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''You don't even care about me, always treating me like it's some type of game. I am done, i wish we never fucking met Alhaitham. You are truly worthless and in the end-'' Kaveh turned around to walk towards his room. ''Nobody will ever care about you, not even if you left, goodnight Alhaitham.'' Kaveh walked off and before Alhaitham could even look up a loud slam of Kaveh's door echoed through the house.

Alhaitham stood there, tears forming in his eyes. He never cared how anyone thought about him but what Kaveh said to him shattered him in pieces.

''Is that... what he really thinks about me...'' Alhaitham sobbed to himself. 

Alhaitham could not think straight anymore, he fell to his knees, a loud thud could be heard echoing through the living room. He never cried this much before, he did not care if Kaveh could hear him crying. Before he could even register the door of Kaveh's room opening, blooming with light coming from his room, Alhaitham passed out completely.

Notes:

those two were strong in my mind so i had to write about them guh.

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Their relationship was not always like this. Many years of many crude comments towards each other had broken them apart. As much as Alhaitham liked to tease Kaveh, he never fully heard what Kaveh said. His noise cancelling headphones drew out all the noise and Alhaitham could only smirk sometimes not hearing if Kaveh said something. Alhaitham saw it as some kind of game, his way of flirting he supposed. Alhaitham had never been good at expressing his feelings and deep down he thought Kaveh could read him like an open book.

 

Kaveh was always kind to others, in a way it too much kindness for his own good. One day he found himself without a place to stay and Alhaitham offered a spare room he had. Kaveh missed how they used to be friends before. Ever since they went their own seperate ways Alhaitham had too much of an odd personality that Kaveh could never grasp. Deep down he did care for the man who always retorted back with some questions and answers as if he was the smartest person in the world. 

Kaveh knew all of Alhaitham deepest secrets. One day it was too much for Alhaitham to handle at the Akademiya, they asked him all sorts of questions and Kaveh saw him crumble. Alhaitham had covered his ears and looked in pain, Kaveh didn't think much of it but when Alhaitham was practically on the verge of crying, he excused them both and they went outside. Kaveh asked him what was wrong but all it earned him was a puff and Alhaitham looking away. Not even one ounce of a 'thank you' which hurt Kaveh deeply. Despite it all, Kaveh saw how Alhaitham headphones were broken, words left unspoken between each other. Kaveh decided to help Alhaitham out anyways and fixed it right on the spot. After it was fixed Alhaitham walked away as if it was nothing.

 

Nobody could figure out what kind of man Alhaitham actually was. He was more unreadable as an ancient desert tomb from thousands of years ago, it never fazed Alhaitham however, he would care less what other people would think about him and yet whenever he was confronted with Kaveh, his world seemed to stop. 


Alhaitham found himself at odds again when he was reading a book on his couch. As per usual he had taken Kaveh's house keys away, Alhaitham figured it was a game between them and that Kaveh liked the tease. As the clock struck in the evening again, a heavy knock on the door was heard. It was defiantly Kaveh, the way the door trembled at the loud bangs at the door. Alhaitham turned up his noise cancelling before putting down his book. He walked over to the door and opened it, in the door way a frustrated Kaveh was tapping his foot. 

''Really, again Alhaitham?'' Kaveh said furiously. Kaveh walked inside and Alhaitham followed suit.

''Not even gonna say anything clever this time? That is just great.'' Kaveh raised his voice.

Alhaitham stood there, not moving at all and arms crossed. His body language spoke for it self. ' Are you done here'. 

''Fine, don't say anything see if i care!'' Kaveh pointed at his chest. ''I could have hurt out there! Or what if someone tried and robbed me!'' Kaveh's voice became more furious and Alhaitham looked like he never cared at all, even rolling his eyes at the gesture.

Out of anger Kaveh pushed him back, Alhaitham felt a cord snap, the same cord that Kaveh fixed months ago at the Akademiya. Alhaitham could suddenly hear everything, every bit of frustration that Kaveh was exerting. 

''You know, i have had it with you and your games. I dislike you, no in fact, i hate you!'' Kaveh yelled. ''You always take my keys, always bully me and for what? Is it funny for you that i suffer?'' Kaveh tapped his foot.

