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I arrive at my own meeting exactly eight minutes late, and every second is calculated. The conference room at Ayala Avenue stretches before me. Floor-to-ceiling glass overlooking the glittering sprawl of Makati, a custom narra wood table that cost more than most people's cars, and nine men in barong Tagalog and business suits who've been waiting just long enough to doubt themselves.
Perfect.
My Jimmy Choos click against Italian marble as I make my entrance. I don't apologize. Don't explain. I simply walk the perimeter of the room, letting the silence build like humidity before a storm.
Power isn't about volume. It's about knowing when to stay quiet.
"Ms. DeLuca," the lead investor finally breaks. Antonio Mendoza. Old Manila money, new desperation. "We were beginning to think—"
"That I wouldn't come?" I stop behind his chair, close enough that he can smell my perfume. Chanel No. 5, classic and uncompromising. "I always come, Mr. Mendoza. The question is whether your offer is worth my time."
His throat works visibly. Beside him, his younger associate, Antonio something, Ateneo MBA, family money, zero spine, just shifts like a student caught cheating.
I took my seat at the head of the table, crossing my legs. Behind me, BGC pulses with ambition. Every tower represents a victory, a deal, a man who underestimated me.
"Shall we begin?"
Mendoza fumbles with his leather portfolio. "We're prepared to offer two billion pesos for the Makati project."
I don't move. Don't blink. Just let the number hang in the air like a bad joke.
"Then you're wasting my time." I stand, smoothing my black Filipiniana-inspired dress—modern, tailored, devastating. "My assistant will validate your parking."
"Wait!" Young Antonio's panic is delicious. New money always breaks faster. "We can go higher—"
I pause at the door, one hand on the brushed steel handle. Count to three. Let them marinate in their desperation.
"How much higher?"
"Two point five billion," Mendoza offers, strain evident in his voice.
"Three billion," Antonio counters his own partner.
Now I turn. Return to the table but remain standing, forcing them to look up.
"Five billion."
"That's—" Mendoza's face flushes. "That's robbery.”
"What's robbery," I say, leaning forward, "is thinking you can buy prime Makati real estate for bargain prices. The skyline doesn't come cheap, gentlemen. Neither do I."
The truth? I walked in ready to accept three billion. Fair price, maybe even generous. But the moment I saw Mendoza's twitching jaw, the sweat on Antonio's upper lip despite the airconditioning, the way their lawyer kept touching his Ateneo ring like a prayer, I knew I could push.
Weakness has a scent. Fear has a rhythm. These men reeked of both.
"Five billion is—" another investor starts.
"My only offer." I check my Cartier watch, a gift to myself after my first billion-peso deal. "You have thirty seconds. After that, I call the Consunji Corporation. I hear they're very interested."
Twenty-seven seconds later, Mendoza's shoulders sag in defeat.
"Five billion."
"Excellent choice." I nod to my assistant hovering near the door. Maya has been there the whole time, invisible until needed. "Maya will send contracts to your office. I expect signatures by five PM tomorrow."
They file out like defeated soldiers, probably already convincing themselves they won somehow. Let them. They just overpaid by two billion pesos, and they'll thank me for the privilege.
The room empties, leaving me alone with my city.
I walk to the windows, pressing my palm against the cool glass. Forty floors below, Makati churns with life. Jeepneys weaving through traffic like schools of fish, pedestrians rushing across Ayala Avenue, the eternal dance of ambition and survival.
All of it mine to shape. To build. To conquer.
My phone buzzes against the narra table. A notification with my ex's name.
I delete it without reading, jaw tightening despite myself.
Beatrice Armstrong. Even thinking her name leaves a bitter taste, like tuba left too long in the sun.
Once, I was young enough and stupid enough to believe success meant nothing without someone to share it with. Beatrice seemed perfect, brilliant and beautiful, also from one of Manila's oldest families. She whispered promises in the dark, traced the scars I'd collected climbing from nothing to everything, made me believe vulnerability wasn't the same as weakness.
Then she sold every secret I'd ever told her to my biggest competitor.
That betrayal cost me five hundred forty million pesos and a piece of myself I'll never recover.
Never again.
I pour myself a glass of wine from the crystal decanter in my office. A 2015 Bordeaux, the year I made my first billion. Dark, complex, with notes of leather and something almost violent.
Like me, I suppose. An acquired taste most people can't handle.
"You enjoy watching grown men squirm, don't you?"
I don't startle. Audrey Sevilleja has a talent for appearing like smoke. My chief legal counsel stands in the doorway, all sharp angles and sharper intelligence, her hair in a bun that could cut glass.
"Fear is efficient," I say without turning from the window. "Love is a liability."
"You say that like it's a religion."
"I built an empire on it."
Audrey moves into the room with the confidence of someone who earned their place through brilliance, not birthright. At twenty-eight, she's the youngest chief counsel in Makati, and she wears it like armor.
We're alike that way. Women who clawed up from nothing, who learned early that the world gives you nothing you don't take.
"The contracts are ready," she says, dropping papers on my desk. "Five billion. You're terrifying.”
"That's why you tolerate me."
"'Tolerate' is generous." She pours herself wine without asking. That's Audrey, she takes liberties no one else would dare, and somehow I allow it.
Maybe because she understands what it means to be failed by the people who should have protected you. We don't talk about it, Audrey keeps her past locked tighter than my NDAs, but I know her family let her down. I know she doesn't see them anymore.
Just like I don't see mine.
