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Summary:

So, we all agree that simping after the entire squid game cast is the best hobby in the world?

In this story, In-ho's ex-wife is alive, unaware that the man she once loved has become the mysterious and ruthless Front Man. When Jun-ho's police investigation unravels, she's unwittingly pulled into the deadly world of the Squid Games, setting off a dangerous chain of events that will change her quiet life dramatically. Not only will she uncover the dark truth of the island, but she must survive the Salesman's growing interest in her, and confront the twisted remnants of the husband she once thought she knew.

Meanwhile, In-ho must walk the line between protector and perpetrator. It's clear she's a liability to the cruel system he manages, but he still can't bring himself to do destroy her. Instead, he begins his own game—one where the rules are his alone, and only he can win.

Season 1: Chapter 1-16
Season 2: Chapter 17-?
Season 3: Being planned

Chapter 1: Ddakji

Summary:

“What’s the penalty?” she asked anxiously, her throat suddenly dry.

He stepped closer to her, his movements fluid and unhurried. “Simple,” he said, and before she could react, his palm struck her cheek with a sharp slap.

The force of it whipped Hye-jin's head to the side, her vision swimming as pain instantly radiated against her skin. For a moment, everything blurred—the faint smell of paint in the air, the cold pressure of the concrete floor beneath her feet, and the man standing just a step too close. 

Notes:

So, welcome to my current obsession. I just finished season 2 and was really intrigued by the idea of In-ho accepting bribes from criminals to pay for his wife's treatment, to save her and their unborn child, which eventually led to the games in 2015 and his subsequent estrangement. In canon know his wife passed away, but I wanted to imagine a world where she and their child survived, because of him.

The question I had is this: What happens when someone sacrifices everything to save the person they love but loses themselves in the process?

It is clear that In-ho spared his brother's life, so clearly a part of him still cares, after all this time. Add another part of his family to the mix, and I think there would be some very interesting dynamics at play.

I couldn't find a canon name for In-ho's former wife, so I chose to name her Hye-jin. According to ChatGPT the name means "graceful truth" or "precious wisdom".

Lastly, I hope you enjoy reading this as much as I enjoy writing it. Comments and kudos are the air I breathe, so don't be shy my friends.

Chapter Text

The studio was quiet now, the soft hum of the city filtering through the windows as twilight settled over Seoul. Hye-jin moved around the space, tidying up after what had been a surprisingly busy day. The faint scent of paint and varnish hung in the air, mingling with the cool breeze slipping in through the cracked window.

She paused to admire the emptiness of the space. It always felt different after closing—more personal, like the room was hers again. Her brushes were arranged neatly in their jars, the easel stood empty, and the walls bore the weight of her work, each piece a small fragment of herself.

The jingle of the doorbell startled her.

Her head snapped toward the entrance, her brow furrowing. The sign clearly read CLOSED, but the man who stepped inside must not have noticed, or perhaps he had, but decided to try his luck regardless. He was sharply dressed, his tailored grey suit fitting snugly across broad shoulders, his polished black shoes gleaming as though they’d never touched anything but pristine surfaces. He also carried a slim briefcase in one hand, his posture upright and confident. Everything about him suggested he belonged in a skyscraper in Yeouido, perhaps a salesman of sorts. 

"Good evening," he said smoothly, giving her a smile. "I hope I'm not intruding." 

"We're closed, unfortunately," Hye-Jin replied gently. 

The man glanced around the studio with a faint smile, his presence commanding, and yet oddly unobtrusive. “I saw the lights on and thought I’d take a chance. I’ve heard about your work.”

That caught Hye-jin off guard. “You have?”

“Yes,” he said simply, his gaze settling on one of the larger pieces near the back wall. “And I must say, the reputation is well deserved, Miss Hwang.”

The painting he was looking at was one of her darker works—a swirling clash of reds, blacks, and grays. It depicted a violent, abstracted scene of chaos: fragmented figures reaching out, their faces blurred, as jagged shapes loomed over them like predators. It was raw, unsettling, and had taken everything in her to complete.

“This one,” he said, taking a deliberate step closer. “It’s extraordinary.”

Hye-jin approached slowly, her arms crossing over her chest. “It’s… different from most of my work,” she admitted. “Not everyone likes it.”

“That doesn’t surprise me,” he mused quietly. “Most people prefer the comfortable, the safe. This, however…” He gestured toward the painting with his free hand. “This forces you to confront something real. It’s brutal... and very honest. The way the figures reach out but are consumed before they can escape. It’s a reflection of the chaotic world we live in, isn’t it? Where strength devours weakness, and where only the strongest survive. Winners and losers.”

“That’s one interpretation,” she said, standing beside him. “But for me, it's about more than that. It’s about resilience, too. The figures don’t stop reaching, even when everything seems hopeless.”

He turned to her, still with that faint smile, and there was something almost magnetic about his gaze. “I suppose that's the beauty of art, isn’t it? It's subjective. You bring the storm, the light, the struggle—and we, the viewers, decide what it means." 

She tilted her head back to get a proper look at him. Though she had started to feel more at ease, she couldn't help but notice how his smile didn't seem entirely genuine. There was a flicker of something sharp in his dark brown eyes—something calculating that didn’t quite match the casual charm he projected.

