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The house smelled of damp rot and cheap ale, the walls steeped in a bitterness that no scrubbing could wash away, Severus had grown used to it, every corner of Spinner’s End reeked of neglect, and every evening was punctuated by the sound of his father slamming doors, muttering curses, or stumbling drunk through the kitchen. It was not unusual for him to be roused in the night by shouting. What was unusual was his mother’s hand shaking him awake, her eyes sharper and more alive than he had seen them in years
“Severus,” Eileen whispered, her voice urgent but measured. “Get up Quietly”
He blinked at her through the gloom of his small room. She held an envelope pressed tight against her chest, and the candlelight caught the shine of sweat on her temples. Her hands trembled, though whether from fear or resolve he could not tell.
“What is it?” he muttered, his throat dry from sleep.
“Your chance,” she answered, and pressed the envelope into his palm.
Severus sat up slowly, suspicion tightening his features. Inside were papers, stiff, official, smelling faintly of ink and glue. A passport with his face but a name not his own: Samuel Prince. A train ticket. A plane ticket. He stared down at them, uncomprehending, before looking back up at her.
“What is this supposed to mean?”
“It means,” Eileen said, her tone low, brittle, “you’re leaving. You’ll take the train, then the flight You’re going far away from him, from this place, before he can bleed every last ounce of you dry”
The words hit him like stones, and for a moment Severus only stared. Leaving Spinner’s End had been a fantasy he indulged in sometimes, but never once had he believed she would hand him the tools to make it real. He let out a bitter laugh. “And what? I just vanish? Tobias won’t notice his only son gone?”
Her expression twisted at the mention of Tobias’s name “He’ll notice, but he won’t car,. And even if he did, he’ll never follow you. Not where you’re going”
Severus turned the passport in his hands, reading the name again. Samuel Prince. His lip curled. “You gave me his name?”
“No,” Eileen snapped, sharper than he expected. “I gave you his mother’s middle name, Anna, She lives in a place called Forks, Washington, She and Tobias have not spoken in decades. She is nothing like him. I wrote to her. She agreed to take you in”
He looked at her with narrowed eyes “And why would she? Out of pity?”
“Because she is not him,” Eileen said, and the raw edge of her voice silenced him. “Because she owes me a debt, and because she is old now, and she understands what it is to protect blood”
The silence stretched. Severus could hear the low rumble of Tobias snoring through the thin walls, the sound of rain tapping at the cracked windowpane. He closed the passport with a snap. “And if I don’t go?”
Her jaw clenched “Then you’ll rot here. You’ll drown the way I did. And you’ll hate me for not giving you the chance when I could”
For a long moment, Severus studied her face. She looked smaller than usual, diminished by years of hardship, but there was a fire burning behind her eyes that had not been there for as long as he could remember. Perhaps she was too late. Perhaps this was only another false hope. But still, he felt something shift in his chest, some faint flicker of possibility
Without another word, he got out of bed and began to pack
He owned little A few threadbare shirts, a pair of black trousers, a pair of shoes he had patched twice. He took his books, the tattered copies of potions texts he had salvaged, a notebook filled with his cramped handwriting, and a few secondhand novels. And, buried at the bottom of his drawer, his wand. He tucked it beneath his clothes with deliberate care, as though Tobias might sense the magic through the walls if he held it too long
Eileen waited by the door, her hands clenched into fists at her sides. She didn’t help him, didn’t stop him either. When he was finished, he slung the satchel across his shoulder, its weight a strange mix of burden and promise
Downstairs, the house groaned with the sound of Tobias shifting in drunken sleep. Every step on the narrow stair felt dangerous, like crossing the edge of a knife. But they reached the door without incident, and when Eileen opened it, the night air hit Severus with a chill that made him shiver
The streets of Cokeworth were deserted at this hour, the lamplight casting long shadows across the wet pavement. The world smelled of soot and rain. They walked quickly, their footsteps muffled. Neither spoke until they reached the station
Eileen stopped just short of the platform. She turned to him, her face pale, her lips pressed thin. For a moment it seemed she might embrace him, but instead she reached up and adjusted his collar, her fingers brisk and practical
“Remember,” she murmured. “Samuel Prince. Not Severus Snape, Severus stays here”
He swallowed, staring down at her. There were words he could have said, words that pressed at the back of his throat, accusations, farewells, even thanks. None of them left his mouth
The whistle of the approaching train cut through the night. Eileen stepped back, her expression unreadable
“Go,” she said simply
And he went
The journey blurred. Train to London, then the flight, long hours suspended over a gray ocean, his seat cramped, the air stale. Severus pressed his forehead to the window, staring down at the endless black water, wondering if he had made a mistake. His fingers traced the edge of the passport in his pocket, the false name written in foreign ink, Samuel Prince, It felt like a lie wrapped tight around his throat
He did not sleep, Instead, he wrote in his notebook, words in spidery ink that wandered between curses, questions, and sketches of potions that would never be brewed yet?, again? He doesn’t know. When the plane finally touched down, he felt no relief, only exhaustion
The airport was small, gray, and smelled of wet coats. Rain slicked the windows, the same endless rain that had followed him from Cokeworth to London, from London across the sea. Forks, Washington, Even the name sounded suffocating
He stood in the arrivals hall, his satchel heavy at his side, and scanned the crowd. And then he saw her
She was wiry, sharp-eyed, her hair white as frost and pinned in a bun. She held a cardboard sign against her chest with one word scrawled in thick black ink: Prince.
Their eyes met, and for the first time in years Severus felt the weight of being seen, Not as Tobias’s son, not as Eileen’s burden Simply, seen
Anna lowered the sign, tucked it beneath her arm, and walked toward him with purposeful steps. “You must be Samuel,” she said. Her voice was gravelly, steady. “Well, Let’s get you home before this rain soaks us both through”
She did not ask questions She did not look at him with pity, She simply turned toward the exit, expecting him to follow
And he did
The car ride was silent but not uncomfortable, The road cut through endless trees, tall and dark, dripping with rain, The forest pressed close, as though swallowing the road whole, Severus stared out at it, feeling both trapped and hidden
Anna drove with the easy confidence of someone who belonged to this strange, waterlogged corner of the world. At one point she said, almost to herself, “Your mother wrote you had a sharp gaze, I see what she meant”
Severus did not reply
When they pulled up to her house, a squat, weathered structure tucked among fir trees, he felt a strange, alien sensation stir in his chest, Not comfort, not yet. But perhaps the faint outline of it, waiting to take shape
He stepped out into the rain, the forest breathing damp air around him, and thought: Forks may have been the edge of the world, but perhaps, just perhaps, it was far enough