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Kaizo woke up to a small warm body cuddled up to him, their legs entangled as if they were lovers. A smile dawned on his face, a small one but genuine. Though it disappeared the moment he realized. His parents would be ashamed of him for what he did, they’d disown him, maybe even throw him in the deepest, darkest dungeon on Gur’latan themselves if they could. Words of what they would say to him echoed in his mind like a never ending chorus. The man shut his eyes, as if to drown them out by sheer force of will.
Though it did nothing.
He threw himself into his missions after that. The longer and more grueling the better. Anything to keep his mind off of what he’d done. Even refusing to sleep, because every time he closed his eyes, he’d see those gorgeous ruby eyes staring back at him.
During the days of endless work and sleepless nights, he’d collapse on his bed. Those alluring eyes crept back into his mind. And sometimes he’d let them, just to ease the wire around his neck. To appeal to the voices that whispered incessantly at him. He felt gross, touching himself to the thoughts of his brother. But deep down, it helped. Which made him feel even worse.
Eventually, Koko ci had called him into his office for an important meeting. More pirates Kaizo had assumed. Nothing he hadn’t dealt with before.
However, the meeting was not about that. But about Fang. Kaizo tensed up at the mention of his brother. Before all those memories came flooding back to him, Koko Ci had mentioned Fang was going to be an official member of TAPOPS. The reason he invited Kaizo to his office was to extend a personal invite to Fang’s enlistment. Kaizo accepted without hesitation.
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The man steps off the ship, assessing his surroundings as he always does. TAPOPs station was always a safe space, but old habits die hard. The same grey silver walls greeted him as he walked through hallways. Until, of course, Koko Ci and Tarung stop him.
A heavy white paw landed on Kaizo's back, making him stumble forward an inch. “Kaizo! Been a while hasn't it?”
Kaizo simply nodded, “Indeed. Busy as always.”
“Excited? Fang scored the highest out of his entire group.” Koko Ci nodded as he walked.
“That's Pang for you.” The man nodded.
The three caught up as they chatted. Mentioning missions and inside jokes only they understood. Others walked by and stared, or pretended they weren't staring. Kaizo hasn't seen Fang in… a long time, now that he thought about it. He felt horrible for distancing himself from his brother, but what else was he supposed to do? He couldn't trust himself to not take advantage of his brother again. Besides, he’s older now, he knows what Kaizo did to him was wrong.
Of course, he already planned for the worst outcome — being if Koko Ci or Tarung got their hands on the info of what happened. However, when they greeted him like normal, he’d assumed Fang didn’t spill. Which made him curious, but definitely not enough to ask.
The day of the enrollment. Kaizo was nervous. More than nervous actually.
It happened in the TAPOPS base, Koko Ci made his speech and promoted Fang instantly to Lance Corporal. Even despite his young age. Kaizo was proud of him, others walked up to him and made small talk about Fang being the best in his class. Passing everything with flying colors.
It made the guilt worse.
He opted to leave early. Staying long enough to be the present “big brother” but leaving early enough to seem "productive.” However, as Koko Ci pinned the badge on Fang’s chest, they made eye contact. Kaizo stiffened, keeping his poker face nonetheless. Fang however, smiled brightly and waved. He attempted to walk over, to give his abang a big hug. But was stopped by BoBoiBoy and his friends.
The young elemental master practically threw himself into Fang’s arms, the others followed suit and forced his brother into a big group hug. Fang glanced back at Kaizo, making eye contact again before indulging them. He could hear their praises from across the room. As long as they don't distract him from his work, Kaizo mused, he could overlook the moment of weakness.
With Fang distracted, the man took his opportunity to leave.
Those eyes again… Older but still holding the same innocence as before. It did something to him. He had to leave before he did something he would regret. Though, he did fantasize about cornering Fang in a hallway and fucking him. A gift, a reminder of who he belonged to. Those cute legs wrapped around his waist, the boy’s arms around Kaizo’s neck, the man keeping Fang up right by trapping him between a wall and his hands groping the boy’s ass. He’d keep Fang quiet by trapping his mouth in a heated kiss. The thrill of almost being caught sent shivers up Kaizo’s spine.
