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Sometimes it was good to keep it simple, no toys, restraints, gags or whips. Just the two of them, just fucking. Honestly Blitzø couldn’t imagine this being any better. Stolas writhed underneath him, hips shuddering with every flick of his tongue. He could still taste the bird’s last orgasm and he could tell from the feathered thighs clamping around his head that he was nearing his next.
“Fuu-uuckkk,” Stolas moaned, “P-Please Blitzy.”
Blitzø grinned, he loved when he reduced his lover to two word sentences, like he had fucked the eloquence out of him.
“Just one more, pretty bird, and then I’ll give what you want.”
He could only respond by gasping and pulling Blitzø closer by his horns, grinding his cunt against his face in an increasingly erratic rhythm. He was so close, so close. Blitzø grinned as he thrust his tongue in further and toyed at his entrance with his claws. Stolas arched his back as he cried out, his orgasm making his entire body shudder. Blitzø only pulled away once he was sure his partner had stopped cumming, wiping away what he hadn’t been able to swallow. He smirked at the demon breathing heavily beneath him. He had ripped the sheets beneath his talons and his eyes looked glazed over. Fuck he looked gorgeous like that.
Their relationship was still so new it had barely stepped out of the shadow of their full moon deal. Blitzø was glad he hadn’t walked away, that he had listened to his friends and not taken the Asmodean Crystal as the prettiest ‘stay the fuck away from me’ he had ever received. Honestly he still couldn’t believe that this beautiful, intelligent and crazy powerful demon saw him as anything more than a hormone fueled distraction.
Blitzø crawled up the bed, sitting cross legged next to his boyfriend. He began to pet his head gently, increasing pressure as his hand moved to the back of his skull. Stolas cooed fondly and leaned into the feeling. His eyes were still half closed, his smile stupid and love drunk. He was so sweet, how had Blitzø managed to snag someone so sweet?
They had been spending more time together and had been making a concerted effort that at least half of those times didn’t involve sex. Blitzø found himself collecting moments from these dates like trinkets. The sweet voice Stolas used to talk to his plants, the expression he made when he bragged about Via. He would stretch to reach a book in his library and Blitzø would spend days remembering how elegant and sexy he had looked. Then there was that sincere smile he would wear with shining eyes every time he told Blitzø he loved him. It made Blitzø feel something warm inside but was always followed by twisting doubts. Yeah he didn’t deserve those moments but he clung to them like so many other things he hadn’t deserved and eventually fucked up.
“Darling?” Stolas interrupted his thoughts, looking up at him with concern.
“Fuck Stols, sorry.” Blitzø quickly rearranged his body to press it against the other’s, looking up at him with an expectant grin. “Now where were we?”
“Hopefully you were about to tell me what had you so deep in thought,” Stolas replied, stroking down his horns.
“it’s fine, babe, I don’t want to ruin tonight.”
Stolas frowned, his head cocked to one side. “Tonight has already been wonderful. I would never say no to continuing of course, but only if I know that’s what you really want.”
Blitzø swallowed hard. He honestly would rather end their session here but that would just be the fuck up to unravel everything. He was barely keeping his head above water trying to be a good boyfriend in all those romantic and emotional ways, the one thing he could do was sex. That came easy to him, always had. At least when he wasn’t fucked up on drugs, insecurity and too little sleep all while trying to keep up with a succubus. Not that he ever explained that to her but again, he was a fuck up.
“But I haven’t even fucked you properly yet,” Blitz said, finger curling through feathers as he avoided eye contact.
“I feel very thoroughly fucked,” Stolas replied, tilting Blitzø’s head up to look at him. “Believe it or not, my love, I can live without dick.”
Blitzø snorted. “First time I’ve heard you say that.”
“Yes, well, I suppose that was easier to admit than that I couldn’t live without you,” Stolas said, a small, smile on his lips.
Blitzø couldn’t answer, he didn’t have words good enough to respond to that. Instead he kissed him, gently and softly. Stolas gasped before melting into it. He let his lips move against his beak before slowly pushing his tongue in. He stroked the top of his mouth, keeping his movements languid. His hands brushed through soft feathers and he ran a finger up and down Stolas' spine who had one hand curled around his horn and the other gripped around his thigh.
“Fuck, I let you distract me.”
Blitzø grinned in. “I like to be very distracting.”
Stolas stroked the insignia on his forehead fondly, his other hand trailing down to his tail. Blitzø purred in response, his eyes closed in bliss.
“I won’t let you off that easy,” Stolas said softly.
Blitzø’s eyes snapped open and he looked up at his partner anxiously.
“I don’t... is it ok if we just cuddle tonight?”
Stolas blinked at him. “Of course it is, my love, why wouldn’t it be?”
Blitzø sighed and let himself relax again into the other man’s touch. “I know I need to talk to you about what’s like going on with me, but I don’t want to- this is nice and I don’t want to fuck it up.”
“Why would you fuck it up? I’ve already told you tonight’s been wonderful and now I want to hear how you’re feeling. I like knowing your thoughts even the darker ones.”
Blitzø pet through feathers thoughtfully, picking his words carefully. “I guess I mean fuck it up for me? I’m not saying I don’t wanna talk to you and I’m not keeping some big secret. I just wanna spend tonight like this and get my thoughts in order so I don’t just spew any old bullshit and get defensive when you see through it.”
“That is... quite emotionally aware of you,” Stolas murmured.
“You don’t have to sound so surprised.”
“I would use the term ‘impressed’, rather than surprised.”
Blitzø leaned forward, nuzzling his face against Stolas's before placing a chaste kiss on his beak. Stolas hooted softly, pulling the blanket over both of them.
“I love you Blitzø.”
Blitzø smiled and snuggled closer, for the first time not second guessing those words or what his response would be.
“I love you too, Stolas.”