When she walked into my office four years ago, fresh from UP Law, I saw it immediately. That hunger. The kind that comes from having something to prove, from needing to be the best not just for yourself, but to prove everyone wrong.
The same hunger that made me build this empire out of spite.
"You know why I hired you?" I say suddenly.
"Because I'm brilliant?" She raises an eyebrow. "Because I can spot a contract loophole from across the metro?"
"Because you had something to prove." I meet her eyes. "I saw that hunger. The same one I had and still have. To be the best. To prove everyone who doubted us wrong."
Something raw flickers across Audrey's face before she locks it down. "Is that why you introduced me to Mikaela and Sienna? Brought me into your circle?"
"Maybe." I turn back to the window. "Though Mikaela would kill me if she heard me claim ownership. She's been putting up with me since high school."
Audrey snorts. "Please. You and Mikaela are so codependent, Sienna calls you an old married couple."
"Sienna calls everyone an old married couple." But I smile despite myself.
Mikaela Lim has been my anchor for fifteen years, the only person who stayed through every phase of my rise. Her younger sister Sienna Lim came as a package deal, and somehow we became an unlikely quartet when I brought Monique into the fold.
"Speaking of which, Noche Buena at Mikaela's next month," Audrey says. "You coming?"
"Do I have a choice?"
"Not really. Sienna's making her famous lechon, and she threatened violence if you skip again.”
I laugh, surprising myself. "Get out of my office."
"Gladly. This emotional honesty is uncomfortable." She heads for the door, then pauses. "But seriously, Aya. When's the last time you did something that wasn't about work? Something just for... fun?"
"Fun is inefficient."
"Everything's about efficiency with you." She shakes her head. "What happens when you've built everything, bought everything, won everything? What's left?"
She leaves before I can answer.
Which is wise, because I don't have one.
The office feels too quiet after she's gone. Just me, the dying light, and an empire that suddenly feels more like a cage.
I finish my wine and grab my coat.
Maya Ricalde is still at her desk when I emerge, fingers flying over her keyboard with the efficiency I pay her seven figures to maintain.
"The Mendoza contracts?"
"Already sent. Legal's reviewing."
"Good. Clear my morning tomorrow."
"Of course. Anything else?"
I pause, something unnamed stirring in my chest. "No. Go home, Maya. It's late."
Her fingers freeze. "Oh. Thank you, Ms. DeLuca."
The words come out careful, testing. I never tell her to leave early.
The November air hits me when I exit the building, warm, humid, thick with Manila's particular blend of pollution and promise. Makati spreads before me in all its glass-and-steel glory. This is my kingdom. Every building, every deal, every peso. I fought for it. I bled for it.
My driver pulls up in the Mercedes. Black, tinted windows, a mobile fortress.
"Home, Ms. DeLuca?" Daniel asks. He's driven me for twelve years, seen me at my best and worst.
"Yes."
The drive to my penthouse is a blur of lights. I check my phone, emails from clients, a text from my CFO about quarterly projections, missed calls from unknown numbers.
Nothing personal. Nothing that matters beyond profit and loss.
My penthouse occupies the entire top two floors of a building I bought, gutted, and rebuilt. The private elevator opens into my foyer. Marble, contemporary Filipino art, views that make grown men weep.
But tonight it feels empty.
Not empty of things, I have too many things. Empty of something else. Something I refuse to name because naming it means admitting I want it.
I kick off my heels, pour more wine, and stand at my window looking down at Manila's chaos. Somewhere out there, people are falling in love. Making mistakes. Taking chances. Living messy, inefficient lives full of beautiful chaos I've spent years avoiding.
My reflection stares back from the glass. Sharp cheekbones, dark eyes reporters call "ruthless," lips that haven't smiled genuinely in too long.
I look like what I am: successful, untouchable, alone.
The truth cuts like a knife.
I have everything. Money, power, respect born from fear. Designer clothes I barely wear, cars I never drive, properties I never visit. Employees who jump at my voice, competitors who tremble when I enter rooms.
But I don't have someone to call at 2 AM when the weight threatens to crush me. Someone who knows how I take my coffee or what makes me laugh or why I sometimes stand at these windows feeling like I'm drowning in my own success.
My phone buzzes. Another alert about Beatrice.
This time I read it.
She's getting married. To the competitor she sold my secrets to, naturally. Society wedding in Tagaytay, five hundred guests, the kind of event Manila Bulletin will cover.
I delete it and finish my wine, the taste bitter now, poisoned by memory.
Let her have her wedding. Her white gown and false promises and husband who'll never fully trust her because he knows what she's capable of.
I have something better.
I have myself which was uncompromised, unbreakable.
The city glitters below, a constellation of dreams and broken promises. Somewhere in those lights, someone's probably planning to take me down, to find my weakness and exploit it.
Let them try.
I've been forged in betrayal, hardened by loss, sharpened by every person who said I couldn't, shouldn't, wouldn't.
Tomorrow there will be new deals, new victories, new empires to topple. Tomorrow I'll put on my armor of designer labels and stride into boardrooms like the predator I've trained myself to be.
But tonight, in the silence of my palace, I allow myself one moment of truth:
I'm thirty-two years old, worth more money than I can spend in three lifetimes, and I am completely, utterly alone.
And I'm okay with that.
Better alone than betrayed. Being feared beats being deceived. Staying guarded is better than being shattered.
These principles form the foundation of everything I've become, reinforced with calculated decisions and validated by every victory.
I don't let anyone close enough to leave a mark. Nobody penetrates the walls I've constructed.
No one ever will.