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Sergio Pérez & Max Verstappen
Checo
This start of the season had been a bit bittersweet, since luckily I had been hired at Red Bull but during that time I had separated from my wife. We had decided to remain as friends and not divorce yet, but certainly we were no longer a couple.
In the middle of the previous year between the issues of my departure from Racing Point and all the time I spent away from home, we began to move away little by little. At the end of the 2020 season we talked about it and decided that it was best to be friends. This was what more than we could be today, we still had affection for each other and the positive thing was to have a cordial relationship for our children.
Although I seemed very happy to have this new opportunity to show that I was a good pilot, I couldn't help but feel a little sad since I definitely felt responsible for the separation of my family and it felt like a cloud of sadness surrounded me all the time, weighing me down.
At the beginning of the year I had my first appointments at the RedBull facilities and I formally met the entire team, collaborators and my new teammate. Of course I already knew Max Verstappen, but we did not have such a close relationship. While I might have had my opinions about him, in my mind there was only one goal and that was to win.
To my surprise he was extremely kind to me, so the initial work of the adaptation process was not bad. On the contrary, between the promotions, photographs, interviews and preparation with the mechanics Max approached me to break the ice and we would spend long periods talking. All my free time was spent together. Of course I had my friends, family and coach but I felt lonely nonetheless so I took advantage of those moments to have less nostalgia. Max was something new for me, I had not had a teammate who really like it me him which was a point in my favor.
Max
A few days ago I saw Checo for the first time at the Red Bull facilities. I did not know what he really was like, but he had an aura of tranquility and peace that made me want to spend time with him. Before that I had never paid much attention to him, he was just one more rider on the grid that Max must beat, but his way of moving and driving began to catch my attention. That was the first thing I noticed, I have never paid much attention to my teammates and I really can't complain about them. Carlos is so kind to everyone that it is impossible to hate him, Daniel is Daniel and he is great, but Sergio is so different.
It's not that I immediately started to think strange things about my new partner, it was little by little that I began to appreciate Checo Pérez. I just couldn't help wanting to be with him, of course he was like all pilots and he wanted to win, but somehow it made me feel calm. Nothing in my life was calm, my girlfriend wanted to go out all the time, my father was so intense and while he was good at supporting me in this industry, sometimes I needed a break from everything.
The time at Red Bull passed between races, practices, interviews and activities with Checo that sometimes included Pierre and Yuki. Suddenly the questions they had to ask us seemed strange to me. But I couldn't help saying that Checo had a nice and calm personality.
When the race came to Baku and after the misfortune I had with the loss of the tire, I was disappointed. Those mistakes were the worst when you had nothing to do with it. I was very happy for Checo, to see his eyes shining with true happiness made me feel something in my stomach. I was really enjoying that he was in the highest place on the podium.
At the end of the day I felt unable to see anyone and locked myself in my hotel room after Checo's celebration. I said goodbye to my girlfriend who had to go back to her duties and I was sincerely glad, I did not want to be with anyone, or I believed that until I heard someone knock on my door. I did not imagine who it could be, but to my surprise it was Checo. I felt a turn in my stomach, something that was becoming familiar near him, but this time I also felt a strange tightness in my chest. I didn't know what was wrong with me, but it made me happy to see him.
Checo - Hey Max, I brought you this, I know you need it and only if you want you can share it with me - said Checo showing me two bags, with a small smile on his side that was already engraved in my mind.
Max - Do you want to celebrate with me? - I asked, a little surprised and I don't know why I didn't feel angry to see him as I had felt with everyone else today.
Checo - No Max, I did not come to celebrate anything, I came to share alcohol with my teammate who is surely not very happy with his race right now, but if you don't want to, that's fine - he said, handing me the bags and turning around a bit uncomfortable.
Max - No, no ... Checo wait, don't go, I didn't mean it in a bad way, I just think you could celebrate with a better company than me - I answered hurriedly and pulling him by the hand that was surprisingly soft, Checo lowered his gaze to our joined hands and I quickly released him - Shall we go in? If you still want - I asked a little doubtful.
