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Haruka had almost walked back to his old dorm.
Again.
Even though he moved out a couple of months ago, his body still hadn't forgotten the path he used to take. It took several minutes of looking for his bike before he realized his mistake and ran back to where it actually was.
Luckily Haruka got out earlier than expected, so he didn't have to worry about being anywhere. He hated admitting it, but the study session Kotoha coerced him into the other day completely payed off. He nailed the written portion of the exam, and the professor loved his okonomiyaki, udon and tea dishes so much so he passed him with flying colors. With the semester behind him, he could finally relax for the first time in weeks.
So now he was biking back home.
To his apartment.
The one he rented with Suo and Nirei.
His boyfriends.
The whole thing was still so surreal to him. College wasn't even on his mind four years go, let alone a polyamorous relationship. Growing up he assumed he'd just work shitty odd jobs till he died, but then he saved an old man who practically begged to pay his entire tuition as thanks. Haruka was hesitant, but a part of him knew he'd never get an opportunity like this again, so he accepted.
When he finally arrived he had no idea what he was doing, lost and dazed in a haze of people and classes and things he had barely any familiarity with. But out of the fog of confusion came Nirei, who immediately latched onto him and made it his personal duty to help Haruka with anything he needed. He met Suo shortly after, and together the two proceeded to break down every wall that Haruka had built around himself. They saw everything broken about him, every fear he had, and they showed him unconditional love. They brought everything good about him to the surface, taught him how to let others in, and that the human body could be warm and inviting.
It's no wonder he fell in love with them.
They're just so….amazing. Sure, Nirei's obsession with gathering information on people was a little weird (even outside of his journalism degree), but he was also the sweetest person Haruka had ever met, willing to help in anyway even at the expense of himself. Sure, Suo was a hypocrite who teased Haruka like he'd die otherwise, but he was also the first person who truly understood what he had been through, someone he knew would have his back no matter what. They were endlessly patient, incredibly attractive, and made him feel like he had a place to call home for the first time in his life.
The only issue was that they were dating, had been since high school. They were practically a married couple by the time he met them, living together and so comfortable in their relationship that public affection and light bickering were a regular occurrence. Haruka felt like a monster at the thought of breaking them up, would have rather smothered his feelings to death than voice them and risk the possibility one would leave the other for him.
So understandably he damn near passed out when they confessed to him. The thought of dating multiple people had already fried his brain, but them?? These amazing people, who had been in love far longer than he'd known them, wanted him?? It made his body overload with equal parts fear and exhilaration. After he came back up-and received a lot of reassurance and kisses-he anxiously accepted their confession, and the three began dating.
It's been half a year since then and a little over 3 months since he moved in with them, it's been the best half a year of his life. He spent most of his time with them, whether together or one on one, going out on dates, helping each other with school, watching TV and sleeping together (both in the literal and figurative sense), really just…being a couple. They make him feel safe and loved. It was wonderful, better than any dream or fantasy, and he wouldn't give this up for the world.
And yet……that anxiety never went away.
He saw the way they looked at each other, talked to each other, so comfortable in their relationship. Haruka knew how much they cared for each other, and that little voice in the back of his mind was always there to remind him that they were in love first. That he was invited into this dynamic, that he's an outsider. What if they're just humoring me? What if this is all just some experiment and they'll dump me after they've had their fun? What if one of them ends up loving me more and they break up over me? Haruka would never be able to live with himself, and that fear consumes him at night when he's alone with his thoughts.
By the time Haruka resurfaced he was in the elevator leading up to their apartment. As soon as the doors opened he ran in, took off his shoes and threw his exam leftovers into the fridge. He stood there for a second, forcing his mind away from his anxiety to what he should do now. Suo and Nirei were probably in the middle of their own exams, so doing something with them was out. He's not very hungry right now, maybe he can practice making something for work? No he doesn't wanna think about that right now, he just wants to relax. He didn't get much sleep last night actually, maybe he'll just take a nap till they get ho-
"Ohhhhh….."