He entered his room, shaking his head, forcing the fantasy out of his mind. If only temporarily. Need to focus on the next mission, thought to himself as he sat at his desk.
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Fang waved bye to his friends as he entered his room. The door closed and he finally allowed the mask to slip. He missed Kaizo, desperately. They made eye contact twice and Kai didn't even come to say hi? Not even to congratulate him?? He worked so hard to get into TAPOPS! Was he still upset about their shared night? Fang couldn't wrap his head around it.
The boy took off his visor and sighed, setting it on his desk. He needs a plan. A plan to see Kaizo again. One that will be so foolproof that his older brother won't see coming. He grabbed his pajamas and walked toward his bathroom. Ever since that night, Kaizo hasn’t even tried to contact him! He didn’t even scold him for getting a -B on his math test! Fang turned on the water, adjusting it to his preferred temp. He could have EASILY gotten an A+ but he intentionally picked some wrong answers just to see if Kaizo would mention it.
The boy scoffed to himself. He loves his big brother, but isn't this a little cowardly? Fang would have settled for a simple thumbs up emoji! At least that would’ve been something! He stepped under the water, letting a soft moan escape his lips as his body began to relax. The boy looked up at the ceiling, closing his eyes. Deep crimson eyes that almost glowed stared back, sharp and intimidating, but soft only for Fang. His body relaxed further. He imagined the warm water hugging his body was Kaizo. They both ran hot, but Kaizo’s warmth was another level of comfort.
Fang imagined rough, textured hands running over his body. Fingers tracing his chest and caressing his perked nipples. His hands mirrored the movements, letting a soft groan fall from his lips.
However, before his mind let it progress further, the image of BoBoiBoy appeared in his mind. Just a quick flash of when the shorter boy threw himself into Fang’s arms. His hands move from his chest to the soap bottle, pouring some into his hand and using it to wash his hair. Massaging his scalp, he let the images pop into his mind, if only to explore the possibility.
The image of BoBoiBoy’s chubby cheeks when he grinned, barely visible dimples showing, made Fang softly smile to himself. It’s not like Fang has a crush on him or anything but… There was no denying how conventionally attractive the shorter boy was. And when he transformed into Halilintar…
I mean it makes sense for Fang to at least find Halilintar attractive right? Fang rinsed his hair as he continued to think. Halilintar was like… Kaizo and BoBoiBoy combined! Gentle and playful but with a serious side. Not to mention loyal to a fault. That was basically Fang’s type in a nutshell! Dark red and brooding eyes that almost mirrored Kaizo’s, but still reflected BoBoiBoy.
Speaking of BoBoiBoy… He’d given Fang a new body wash. Fang still hadn’t used it, but now that he was thinking about it. Why not? He reached for the unopened bottle, popping open the cap and taking a quick sniff. It smelled like cinnamon. The scent that BoBoiBoy always had.
Was… Was he marking him with scent? No way. Fang shook his head, There's no possible way BoBoiBoy would do something like that. What a dumb thought. He shook his head, He must be imagining things.
The boy sighed. Quickly finishing up his shower, he wrapped his dark purple towel around his body and dried off, drying his hair in the process. After he slipped into his penguin PJs, Fang stalked towards his bed. The shower had relaxed him enough to sleep soundly. Though, Kaizo’s avoidance still weighed down his thoughts. He tucked himself into bed before falling into a deep sleep.
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It's midnight. Fang is fast asleep. Kaizo slips in the dark room, with no one around. He's silent as he watches the boy sleep. He looks so comfortable. So innocent. Those thoughts whisper to Kaizo. Take him. Take him again. It felt so good the first time. And fang kept asking. so It's okay. Fang shifts in his sleep. Kaizo stills, after a moment, the boy goes back to being unresponsive. The man very slowly slips the blanket off of his brother, and slips into the bed.
Fang smells faintly of cinnamon… must be from that BoBoiBoy kid. A strong sense of possessiveness overtook Kaizo. He would rid the smell from his Pang and replace it with his own. Sure, the young boy was knowledgeable on powerspheres, and a good fighter, but he was never a suitable fit for Fang. Only Kaizo is. Only Kaizo ever will be. The man holds Fang close, clothed dick rubbing nicely against the curve of Fang’s ass.
