stomach.
"It's been a while, but I've needed this. It's so hard not to touch myself when I see you like that. Did you know how fucking hot you are? I haven't been able to stop thinking about you," Hawks couldn't stop himself from rambling. He had put in a second finger and brushed his bundle of nerves causing a spark of electricity to flow through his body. A moan was ripped out of Hawks before he could try to stifle it.
"You sing so sweet Birdie. I'm glad I can help you relax. Oh fuck," Dabi moaned as he had three fingers inside and Hawks could see his hand moving faster. "I wish you were here to fuck me properly." Hawks pulled his fingers out of himself and began to stroke his cock. He felt a rush of relief at the friction.
"I want you so bad Dabi. I want to kiss you and touch all over your body," Hawks continued to babble. It seemed the flood gates had opened and he no longer had any filter. Dabi pulled his fingers out and grabbed the viborator to replace them.
"Is this what you wanted?" Dabi asked as he put the viborator in place.
"Oh fuck yeah." Hawks started to move his hand a little faster. He used the other to move his mouse over to drop in some tokens to up the vibration intensity. He knew it worked when Dabi tilted his head back and moaned loudly.
"Oh God Birdie you really came prepared. Why do you like the viborator so much?" He watched as Dabi desperately dug his nails into his thighs continuing to leave his cock untouched.
"I like knowing I'm the one getting you off even if I can't be there. If I was there I would want to feel the weight of your cock on my tongue. I'd want to taste your piercings as I swallow whatever you have to give me." Hawks continued to dump tokens into Dabi's account so he could listen to him moan. "You sing much prettier than I do."
Dabi let out a chuckle that morphed into another moan. "You are good with dirty talk. I love the way you're getting me off. No one has ever done it better. Are you going to make me cum?"
"Yeah," Hawks let go of his cock and focused solely on getting Dabi off. "Stroke yourself," Hawks demanded as he dropped in more and more tokens. Dabi moaned the loudest he had heard yet with the intensity of the viborator and the friction of his hand. Pretty soon he had Dabi cuming and he sat shaking with sweat running down his face. Hawks inserted two fingers back inside and thrust them in and out as he stroked himself. He kept his eyes trained on Dabi's wrecked face as he came loudly.
"Does my pretty bird feel good?" Dabi muttered out exhausted.
"So good," Hawks just barely responded. Dabi moved out of the chair and cleaned himself off with a towel.
"You did so good. It's hard to believe this is your first private stream," Dabi praised. Hawks was still getting his breathing under control, but his wings still flapped at the praise. He fumbled around for one of the many shirts he had on his bedroom floor. "I didn't break you did I?" Hawks gave a shaky laugh.
"No you didn't break me, but you did make me feel amazing. How long have you been doing this?"
"Inquisitive. Hmm, probably about six months now. I mainly use the profits to pay for tuition and any left over goes to living expenses." Hawks hummed as he put his dick away in his underwear and pulled his pants back up. He rearranged himself so he was comfortable in bed. Dabi had been changing back into more comfortable clothes as well.
"Oh yeah, a degree in psychology, right? What do you plan on using that for?" Hawks was excited that he had a chance to ask Dabi more about himself.
"You really want to get to know me Birdie or you just trying to make sure you use all your time?" Dabi was joking, but it still hurt Hawks just a little. He really was interested in learning more.
"Oh, sorry. I just wanted to learn more about you, but I can see how that might be crossing a line. We can end early if you need, I'm fine with it." Hawks shoved his feelings back down and put on the same front he used for interviews. Of all the responses he expected he wasn’t prepared for the look of surprise on Dabi's face.
"No it's fine," Dabi rushed out. "Most people are just usually done after they get their orgasm. I didn't mean to offend. After graduation I plan on going for my Master's in social work."
It was Hawks turn to be surprised. “Social work? That’s a very noble profession.” Dabi snorted which caused Hawks face to heat up with embarrassment. He wasn’t sure yet why he was embarrassed, but he knew he was about to find out.
“I’m not doing it because it’s supposed to be ‘noble’.”
“Why do you want to do social work then?” He watched as Dabi hesitated and battle with himself on how to answer. He watched as Dabi picked up the supplies he had used so that he wasn’t making eye contact with the camera.
“My siblings and I didn’t have the greatest childhood growing up. My father was abusive towards us and my mother, but because of who my father was we had no one to turn to. I like to think that if a child has someone like me to confide in, then I can prevent the same mistake from happening.” Dabi had moved out of the cam’s view and Hawks could hear him shuffling around. He was stunned from the vulnerability and truth Dabi just shared. Dabi came back into the view giving a small smile. “Sorry I didn’t mean to unload.”
“You don’t have to apologize, especially when I asked. I think you’re right. I know I could have benefited as a kid from someone like you.” He watched Dabi’s small smile turn sad as Hawk’s words sunk in.
“Well you can sleep soundly at night knowing you’re doing your part by helping with tuition.” Hawks laughed and felt himself falling even harder than before. "We still have 15 minutes if you want to stay on and talk. I'll probably make my dinner though if that's okay?"
"Go for it! I'd love to talk. I haven't been able to get to know someone like this for a long time. Do you always provide this kind of service? Doesn't seem like it's supposed to be part of the show."
Dabi moved the camera back into his kitchen just like last time. He continued to talk as he set it up. "My viewers seem to like the added touch. Plus it's not like they have to stick around if they don't want to. You seem to like it."
"I really do."
"So Birdie why don't you tell me a little about yourself? Doesn't have to be anything big. I mean from some of the comments you've made I'm guessing you’re at least a little famous." Dabi had gotten the camera situated and moved to open his cupboards. Hawks watched as he searched them pulling stuff out only to shake his head and put them back.
