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Dick Grayson had walked into Blüdhaven’s City Hall with the same careless stride he wore on most of his off-duty days, but his stomach had tightened the moment the lobby doors shut behind him.
Something was off.
It wasn’t anything obvious. There were no screaming alarms or suspicious figures lurking in the corners. Just a subtle shift in atmosphere that prickled at instincts honed over decades. The receptionist had smiled too tightly when she handed him the paperwork. The security guard by the metal detector had looked restless, fingers tapping against his belt as though counting the seconds until his shift ended. Even the air smelled stale, heavy with polish and bureaucracy, but layered with something else he couldn’t quite name.
He told himself it was nothing. He was here as Officer Grayson today, not Nightwing. This was supposed to be routine. Sign off on some reports, finalize a few transfers, and represent the Blüdhaven PD in front of a couple city council aides. In and out, less than an hour, maybe grab lunch on the way back.
The clock on the wall told him it was already edging into the afternoon. His stomach gave a faint growl as he signed the last report, pen scratching his name across the dotted line. He debated calling it and heading out for food. He was craving something greasy and fast, because it had been a long week and he hadn’t been sleeping.
He reached for his jacket, ready to slip into the anonymity of the crowd outside, when the office door hissed open. Three men entered like they owned the place .The one in front moved fast, a gun already leveled before Dick could turn fully.
Every nerve in his body snapped taut.
He froze where he stood. No mask. No escrima sticks. No armor. Just Dick Grayson, off-duty cop with nothing but a badge tucked into his pocket and a jacket slung over his chair. He didn’t even have his service weapon.
The gun’s barrel was steady. The two men behind fanned out in practiced formation, one blocking the door, the other slipping near the window like he’d been here before.
Not amateurs.
“Hands where we can see them,” the leader barked, voice sharp with the confidence of someone who thought control came from volume.
Dick raised his hands slowly, fingers spread. He kept his tone even, slipping into his “cop voice” without thinking. “You’re making a mistake. This is City Hall. You pull that trigger, the response time—”
“Shut up,” the man snapped, stepping closer. The gun didn’t waver.
The weight in Dick’s chest grew heavier.
Then the leader’s words cut deeper. “We know who you are.”
For half a second, Dick’s heart stopped. They couldn’t know. Not that. Not Nightwing.
“You’re Dick Grayson,” the man sneered. “Cop. Golden boy. The rich kid who thinks he can clean up this city.”
Relief hit like ice water, almost dizzying. They knew Dick Grayson, the police officer. Not Nightwing.
But that relief was paper thin. Being Dick meant being vulnerable. Being unarmored. Being breakable.
The gun jerked toward the chair. “Sit down.”
Dick obeyed, lowering himself slowly, muscles coiled. The chair creaked under his weight. His eyes swept the room automatically. He calculated distances, searched for exits and weapons, he watched the tremors in the man’s stance. He cataloged everything while his pulse thundered like a drumline in his throat.
“You don’t want to do this,” he tried again, low and calm. “Whatever your beef is, we can talk—”
The butt of the gun slammed against the table, jolting him into silence.
“Shut. Up.”
Dick shut up.
And the door behind them clicked shut as it locked.
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The zip ties came next, plastic cutting into his wrists the moment they cinched behind the chair. The man behind him yanked them too tight, the edges biting deep into skin that had already known too many restraints in his lifetime. Dick flexed subtly, testing. No give.
He forced his face blank when the leader’s eyes lingered.
“Don’t,” the man warned.
Dick gave a small shrug, playing into the helpless-cop act. “Fine.”
Inside, though, his mind spun with calculations. Could he dislocate his thumb, maybe? Slip free if he timed it right? The problem wasn’t the tie. The problem was the gunman standing too close, his trigger finger tense and eyes sharp. And the knives in the other two men’s hands didn’t help boost his confidence either.
Not good odds. Not without his gear or weapons. Not while Dick Grayson.
He steadied his breathing, forcing it into rhythm. He’d been here before. Captured, bound, outnumbered. Always, always a way out.
But without the mask, he felt naked. The persona of Nightwing wasn’t just about disguise. It was a shield, a second skin that told him who he was supposed to be. Without it, he wasn’t sure if he was enough.
“You think we don’t know what you’re doing?” the leader demanded, pacing in front of him.
Dick tilted his head, playing ignorant. “What am I doing?”
“Your department’s in bed with the mayor. You’re running cover for them, aren’t you? Protecting the big names while the rest of us rot.”
Dick blinked. So that was it. Not a random grab, not a mistaken identity. These men thought they were hitting corruption at its root. Ironic. Dick joined BPD in hopes to chip away at the city's corruption at the source. And now he was being accused of being one.
“I’m not dirty,” he said evenly.
“Liar.” The man’s spit almost hit him as he pressed the gun to Dick’s forehead.
The cold shock of metal against skin jolted every nerve. Dick locked every muscle still, vision narrowing to the black hole of the barrel.
He wanted to flinch. He wanted to close his eyes. But training screamed at him to stay steady, to not give them the satisfaction of fear.
Still, adrenaline flooded him so hard his body shook.
Not Nightwing. Just Dick Grayson. And a gun at his head.
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Time began to warp.
The room bled gray around the edges. The sound of footsteps and voices dulled, replaced by a ringing in his ears. He couldn’t smell City Hall anymore, no smell of thick paint and dust, just instead the sharp tang of gun oil and the phantom reek of blood.
He’d felt this before.