Checo - Sure, but like I said before I don't want to celebrate, just hang out and drink a few beers - I speak smiling more - I brought a little of everything, I wasn't sure what you would like more at this time.
Max - This is like a Christmas present and just for me, good for both of us - I was surprised to see the amount of alcohol that Checo had brought, it was wine, tequila, beers and to my great surprise there was Hollands, Checo had drunk the time to look for a typical drink from my country, that was a great gesture - It's perfect Checo thank you, I think I'll start with this.
We sat quietly on the balcony of my room with all the drinks on the table, ordered some dinner and started talking about everything but the races. I felt lighter and more drunk every second, but happier. To tell the truth I had so much time that I did not feel so relaxed or happy enough to laugh. I was not a person who needed a lot of physical contact with others, but the alcohol was definitely wreaking havoc on my body. I needed to be closer to Checo, I touched his leg or knee when I laughed, sometimes his arm or I leaned on his shoulder, I think the drinks were affecting us since Checo also looked different in my eyes, brighter and his blush highlighted the freckles on his nose and cheeks. His lips were also redder and he certainly did not move away from my touches.
I do not know how long it was until not a drop of alcohol was left and I could hardly stay in my chair. Checo noticed, he made me hug his shoulder and wrapped his arms around me. I felt a spike of heat go through me and I couldn't help moaning when I felt him so close and could detect his scent. But it ended as soon as it started, he left me in bed and when he was about to leave I took him by the hand again, asking him not to leave me alone. Checo looked at me in a strange way and nodded with his head, moving to lie on his back on the other side of the bed.
Apparently he was almost as drunk as me, since he immediately closed his eyes and fell asleep. I whispered his name several times trying to check if he heard me but he did not answer. I stared at his face for a while, trying to understand what was happening to me with Checo. I didnt notice when I finally fell asleep.
When I woke up I still felt drunk. I looked to my right and Checo was still there. He had changed position when he was sleeping and was face down with one arm hanging out of bed. I didn't want to wake him up so I went to the bathroom as quietly as I could. a hot shower, remembering every moment of the previous day, while the water fell on my body I closed my eyes and remembered the moment when Checo had taken me in his arms and the same heat ran through me again. I felt myself burning inside, like I could feel something so intense from a simple helping hug. This was weird and I didn't want to think about it any more, I quickly left the bathroom while Checo was still asleep. I think I would have to wake him up.
Checo
I felt some kind caresses on my face and hair, a delicious scent came to me and I just did not want to wake up. Finally a light touch on the shoulder and Max's voice woke me up, I opened my eyes with regret and I found myself face to face with the beautiful blue eyes of my teammate. Not that I have not noticed them before but never from so close, nor looking at me so intensely. Was that look directed at me?
I blinked several times to get rid of that strange feeling that the look caused me. I thought I only imagined it, but when I opened my eyes again Max was still looking at me, just with a touch of concern.
Max - Good morning Checo. How do you feel? - I wonder in a soft voice - I think I'm still drunk, I need to eat.
Checo - Oh Max, I feel terrible, I just want to continue sleeping, I'll go to my room.
Max - Why don't you stay? Keep sleeping - Max said putting his hand in my hair.
Checo- Eso se siente genial, gracias Max - was the last thing I could say before going back to sleep.
When I woke up again, I was alone in Max's room. It was not that late so I knew that my teammate had woken up too early despite having drunk so much the night before. I went in the direction of my room, I urgently needed a bath and thank Max for leaving me his bed.
Checo- Max thanks, I think I took over your bed - I finally got to see Max very late.
Max - Don't worry Checo, it seems to me that you were not very well and you needed it. You said some things in Spanish that I did not understand, but you said thank you and that I do know what it means - Max said smiling and I did not remember having said anything, luckily to someone who does not understand Spanish.
Max
After that event everything continued as usual for us. It was two weeks before the next race that would be In France, we had just over a week off until we returned to the Red Bull facility.
