DISTRESSOR

by Anonymous

Summary:

Kaveh has a past with Il Dottore, and not a good one

⚠️ DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT ⚠️
Read the tags. Now, read them again. If you choose to proceed, that is on you. Beyond this screen and my warnings, I am not responsible for your actions.
NOTE: Discontinued. Author is in a better place mentally and does not wish to come back to this fic, as it was written in a very dark place. Author's main AO3 account can be found in the note in the very last chapter.

Chapter 1: THIS CHAPTER WON'T BE DELETED

Summary:

disclaimer and thanks

Notes:

this chapter was originally posted after ch. 18, but makes no difference to the story

Hi everyone. Odd for me to do this, isn't it? Regardless, I felt this was the best way to do address you readers.

First of all, I appreciate all the concern and kind words that everyone has been leaving under the chapters I've uploaded in this last little while. I unfortunately relapsed in more ways than one and have been working on picking up the pieces. I don't think I'll be very well for a while, but I've been to the doctors and seen my psychiatrist and we've adjusted my medication again. So hopefully I can get my head on straight soon.

Secondly, I feel I must make this clear: I do not in any way condone or support any of the things that I portray here in this fanfiction. I am not writing this for a fetish or romanticizing such topics. I suffer heavily from nightmares and intrusive thoughts and I originally started this as a way to get some of those things out of me. I've been put on medication for my nightmares, but they aren't gone completely. When my head starts getting mucky and I feel like I can't get out, I write. That's what this fanfiction is. It is not for pleasure or enjoyment.

That's all from me. 

Lots of love,

Grimm