Wha-
What the fuck?
Haruka whipped his head around, trying to hear the source of the….sound. He had to be imagining it. Neither of them should be home, and if they were they would have called out to him. Maybe it's not what it sounds like! They might just be studying and-
"Hayato please! "
………Shit.
Apprehensively, Haruka tip toed over to his boyfriends bedroom, the sound of moaning getting progressively louder. The door was ajar, just enough so that Haruka can see past the wall and into the room itself. Heart pounding in his chest, he peered into the room, and there he saw them.
Nirei, laying face down on the bed, naked as the day he was born.
Suo, kneeling on the ground, fully clothed, hand wrapped around Nirei's cock and face anchored in his ass.
Haruka forced his gaze away in a flustered panic. Fuck, out of all the days he could have come home early, it HAD to be the one when his boyfriends were having sex. How had they not heard him come in? How long ago did they start? Hell, why were they even here right now?
Those questions were quickly pushed out of his mind by the wet, sloppy sounds coming from the bedroom. Haruka could envision it clear as day- Suo's slender hand curled around Nirei's cock, fingertips lightly teasing the head as he stroked the base. Meanwhile his mouth gently sucked on Nirei's hole, tongue teasing his inner walls with precision and purpose.
He can hear Nirei's moans, the high pitched whine when Suo finds that right spot to make him go insane or teases his cocks slit. He can hear Suo groan in pleasure, ignoring his own throbbing cock in favor of bringing his boyfriend to ruin. A debaucherous melody that Haruka's only ever heard in parts, when his lips where the ones around Nirei's cock, or when Suo was eating his ass out like a fine meal. All the little things that made his heart race and his face flush from more than just embarrassment.
That's when he felt it, straining against his pants like an admission of guilt.
He was hard.
…..He shouldn't. Yes they were his boyfriends, but they didn't know he was there. It's gross and weird and an invasion of their privacy. They'd have every right to break up with him over this.
And yet Haruka made no effort to stop his hand as it tredded downward and pulled his dick out.
The raging red cock stung in the cold air upon being freed. Fuck, he's REALLY hard. It layed uncomfortably in his hand, head smeared in precum that continued to stream out of the slit. Swallowing his pride, Haruka silenced himself with his free hand while the other began to smear cum all over the base of his cock. He'd just rub one out in shame and go to his room, they'd be none the wise-
"Shit! Closeclosecloseclose!"
Haruka froze, his heart threatening to beat out of his chest. Every sinful sound ceased at once as he heard the soft thud of Nirei being flipped on his back. He listened to Suo unfasten his belt and unzip his pants, bed creaking under the weight of the both of them.
"Good boy, you waited so patiently for me."
Haruka's cock throbbed. His head felt warm and fuzzy as Suo's words echoed through his mind, like he was whispering them directly into his ear. He waited until he heard Suo begin pounding into Nirei, wet slapping noises harmonizing with their melody.
Back pressed against the door Haruka resumed pleasuring himself. He timed his thrusts to Suo's, wishing it was one of their hands wrapped around him and not his own. His nipples strained against his shirt, screaming for attention, but Haruka wouldn't dare let go of his hand. Not when it was the only thing that kept his desperate moans from giving himself away.
As he stroked himself into a frenzy, Haruka's mind drifted back to the scene behind the door. He could practically watch Nirei's red face as he's getting fucked, eyes bright and glossy with the tiniest bit of drool dripping from his mouth. His weeping cock stood tall, purposefully ignored in favor of making the blonde cum untouched. Suo meanwhile loomed above him, his tasseled earrings bouncing in time with his thrusts. His face appeared cold and unaffected, but his eye betrayed a hunger to make the man beneath him crumble.