"Not much to tell I guess. I work so much that it's pretty much my whole life. No real time for hobbies or meeting people," Hawks responded nonchalantly. Dabi stopped what he was doing and looked at Hawks. He couldn't pinpoint the emotion in those cerulean eyes.
"That's sad Birdie, maybe you should take some time off work for yourself." Dabi moved back to what he was doing.
"My job is important and it's all I've ever known or been taught. I don’t even know what I would do.” Hawks was starting to get uncomfortable with this topic. He couldn’t tell Dabi who he really was, but if he did then the man might begin to understand.
“All the more reason for you to do it. You’ll never learn who you really are or what you like if you don’t take the time.”
“Well, what do you like?” Hawks was generally curious and maybe it would give him an idea of what he might.
“Well besides studying psychology I also like music.”
“Like making music or listening?” Hawks was very intrigued to see where this was going.
“First off, who doesn’t like listening to music?” Dabi laughed. “Second, I was referring to making music. I taught myself how to play the guitar when I was younger. I don’t play as much now with school, but I still find it relaxing.” Hawks couldn’t help but get excited that he was learning more about him and by the idea of Dabi singing to him.
“So does this mean you could serenade me?” He watched Dabi stop what he was doing and smile at him.
“Is that really what you want?”
“I don’t think I could want anything more,” Hawks confessed. “Maybe if I can schedule another private stream you could do that instead of another sexy strip tease.”
“Careful Birdie, I think you might be getting addicted. But if you’re sure that’s what you want, I think I could do that for you. Although usually people request my strip tease.”
“I’m not saying I didn’t appreciate it!” Hawks could hear the panic seep into his voice as he tried to backpedal. Dabi just laughed at him though and the sound caused him to relax. “Would you be okay with that?”
“Of course. But our time is up for tonight and I need to eat then study. Just message me and we can set something else up.” Hawks looked down at the clock on his computer to confirm if it had really already been an hour. The clock showed that it had been over an hour since they started.
“Sure! Sorry about keeping you so long. Did you want me to pay you more since we went over the hour?”
“You’re fine, Birdie. I’ve enjoyed talking to you. Maybe the next time we talk like this you’ll have a hobby or something you’ve found interesting, yeah?”
“Yeah, maybe. Good night, Dabi.” Hawks voice had gotten quieter from the emotion he felt from having to say goodbye.
“Good night, Birdie,” Dabi’s voice was soft. The screen that had been filled with Dabi’s image went black. Hawks couldn’t help the smile that was on his face or his racing pulse. Dabi was so many things Hawks wasn’t and what he wanted to be. He was a free spirit who knew himself and wasn’t afraid to get what he wanted. Hawks changed out of his ‘date’ clothes so he could get more comfortable and crawled back into bed. He fell asleep with thoughts of Dabi playing over and over.
One Month Later
Hawks sat on a rooftop surveying the area he was patrolling. He was trying his best to concentrate, but all of his thoughts came back to a certain dark haired man. Dabi was like a parasite that had infected and used Hawks as a host for survival. Everything he saw or did he was able to relate back to Dabi. Every time he saw someone pass by with dark hair he craned his neck to see if it could be him. Every piercing made him think about all the ones Dabi had. The color purple didn't look right on anyone else. And every set of blue eyes were the wrong color and intensity.
Hawks was still feeling the high of getting a private stream with Dabi the night before. The majority of their time spent together had shifted from masturbation to actually getting to know each other. He still found Dabi extremely attractive, but he wanted to have an emotional connection with the man. Hawks still wasn't sure if that was right, but he was enjoying himself too much to care. Besides, he knew it wouldn't last forever and soon the fantasy would be over. So, instead he chose to focus on the small moments that made him feel like a regular man and not some phony God like hero.
Last night Dabi taught him some of the psychological theories he had been learning about in his classes. Hawks could have sat there all night just listening to him. He watched the way Dabi's eyes lit up when he would discuss a specific paper he was working on. How the corners of his eyes crinkled when he smiled. The slight pull of the staples near his mouth when Hawks said something funny. And even though Hawks couldn't participate much in the discussion Dabi didn't seem to mind. Dabi never made him feel stupid for not knowing something. He always took the time to explain simple vocabulary or a complex theory. It meant a lot to him.
Hawks cherished every moment of Dabi's time that he got. He would still frequent the regular streams that Dabi put on but it was hard. Hawks found it difficult to get lost in the fantasy of Dabi when the chat log continued to blow up constantly. Plus Dabi's number one fan, Gamer, was still a pain in Hawks ass. Gamer was always ready to criticize Hawks if he had to miss a show. It wasn't like Hawks could just defend himself by saying he had hero work to do. So he would just bite his tongue and remember the moments he shared with Dabi as his own private middle finger to Gamer.
He was also guilty for sending some extravagant gifts Dabi’s way. Dabi kept insisting that he didn’t need to, but Hawks felt pride watching him parade around in outfits he bought. His favorite was the red corset he got to finish off the lingerie set from his first private stream. The red corset dipped under Dabi’s pecs so that his nipple rings could stay on display. He had also sent a leather braided bracelet with a feather charm. Hawks had seen Dabi wear it on a few public streams and it sent a wave of pleasure through him. He had made sure it matched his aesthetic in the hope he would wear it always. Dabi continued to tell him the gifts were too much, but he liked spoiling the man.
Hawks knew he needed to stop daydreaming and move off the roof for a more active patrol, but he couldn't find it in himself to care. Dabi had made him question how he was living his life. Is this really what he wanted? Did he want something else? What if he could leave this all behind and start fresh somewhere? All these questions led back to wanting a more active personal life with Dabi in it.
Hawks kept debating on sharing his real identity with the other man. But he was afraid that Dabi might reject him. Heroes had only been brought up once in conversation but Dabi's reaction told him enough. Dabi hated heroes and he might hate Hawks if he found out the truth and he didn't want to lose him so soon. Selfish? Yes, but Hawks never claimed to be more.