We spent a few more days where we had to fulfill the commitments and training, we got done with the last details before returning home and everything was as usual. We finished the commitments and when we each went to our respective planes, I felt a little restless. We would not see each other for a few days and I felt like I had to thank Checo for his help.
Max - I want to tell you that I am grateful to you for keeping me company a few days ago, it was a great day and I appreciate it, nobody has done something like that for me.
Checo - It was not difficult for me to spend time with you, so there is nothing to thank Max, we are teammates and I will be there if you need me.
Max - Thanks Checo, see you then - I approached and gave him a hug without thinking, he hugged me back to me slightly and I could smell that same scent from a few nights ago again. I almost wanted to press my nose to his neck, when suddenly he moved away from me. I felt my face burn with shame and I quickly walked away saying him goodbye. I don't know what was wrong with me, I felt like I was going crazy.
We had a little more than a week off until I returned to work and saw my teammate again. I dedicated myself to resting and spending time with my family. I also went out with friends, but at night I recalled every second of the night I spent with Checo. I felt lighter and strange at the same time.
That night it was too much and my brain did not stop going over everything since the beginning of the year. I did not want to think about anything, I needed a distraction so I decided to talk to Lando. I asked him if we could connect and play for a while, luckily he said yes.
Lando - Do you want to stream?
Max - I'd rather not this time Lando.
Lando - Ok, let's get started.
For a while, I could forget all my doubts and strange thoughts, but there was a moment when I felt that I could not handle this alone and I believed that Lando could understand me. I knew that there was something special between him and Carlos. When I was with Carlos it was never like it was with Lando and it is certain that Lando is that way only with him. I cannot prove that anything happened between them but they have something special.
Max - Hey Lando, I want to ask you a question.
Lando - Sure Max, tell me.
Max - Do you and Carlos have something strange? - As soon as I finished the question I regretted it a bit. Lando became so red and nervous that I felt bad for him.
Lando - How weird? I don’t know what you are talking about.
Max - Lando, we are friends, right? He nodded, biting his lower lip nervously.
Lando-Max I don't know what to say, but yes… Carlos is special, he is important to me.
Max - How special? How?
Lando - Max something is wrong with you and I think you want answers that you already know. But since I feel like I could burst with all these feelings inside me, I'll tell you. Finally Carlos and I are boyfriends, secretly but we are together. Max, this has been my dream since adolescence and now it is real. He loves me Max, me above anyone else. Can you believe it? Max, you can't tell anyone ... please.
Max - Lando, I would never tell anyone, but ... I think everyone assumes something, you both are very obvious without knowing. It's strange, like playing with the truth and joking but knowing that deep down it is true. Does anyone else know? Why didn't you trust me?
Lando - Only our family, Zac and Mattia know. Don't be mad please but George and my friend Max, the other Max also know and we had no choice but to tell Charles, why… well he saw us one day and… well.
Max - It's okay Lando, I understand. Were you always gay then?
Lando - No, it wasn't like that, it was like absolute admiration but with the time I spent with him him made me love him so much Max, he's so adorable that it is hard to believe. Max, tell me what's wrong?
Max - I don't know, you know I have a beautiful girlfriend and I like her very much, I loved her very much, but something in me has changed, I hardly want to see or be with her anymore. I avoid her, her scent worries me because she is not the smell that I want, that I look for anymore.
Lando - What smell do you want?
Max - Checo's - I had finally said it and it did not feel liberating as many people said about the truth, if perhaps I felt suffocated.
Lando -Checo Pérez? Your teammate?
Max - No, another Checo Pérez!
Lando-Ok, I'm sorry Max, you took me by surprise. It's a little weird, because god Checo is married and he is a father and he could leave next year.
Max - Lando, nothing you are saying is helping me.
Lando - It's just that… Max, you're my friend and I wouldn't want you to suffer unnecessarily. How did that happen Max?
Max - It just makes me feel so good to be around him, as soon as he enters my personal space I feel calm and happy. He is so kind and sincere, he has beautiful freckles that shine when he blushes, he has a way of cheering me up like no one else , his hands are soft and I like the way he smells. It makes me want to lose myself in him and I don't even know in what way. I think I might love him, Lando, yes I feel something for Sergio Pérez.