Haruka wanted to drown in those expressions, but his self loathing refused to grant him that. Instead it reminded him of how pathetic he was, someone who had to be coddled through sex while Suo and Nirei barely used any words to communicate their desire. They were perfect together, and he was just a perverted leech who stole their time and got off on listening to them fuck. He didn't deserve their love.
Even still, as he drowned in his shame Haruka only got harder. His cock was drenched in cum, and his balls ached for release. Just as he was about to beg for relief, the sounds from the bedroom began to get erratic and out of sync. A soft thud indicated that Suo had landed on the bed, caging Nirei in his arms for the final stretch.
"Haa…haa…..are you close Aki-kun?"
"Y-Yes! God I'm so close, please let me cum!"
Haruka pinched his slit and screamed into his hand. Their voices sounded like absolute heaven, god how he wanted to be in there with them. But he can't! Because he's gross and useless and-
"Hahaha, you're so cute! If only Sakura-kun could see you right now."
BA-DUMP
….Huh?
"Just imagine it." He continued, voice so low and full of lust Haruka almost missed it. "Sakura-kun sitting right here on the bed with us, stroking his cute little cock while he watches. Wouldn't you like that?"
Haruka couldn't believe what he had heard. Who starts talking about another man during sex? Like yeah he's dating Nirei too, but that seemed like a mood killer. He doubts Nirei wanted to-
"I-I would! I want him here watching us!"
Nirei's words wrapped around Haruka's mind like a viper ensnaring it's prey. He increased his pace as he began to imagine Nirei's hands around his cock, warm mouth enveloping and teasing the head.
"Yeah? Would you suck his cock if he was here?" Suo asked.
"Yes I would!"
"Would you let him jerk your cute little cock off?""
"I would! I would!" Nirei answered breathlessly.
"Or….would you like to take him right here on the bed?"
Yes! Please take me! Please let me cum! Pleasepleaseplease!
"…yes." Nirei replied. "I want to make Sakura feel amazing! I want to show him how much I love him!!"
"Mm, I do too. In fact, if I could…."
Haruka waited for what felt like an eternity for Suo so speak again, When he finally heard it, it was in that low, sensual voice he reserved only for pushing them over the edge.
"I'd fuck him right here and now with you. Just take him and take him, until he came his cute little brains out for us."
Haruka's legs nearly gave out as he finally came. His bellowing moans escaped his throat as his hand desperately tried to stop his cum from staining the floor. Blood roared in his ears, deafening him to the sounds of Suo and Nirei's own climaxes. His heart pounded from the intensity of his orgasm, and when he finally looked down he saw the evidence of his crime.
Sticky, white strands of cum seeped through his fingers and onto his clothes, one hand blemished with a large bite mark from how long he had bit it. His once hard cock softened, the veins that ran throughout fading with it.
Haruka's head slumped against the door, Suo and Nirei's words echoing in his head. Was that……really what they wanted? Or was it just the heat of the moment getting to them? Whatever it was, it made Haruka feel fucking amazing, and he became lost in the afterglow of his orgasm. So lost in fact, he didn't hear the sound of footsteps approaching until a voice spoke to him from behind the door.
"Oh Sakura-kun? You wanna come in and help clean Akihiko up?"
SHIT!
SHITSHITSHITSHITSHITSHIT!
They knew????? How did they know???? Had they heard him come in? Were they listening to him? Is THAT why Suo mentioned him? Fuck, was this all some ploy to embarrass him? Why the hell would-
"Wowww that's a lot! You really did that with one hand? Impressive Sakura-kun!"
Haruka's leapt out of his chest at the sight of Suo's head poking through the doorway, his bright smile contrasting his dirty language. He stared down Haruka in a way that stopped him from running off like he wanted too, warm and loving but also intense and full of desire.
"W-Why are you looking at me like that? Shouldn't you be checking on Nirei?" He questioned, a familiar flush creeping up his face like a blanket.