He sighed and floated down to the street to patrol. The sound of a woman screeching caught his attention. He turned his head to see an older woman screaming for help and pointing in the opposite direction of Hawks. "Help! Someone stole my purse! Help!" she begged Hawks. Purse snatching might not be exciting work, but that didn't mean Hawks would walk away. Instead he flew into action and went hurtling in the direction the woman had pointed. It had only taken him a few seconds to catch up to the thief who knocked down a few bystanders in the process of running away. Hawks pinned the attacker to the ground with his feathers and walked over.
"You know you shouldn't steal from others, it's bad karma," Hawks chastised as he crouched down in front of the mugger. Whoever it was had a mask over their face which covered everything but the eyes. Hawks pulled the mask down to reveal a kid who couldn’t be more than 12 years old. Hawks let out a sigh and ran his fingers through his hair as he thought.
"I'm sorry!" the kid blurted out before Hawks could say anything. "My family doesn't have a lot and I needed the money. Please don't arrest me," they begged.
"Calm down. I'm not going to arrest you." Hawks tried to be reassuring as he pulled his feathers back so the kid and him could stand up. Hawks reached towards the kid and took back the purse. "But you can't go around stealing from others. If you need help there is a shelter downtown that might be able to provide food or some financial assistance." Hawks pulled his wallet out from his back pocket and took out all the cash he had. He handed it over to the wide eyed kid along with a business card for the shelter.
"Now go before I change my mind," Hawks threatened. With that as a dismissal the kid ran off in the same direction he was running earlier. He saw the woman from before run up to him and grab her purse, hugging it to her chest.
"How could you just let them run away like that?! That kid stole my purse and deserves to be punished! What kind of a hero are you?!" she demanded. Hawks was so stunned at the response he didn't say anything.
"Apparently one of the rare heroes who understands the difference between a true villain and a kid down on their luck. A kid who would have probably put that money to better use anyways. You're a real piece of fucking work, you know that lady?" said a familiar, too familiar, deep, gravelly voice from behind Hawks. He had never met the man in real life, but he had no doubt who that voice belonged to. Hawks saw the woman's face go pale as she screamed 'villain' and ran away. He heard a scoff and then the sound of boots on gravel as Dabi walked past him.
Hawks wanted to move, but he was frozen to the spot. He watched as the man he had been thinking about constantly walked away. He had black combat boots, black skinny jeans, and a long black leather coat despite the warm weather. His hair was just as wild as the first time Hawks saw him and the wind just made it better. His heart felt like it was going to beat out of his chest and his throat had gone completely dry. He watched as Dabi got smaller the further he walked away. He was missing his chance. Hawks was never going to get another opportunity if he let this slip through his fingers. He never had a problem moving his feet or his mouth before, so why now?
He managed to take one deep breath before he started running. It took longer to catch up to Dabi than Hawks would have thought. It must have been his long legs that Hawks liked to ogle when he wore shorts. Dabi must have heard his boots hitting the pavement because he stopped quickly and turned around. Hawks wasn’t prepared and his momentum made it so he couldn’t stop. Hawks went tumbling into Dabi’s arms, knocking both of them over onto the sidewalk. He heard Dabi grunt as his back hit the ground and Hawks fell on top of him. Hawks had imagined multiple times what it would be like to be on top of Dabi. He just never figured a public sidewalk would be a part of that moment.
“Sorry, sorry!” Hawks repeatedly apologized as he sat up on his knees straddling him, but giving Dabi some room.
“What the hell is your problem? I defend you and you chase me down. Despite my looks I can assure you I’m not a fucking villain.” Dabi’s response and facial expression caught Hawks off guard. This wasn’t the Dabi he was used to interacting with. It’s not like Hawks hadn’t thought about Dabi not feeling the same way, but he didn’t think all of their conversations was part of an act. Dabi’s eyes which were normally alive and vibrant were cold and closed off.
“I know you’re not a villain and thanks for that back there,” Hawks bit his lip to calm his nerves.
“Then why did you chase me down to knock me over? And why are you still on top of me?” Dabi’s voice was cold. Hawks could feel his face getting red as he realized the position he was in. He quickly got up and offered his hand to Dabi which was ignored. Dabi picked himself up and dusted off his pants.
“Um, I-I just, I know you from somewhere, and I, um,” Hawks couldn’t form a complete sentence to save his life and Dabi was losing interest. “Crimson wings!” Hawks blurted out before slapping a hand over his mouth. That got Dabi’s attention. He watched as those cerulean eyes got large then flit from his face to his wings and back.
“Shit,” Dabi whispered under his breath. Hawks lowered his hand and offered a shaky smile that went away as quickly as it came.
“I know this has to be a bit of a shock and I didn’t anticipate meeting you offline either. I just-,” Hawks fumbled with his pockets to pull out a business card and scribbled his personal phone number on the back with a pen he carried. “- was hoping this was fate, maybe? I would like to get to know you better and take you out if you’re interested.” Hawks held out the card in his hand for Dabi to take but he just stared at it. The longer the silence went on Hawks was losing the small amount of confidence he had. He let his hand drop to his side and bit the inside of his cheek to stop tears from forming.
“I’m not a prostitute or an escort,” Dabi growled. The tone made Hawks take a step back and the words caused his eyes to go wide.
“That wasn’t what I was suggesting, I swear! I meant ‘take you out’ as in a date. I want to take you out on a date to get to know you better,” Hawks defended himself.
“And then what?” Dabi’s tone wasn’t as venomous but his guard was clearly still up.
“I mean if we get along and we both end up loving each other I suppose eventually marriage.” Dabi’s eyes went wide with surprise and he opened his mouth but closed it again. “Unless you’re not interested in the idea of marriage? I can take it or leave it depending on what you want," Hawks rushed out.