Lando - Max, this is serious, I think you're in love with him Max.
Max - No, no, I'm not sure. It could be a strange phase because he has been very good to me and supports me. He is kind and makes me feel safe. Maybe that's why I'm confused. I have a girlfriend and I like women. I know for sure.
Lando - Stage of denial, you can stay in it and suffer for longer, I say this from my own experience. Or you could accept the truth and get out of this because Max, Sergio Pérez is out of your reach, he has a family and that is not up for discussion.
Max - I know Lando, but I wanted to tell you, I don't know what to do because I can't get it out of my mind. But I can't continue with my girlfriend, which makes me feel worse. I'll break up with her and concentrate on the races.
Lando - I will be with you at all times if necessary, I will not abandon you in this.
Max - Thanks Lando, I think I want to rest, but let's be clear, I'm not in love with Sergio.
Lando - Okay Max I believe you, but then don't let whatever you have with Checo grow.
Max - Thanks Lando, see you.
All this talk with Lando made me realize that I felt something for Checo. I remembered every small detail of the moments together and what he made me feel, the time he took me to bed and the last time I saw him where I hugged him. My body heated up in seconds and I am freed of all doubt. I touched myself thinking about him and it was almost wonderful for a moment.
Checo
Max was getting weirder every day. At first he had been a great teammate when I joined the team, but after a few months he had started to change. He wasn't sure in what way but it was definitely different.
For some reason, he smiled at me a lot and that was so unlike the Max that everyone knew. He came closer than I considered prudent between two men, not counting Carlos because as long as he is comfortable he would reach out wherever he is. But Carlos is my friend and our relationship of years is different from the one I have with Max.
I had also noticed the strange looks he gave me. At first I started to feel a little uncomfortable, but as time went by I got used to having those deep blue eyes on me.
When I had finally won my first place on the podium at Red Bull, Max had not finished the race and although I was very happy to win, the celebration could not be complete if your teammate suffered that way. I knew the feeling and it wasn’t good. I realized that Max pushed everyone away that day and he didn't do it with me, that was a detail that I noticed.
But the strangest thing was the hug he gave me before saying goodbye the last time we saw each other. Not that two men can hug us, but he blushed a lot and almost ran away, leaving me very confused.
During these days of rest, I was able to enjoy myself with my kids and family. Somehow everything felt a little better, the relationship with Carola was still good and I could say that it had improved. She had told me that she believed it was time for divorce and to my surprise I agreed. She wanted to go out with someone without feeling judged so we decided to start the process. I could see my children whenever I wanted and that was the only thing that really mattered to me.
But the strangest thing about those days was that at night while I was lying down, I could only think of Max. It was very disturbing, because certain thoughts made me nervous.
Sometimes I remembered his strange blushes and I wanted to do something that would really make him blush. Not just when I catch him looking at me, but at other times too I thought he was cute or that he had fabulous eyes or skin that tempted me to touch. I abruptly cleared myself of those thoughts and I kicked myself mentally. What the hell was wrong with me.
Carlos confessed to me long ago that he felt things for his teammate at that time. Of course he was so drunk that he did not remember it and I do not know why at that moment I remembered that drunk confession. It was the night of the race in Mexico in 2019 we drank out weights in tequila. Carlos had pointed out to Lando who was a few tables away.
I remember him saying "Checo, isn't Lando the most beautiful man you have ever seen? I answered that it definitely wasn't, at least not for me, but Carlos had said that Lando was just perfect. At that time with the high amount of alcohol in our body I did not find it important. But now I think those two are together, it should have been so obvious even then. How do you go from a beautiful girlfriend to Lando Norris? I think I would ask Carlos that question. So I called Carlos Sainz.
Carlos-Hello Checo, he is too early for you. You didn't sleep?
Checo - Hi Carlos, I hope I am not bothering you. I just want to ask you a question.
Carlos - No of course not, tell me.