"Oh don't worry he's good! Besides, you're my boyfriend too." Suo replied, his voice taking on a soft, gentle tone. "We just wanted to make sure you were ok is all."
Haruka couldn't take this anymore. He wanted to see Nirei, but he refused to accept Suo's words, but he also wanted them to fuck him silly, but he also believed this was the end of their relationship.
…..Fuck it, he had to know.
"I'm coming in."
That was the only warning he gave before he opened the door and stumbled past Suo.
Haruka's dick nearly came back to life when he saw Nirei. He looked like an angel, blonde hair strewn about the bed and nipples a bright, cute pink. His stomach was covered in cum, dripping down to his thighs which framed his cute cock. It took everything within Haruka to not immediately bolt over and devour his body. Instead he looked into his honey colored eyes, so bright and delighted to see him it hurt.
"Sakura there you are! You ok? It sounded like you came really hard-"
"Why?!"
"….Huh?" Both men responded, giving their boyfriend puzzled looks.
"Why haven't you broken up with me yet?" Haruka asked, anxieties tumbling from his mouth like a tidal wave. "You're both so happy together and it makes me feel horrible! I feel like I'm ruining your relationship!"
"Sakura-kun you aren't-"
"You're both amazing!" Haruka continued. "You barely have to talk to each other when you have sex, but when I do it with you guys you have to coddle me the whole time! You're always having to accommodate for me and I hate it! And now I've invaded your privacy by jacking off to you like a creep! I'm not good enough for either of you! You should just break up with me already!"
Haruka's throat burned and his heart raced like he just ran a marathon. He could feel Suo and Nirei glance at each other, but he dared not look them in the eyes. He didn't deserve too, not anymore.
"…..Is that really how you feel Sakura?"
Haruka nodded. His muscles tightened. his body bracing itself for the inevitable. It was a good run, but all dreams end eventually. Maybe if he begs the housing department enough they'll let him get his old room ba-
"I see, so that's what's been going on."
Suddenly a large, warm body press up behind him. Slender arms wrapped around his waist and a firm chin rested on his shoulder.
"It seems I've been failing in my job as your partner. I'm sorry."
…….Huh?
"N-No." Haruka stammered. "You guys are fine. I'm the one who's-"
"You're unhappy Sakura." Nirei retorted, pulling himself up to look Haruka in the eyes. "This has everything to do with us. Please, tell us what's wrong."
Haruka felt trapped, Nirei staring him down on one side and Suo encircling him on the other. What would he even say to them? It'd sound so childish if he said it aloud, but he can see the concern on their faces, eyes that scream "we aren't gonna let this go." He had to tell them.
"I'm just……..scared." Haruka started, eyes dropping to the floor. "That you guys are gonna leave me. That I'm just an experiment and not someone you can see yourselves with. It's like I'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop and I hate it. I don't want to feel like this, but I do. I'm sorry."
Silence crept between the three men. Haruka waited for their answers, fighting off the voices in his mind telling him that he made a mistake. He needed to believe in them.
"Well, if that's the case…"
A hand suddenly grabbed his chin, forcing him to face Suo directly. His lone eye has taken on a dark sheen, an intoxicating mix of love and lust enveloping it.
"Guess we'll just have to show you how much we love you. Right Akihiko?"
Haruka didn't get a chance to respond before a pair of hands grabbed his cum stained one. Nirei's lips brushed against his fingertips, honey colored eyes staring up at Haruka with the same dark look as Suo's.
"I really want you Sakura. Won't you let us have you?"
Haruka's cock hardened once more, his head filling with need and desperation. The looks in their eyes was too much to ignore, and he felt a large, warm bulge pressing into his backside. He couldn't ignore how much they wanted him, and how much he wanted them in return.
"….Suo….Nirei…I…..I….Please…..fuck me!"
That was all they needed to hear.