Night after night, Kaizo was endlessly tortured by the voices that whispered to him. They lied to him. Not only did they get louder and more persistent after that night, but they’ve started to interfere with his missions too! The missions he threw himself into because he was wracked with guilt for defiling his brother. The only time those thoughts were silent, was when he was inside of Fang. That's how he got the idea to do this when he was sleeping, at least his Pang wouldn’t look at the monster his brother had become. Even if it meant he’d never see those beautiful ruby eyes — glassy and clouded with lust — again.
Kaizo's hands find Fang’s waist, keeping the boy still, burying his face in the dark purple hair inhaling his scent. That soft scent of carrot and jasmine the man loves. Fang was a little taller now, though not by much. He never really slept in full body clothes, loose pajamas were more his thing. Which made it significantly easier to sneak a warm, curious hand along the boy's body. He slowly pulled down the penguin pajama pants, loose and fluffy. Only enough to expose his thighs. Kaizo kept his focus on fang’s breathing, pausing whenever there was a slight hitch. One wrong move and Fang would wake up, he had to be careful.
His hand grasped the plush flesh of the boy's thigh, kneading it. Kaizo’s dick was getting more and more uncomfortable in his pants. The man grit his teeth — keeping himself quiet as he pulled his own clothes down, not completely off. In case of a quick escape being required. His cock throbbed in anticipation, pre-cum had coated the length nicely as if it remembered the sweet feeling of being inside Fang. The man let go of Fang’s thigh, and gripped his cock. Squeezing the tip and dragging his hand up and down. Intentionally smearing the pre-cum around for easier entrance.
Ever since that night, Kaizo had been tortured with even more fantasies of Fang. Some where Fang would take initiative and ride him until he cried Fang's name. Some where he would fuck Fang in front of an audience, showing off what was his. A few where he would test out toys on Fang — collars, cuffs, vibrators, hell — even throwing in a dildo for double penetration. He’d even imagined a collar on himself, while Fang held it tight as the boy whispered praises whenever the man would hit Fang’s prostate just right. Fang had always had a commanding presence around him. Revisiting those thoughts made even more pre-cum drip down his length.
Fang was a drug that Kaizo could never let go.
A shaky breath escaped Kaizo’s throat, he couldn't lose himself here. Not now, not when he's so close. With his dick fully coated with slick pre-cum, he gently lifted Fang’s leg, just barely. Just to squeeze between the boy’s thighs. He gently set Fang's leg down, the warmth of those thighs made a shiver crawl up Kaizo's spine. He buried his face into Fang’s hair once more, before slowly moving. Every drag of his cock against Fang’s thighs almost made whimpers spill out of him. The man held onto Fang’s thigh, putting pressure on it to increase pleasure, now that made Kaizo whimper. The moment he did though, he stiffened, listening intensely to Fang’s breathing. Nothing had changed, the man had relaxed.
Kaizo had trained himself to stay quiet in the event of torture, he’d always bite his inner cheek, his tongue, even draw blood to keep himself from being loud. But that was only when he was in pain. Pleasure was a completely new territory that kaizo was unfamiliar with, sure — he’s masturbated to Fang before, and kept quiet. But the idea of Fang, and the real thing — were two completely different territories. So was it really surprising to learn that the man had trouble keeping himself quiet?
The boy shifted, and Kaizo had never stilled so fast. The man even held his breath. His heart hammered in his ears, making it almost impossible to hear if Fang was awake or not. He waited for any form of movement. Fear instantly iced his veins. After what felt like ages, with no movement, kaizo finally released the breath he was holding and relaxed.
Close call…
The man began moving once more, slowly building up the pleasure. Fang’s posture was still relaxed, and Kaizo couldn't have been more grateful. He squeezed the thighs together again, thrusting between the muscles. Every push and pull of his thrusts forced more pre-cum out, coating Fang’s thighs very nicely. Lewd plaps eventually filled the silence, along with Kaizo’s hushed breaths, and his heartbeat. Squeezing his eyes shut, he thought about some of his fantasies. Would Fang wake up and moan sweetly? Or would his body automatically know who it belonged to, and rock in sync? He thought about locking Fang’s arms in place with rope, forcing fang’s body to take what belonged to him. All while the boy pleaded for more.