''You don't even care about me, always treating me like it's some type of game. I am done, i wish we never fucking met Alhaitham. You are truly worthless and in the end-'' Kaveh turned around to walk towards his room. ''Nobody will ever care about you, not even if you left, goodnight Alhaitham.'' Kaveh walked off and before Alhaitham could even look up a loud slam of Kaveh's door echoed through the house.

Alhaitham stood there, tears forming in his eyes. He never cared how anyone thought about him but what Kaveh said to him shattered him in pieces. This is not how it usually went... unless Kaveh had always said such things to him. Before he could pick himself up, his mind faltered and tears ran down his face. 

''Is that... what he really thinks about me...'' Alhaitham sobbed to himself. 

Alhaitham could not think straight anymore, he fell to his knees, a loud thud could be heard echoing through the living room. He never cried this much before, he did not care if Kaveh could hear him crying. Before he could even register the door of Kaveh's room opening, blooming with light coming from his room, Alhaitham passed out completely.

Kaveh stood in the doorway, completely overwhelmed by the sight. Alhaitham had passed out from crying, for him?? Kaveh stepped out of his room hesitating but sighed and let go of his frustration. He tried to pick Alhaitham up but he was not strong enough to carry him. Instead he went to take a look, maybe Alhaitham had been hit with some type of possion or something. Kaveh's mind raced towards excuses, Alhaitham did not cry because of what he said right. Kaveh quickly snapped, the cord he had fixed months ago had finally snapped into two. 

It hit Kaveh like a truck, all this time Alhaitham could not hear him because of the headphones. He was extremenly upset, Alhaitham did do it all on purpose but why did he do that, what was Alhaitham's goal? Kaveh shook his head and tried to lift up Alhaitham once more. 

He finally managed to get Alhaitham on the couch, the man was completely passed out from expressing mere emotions. On one hand Kaveh felt guilty but on the other, it might have been best for Alhaitham to hear it finally. He managed to grab a blanket and put it over Alhaitham. He stood there looking at him, Alhaitham was finally not giving him a snappy look but something turned in his own gut. Kaveh felt bad and wanted to express his frustration at the situation. He sighed. 

''Tomorrow, tomorrow i will ask him.'' Kaveh sighed. He glanced back once more before stepping into his room for the night, leaving Alhaitham passed out on the couch.


Morning arrived and Kaveh had slept through his alarm. Another missed client, it has been hours since his appointment with the other man and right now, he could not even bother to check. He slowly sat up, looking at his door. He was going to have to face him sooner or later and sighed. Kaveh quickly got up and dressed himself before entering the living room. 

He glanced over on the couch but Alhaitham was gone. 'Must have went to work' Kaveh thinks to himself. He wanders and looks over at Alhaitham's door towards his room. The door is wide open, oddly strange giving Alhaitham always has it closed. He strides over and knocks before entering. Nobody is there either, he looks around, finally stepping into Alhaitham's room for the first time since he moved in. Kaveh picks up multiple things, there are clothes missing and the room is beyond messy. Kaveh thinks nothing about it and shakes his head. 'Most likely a desert trip he got called in for, no matter he will return in a week.' 

Kaveh gets ready to leave for the day, he needs to talk to that client after all. By the door he notices that there's two pairs of keys, Alhaitham didn't take his keys with him. A panic rises through Kaveh, Alhaitham would never leave his keys, no Alhaitham would rather take both keys instead. 


Kaveh walks around the Akademiya, he asks several people if they have seen Alhaitham. Majority of them are scared to ask but all of them respond with the same answer. ''No''. 

Once he walks out of the Aakdemiya, Kaveh starts to shake. Alhaitham up and left, Kaveh is the only one who seems to even care. He slaps himself in the face to wake up. He walks around Sumeru city, going to any hotels in the area, all of them say the exact same. ''No, there is no guest registered towards that name.'' 

Reality seems to hit Kaveh harsher then before, where could his roommate have gone to without even notifying anyone. Thoughts spiral to his head but the evening shines upon Sumeru City once more, Kaveh is too tired to keep looking for today, utterly spend walking everywhere. He ignored several appointments for this, some could have made him enough more to pay rent for multiple months. Alhaitham was not one to run away and Kaveh could never read him, the only thing he knew is that it was serious.


It has been a week and everyone is whispering rumors, a scribe has gone missing and its none other then Alhaitham. Majority of the people have never heard of him but those who do, some are excited he is gone whilst other do show some more emotion. 