All at once they claimed him, overwhelming every sensation in his body. Suo sucked on his tongue, dragging his own across the roof of his mouth, while Nirei devoured the cum sticking to his hand. Haruka shivered with every suck and brush and squeeze, his moans the missing piece in their now harmonious melody.
"Ahh…P-please…..n-need you inside!" He cried out, gasping for breath before Suo silenced him again.
"Not now, need to prepare you for us." Suo responded, free hand wandering down to grab Haruka's clothed cock. "Aww you're getting nice and hard again!" He teased. "You wanna be a good boy for us?"
Haruka nodded fervently, grinding into the large hand palming at him.
"Then go clean Akihiko up first." Suo pulled away, lightly pushing him towards the blonde man. "I could see how much you wanted to devour him."
Haruka looked ahead and saw Nirei laying down on the bed, thighs open and waiting for him. A seductive smile painted his face, like an angel tempting him to fall.
"Go ahead, wanna feel your tongue on me."
Haruka didn't hesitate before jumping on Nirei. He traced the path of salty cum up and down his body, drinking in the man's taste and voice as he moaned beneath him. Strong hands pulling his hair made him groan and shiver, all the while Suo's elegant hands undressed and caressed him.
Their touch, the taste of cum, Nirei's heavenly moans. It all drove Haruka crazy, cock seeking any sort of friction against the bed. After Haruka was satisfied with his chest, he set his sights on Nirei's nipples, wanting to make him cum from being played with like a doll. He savored the way they hardened in his mouth, lapping up the salty sweat coating the surrounding skin.
But before he could go any further, a strong pair of legs flipped him over onto his back.
Dazed from the sudden movement, Haruka barely processed the knee pressed against his leg, pinning him in place. He looked up and observed Nirei ontop of him, something primal and hungry swirling in his eyes.
"N-Nirei?"
"Ahaha….sorry Sakura. I know you wanted to make me cum, but…." Nirei gazed down at Haruka's cock (wait when did Suo finish stripping him?), a seductive smile possessing his lips. "I don't think I can wait any longer."
"Just let him Sakura-kun." Suo chimed in as he settled on the bed, gently laying Haruka's head in his naked (wait, when did HE strip???) lap. "I think he's gonna explode if he waits any longer. Besides, this is about you right now. Not us."
Half an hour earlier Haruka would've tried to fight them on this, arguing that he needed to do something for them too, or that he didn't deserve to be between them. Now though, as they stared him down like prey, he just wants them to fuck him till he can't think.
"So" Haruka asked, relaxing in their hold. "Are you gonna fuck me or not?"
Suo and Nirei look back at each other for a brief moment, expressions somewhere between surprise and relief, before directing their heated gazes towards him.
"As you wish, Sakura."
"But of course, Sakura-kun."
In an instant, Nirei is on his knees kissing Haruka's cock. He gave the head curious kitten licks, savoring the taste of the cum soaking it. He continued down to the base, one hand stroking spit all over while the other held Haruka down, preventing him from thrusting inside Nirei's mouth.
Haruka cried out. Nirei hadn't even taken him in his mouth yet and he was already barrelling towards his climax. He opened his mouth to beg, only to feel something hard trace against his lips.
"As much as I enjoy hearing you moan, your mouth is just too tempting. Open up Sakura kun~."
Haruka put up no resistance as Suo's cock entered into his mouth, his position allowing it to slide down his throat till his nose was pressed against neatly trimmed pubic hair. He hallowed out his cheeks and sucked the slender cock, tongue circling the head and licking down long veins. A hand pulled at Haruka's hair, his moans vibrating through both of their bodies.
Below him, Nirei had finally begun to suck his cock, hands stroking what little he couldn't fit. His movements were intense and determined, bobbing his head up and down, dragging the cock against the roof of his mouth and down his throat. Drool streamed down his cock, pooling at the base where his multi-colored pubic hair laid. It drove Haruka insane, a hand grabbing the blondes head as he thrusted into his mouth.