Checo- How do you go from a cute girlfriend to Lando Norris? - I heard Carlos cough.
Carlos - Checo but what do you say?
Checo - Carlos we are adults and we are friends, I know you are together. I know and it is enough to see you together to come to that conclusion. Anyone with eyes would notice. I still remember when you said that Lando is beautiful and perfect.
Carlos - What? When I said that?
Checo - In Mexico in 2019, but that doesn't matter. I just want to know how it happened that a man like you suddenly noticed another man - I heard a sigh from Carlos.
Carlos - Fuck Checo this is difficult, it has been very difficult to hide it from you and hide it in general. Sometimes I just want to run and kiss Lando after weeks without seeing him and I have to settle for giving him a fist bump. I did not want to hide it but it is complicated. Answering your question, I just fell in love with him, totally and completely and like I never had before. Why are you suddenly curious?
Checo- I think Max has feelings for me and it made me notice him differently somehow.
Carlos - But Checo, you have a wife ..!
Checo- We have been separated for a little more than a year and we are about to get divorced.
Carlos - oh I am sorry Checo. Why do you think Max feels something and how do you feel about him?
Checo- I'm not sure, but his way of looking at me is weird and ...
Carlos - How do you feel, Checo?
Checo- If I'm honest, I don't know.
Max
Finally the next race came. These last few days had been endless. I had broken up with my girlfriend and I had decided to focus on racing. Before the race we met several drivers on the way to the truck of the route and I saw Carlos recharge in Checo as if nothing had happened. I knew they were friends and they shared the same language which surely brought them closer together, but Carlos shouldn't be able to wait to be with Lando. Carlos was also my friend but I didn't like that.
Checo
We were waiting for the truck and both Max and I had kept away from each other as if as part of an unspoken deal between the two of us. I was with Carlos and Fernando, and suddenly I felt an intense look that came from Max, but it was not like the previous ones. This one was angry and his face was so red with a big pout that I definitely wanted to bite. He looked at Carlos with great anger and I saw it when I heard Carlos whisper in my ear "someone is jealous."
Carlos
After making Max suffer for a while I approached him. Lando had told me that Max had broken up with his girlfriend so a little push with Checo would not hurt. Checo never told me what he felt but it was something and if I could help I would.
Carlos - I wish you luck Max.
Max - Same for you.
Carlos - I mean, I wish you luck with Checo - Max turned even redder, looking everywhere as I walked away from him.
Max
The race was over, I got out of my car and without thinking I congratulated Checo by drawing him to my body and hitting him completely, I really couldn't help it, Checo hugged me back and despite the helmet I could perceive its delicious aroma.
I would have liked not to let him go, the award arrived and I felt so happy to be able to celebrate with Checo, the two of them together on the podium was something I will never forget.
At night I was still very restless and with so much adrenaline that I did not know what to do with her, I took a warm bath and it only caused more consternation in my mind and anticipation in my body, I wanted to go straight to Checo's room and throw myself into his arms , but that was unthinkable, I had promised Lando not to try anything weird, I started walking back and forth through my room and finally decided to go to Checo's, I just wanted to see him for a moment and congratulate him, just that.
I quickly left and walked the few doors that separated us, I gave two light touches and no one answered, I knocked again and when I was about to leave, Checo opened the door wearing only light pants that stuck to his body that was completely wet, drops of water dripping from her hair all over her body, I was petrified in my place and speechless when I saw that image and looked at it.
Checo took me by the hand and took me into his room, pushing me towards the door and closing it with my body, he locked me in his arms looking at me more intensely than ever, my heart was racing and my stomach felt vertigo that I almost felt dizzy, Checo was shorter than me, but the way he held me still and looking at me that way made me feel small.
Checo -Max you are driving me crazy, one day you are kind and you don't stop looking at me but then you avoid me, hug me and run away from me, now you come to my room and you look at me that way. What am I supposed to think? What am I supposed to do? What do you want from me Max? - Checo said without stopping looking me straight in the eye, I could run away and lie or just finally tell the truth.