Kaveh hears all of these rumors, he had reported Alhaitham missing. They had promised Kaveh they would do their best but to Kaveh it was not good enough. Even sort of rumor he could dig up for any sort of hint to Alhaitham's location he would follow. He even went to Dori for such thing but even she could not confidently give him answers. If even she did not know then there would be no hope in finding Alhaitham after all.

It weight on his conions a lot, Kaveh barely managed to sleep the entire week with heavy eyebags under his eyes. Every single noise would wake up him at night and every single dream would give him the exact same. Alhaitham would be standing in front of the door again but each time he would wake up, tears would form in his eyes. He felt extremely guilty, everyone assured him it was not his fault but that did not matter to Kaveh.


Two weeks, two weeks and nobody still found a sign of Alhaitham. Kaveh seriously started to worry now, his sleep deprivation overwhelmed him. He hated the fact he was powerless in this situation. Another day was dragged out longer then it had to be, meetings upon meetings yet Kaveh could only hear half the entire conversation. When he got home, it did not even feel like home to him anymore, not without Alhaitham. 

A knock on the door and Kaveh jumps, who would know this late in the evening. He opened the door hoping Alhaitham would there but instead it was someone delivering a letter that came from Tighnari. Kaveh didn't think much of it, maybe it were some words of wisdom. He closed the door, Kaveh did not even want to bother sitting on that couch, its where Alhaitham always sat, the book still on the table. 

Kaveh grumbled to himself, he didn't feel like doing anything but drink his sorrows away. Part of the living room was already filled with some empty bottles he left there from previous nights and Kaveh's room was not much better. 

Finally he mustered the power to open the letter, better sooner or later. Kaveh had lost all hope but to his surprise..

''Alhaitham has been found in deep in the jungle, we think some spirit's of the jungle took care of him, he is safe. We do not know what might have occurred, investigation is still on going.''

 

Kaveh's eyes went wide, tears forming at the corner of his eyes. He did not waste a moment, immediately full with energy and ran off towards the forest rangers.


When Kaveh finally arrives it is extremely late, the sky is as dark as the rings around his eyes, the forest rangers inform him that Tighnari had left already towards another job within the forest. The forest rangers take him to Alhaitham who is sound asleep, Kaveh looks at his face and confirms to the forest rangers he must have started to cry. They look at each other but Kaveh explains the incident, slightly altering course of events, to the forest rangers. 

Tighnari arrives back and tells Kaveh some news. 

''Ah you got my letter, didn't think you would show up, it is dangerous this late.'' Tighnari chimes in.

''I am aware but this... i could not let it go, i had to see him.'' Kaveh bows his head.

''I know... you want to-'' Kaveh struggles with his words.

''We had a argument, two weeks ago. That day already started shitty for me, first i dropped important papers when i was showing them to a client, then my wallet almost got stolen. When it was last i found out.. he took my keys again. That day was a drag so... i might have lashed out on him.'' Kaveh admits. 

''It's not what you think. Usually he does not hear anything i have to say but his headphones malfunctioned. So he heard.. everything i said to him this time. And i guess he didn't think i would ever say those things to him.'' Kaveh starts shaking.

''Kaveh, we all have our moments. It's not your fault he left, he is an adult after all.'' Tighnari informs him. ''What did... and i am sorry if i go too far, what did you say to him exactly?''

''Ugh, do i have to.. fine. I told him he was worthless and no one would ever care about him if he left....'' Kaveh eyes start to prickle, he feels tears forming. He wants to take it back wishing he never said it.

''I see...'' Tighnari stays silent for a bit. ''Good news is however that he will be brought back home tomorrow, you can come with we will escort you.'' Tighnari ends with a smile.

''Thanks Tighnari, thank you for... finding him.'' 


The forest rangers have just left the house and bid Kaveh farewell. Now that the door is closed, he looks over to Alhaitham's room. Alhaitham still appears to be sound asleep. Kaveh looks around the home and it is a mess, he knows as soon as Alhaitham wakes up he will argue with Kaveh about the mess, pretending nothing happened. 