“Are you an art collector?” she asked carefully.

“Not exactly,” he said, glancing back at the painting. “But I do appreciate things of value. The world has too much trash in it—too many things without meaning. When I see something worthwhile, I notice.” He ran a long finger along the frame. "Is it for sale?" 

“I'm afraid it's already been bought,” she said, noting how his grip on the briefcase tightened slightly. 

“Ah,” he said, his tone still light, though she got the feeling he was enjoying some sort of private joke. “By someone who understands its worth, I hope?”

“They didn’t leave a name,” she said. “Just bought it anonymously.”

“A mystery,” he murmured, turning to fully face her. “Fitting, for a piece like this. Do you have anything else that's similar?" 

Hye-jin hesitated, wondering if it was better to ask him to come back during opening time. Not only did she have to pick up Ye-jun from kindergarten soon, but there was something about this man's quiet air of assurance that put her a little on edge. Then again, perhaps she was overthinking this. Sure, his take on her painting presented a rather bleak outlook on the world, but she could sympathize to a certain extent. After all, she had painted it. 

“I might,” she said slowly. “My similar pieces are in storage.”

His smile widened slightly. “Would you mind showing me? I'm afraid my work prevents me from coming back during ordinary opening hours.”

Well, that settled it, didn't it?

"Alright," Hye-jin said. "This way, please." 

She led him down the narrow staircase in the back of her studio. He followed, unhurried and unconcerned, behind her. The air was cooler down here, carrying the faint scent of varnish and aged wood. Rows of shelves lined the room, canvases wrapped and stacked neatly alongside supplies.

Hye-jin moved to one of the shelves, pulling out a large canvas and setting it on an easel under the dim light. It was one of her most visceral works: a dramatic swirl of violet and blue, painted in jagged strokes slashing across the canvas. The central figure was twisted, almost grotesque, its features blurred into abstraction as it clawed toward an unreachable light.

“Another masterpiece,” the stranger said softly, and she caught an almost electric gleam in his brown eyes, as though he was savoring the moment. “There’s something haunting about the way you capture the human psyche. As though the canvas itself is alive.”

Hye-jin watched him for a moment, biting her lip. Then she said, “This one is for sale. If you’re interested.”

“I am,” he said without hesitation. “But I’d like to hear your perspective on it first.”

She frowned slightly, suddenly uncertain of his intentions.

“It’s about fighting against a world that, as you put it, can be quite brutal,” she said. “It's about the struggle to find the light, even in the darkest of times. It's about not giving up." 

The man nodded thoughtfully, and when he met her gaze, the basement felt smaller suddenly, his presence filling the room. He didn’t move closer, but the intensity of his focus made her feel as though he had. 

"You're speaking from personal experience?" 

"I am," she told him honestly. "My art is very personal to me." 

"How much is this one?" 

Hye-jin paused, then gave the price. 

He stroked his chin, then set his briefcase down on the nearby table with a deliberate motion.

“A fair amount for something so beautiful,” he said, undoing the silver clasps on the briefcase. 

With a sharp flick, he opened it, revealing neat stacks of crisp bills. The sight was overwhelming, the sheer amount of cash practically spilling out of the case. Hye-jin’s breath caught. Who carried that much money around Seoul? She felt the first prickle of unease, the air in the basement suddenly growing heavier. No normal person would walk around with this much cash on them. What kind of man was this? A criminal? Perhaps that was why he had yet to introduce himself. 

Before she could say anything, he spoke again. “How about we make things more interesting?”

Her gaze snapped back to him, her pulse quickening. “What do you mean?”

He reached into the briefcase and pulled out two neatly folded squares of paper—one red, one blue. Their sharp creases and weight gave them a strange formality, almost ceremonial. He held them up, his faint smile widening.

“A game,” he said smoothly. “Ddakji. If you win, I’ll pay double your asking price. If I win, you accept a small penalty.”

Hye-jin frowned, her unease twisting into something sharper. “A penalty?”

“Nothing too severe,” he said, his tone disarming.

"What is it?" 

"Now, I'm afraid that is a surprise. A small discomfort in exchange for an extraordinary opportunity. Think about it—that's quite a lot of money." 

She hesitated, her gaze drifting back to the open briefcase. The sight of the crisp bills was almost hypnotic, their presence so absurd that it felt unreal. But the weight of the situation was all too real, his presence closing in on her, making her feel trapped. 

“This is ridiculous,” she managed to say, her voice shaking slightly.

He tilted his head, studying her with a look that was both curious and unsettling. “Art, like life, is all about taking a risk every now and then,” he said. “Chaos, struggle, resilience—isn’t that what your work represents?”

Her heart quickened, the air in the basement feeling colder now, with the two of them alone. The calmness with which he presented a simple child's game was quite at odds with the stakes, and she wondered what was in it for him. Regardless, she wanted him to leave. All of this seemed too planned. Too orchestrated. As if he had walked into her small art studio with this particular purpose in mind.  