“You’re completely serious right now, aren’t you?” Dabi’s tone was of bewilderment, but it had lost its edge and his wide eyes started to gain a familiar warmth.
“Of course I’m being serious. Listen, I know that I haven’t been able to be completely honest with you and I want to change that. I want to get to know more about you because what I do know so far is pretty great.”
“What happens when you get to know the not so great parts of me?” Dabi tilted his head to the side and scrutinized Hawks movements. Hawks simply shrugged.
“Probably the same thing you’ll do when you see my downfalls.” Dabi snorted which Hawks thought was definite progress. Dabi leaned forward and snatched the card out of Hawks hands and put it in his own pocket. Hawks couldn’t stop the stupid smile that spread across his face.
“I’ll think about it and text you my answer. But you have to do one thing in return for me and I won’t take no for an answer.” Hawks gave an eager nod as a response. “You will delete your cam account and never contact me on there again. If I catch even a glimpse of your username on my chat logs this goes nowhere, got it?”
“Of course,” Hawks gave a salute as a sign of a promise. He knew Dabi could ask him to do anything right now like jump off a cliff and he would agree. His face was starting to hurt from the smile that he couldn’t get rid of. “So this means…?”
“It means I might contact you, but I make no promises.” With that Dabi turned around and continued to walk off. Hawks just stood on the sidewalk watching until he disappeared around a corner. It was once he was out of sight that Hawks couldn’t hold in his happiness anymore. He took off into the sky flying as high as he could go and screaming.
Two Weeks Later
Hawks was sitting at the bar nursing a mai tai hoping the alcohol would help ease his nerves as he waited for Dabi. It took over a week before Dabi contacted him with an answer to his question. The days leading up to that Hawks was an absolute wreck. He wanted to go online just to make sure Dabi was okay, but he made a promise that he would keep. If the way to Dabi’s heart was staying as far away as possible, Hawks would make it happen.
When he received a text from an unknown number with one single word, ‘yes’, he knew it was Dabi. Since they reconnected the pair hadn’t stopped talking and Hawks was relieved to have his identity out in the open. The first date they agreed to set up was at a small dive bar that Dabi loved. Hawks had no problem going or doing whatever Dabi wanted. If he could give the man the moon he would.
“Are you starting without me? Birdie must be having a rough day,” Dabi whispered in his ear with no warning. Hawks started to breathe heavier and his heart rate picked up. His daydreams definitely didn’t do the real thing justice. Dabi settled into the empty bar stool to the left of Hawks. He took a moment to appreciate how Dabi looked in the terrible bar lighting as he ordered his own drink. Dabi’s hair was styled wildly like always which really worked for his aesthetic. His gaze dropped down to eyes that were framed in black eyeliner with mascara to really make his eyes pop. He was wearing the long leather coat from last time and a pair of ripped jeans. His was wearing a red button down shirt with the top three buttons left open showing off his chest. It felt like Hawks’ whole body was on fire which was probably because of the alcohol, or it might be the man next to him.
“I can see why you like this place so much,” Hawks tried to start the conversation despite how nervous he was. But of course Dabi had to smile back at him which made Hawks lose all train of thought. The bar was relatively busy with music thumping and a swarm of other bodies. Majority of the patrons were out on the dance floor with a few others surrounding the bar. But the place might as well have been empty with how little Hawks paid attention to anything that wasn’t Dabi.
“It’s got a good vibe, right? The booze is good and on Friday they have karaoke if you like that.”
“I don’t know, I’ve never sang karaoke before,” Hawks took another sip of his mai tai.
“Didn’t I tell you to take some time off and pick up a hobby?” Dabi raised his eyebrows in question at Hawks as he sipped the scotch he ordered. Hawks assumed his drink of choice was just to show off and be edgy. Hawks gave a quiet throaty laugh.
“I can’t exactly put my job on hold. I mean people depend on me to keep them safe. Besides, I have no idea where to start with finding a hobby.” Dabi hummed as he took another drink.
“If tonight goes well then it looks like I have a lot of future date ideas to choose from.” Dabi held eye contact with Hawks as his words sank in.
“Please don’t get my hopes up,” Hawks said quietly.
“I’m not. Don’t get me wrong, it was a big surprise finding out who you were and how close we were to each other. The surprise of it all made me hesitant to want anything to do with this. But, I plan on giving, whatever this is or could be, a fair shot. Sound good to you Birdie?” Hawks smiled wide at Dabi who gave a smirk in response. “Finish your drink and maybe we can share a dance.”
“I don’t know how to dance,” Hawks confessed.
“I figured, but that doesn’t mean you can’t learn. I’ll make sure it’s a slow one to start out with,” Dabi tipped his head back and downed the rest of his drink. Hawks watched as Dabi’s adam’s apple bobbed up and down as he swallowed. Hawks grabbed his glass and started sucking down the last bit of his mai tai. Dabi chuckled at his eagerness and walked away to talk to whoever was in charge of the music. As Dabi walked back towards him the speakers that had been blasting a fast tempo was now filling the room with a slow song. Dabi offered is hand out to Hawks who took it. The two joined the others who had paired up on the dance floor for a break. Dabi took Hawks hands and put one on his shoulder while the other was clasped in Dabi’s grasp. Dabi moved his free hand down to Hawks hip to pull them closer together. The moment felt like something Hawks only thought happened in movies.
They were so close Hawks could feel the heat radiating off Dabi’s body as he swayed both of them to the song. Hawks tried following Dabi’s lead but he definitely stepped on his feet a couple times. He also tried making sure he kept his wings flat against his back to not disturb anyone else. Hawks knew he failed at that also when he heard an annoyed voice from behind. He knew this had been a bad idea and now he felt embarrassed. He tried to pull away from Dabi so he could leave the dance floor but Dabi didn't let him go. In fact Dabi pulled Hawks closer and put his forehead on his shoulder. Hawks wasn't sure what was going on when he felt Dabi's body shaking.