Kaveh slowly cleans up all the bottles, vacuums the floor and does the dishes. Last night it was for the first time in two weeks he got some decent sleep. Once he is done, he enters Alhaitham's room once more and sits on the chair. Kaveh is worried, Alhaitham has not woken up the entire time since he has been found, he has been breathing but that's the only sign of life there is. Kaveh ends up falling asleep in the chair, its not comfortable but he wants to be there when Alhaitham wakes up.  

 

Whispers flow throughout Kaveh's mind, he wakes up quickly and hears murmers coming from Alhaitham's mouth.

''Is that what Kaveh thinks about me....'' Alhaitham murmers in his sleep, tears falling down his face. 

Kaveh looks at him bewildered but keeps quiet.

''I don't deserve anyone...'' 

Kaveh's heart breaks into pieces, is this some kind of joke? Alhaitham would never confess his feelings nor speak up about it, he is unreadable.

''I'm sorry.... i don't know how to love...''

Kaveh wants to reach out, his hand in the air, hovering to pick up Alhaitham's wrist.

''I love you, Kaveh.......''

Tears keep falling from Alhaitham's face whilst he is asleep, he is overwhelmed with feelings that seemed to get to him. Alhaitham never opens up to anyone, he prefers to be alone and to be left alone. Kaveh does not waste a second and he grabs Alhaitham's wrists. The warmth seems to have made Alhaitham more aware, Alhaitham rolls over and breaks free from Kaveh's grip.

''Go away, you hate me.'' Alhaitham speaks up. 

''Haitham...i don't-''

''Yes you do, i am worthless, not waste your time on me.'' Alhaitham quickly says.

Kaveh's world seems to stand still, he leans over, giving Alhaitham a hug. Alhaitham starts to shiver and sits up, he still does not face Kaveh, afraid to see his gaze.

''Feelings... they are not my strong suit. I assumed... but perhaps my theory was off. When you said those things, you said it like you meant it.'' Alhaitham murmurs. ''Do you hate me?'' 

''Alhaitham.. you are.. annoying to deal with, you have to always know better then me and you always play these pranks on me, how do you think i feel?'' Kaveh says with sobs. ''Each time, it feels like you are bullying me and now you ran away, i was worried sick about you. Do not ever do that again.'' Kaveh says sternly.

It is quiet between the two, the hug feels warm, Alhaitham's strong arms hold Kaveh tightly. For the first time, they managed to at least start and talk. 

''And for the record, i hate you only sometimes. Look...-'' Kaveh pulls away from the hug, cupping Alhaitham's head to face him. ''It does not have to be this way, i need to ask, why do you do the things you do to me?''

''I thought it was quite obvious, i was merely teasing you... however that is not the correct theory then.'' Alhaitham admits. ''I cannot explain how i feel, it is difficult for me, i don't know how to communicate these things to you. You are always busy so i figured it was a mere game.''

''I am sorry, Kaveh.'' Alhaitham says tenderly.

Both their walls seem to crumble and they embrace in a hug once more.

''You stupid idiot, never pull this shit again okay, let's figure things out together. However-'' Kaveh looks at him sternly. ''You are a mess, go take a shower, ill clean up your room for you.''

Alhaitham nods and stands up. ''Thank you, Kaveh..'' Alhaitham warmly smiles.


Kaveh proceeds to make dinner whilst Alhaitham sits patiently. They have not spoken a word since Alhaitham took a shower. Once dinner is done, Kaveh sets the table and they both eat. Alhaitham does not look at Kaveh at all and Kaveh notices but does not want speak up. Perhaps things are better left unsaid for now. Once Kaveh does the dishes Alhaitham joins him, Kaveh finds it odd but then again they both feel guilty on what transpired. 

 

Alhaitham sits down on the couch, not saying a word, instead he looks into the distance. He unsure on what move to make or what to even say at this point. Kaveh sits next to him and looks at him.

''Everything alright Haitham?'' 

"Despite all things considered i would say so.'' 

''Right... that is uhm good to hear.'' Kaveh says awkwardly.

''Kaveh.. i want an honest answer.''

Kaveh nods ''Mhm''.

''Did you hear... my ramblings, i tend to talk during my sleep.'' 

''I did before i woke you up. I know what you said.'' Kaveh confirms.

''I see...'' Alhaitham murmurs.