Wet sounds of sex filled the room. The three of them connected together urged each other on, their moans vibrating through their bodies. Suo lazily thrusted into Haruka's mouth, who in return roughly claimed Nirei's. Hands groped each other and pulled on hair, to the point it was hard to tell who's hands were where. Haruka felt dizzy in the best way, thoughts and worries drowning in an ocean of pleasure below him.
Suddenly he felt something cold and wet tease his asshole. His body stiffened at the intrusion, freezing him until the hand in his hair stroked him back to life.
"It's ok." Suo soothed him. "Nirei's preparing you, just relax."
The rhythmic motions of Suo's hand lulled Haruka back into that fuzzy subspace. His relaxing body allowed Nirei's finger to enter him fully. The sticky liquid (Nirei's drool?) allowed him to glide through his walls, pressing and prodding at the firm muscle. Haruka squirmed, thrusting down into Nirei's finger as he sought the newfound pleasure.
The tension in his body built. Every thrust and suck and swipe brought Haruka closer and closer to the edge as his balls screamed for release. By the time Nirei fit a second finger in he was riding them, chasing a release that was in his sights. Suo was almost there too, his cock heavy in Haruka's mouth. The hand that had been caressing his head suddenly grabbed it hard, holding him in place as he fucked his throat.
"Haa..Haa….I'm close. What about you Akihiko?"
Nirei's response was muffled, but from the volume of his pitch it was clear he was almost there.
"Good good…" Suo looked down at Haruka, a finger coming down to wipe a tear from his eye.
"You're gonna swallow it all like a good boy, right Sakura-kun?" He asked breathlessly.
Haruka nodded as hard as Suo's grip would allow him, muffled begging vibrating through their bodies. Suo took the opportunity to speed up, cock brushing against the back of Haruka's throat. He was drowning in pleasure now, hands and tongues dragging him down into the abyss.
That's when he felt it.
Nirei's fingers pressing up against his prostate.
The tension snapped.
Haruka came hard and fast. His cum slid right down Nirei's throat, the tight feeling of his swallows stretching his orgasm out. At that same moment he felt Suo cum in his mouth. The salty liquid pooling in his mouth before he greedily swallowed it down. He couldn't hear or see anything, but it didn't matter. He felt fucking amazing.
It felt like forever before their orgasms finally subsided. They all laid together for a minute, catching their breaths and letting their minds recalibrate themselves. Just as he finally came back to himself, Haruka felt Nirei slide off his cock and crawl up his body, glossy eyes staring down at him.
"That….That was……wow. Are you ok Sakura?"
Haruka lazily slid off of Suo's cock, adjusting his head to gaze up at Nirei. "I'm fine." He answered, throat hoarse and scratchy on account of the long cock that had just been in his mouth. "I feel……really good."
"I'm glad." Suo said, sitting Haruka's body up before kissing him, unbothered by the remnants of his cum in the other mans mouth. "You were amazing Sakura-kun. Think you can be good for us one more time?" He asked, giving him that same gentle look he had when he discovered him.
Haruka didn't even need to think. He nodded a little too fast, head still feeling light from how hard he came.
"So fast! Someone's feeling good." Suo exclaimed, gently positioning Haruka on his hands and knees.
"We'll be gentle!" Nirei promised, swapping positions with Suo to settle before Haruka. He could see the remnants of his orgasm dripping down his cock, and instinctively he leaned forward and took the head in his mouth.
"Ahh!" Nirei moaned, still sensitive from his own orgasm. Haruka quickly enveloped the whole thing, savoring the stretch and burn from the thick cock. Behind him Suo held his hips in place, cock head teasing the rim of his hole.
"Couldn't wait to get him in your mouth huh? Don't worry, I won't leave you empty.~" He teased before shoving his cock inside Haruka. It filled him up with little resistance, the stretch burning in a pleasurable way. He tried to thrust backwards into Suo's cock, but the hands on his hips prevented him from moving how he wanted.