"Are you okay?" Hawks whispered. It just seemed to egg Dabi on more as the shaking got worse and his beautiful laughter started to fill the room. He picked up his head and looked down at Hawks with tears in the corners of his eyes.
"The youngest hero to ever break into the top ten, the hero who 'is too fast for his own good', the hero with fan ratings that could rival All Might himself can't slow dance." Hawks could feel his face getting red.
"Shut up," he mumbled tried as a comeback but Dabi just laughed again.
"Oh come on it's…," as Dabi tried to find the right word Hawks filled in the rest himself.
"Embarrassing, sad, ridiculous?"
"Charming," Dabi said wistfully. It was Hawks turn to laugh at him.
"Don't tell me my inability to do something is making you fall for me."
"Would you rather I revere you for being a prodigy the way everyone else has?" Hawks eyebrows shot up, he hadn't expected that.
"No…" Hawks realized, "its exhausting living up to those types of expectations. I think I like this and you a lot more." Dabi's smile gave Hawks butterflies.
"Did you want to stop?" The song that had been playing ended and the energetic beat of the next song came through the speakers. Hawks saw everyone who had left the dance floor for the slow song come back.
"Maybe. I just have a hard time controlling these things in a small space like this," Hawks motioned to his wings. "I hope that doesn't ruin anything."
"Not at all." Dabi stepped away but didn't let go of Hawks hand. He led him back to the bar where he ordered another round. Hawks pulled out some money to pay for both but Dabi stopped him.
"I don't want you to think that I agreed to this date because of your money. Can we just pay for ourselves for the foreseeable future?" he asked hesitantly. Hawks was surprised as that thought never once crossed his mind.
"Sure," he readily agreed. "I still can get you gifts though, right?" Dabi's laughter filled the air around them again. Hawks wings fluttered in contentment at the noise.
"If you really want pretty bird." Hawks wings ruffled again at the new nickname. He liked this one even better than the old one.
"'Pretty bird'?"
"Too much?"
"No! But I do feel bad that I haven't given you an endearing nickname yet. Hmm babe, sweetie, baby, pumpkin, stud muffin, stallion, oh maybe, kitten?" Hawks couldn't stop listing off names as Dabi's smile grew wider with the more he brought up. He would do anything to see that smile.
"I feel like I'm most likely a stud muffin or a kitten,” Dabi then grabbed Hawks drink and took a sip of it. Hawks watched as his eyebrows furrowed and his nose scrunched up. “How can you drink something that sweet?”
“It’s not that bad kitten,” Hawks teased.He watched as Dabi went silent turning his head before sliding his drink back over to him. Hawks felt uneasy again. “Was that too much?”
Dabi cleared his throat as he turned his attention back toward Hawks. The top of his unscarred cheeks was a bright red. “No, you can call me kitten if you want.” Hawks felt his lips curl into a smile.
“So you like it a little too much.” Hawks put on his best sultry voice and leaned into Dabi’s space. “What else do you like, huh kitten?” Dabi narrowed his eyes in his direction.
“I like kicking cocky hero ass.” Hawks couldn’t help but laugh at him. Dabi’s serious expression quickly faded as he smiled at him. Hawks watched as Dabi licked off the remnants of the mai tai from his lips. His tongue piercing peeking out and glint from the bar lighting. Hawks could feel arousal pooling in his stomach, but he tried to will that away. Hawks was invested in this for who Dabi was not just his body. He was prepared to be abstinent for years if that was what Dabi demanded. “But speaking of, how did you get into the hero business?”
Hawks hesitated in responding. He didn’t know how in detail he wanted to get with this part of his past. The last thing he wanted to do was bring down the atmosphere of their first date. If he was to depressing Dabi might not want another one. But Dabi had already opened up to him about his past so it was only fair. Plus if he wasn’t completely open it might make Dabi think he had something to hide.
“When I was a kid I saved a family that had been in a terrible car accident. At the time I hadn’t thought about my safety or what would happen afterwards. I had just jumped in with the need to save moving my body. When word of what I had done reached the Hero Commission they used their resources to find me. They came to my parents with the proposition of taking me in and training me to become a hero. The Commission waved a large check in front of my parents’ faces in exchange for me.
We lived in poverty and my parents didn’t exactly do much to help their situation. Any extra money my dad fell into went to alcohol and my mom’s to buy drugs. So when an opportunity arose to get rid of me and get some extra money they didn’t hesitate. I went off to train day in and day out to become a hero and well they, they eventually passed away.” Hawks took a large gulp if his drink to prevent having to look at Dabi. The silence made him afraid that he might of shared more than he needed to. He felt long fingers curl around his wrist and give a reassuring squeeze. Hawks looked over to see Dabi staring at him with those intense angry blue eyes.
“Fuck the Commission.” Hawks had anticipated pity or empathy, not the pure rage that was radiating off of him. He can’t say he minded it though. Hawks had become so numb to his childhood he just come to accept it, so to have someone feel so much passion for him made him happy. Happy enough to make him smile and laugh at Dabi. “I’m serious Hawks. Fuck them and every bad thing they have ever done or covered up.” Dabi had yet to let go of his wrist so Hawks moved his free hand over it and squeezed back.
“Thanks for caring,” he flashed Dabi a smile. “I think that might be enough heavy childhood trauma for one night though, yeah? Wanna go for a walk?”
“Works for me.” Both men quickly finished what was left of their drinks before putting on their jackets to leave. They walked out of the bar into the brisk night together. Hawks took a leap of faith and reached towards Dabi’s hand. He grabbed it feeling Dabi freeze momentarily before he helped thread their fingers together. Dabi’s hand was so warm it felt like just his touch might burn him. He could feel the contrast of the heat with the cool staples on his wrist. He couldn’t believe how much progress he had made with his crush in one night. The thought that he might have more dates with Dabi in his future made his heart and wings flutter. “What are you thinking about?” Dabi’s voice broke through the silence.