“I really don’t need more than what you’ve already offered,” she said, trying to sound reasonable and firm. Still, her voice cracked at the end, just a little. She swallowed, wrapping her arms around herself, a protective gesture that didn't go unnoticed by his observant eyes. 

"Please," said the man evenly. "You misunderstand. This is nothing but a friendly game. Nothing to be scared of. Think of it as an opportunity." 

Her jaw tightened. Was he mocking her? Testing her? She glanced toward the stairs behind him, weighing her options. He was still acting like this was just a casual interaction, even though it no longer felt like it. Though he hadn't raised his voice or showed any signs of aggression so far, there was something about the way he spoke, with such calm confidence, as if all of this was going exactly the way he wanted, that made her feel as though refusing him would be a mistake.

“Fine,” she said finally, her voice tight. “Just one round.”

His smile returned, softer now. “Excellent,” he said, stepping back slightly and placing the red piece on the table. “You may go first.”

Hye-jin bent her knees slightly, holding the blue ddakji between her fingers. Her heart raced as she flicked her wrist, sending the paper smacking against the red one. The sound was sharp, but the red ddakji barely shifted.

The man smiled faintly. “A fair attempt,” he said, stepping forward and picking up the red piece. "But now it's my turn." 

He raised his arm and brought it down in a powerful, almost violent arc, his wrist flicking with a practiced ease. The red ddakji slammed into the blue with a resounding snap, flipping it cleanly.

The sheer force of it all startled Hye-jin, the sharp sound echoing in the quiet basement. She bit her lip. His ability to flip the blue piece with such precision suggested he was not just skilled, but had practiced this countless times. 

Before she could process what that meant for her, the man straightened again, his faint smile unbroken.

“That’s one for me,” he said lightly, smoothing down his pristine suit.

“What’s the penalty?” she asked anxiously, her throat suddenly dry. 

He stepped closer to her, his movements fluid and unhurried. “Simple,” he said, and before she could react, his palm struck her cheek with a sharp slap. 

The force of it whipped Hye-jin's head to the side, her vision swimming as pain instantly radiated against her skin. For a moment, everything blurred—the faint smell of paint in the air, the cold pressure of the concrete floor beneath her feet, and the man standing just a step too close. 

Her hand shot up to her cheek instinctively, as if trying to hold the pain in place, but it burned too fiercely to contain. She blinked rapidly, her breath catching in her throat as the shock of what had just happened settled over her. The slap hadn't just hurt. It made her burn with humiliation. 

“What the hell?” she whispered, her heart pounding furiously in her chest. This was no longer some strange, unsettling encounter with an eccentric art buyer. It had crossed into something darker, and she had no idea what this man truly wanted from her. 

“Your turn,” he said calmly, stepping back as though nothing had happened.

She stared at him, the surreal nature of the moment crashing over her. Her cheek throbbed, but it was the cool detachment in his voice that chilled her to the core. He wasn't apologizing, or even acknowledging the violence of what he had done.

“No,” she said finally, her voice trembling. Fear and indignation tangled in her chest, each breath heavier than the last. The lack of hesitation before he slapped her, along with his unsettling calmness, made her feel as if he had done this so many times before it was second nature. Just a natural consequence of the game he'd proposed, nothing more. 

The man raised an eyebrow. “No?”

“I’m not doing this,” she said, taking another step back. “I’m done." 

His faint smile faltered for the first time. “Done?” he echoed, as though the concept was foreign to him.

“I’m not playing,” she said, stepping back, her hand still pressed against her cheek. “This is insane.”

He studied her for a long moment, just like he had observed her paintings, as though her shock was just another piece of art for him to interpret. Then he chuckled softly, the sound low and warm. “Insane?” he repeated. “What’s insane about opportunity?”

“Opportunity or not, I'm done,” she snapped. “I don’t know what this is, if you find amusement in testing how far people will go for your money, but I want no part of it.”

The smile returned, colder now, a flicker of something sharp in his eyes. “You’re afraid,” he said simply, his voice almost kind. “That’s why you’re walking away.”

“Of course I’m afraid!” she said, her voice rising slightly. “You’re—” She stopped herself, biting her lip, her gaze darting to the staircase behind him. The last thing she wanted was to provoke him further. “You’re acting like this is normal. It’s not.”

He took a step forward, his movements deliberate and smooth, closing the space between them. “Fear,” he said quietly, “is the natural reaction to uncertainty. But most people—when faced with a chance—will take it, no matter how small. They’ll step forward, if only to prove to themselves that they can.”

Her breath hitched, and she took another step back. “Maybe ‘most people’ don’t know when to stop. I don't need your money. I don't want it. In fact, what I want is for you to leave."

He nodded slowly, his gaze still locked on her. “Of course,” he said evenly. "The participation in the game is voluntary." He retrieved his briefcase with fluid ease, snapping it shut before stepping toward the stairs. "Have a good evening, Miss Hwang." 

Before Hye-jin could say anything else, the man swept up the stairs. She heard the distant sound of the doorbell jingling as he left the front door of the studio, slumping against the table in relief. Tears of shock and lingering fear welled in her eyes, and she reached for her cheek once more. 

Through her blurred vision, her own painting seemed more grotesque than ever.