Suo began to thrust slowly, almost quizzically. Every movement pushed him further onto Nirei's cock, shoving it further down his throat till his nose was buried in brown pubic hair. He could feel Nirei jolt every time they moved, still so sensitive from his previous orgasms. Haruka tried to be gentle, but it was hard when his head was feeling fuzzy and he was being pushed into him.
Suddenly he felt it again, a pressure in his gut that shot pleasure through his body.
"There it is." Suo exclaimed, speeding his pace up to bully Haruka's poor prostate. "Awww you're making such cute noises! You like it when I fuck you there right?"
Haruka couldn't answer. His brain felt like slush, his vision warbled and his moans turned into babbles. His entire body felt like one giant nerve ending, like electricity flowed through him with every touch and pull. He was sinking in the sea of pleasure, all sounds muffled and unintelligible to him.
But through the waves, he could hear their praise.
"You're taking me so well Sakura-kun, you're such a good boy. You'll always be our good boy."
"Y-Your mouth feels amazing Sakura! I love you! Keep going!"
Hands moved down his body and pinched his nipples.
"You'll let us use you like this again right? There's so many things I wanna do to you."
"I-I want to be the one inside you next time! Promise me Sakura!"
More hands pulled his hair hard, nearly lifting him off Nirei's cock.
"I love you Sakura-kun, please cum with me!"
"I love you I love you I love you!!"
The sugary soft words twisted his guts into a knot so tight it was tearing away. He needed one of them to cum, to grab his cock, ANYTHING to relieve the burning ache in his core.
But he got none of that.
Instead what he felt was soft, tender lips. One on his head, the other on his back.
Not acts of lust, but of pure, undeniable love.
The thread snapped.
Haruka felt as if his body was being blown apart. He came even harder than before despite mostly being dry, what little there was spilling onto the bed bellow. His vision was white, his body was shaking and he couldn't hear the explosive moans that bounded throughout the bedroom. All he could do was feel himself cumming, feel his lovers spilling into him on both sides, warm and comforting. The feeling of them kept anchored in reality, away from the abyss he had nearly sunk into.
Once their streams had dried up, Haruka collapsed on the bed. He felt hands drag him back up, his body cradled between two others. Muffled voices spoke above him, close yet distant, tinted with concern. He felt tired, but he didn't want to sleep, so he closed his eyes and let them move him as they pleased.
A soft pillow beneath his head, something wet and soft cleaning him from below, soft hands pulling even softer fabrics onto his body. The voices above him sounded incredibly soft, relieved even. Another body positioned itself under him, and the thumping of a heartbeat filled his ears. Ahh….this was nice actually, maybe…..he could sleep……….
Haruka woke up sore all over.
His limbs felt like jelly and his head throbbed. It felt as if he had ran a marathon, one that left him exhausted but not in pain. It was weird, what happened? When did he get changed? He came home and napped didn't he? He couldn't have gotten that sore just from biking. What the hell did he-
"Mnnn….ohhh. Are you finally awake Sakura?"
Haruka suddenly became aware of the body below him, muscular yet lithe, arms wrapped around him like he was an oversized plushie. He looked up and saw Nirei, shining like the sun despite the sleep that lingered in his own eyes.
"Ni…..rei?"
"Good morning-err Afternoon technically!" Nirei greeted awkwardly, rubbing a hand behind his head. "How are you feeling? I'm sorry if we were rough on you."
Rough on him? What did he mean by-
Oh.
Now he remembered.
He had heard his boyfriends having sex, jacked off to them, got discovered and then had amazing sex with them.
Because they loved him.
"N-No! You're fine it was good!" Haruka exclaimed, voice hoarse and cracking. "I really liked it…." He hid his flushed face in Nirei's chest, wether because of embarrassment or awkwardness he didn't know.