Max -Everything, I want everything Sergio- I finally said as soon as those words left my lips, Checo took me to the bed, letting me fall into it, while he looked at me from above with his eyes full of so many things that I did not understand.
Checo
Finally it was a fact that Max Verstappen in some bizarre way wanted me, because I did not understand that he could see in me, I had been devastated these last months, I hardly smiled and was hardly good company so I didn't get it, Max had a girlfriend, oh Max had a girlfriend and I wanted to own him!
Checo- Max and your girlfriend?
Max - I haven't had a girlfriend for a few weeks.
Checo- I have not had a wife for many months, everything cleared up.
Max's eyes widened when I told him that and he smiled in such a way that my crotch joined my happiness, it was so strange to get turned on by a man, even though the man in question was Max Verstappen.
I had to take the step to find out if I was capable of being with him, I approached very calmly towards the bed while Max sat looking at me more nervous than ever, I took him by the face and I was getting closer to his lips, I gave him a light kiss and Max made a muffled sound that sent me to heaven, that simple touch caused that sound in him.
I moved away a little to look him in the eyes and I could only see so much desire, I think nobody had looked at me with such intensity as Max did, I felt so contained, I was not sure what to do, everything was so different, the skin Max's was soft but I could feel the slight protruding beard, his short hair, and his undeniable masculine neck, but it made me want him so badly.
I put our lips together again, kissing his lips calmly, Max just let himself be done, I felt that he needed more and I ran my tongue over his open mouth and he moaned so hot that I couldn't take it anymore, I kissed him with desire and contained passion, with force and without a doubt, I put my tongue in his mouth to feel his and now I wanted to devour him, God wanted to devour him completely.
I stopped for a moment to look at him again, somehow this seemed unreal, I devouring Max's mouth, holding him to myself, he gave me a completely happy smile and I returned it.
Max - It's weird for you, True?
Checo- Yes Max, but he's weird good.
Max - For me it is also a bit, but I wanted it for so long.
I didn't want to talk anymore, I just wanted to continue with this so I took the shirt off his body and pushed him back to lie down, then I took off all his clothes, I had him naked in my bed and so hot that I had to touch myself to feel a little relief.
I removed the only garment from my body that remained and finally I joined Max on the bed, he spread his legs to receive me and we groaned in unison when we finally felt naked, we began to kiss in a heartbreaking way, as if every particle of our body could die if we part
Without stopping kissing, I took our penises together in a caress that made us moan in each other's mouth, Max looked so hot under my body that I wanted to penetrate him, but maybe that would have to wait, I didn't want this to end so fast like this that I released him and began to explore his entire body with my hands and kisses.
Max was squirmed and gasped non-stop, he looked so beautiful, I cautiously reached for his penis, I had never done this and I did not know if I could, before I had to know something, I released him for a moment while I looked him in the eyes, he breathed very fast with her pleading gaze to keep touching him.
Checo - Don't look at me that way Max, I want to devour you, but tell me something - he nodded with wide eyes - Now you're only mine?- he nodded again but I wanted to hear it -you must say it Max, I want to hear it.
Max -Checo I'm only yours- I smiled and simply took his penis in my mouth.
I thought it would be stranger, but it wasn't, it was Max and it was mine, I felt so possessive for him, between caresses and kisses I went back up to his body leaving many marks on his white skin, I took our penises together again and almost We finished at the same time between deep moans that were so different from everything I had felt, Max stuck his face on my neck, biting strongly, surely leaving a big mark on it, we kissed again like crazy desperate for each other with our bodies absolutely glued, we finally managed to calm down a bit and fell on our backs next to each other with no space between our arms, trying to catch our breath.
Max - Are you also only mine Checo?
Checo- Max of course yes.
Max - I want to know what you taste like.
Checo- You will hahaha, but for now we can have dinner and give ourselves some explanations. Do not you think? - Max gave me a never before seen tender smile and nodded before giving me another passionate kiss and smelling my hair and neck.
Max - I love your smell- we kissed again now a little calmer just feeling completely, it was a Perfect Grand Prix, I had won more than just the podium.