When the trapeze net failed and he’d watched a man fall. When Deathstroke had strapped a blade into his child-sized hand and demanded blood. When he’d held Wally’s mask with trembling fingers, knowing there was nobody beneath it.
He was beginning to dissociate. He knew the signs. He knew how to snap out of it. He needed to pay attention. To find an opening and escape. He hated it. But it kept him sane.
The man was yelling, something about evidence and about betrayal, but Dick’s body wasn’t here anymore. His body stayed still, wrists raw against the zip ties, but his mind drifted.
He was ten years old again, staring into the muzzle that had ended everything he loved. Sixteen, kneeling in the Deathstroke’s underground base, a blade pressed to his throat. Twenty-three, lungs burning as he watched Wally sacrifice himself in a storm of lightning.
His mouth moved on autopilot. “I don’t have what you think I have.” The words sounded flat, distant, like it was someone else’s voice.
The slap came hard and sudden, snapping his head sideways and drawing hot blood from his lip. The sting dragged him halfway back into his body.
“You’re gonna tell us,” the man snarled. “Or we’ll make you.”
Dick blinked slowly, his vision hazy. His wrists were already numb. If he didn’t act soon, he wouldn’t get the chance.
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They left him alone for only a minute. Arguing in harsh whispers by the door.
But it was enough.
Dick shifted his weight, dragging the chair legs inch by inch across the floor until the table edge pressed against him. His breathing quickened.
Now or never.
He twisted his wrists, ignoring the way the plastic cut deeper. He rotated until he felt the bone shift—then shoved harder until his thumb popped free of its joint with a nauseating crack.
White pain flared, stealing his breath. The fog peeled away instantly, replaced by raw clarity.
Biting down hard, he shoved his ruined thumb through the smallest gap in the tie. His skin tore and blood soaked the plastic. He forced it anyway, pulling until the tie snapped with a sharp plastic crack.
His hands fell free. Useless for the moment, fingers burning with pins and needles, but free. He curled them around the chair’s back, steadying. Waiting.
When the leader turned back, gun raised, Dick exploded forward.
The chair smashed into the man’s chest with bone-rattling force, driving him back into the table. The gun fired as it hit, the shot deafening, glass shattering from the window behind.
Pain exploded in Dick’s arm. Glass? Bullet? He couldn’t tell (and he didn’t care), he needed to keep going. He ripped the gun free and hurled it across the room.
The second man lunged with a knife. Dick grabbed his wrist, slammed it hard against the table until the blade clattered away. He twisted, flipping the man into the desk.
The third grabbed him from behind, arm crushing his throat. Dick gagged, vision flashing white. His injured hand clawed uselessly.
He slammed his head back with everything he had. Bone met bone. The man howled, grip loosening. Dick spun, drove his heel into the man’s chest, sending him crashing into the wall.
Air ripped into his lungs like fire.
The leader scrambled for the fallen gun.
Dick dove. They hit the floor together, grappling. Fists flew, ribs cracked. Dick’s elbow smashed into the man’s jaw. His knee into his gut. Finally, the man slumped, groaning.
Dick staggered upright, swaying. Blood dripped from his hand, his arm, his lip. His ribs screamed with every breath.
But he was still standing.
And sirens were already closing in.
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The door burst open. Blüdhaven PD stormed in with guns raised.
“Freeze!”
Dick automatically raised his hands, trembling. “They’re down,” he rasped. “Gun—under the table.”
Officers swarmed past him, cuffing the groaning men. A hand caught his shoulder, steady but firm, guiding him toward the door. He could briefly hear a familiar voice. Amy?
Outside, sunlight struck like a blow. He blinked against it, shivering despite the warmth.
“You’re safe now, Rookie,” someone said, voice gentler.
Safe.
He tried to nod, but his head didn’t feel attached. He looked at his hands instead, blood-slick, his thumb at an unnatural angle. His fingers shook violently.
He felt… nothing.
The world dulled to a hum. Colors blurred. He let her lead him to the ambulance, let them tape an oxygen mask to his face, splint his thumb, press gauze to his arm.
His body went through the motions. His mind drifted far, far away.
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Hours later, he sat on the edge of a hospital bed, paper gown crinkling with each shift. His ribs were wrapped, his thumb immobilized, his arm stitched.
The hallway outside buzzed with reporters, questions pelting the air like bullets
“Mr. Grayson, were you targeted?”
“Is this connected to the Haven project?”
“Are you pressing charges?”
He answered none.
Inside the room, silence pressed heavier than the noise outside.
No one here knew Nightwing had fought out of that room. They only saw Dick Grayson, lucky hostage.
Part of him wanted to tell them. To scream that it wasn’t luck, that it was skill and sacrifice and pain. That he’d popped his own thumb to break free.
But no one wanted that story.
So he just sat there, staring at his bandaged hands. And he saw it again. The cold gun barrel against his forehead, the slap, the pop of his own bone dislocating. The ringing gunshot. He let out a shaky breath.
He survived worse. He fought against worse. He came closer to death than today.
So why was he so freaked out?
His chest ached with something deeper than pain.
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That night, back in his apartment, Dick stood in the bathroom mirror.
The bruises had darkened. His thumb was bound. His ribs screamed with every breath. His throat bore the shadow of a chokehold.
No mask. No armor. Just Dick Grayson.
He stared at himself for a long time, trying to reconcile the boy from the circus, the cop from Blüdhaven, the vigilante who bled in the dark.
He wondered if he’d ever really known who that was.
Then, with a slow exhale, he turned off the light and stepped into the waiting dark.