 

It is quiet between them, they both know and neither want to comment on it. Kaveh is the first one to make his move and slowly inches his hand towards Alhaitham. It catches Alhaitham's hand and Kaveh can feel Alhaitham flinch at the contact. Alhaitham slowly turns towards Kaveh and cups his head, looking at those beautiful eyes. Alhaitham feels like he could drown in that gaze of Kaveh, he would do anything for him.

Before Kaveh can move his hand to hold Alhaitham, Alhaitham leans in, lips hovering close. Alhaitham hesitates for a moment but Kaveh leans in, kissing him on the mouth. Slowly Kaveh wraps his arms around Alhaitham and sits on top of him. Kaveh breaks away and Alhaitham is blushing. Alhaitham's hands move down and hold Kaveh's waist into place, they both look at each other and Kaveh leans in again. Alhaitham's mouth gives away, allowing Kaveh to slowly explore him with his tongue, the kiss is gentle as if they longed for each other. It is not brutal, it does not need haste, its gentle. 

Kaveh can feel Alhaitham getting hard just from making out, Kaveh blushes more at the sight of it, slowly grinding his hips. Alhaitham moans into Kaveh's mouth, Kaveh breaks away as Alhaitham is panting heavily. Kaveh is trying to ignore the fact he is hard too but the moans Alhaitham makes are so loud, it turns him on even more. Alhaitham tosses his head back, the sensation is too much and he moves down, squeezing Kaveh's ass. Kaveh moans and in response grinds harder. Alhaitham could only dream of Kaveh being on top of him, the thoughts that go through his mind flash before him. Before Alhaitham can respond he sees stars and moans louder then before, coming untouched just from Kaveh's grind. He pants and Kaveh wipes away his hair which is messy.

For a moment they sit still, Alhaitham calms down and looks, his face is beaming read. He is sweating like a mad man, he reaches out to Kaveh and leans in to kiss Kaveh slowly again. At this moment Alhaitham does not care anymore, this could be a dream he thinks and parts away.

''Kaveh... I love you.. don't ever leave me, please..'' Alhaitham pants.

''I... love you too Haitham...'' Kaveh smiles.

Before Kaveh can continue the grind he is picked up and pinned against the wall. Alhaitham kisses him in his neck, slowly leaving marks. Kaveh tilts his head up with euphoria, he can't believe this is going to happen. Kaveh always had a crush on Alhaitham but he could not dare to admit that, their years made it difficult and after some time he fully gave up, thinking this man was unreachable. 

Alhaitham parts way and kisses Kaveh again on the mouth, this time with hunger and intent, Kaveh does the same, he is hungry and searching. Alhaitham walks around with Kaveh, going towards Alhaitham's room and Kaveh did not even notice. He is thrown down onto the mattress and air escapes him, Alhaitham pins him immediately and pushes his wrist above his hand. Before Kaveh can retort, green vines wrap around his wrist, pinning him against the head board.

''Haitham... what are you-'' Alhaitham puts his finger on Kaveh's mouth.

''I don't want you to leave me..'' Alhaitham admits looking away.

''I won't, i promise..'' Kaveh pants lightly.

''Then let me take care of you, show my true feelings. Everything for you, my light.'' 

Kaveh nods as Alhaitham explores his body, he manages to take of Kaveh's shirt and all the accessories. Alhaitham slowly kisses Kaveh, he starts from the neck, slowly going down. The kisses are tender and sweet, Alhaitham seems intent on showing his love to Kaveh besides words. Alhaitham gets to the end, right above Kaveh's pants he stills, seeking permission from Kaveh to move on. Kaveh smiles, cute he thinks, Alhaitham seeking if he wants to continue. Kaveh nods to him and slowly Alhaitham pulls down Kaveh's pants, together with his underwear. Kaveh shivers as his cock flaps against his own stomach, precum dripping all over his stomach, it is flushed completely red, seeking release. 

Alhaitham looks at Kaveh before slowly continuing with his kisses, he kisses Kaveh's shaft and Kaveh bucks up instinctively. Alhaitham is slowly peppering Kaveh's cock with kisses until he stills and licks up Kaveh's cock. Kaveh moans and bucks up even more, seeking more warmth or friction, he is so close. Alhaitham pulls back and licks his lips before slowly decending on Kaveh's cock, he does not waste a second, he wants it and craves it. Alhaitham goes towards the end and Kaveh feels it, the warmth of Alhaitham's mouth engulfing him entirely, it feels so good. Alhaitham goes slow, going up and down. Kaveh moans loudly, the feeling is utterly divine. It is as if Alhaitham was made to please him.