“You,” Hawks answered truthfully.
“What about me?” Dabi asked curiously.
“How happy I am that you agreed to give me a chance to go out with you. How excited I am about possibly more in the future. And this,” Hawks gave their interlaced hands another squeeze. Hawks hadn’t realized Dabi stopped walking until he felt a tug on his hand. He turned around to see Dabi studying him. He was doing his cute thinking face where he tilted his head to the side and lifted one side of his lip up slightly.
“You’re not saying that just to get in my pants, right?”
“Dabi we never have to be physical if you don’t want to. Of course I think you’re hot, but I'm attracted to you for more than just that.” That seemed to be enough for him because Dabi just continued to walk pulling Hawks after him. He wasn’t exactly sure where they were going, but followed Dabi to wherever he wanted to lead him. It was dark, but he could make out the trees and playground equipment of a park. Dabi continued walking them toward the playground equipment until they were standing in front of the swings.
“Were you ever able to swing as a kid?” Dabi asked.
“Once or twice, but it’s been a long time. It used to be my favorite thing to do because it made me feel like I could fly,” Hawks said wistfully.
“But you can fly?” Hawks smiled.
“This was before my wings were strong enough to carry me, jackass. I didn’t come fully equipped right out of the womb ya know.” Dabi chuckled as he untangled their fingers and Hawks immediately wanted to recapture his touch. Dabi turned around raising his hand and curled his pointer finger in a ‘come here’ motion. Hawks did as he was told. Dabi put his hands on his shoulder when he approached and nudged him towards the seat of the swing. Once he sat down Dabi went behind him and started to push him. Hawks felt his breath catch every time Dabi’s strong, warm hands pushed on his back. He felt giddy the higher Dabi propelled him.
“You look really good with a genuine smile on your face Pretty Bird.” Hawks looked down to see Dabi’s face as he continued to pump his legs to get higher. Dabi was looking at him with a reverence that he wasn’t used to. It was normal for him to get admiration from fans and those he saved, but the way Dabi looked at him was nothing like that. Maybe it was because he knew more about Hawks than anyone else, but the look seemed like it was mixed with awe, lust, and understanding.
Eventually Dabi grabbed the chain of the swing to slow it down. Hawks stopped pumping his legs as he watched Dabi bring the momentum to a grinding halt. Dabi had a grip on both chains with one hand on each as he towered over a seated Hawks. Neither of them said anything as they stared into each others eyes looking for something. Dabi moved one hand from the chains and brought it to Hawks cheek to caress him. Hawks leaned into the hot callused touch as Dabi bent down to close the distance between the two of them. Their lips connected sending shockwaves through Hawks body at the sensation. Dabi’s scarring on his bottom and smooth upper lip contrasted in a way that was inexplicably Dabi. The kiss was simple, chaste and yet nothing like Hawks has ever experienced before. A kiss that seemed to stop time itself was over quicker than Hawks would have liked. Dabi broke it apart and stood back up to his full height, but left his hand on Hawks cheek. He whimpered at the distance between the both of them causing Dabi to give a chuckle.
“Needy,” he murmured.
“Tease,” Hawks countered.
“I need something to make you keep coming back for more.”
“I’m already addicted,” Hawks whispered his confession.
Six Months Later
“What do you think?” Hawks was strutting through his apartment wearing Dabi’s graduation cap from earlier this afternoon twirling the tassel around his finger. “I think I make this thing look really good.”
Dabi was fully dressed and sprawled out on his couch looking through his phone. Hawks watched as Dabi looked up to see him in nothing but the graduation cap and his birthday suit striking a pose. He saw the look in Dabi’s eyes go from bored to lustful in no time. Dabi tossed his phone aside and growled as he got up and slammed their mouths together. Hawks found out quickly that Dabi rotated from rough to sweet with no inbetween. He could taste their celebratory champagne on Dabi’s tongue as he pushed his way into Hawks mouth. Hawks put up no fight embracing everything he was willing to give him. Dabi broke the kiss and started to trail open mouthed kisses along his jaw and neck. It didn’t take long before he felt the pressure of teeth as he bit down. Hawks couldn’t hold in the gasp or moan that resulted. Dabi moved to suck and bite on Hawks ear lobe.
“You’re such a fucking exhibitionist Pretty Bird. You would put yourself on full display for anyone wouldn’t you?” Dabi purred in his ear. Hawks had also learned that Dabi’s dirty talk was second to none. Hawks gripped onto Dabi’s shirt to not completely lose himself.
“No,” he choked out.
“‘No’ what?” Dabi prompted as his hands started to explore Hawks body. He moved his hands to his nipples and began to tug causing him to lose focus. “‘No’ what?” he repeated.
“I wouldn’t put myself on display for just anyone.”
“Bullshit.” This lit a fire in Hawks, a fire that burned with the need to prove his point. Hawks threaded his fingers through Dabi’s hair as he continued to assault his neck. He gripped those dark locks hard to pull Dabi off of him to make eye contact. Dabi had started to protest until he made eye contact with Hawks. Whatever he saw in Hawks eyes made him go silent immediately.
“Only you, got that? I will only put myself on display for you. Besides if anyone here is an exhibitionist it’s you.” Dabi gave a devilish smirk realizing he managed to work up Hawks so easily.
“Here I thought you liked watching me work my magic on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Don’t tell me you’ve been lying this whole time.” Hawks snorted at Dabi’s attempt to rile him up even further by being an asshole. Before Hawks could respond though Dabi’s phone went off with a familiar ringtone. “Shit, sorry I need to get that just in case.”