Nirei exhaled above him. "Oh good, I was worried we went too far." He ran a hand through Haruka's hair before kissing his forehead. "You passed out not long after we finished, Hayato had to stop me from panicking."
"Sorry…." Haruka mumbled still waking up. He laid there for a few more moments, relishing in the warmth of Nirei's body, before a thought entered his mind. "Hey…..how did you know I was listening to you guys?"
"We heard you walk in." Suo answered as he climbed into bed behind Haruka. "You're not exactly the quietest person around." He laughed before turning his attention to the blonde. "There's stuff for fried rice in the fridge and I moved the reservation to Friday. Umemiya-san and Tsubaki-san are gonna be in town so I got a bigger table as well."
"Wait, reservation? What for?" Haruka questioned. Did he miss something while he was asleep?
"It was for you!" Nirei exclaimed, the blush on his face rivaling Haruka's in redness. "Neither of us had class today and we figured you'd finish early so we wanted to celebrate! But you're probably too tired to go out now so we changed plans."
Ahh….so that's why they were home. "M'Tired, thanks." Haruka said as he relaxed into their arms. "Sorry the plans got mess-AGH!"
"None of that now!" Suo sang as he pulled on Haruka's ear. "Guess we need to love on you some more hmm? You want me to call you good boy again?"
Haruka glared back at him with an unamused, tired look.
"…..Yeah that doesn't sound as good outside of sex does it."
"Not at all."
"Not now Hayato." Nirei reprimanded him with a exasperated look. "We all came three times already. Anymore and we'd be husks."
As the two squabbled, Haruka thought back to his earlier confession. In hindsight he felt mortified that he ever doubted them. It was so obvious they loved him but he couldn't get out of his own head to realize it.
"I'm…..sorry if it seemed like I doubted you guys." He finally admitted, his words halting the mini argument Suo and Nirei had gotten into. "I guess I'm still getting the hang of this whole relationship thing and you guys just seemed so comfortable with it. Felt like I was was doing something wrong."
He felt the two stare at him, and for a second he expected to either get scolded again or receive another declaration of love. Instead he felt his head be tipped up, Nirei's soft lips melding with his own while Suo kissed his neck. After a few seconds they swapped places, Suo's lips now claiming Haruka's while Nirei pecked at his neck. They weren't as intense as the kisses they shared earlier, but they were just as tender, just as loving.
"You're doing great Sakura-kun, promise." Suo comforted him, pressing another kiss to his lips. "Truth be told, we suspected you were feeling awkward and weren't telling us. You always seemed a little off whenever Aki-kun and I were flirting."
Oh, they knew. Of course they knew, they had his entire character locked down. He should have been honest from the start huh.
"We were gonna ask you about it after the party, but guess it worked out huh!" Nirei said, acting as if he and Suo hadn't resolved it by fucking Haruka silly. "And I wouldn't exactly call us a model relationship. Not when someone here refused to be honest about himself for the six months of the relationship and we broke up over it."
"It was only for a week!" Suo chimed back. "And I've been honest with you ever since haven't I?"
Nirei sighed and smiled, any previous anger gone. "Yeah, you have." He looked back at Haruka and kissed his forehead again. "We love you, so please, if you have any worries tell us."
Warmth fills Haruka's chest, fuzzy in a comforting way. It's like a weight had finally been lifted from his body, and now he feels as if he can accept their love without reservation.
"Mm, will do, and…..I love you too, Akihiko, Hayato."
The two men beamed brightly, excitement glittering in their eyes at the sound their first names. They kissed him one more time before settling on the bed, arms snugly wrapped around Haruka.
The air was comfortable, warming one down to the bone. Haruka felt content, resting in his lovers arms like this. It was like everything was where it was meant to be. He's sure in the future his worries will creep back up, like dust that always reappears when you least want it. But now he doesn't fear them now, because he has the love and reassurance of Suo and Nirei.
As long as he has them, he'll make it through, That he's certain of.