Kaveh had other partners before but none could ever match what Alhaitham did to him, there was feeling behind it and not some quick one night stand. Kaveh craves release but Alhaitham holds him down, going at his own pace.

''Ha.. Haitham... i'm so-'' Kaveh pants.

Alhaitham backs off, fully letting the cock pop out of his mouth. He looks at Kaveh, staring him in the eyes.

''In my mouth, i want to taste you, i crave you.'' Alhaitham says smoothly. 

Before Kaveh can respond, Alhaitham is already filling up his entire mouth with Kaveh's cock, it hits the back of his throat and Kaveh sees starts. It goes black for a moment. Kaveh releases massive white spurts into Alhaitham's mouth and Alhaitham keeps milking him through it, making sure everything releases. Kaveh never felt this much pleasure before, he damned himself if he would ever let Alhaitham go. Even if his personality gets in the way, Kaveh will stay no matter the cost. Kaveh knows as well as Alhaitham does, this will no longer be the same after this. 

 

Alhaitham pulled back, ignoring his cock which is stirring with interest and intent. He waits for Kaveh to come down from his high which only takes a couple seconds.

''You taste.. so fucking good, Kaveh.'' Alhaitham lightly pants.

Kaveh is at a loss for words, he cant even think straight anymore. He loves Alhaitham so much everything is overwhelming.

''Continue.. please...'' Kaveh manages to blurt out.

Alhaitham nods and another vine extends towards Alhaitham's hand, a flower blossoms and turns into oils, dripping onto his fingers. Kaveh does not even know how Alhaitham is doing this, he supposes Alhaitham has experimented the capabilities with his vision before and molded it to do any of this. He does not question it. 

Slowly the vines tilt him up so Kaveh can see more, it wraps around his legs carefully and spreads them, earning another moan. Alhaitham slightly smiles.

''You are doing so good.. so good for me.'' Alhaitham caresses Kaveh's face.

With his right hand is slowly dips in one finger, Kaveh's rim allows it entry and Kaveh flinches at the sudden intrusion. Alhaitham stills for a moment and Kaveh nods to continue. Alhaitham slowly works his finger in all the way to the knuckle. Slowly going in and out making sure Kaveh gets adjusted to the intrusion. 

''More.. you can do more...'' Kaveh moans.

A second finger slips in and Alhaitham angles it just right, it hits Kaveh's prostate. Kaveh bucks up, it is too much. Alhaitham can feel how tight Kaveh is, he slowly works his way in, Kaveh's rim clamping down on his fingers.

''Haitham.. please.. that's enough.'' Kaveh pleads.

Alhaitham shakes his head. ''Trust me, Kaveh... the last thing i would want to do is harm you.'' 

Alhaitham adds a third finger, scissoring Kaveh open. He cant breathe and pants, the sensation is too much, Alhaitham does it with tender and intent. Kaveh bucks up and comes with a moan, Alhaitham can feel how strong Kaveh is convulsing around his fingers. Alhaitham's mind wonders, wonders how much heat he can take. He does not know if he is ready for it but he wants to feel Kaveh around his massive cock.

Kaveh calms down once more, he continues to pant hard.

''Fuck... i-'' Kaveh pants.

''My fingers felt so good didn't they.. i bet you will come on my cock too then.'' Alhaitham murmurs. 

Kaveh is half hard, the sensation of being loved is too much. The over-stimulation hits his body, Kaveh feels like he is going to faint. Kaveh moves around, wanting to escape but the vines still bind his hands onto the headboard, growing tighter.

''Haitham... please i need-'' 

''Shh, i know what you want don't worry''. Alhaitham assures him.

Kaveh can feel words leaving him behind, the lump at the back of his throat does not help either. He struggles to think, wanting to retort but his body fails him. Alhaitham slowly takes his fingers out and pulls back a bit. He removes his shirt quickly, the shine on his abs, dazzling Kaveh and earning a moan from the man beneath him. Alhaitham removes his undergarments, his girthy cock springing free. Kaveh shivers at the sight, Alhaitham was not kidding when he did not want to harm Kaveh.

''Haitham... you are too big that's not going to fit.'' Kaveh says in panic.