Dabi walked back over to the couch to retrieve his phone. He could hear the start of the conversation as he greeted his sister before disappearing into Hawk’s bedroom for some privacy. Hawks decided to occupy the couch Dabi had now left vacant feeding on the warm spot he left behind. The pair had been dating for the last six months, but he had yet to meet Dabi’s family. He wasn’t really worried about that though. From the stories Dabi shared of his childhood he knew that the reluctance to introduce them came from a place of caring. Dabi might try to hide it but he was a good big brother despite his own objections.
Hawks had thought he might actually be meeting them today at the ceremony, but Dabi admitted to not inviting them. He had even tried and epically failed to persuade Hawks into not coming. They had been able to keep their relationship low profile for the most part. A few photos surfaced of them here and there along with speculation at who the mysterious scarred man could be. Hawks knew showing up today was going to change all of that but if Dabi didn’t care neither did he. There was no way he was going to miss one of the most important moments in Dabi’s life. Especially one he watched him work so hard to obtain. Dabi had continued to work as a cam boy to fund his tuition no matter how many times Hawks offered to pay. Hawks eventually stopped asking and just made sure Dabi knew if he changed his mind he would help.
Hawks hopes that he’s had as much of a positive effect on Dabi as the man did on him. Since they started spending more time together Hawks slowly cut down on his work hours. It didn’t take long for the Commission to notice this. The first time his old handler called to confront him about his easier schedule Hawks had been in a sensual predicament. He had confessed to Dabi only minutes earlier that he wanted to try cock worship. It didn’t take long for Dabi to have his pants around his ankles and put himself on his knees in front of Hawks. He broke out of his trance of watching Dabi work by his emergency ringtone. Hawks scrambled to answer afraid of a villain attack. But no, it was just his handler demanding why Hawks had been slacking his duties. Nevermind that Hawks was still pulling above forty hours a week. Dabi had quickly grown annoyed and grabbed the phone telling his handler where to shove her complaints. He was mortified to learn later that Dabi purposefully never hung up the phone before resuming their earlier activities. His childhood handlers abrupt voluntary transfer to a different department made a lot more sense after learning that.
Hawks was still stretched out on the couch with his eyes closed when he heard Dabi emerge from his bedroom. He lifted Hawks legs before dropping down on the other side, letting out a huff. Hawks cracked an eye to look at him. Dabi was just staring off into space with a frown so he used his foot to slightly shove him. A small smile broke out on his face as he turned towards him.
“Photos of us at my graduation ceremony have already surfaced. Fuyumi was calling because she was upset that I didn’t invite her.” Hawks simply hummed, knowing that any other response might cause a fight. Dabi already knew his opinion on the matter anyway. He saw Dabi’s gaze dip down to look at Hawks soft cock between his legs. “Gone so long you’ve already lost interest in me.”
“Nah, just got distracted thinking about how proud I am of you.” The comment earned a slap to the inside of Hawk’s thigh. The contact sent a wave of pleasure through him and he felt some blood returning.
“Why do you always have to say stuff like that?” Hawks grinned.
“Maybe because I like to be punished kitten.” Dabi didn’t break eye contact with him as used his hand from earlier to massage the area he slapped. Hawks tipped his head back basking in the feeling of his lover’s grip. He felt Dabi rearrange himself so that he was kneeling between Hawks’ legs. Dabi’s mouth took over as he left kisses along his inner thighs. He started to suck and bite on the sensitive flesh before using his tongue to soothe the bruising left behind. Dabi started towards his knees and continued to abuse his flesh working towards his cock. The last hickey Dabi left was so close he could feel his hot tongue graze his balls. Hawks was fully hard now in anticipation of what was to come.
Dabi dipped down to run and flick his tongue along his perineum before moving to his balls. He could feel Dabi licking before he felt that mouth engulf his testicles. Hawks moaned and dug his fingers into Dabi’s hair as he sucked. He continued to switch between sucking and licking as he melted at the attention. Dabi licked one long strip following the vein on the underside of Hawks hard cock. He bucked his hips up trying to chase the warmth. Dabi chuckled at his antics as he moved to do it again. Hawks finally opened his eyes to look down at him. Dabi looked so good with his eyes blown out in lust and his red lips glistening with spit. He took his time to tease his tip as he flicked his tongue in and out. Dabi lapped up all of the precum that had gathered because of him.
Hawks couldn’t take it anymore as he pulled on Dabi’s hair and whined to make the man kiss him. As soon as their lips made contact Hawks felt the fire from earlier relight with a vengeance. He pulled hard at the hair in his hand to feel Dabi tense on top of him. It didn’t take long for him to growl and return the kiss with more teeth. The taste of champagne was still there but the smoky taste of Dabi broke through. Hawks took his bottom lip and sucked before biting down and pulling Dabi away. The man in front of him whined at the loss of contact.
“I love you,” Hawks blurted out. The hero had known for a while how deep his feelings ran, but he had yet to say it out loud. He had planned on telling Dabi just not tonight and definitely not now. By the look of surprise on Dabi’s face he wasn’t expecting that either. Surprise quickly morphed into determination as Dabi slammed their mouths back together. Hawks was quick to react by meeting Dabi’s forceful kiss with one of his own. Dabi pulled back resting their foreheads together and staring intensely into his eyes.
“Say it again,” he panted.
“I love you.” Another heated kiss.
“Again.”
“I love you Dabi.”
“Fuck me, now,” Dabi growled. Hawks was quick to obey as he sent out a feather to fetch a condom and lube from his room. They continued to kiss as Hawks sat Dabi up in his lap and started to take off his shirt. Dabi grabbed the graduation cap from Hawks head and flung it somewhere. With lube and condom in hand Dabi got off Hawks lap to fumble with getting his pants off. Hawks started to tear open the condom wrapper when Dabi stopped him. “I’m fine without it.”
“Are you sure?” Hawks wanted to confirm. The last thing he ever wanted to do was make Dabi uncomfortable.
“As long as you are.” Hawks simply dropped the condom on the floor forgotten as he opened the bottle of lube. He was quick to coat his fingers as Dabi repositioned himself in Hawks lap. He circled around Dabi’s hole with his first finger before pushing past the ring of muscle. He felt the man above him tense before relaxing into his hold. Hawks usually liked to take his time with fingering Dabi, but that man had different plans. Dabi lowered himself onto Hawk’s finger making it go deeper as he started to ride it. “Fuck Hawks, I’m not going to break.”
He didn’t need any more encouragement as he slipped a second in and started to twist and scissor them. Dabi whined above him and his hips stuttered. Hawks watched Dabi’s hard cock bounce as he continued to move. With Dabi taking his two fingers easily he inserted a third to make sure he was stretched. Dabi might have been impatient, but Hawks wanted to make sure he didn’t regret this later. It didn’t take long for Dabi to adjust to the new size. He kept rocking his hips back with his head thrown back and moans escaping him.
“Look at my kitty purr,” Hawks said breathlessly watching him work.
“I swear to God Hawks if you don’t hurry up and fuck me--,” Dabi didn’t finish his thought as he whimpered when Hawks removed his fingers. He picked up the lube again and started to coat his own cock. Once done Hawks moved to line up Dabi’s entrance, but he pulled away. Hawks looked up startled wondering if Dabi had changed his mind. He saw Dabi’s lips were red and chaffed from the biting, his hair was even messier than usual, and the look on his face was nothing but pure ecstasy. Dabi locked eyes with Hawks before he spoke. “Not here. I want you to fuck me against your windows and show everyone who I belong to. I want everyone to know I’m yours.”
Dabi stood up and walked away as Hawks went to follow him wherever he stopped. Hawks looked out the large windows at the twinkling lights from the city. It might have been late but the city never seemed to slow down. Dabi quickly grabbed him closing the gap between them for another fiery kiss. He could feel all the words that Dabi wanted to say, but couldn’t being poured into every action. Hawks used his strength to pick the taller man up and crush him against the window. With the window to support most of Dabi’s weight Hawks wrapped one arm around his waist to hold him as the other guided his cock. Dabi wrapped his legs around his waist and hit the back of his head on the window as Hawks eased into him. This angle didn’t give Dabi any leverage to make him go faster or give any of his own thrusts. The only thing he could do was whine to try and hurry Hawks up.
Hawks let out a mix of a loud moan and sigh as he bottomed out inside Dabi. He looked up into Dabi’s steel blue eyes as he pulled out and pushed back in. Dabi raked his nails down Hawks back as he moaned loudly. Hawks kept holding him up as he thrusted in as slow and deep as their current circumstances granted.
“Who do you belong to?” Hawks punctuated his question with a thrust of his hips. Dabi locked eyes with him as his breathing picked up.
“You,” he choked out. Hawks saw the emotions in Dabi’s eyes start to become overwhelming for him.
“Who loves you?” Another thrust of his hips.
“You.” A tear fell from Dabi’s eyes and rolled down his cheek. Hawks leaned in and kissed it away which only made more fall. “I’m sorry.” Hawks just shushed him as he peeled Dabi away from the window to support his full weight. Still nestled deep inside Dabi he wrapped his arms around him and walked him to the bedroom. Hawks settled him on the bed and continued to leave kisses on his face and neck.
“Do you want to stop?” he mumbled against his jaw. He felt slender fingers grip his arms hard in panic.
“No, I want to keep going I just I--,” with permission granted Hawks began slowly moving his hips again to continue his slow deep thrusts.
“Just because I said it doesn’t mean you have to. I know how you feel Dabi and you can say it back whenever feels right, yeah?” Hawks whispered as he leaned his forehead against Dabi’s. The room was filled with heavy breathing and the slick sound of Hawk’s cock sliding in and out of him.
Dabi was quiet as to try and not break the moment, “can you say it one more time?”
Hawks leaned down to whisper in his ear, “I love you.” Dabi picked up his hips and started to meet Hawks thrusts again. The combined momentum seemed to set them both off as the thrusts became faster and more erratic. Hawks moved his hand to Dabi’s cock and started to pump in time with his thrusts. He thumbed the ladder piercings causing Dabi to mewl at the sensitivity. It didn’t take long for him to shoot his cum all over his stomach and Hawks’ hand with a shout. Hawks moved his hands to pin down Dabi’s hips as he picked up his pace for his own orgasm. He came with Dabi’s name on his lips and a sigh.
Hawks wanted nothing more than to collapse next to Dabi, but he needed to take care of him first. He got up to grab a wet washcloth from the bathroom and a glass of water. He helped wipe Dabi down as he took a long drink. Both men remained silent as Hawks took back the glass and washcloth to the bathroom. He came back and curled up beside Dabi to hold him. He pulled Dabi’s back flush with his chest. One of Hawks’ wings draped over the both of them. Dabi had confided in him one night that being wrapped up in his wings made him feel safe. Ever since then Hawks has used any excuse to bring his wings around him.
“Hey,” Dabi called out to him. Hawks had thought he fell asleep already so he was surprised.
“Yeah?”
“Are you busy Sunday night?” Hawks knew where this was going and was internally ecstatic.
“I patrol in the morning, but I should be free by three or four.”
“You know how my siblings and mom get together for dinner every Sunday.” Hawks simply hummed in response not wanting to disturb the mood. “Would you want to come this Sunday? If you’re busy don’t worry about it.” Hawks kissed the back of Dabi’s neck reassuringly.
“Nothing would make me happier.” Dabi didn’t say anything else but the hand that gripped his and squeezed said it all. He realized he was probably going to have to give Rumi a pretty good present as a thank you. She was definitely right about the ‘right one’ giving him an experience he would never forget. Dabi scooted back into Hawks to try and cuddle in closer. Hawks wrapped his wings tighter so they could both drift off.