''You are already so good for me, Kaveh. Just relax and let yourself go, give into me.'' Alhaitham says softly.

Alhaitham lines his cock up with Kaveh's rim, slowly rubbing against it. Kaveh can feel himself relaxing and anticipating, he eagerly waits for entry and grinds himself against Alhaitham's cock. Alhaitham moves a hand through his hair and breaths heavily. He slides the head of his cock in and he feels Kaveh's hole gripping him tight, at this rate he won't even last. Kaveh shivers, he closes his eyes to feel more of Alhaitham entering him, he does not need to wait long. 

Alhaitham slowly shoves the head of his cock in and out Kaveh's rim, making him get used to the sensation. Kaveh grunts, he wants more and needs more but he can only feel what Alhaitham is willing to give back. Alhaitham grabs his waist and slowly pushes in more, the intrusion makes Kaveh's body tighten even more. He wanted this so much it feels nearly like a dream, his hole has never strected this wide before. Kaveh's body fights against him to stop Alhaitham from entering more, Alhaitham slowly goes in and out giving Kaveh more time to get used to it. When he feels Kaveh is ready again he pushes in more, going halfway before he stops. Kaveh has tears in his eyes, the girth of Alhaitham's cock inside him is too much. He wants to be good for Alhaitham, he has longer for this man ever since they met. Alhaitham's personality made it quite difficult for the past few years to regain a flame within Kaveh. 

Alhaitham stills as the man underneath him shivers, he slowly removes one of his hands and whipes away Kaveh's tears. Kaveh opens his eyes slowly and murmers something, Alhaitham moves closer with his ear towards Kaveh's mouth.

''Please... unbind me.. pull me up on your lap.... this position... is not doing it...'' Kaveh whipsers in Alhaitham's ear. 

Alhaitham pulls back and gestures with his hand, the vines break away and Kaveh freely moves his arms around again. Alhaitham slowly pulls Kaveh on his lap, cock still burried halfway inside of him. Kaveh wraps his arms around Alhaitham and Alhaitham hands move down to hold Kaveh's ass. Alhaitham slowly pushes up Kaveh's body, before slowly sinking him down again. It is slow and tender, Kaveh moans at the sight of it, head rolling back with each slow trust Alhaitham makes him inside of him. Alhaitham is carving out Kaveh's body, slowly and with intent, to mark Kaveh so no one else can ever enter again. Alhaitham pulls Kaveh almost fully up, leaving the head of his cock in, he stills for a bit and Kaveh looks at him confused. Alhaitham is trembling and decides to give in, slamming Kaveh fully down, carving his cock all the way in, deep inside. Kaveh arches back at the sudden trust and comes untouched, he pants and kisses Alhaitham on the mouth, slowly making out. 

Kaveh pulled back slowly and Alhaitham continued to slowly lift Kaveh up and down from his cock. Alhaitham moaned each time he brought Kaveh down fully and Kaveh couldn't help but blush. The sight of Alhaitham losing himself within Kaveh was too adorable. Usually he was stone cold with his expression but this time they were filled with lust, Alhaitham was practically drooling and a massive blush struck his face. Alhaitham squeezed Kaveh's ass tightly before he stood up, Kaveh's breath left his lungs quickly and Alhaitham rutted into Kaveh with a mild pace.

''I fucking love you, Kaveh.'' Alhaitham kept chanting over and over again. 

Alhaitham lost himself in the warmth and pleasure, with one last trust, spilling his seed deep inside Kaveh. Kaveh's eyes rolled back, he was being completely filled, he could feel the spend, dripping down past his rim onto the ground. Alhaitham would curse him out later for it but at this moment Kaveh did not care. He felt Alhaitham slowly rocking back and forth, making sure he spilled everything into Kaveh. Alhaitham slowly comes back from his high, he still hard and Kaveh seems to notice too, they are not done yet. 

Alhaitham slowly pulls out of Kaveh and lays Kaveh on his stomach, ass up and arms down on the bed. Vines wrap around Kaveh once more to hold him in place, Kaveh is not complaining anymore. Slowly Alhaitham pushes in again, slowly trusting in and out.

''This is not about having sex, or fucking you. I am making love to you, Kaveh.. i hope you understand now how i feel about you.'' Alhaitham tone sounds so sweet, Kaveh moans and nods. 

The slow slaps can be heard throughout the house, it is obscene but Alhaitham has lost all care in the world. Every time he feels if he goes deeper and deeper into Kaveh, he wants to confirm something to himself, its a theory. Alhaitham knows he is big and in this position he should defintly feel if it is true. His pace turns slow once more, he moves his hand to the underside of Kaveh's stomach, he brushes over it and trusts in deeply. Theory confirmed, he can feel Kaveh's stomach bulging with each trust, that would explain why Kaveh has not said a word in ages, he is too lost in pleasure. 

''Kaveh...'' Alhaitham whispers, he waits for any type of response but Kaveh all but moans at each trust.

Alhaitham thinks to himself if he should go faster, before he can decide however, he feels Kaveh grinding up against him, seeking more friction. He moves his hands back to Kaveh's waist and goes to a mild pace, each trust going deep. Alhaitham is losing himself at this stage too, he is working himself to an edge, seeking his own pleasure. Kaveh spills untouched once more and Alhaitham isnt too far behind, his pace is no longer tender, it is brutal. One big trust and he spills himself fully again into Kaveh, it seems it is much more then last time. Kaveh collapes and Alhaitham follows suit, still burried within Kaveh.

Kaveh is the first to pass out, Alhaitham tries to move his arms and tries to pull out but passes out as well, the sheer exhaustion of feelings and desire is too much for both. 


It is morning now, Kaveh is the first one to stir awake, his entire body feels sore. His hips are most likely covered in bruises. He tries to move but feels heavy, looking up Alhaitham is sound asleep on top of him. He tries to stirr Alhaitham awake, nudging at his arms which lay besides him. Alhaitham stirs awake, still laying down on him.

''Good morning, sunshine.'' Alhaitham whispers.

''Good morning... you are uhm.. still on top of me, would you mind moving?'' Kaveh says softly.

The moment Alhaitham moves, he goes hard again, his morning wood awakens inside Kaveh.

''Ah-'' Kaveh moans. 

''Sorry.. it seems i passed out with you. Do you want me to-'' 

''Just take the edge off Alhaitham, make it quick'' Kaveh huffs.

Alhaitham slowly rocks back and forth, he never thought morning sex would feel this good either. Kaveh moans at the pleasure, he is half hard and the friction of bed is getting to him.

''Alhaitham, please flip me, i want to see you.'' Kaveh pleads.

Alhaitham stills and pulls out, quickly turning over Kaveh before he slowly rocks back in. Kaveh moves his legs up against Alhaitham shoulders. He looks at Alhaitham face, beaming red and lost in pleasure.

''You feel so good Haitham...'' Kaveh confesses. ''This isn't just some one time thing right?'' 

''No.. i would never... i can't do that to you. You deserve more, Kaveh. I love you.. and change our relationship, only if you want.'' Alhaitham admits.

''Does that include the rent being free?'' Kaveh teases.

''Absolutely not, i still need to pay those bills.. but maybe rent can be less now.'' Alhaitham says softly.

''Then yes, i would like to be in a relationship with you Haitham.'' Kaveh smiles.

At the confession Alhaitham trusts quicker into Kaveh, Kaveh moans desperately. It feels too good to be true that things are going to change but right now, it is bliss. Alhaitham moves in with one big trust and releases into Kaveh again, Alhaitham moves his hand towards Kaveh's cock and strokes him off. Kaveh ruts back against his hand before spilling all over his own stomach. They both pant and Alhaitham pulls out of Kaveh and kisses him on the forehead.

''I love you, Kaveh, forever more.'' 

''I love you too Haitham, but i love you more.'' Kaveh teases.

''You really have to make everything a compition, don't you.'' Alhaitham says in a sharp tone.

''I am doing the exact same thing you did to me!!'' Kaveh pouts.

''Oh... i see, i am still sorry about that.'' Alhaitham looks down.

''Well, don't do it anymore from now on.'' Kaveh scoffs.

''I wont, i promise my light.'' Alhaitham says softly.

Kaveh sits up and kisses Alhaitham on the mouth passionetly. The entire room is a mess and the heavy weights of both their shoulders have been lifted. For the first time in a while, they both feel at peace. No more games, no more pain. Only love remains between them and Alhaitham promised it would stay that way.