He imagined warm tears spilling from the boy’s eyes as he looked up at his abang. Those beautiful ruby eyes, glassy and clouded with lust. Kaizo could almost see it perfectly. He would lick away the tears, whispering praises only Fang would love. Kaizo would even whisper his given name and Fang would chant it as if he were a god.
Kaizo’s thrust had become more erratic, his aching cock begging for release. The man’s large hand pushed the thighs together even tighter. Whimpers spilled from his throat freely as he buried his face into the boy's shoulder. His core tightened with white hot heat, threatening to spill any second. Kaizo bit into the soft shoulder as he thrusted one final time, ropes of white painted the bed and Fang’s thighs. He grinded into the soft flesh of Fang’s ass as he rode out his high, teeth sinking in deeper than intended. When he finally relaxed, he licked the bite mark as an apology, as if Fang could even feel it.
Kaizo relaxed, wrapping his arms around Fang as he nuzzled into the boy. If only they could stay like this. The man looked at the mess, first between Fang’s thighs — something he felt intense pride over — then to the bedsheets.
He might've gotten a little carried away…
However, before he could clean it up. Fang had shifted. Kaizo pulled his still hard dick from between the thighs in a panic. The boy rolled over, facing kaizo, with his eyes still closed, his breath still steady, and nuzzled the man. Kaizo stared at the innocent face, searching for any sign that he was awake. His breath was a little different, but that could just be from turning over. Kaizo was confused, but ultimately glad Fang had not woken up.
Crimson eyes darted down, to his still hard cock and the smaller cute dick right next to it. A new idea jumped to mind. Slowly, Kaizo's hand wrapped around both, giving them both a test tug. Fang’s wasn’t as wet as Kaizo’s, but the friction of it just felt so good. He stroked them both again, this time he turned his head away from Fang and into the pillows below him — letting a whimper escape his throat. The feeling of Fang’s tip rubbing up against Kaizo’s just felt like pure bliss. He stroked again, and again. Eventually, pre-cum started leaking from Fang’s length as well, making the stroke so much nicer.
With Fang’s shoulder now out of reach, Kaizo had no other way to hide the sounds that escaped his throat. Kaizo tried to be quiet, he really did, but this was a completely new sensation he’d never felt before. It felt so good, he just couldn't help but moan. Thankfully the pillow he was burying his face in was muffing the sound. However — due to his line of sight being hidden — and all caution thrown out the window, Kaizo had failed to notice those stunning ruby eyes looking at him.
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Fang dreamed of his parents, and his brother. His mind always came up with “what if’s” whenever he dreamt. The boy's dad bent over and scooped up Fang, telling him that dinner was ready and brought him downstairs. Fang could almost smell the carrot soup he and Kaizo loved so much. When his dad set him down, at the table — there sat his brother, his mother, and his dad. Kaizo specifically smiled at him, in a way he hadn't seen in awhile. They talked, they ate, and they enjoyed each other's company as a big happy family.
Kaizo had pulled him away to talk to him about something important. Fang was in his shared room, when Kaizo sat on his bed and pulled the boy onto his lap. Fang knew what was about to happen, all his dreams ended up like this. Kaizo grinded Fang down on his clothed dick, and Fang arched into the touch, almost pre-rehearsed. Teen kaizo nuzzled into Fang’s neck, kissing a trail from his jaw and to his mouth. Kaizo always took the lead, and Fang never minded. The boy let Kaizo explore his mouth, all while groping him in the spots he loved most. He loved these dreams more than any other. The teen pulled back, a string of saliva connected them.
Before Fang realized it, his pants were already gone. So was Kaizos. The teen had bent Fang over into the bed, his ass in the air. Fang felt a warm slick heat between his thighs, looking down he saw his dick, and a much bigger one below it. Dreams tend to exaggerate don't they? Suddenly, he felt a hand grip his hair, and pull his head back up. Fang let out a cry. Kaizo, all but coo’d in that familiar way, licked the back of his ear and whispered in that husky voice he loved.
“I wanna hear you scream, Pang.”
Fang shivered. “Y-yes abang..!” he whimpered.
Kaizo had started grinding between the boy’s thighs, the wetness from the pre-cum had lubed them up perfectly. The need to please his brother was always more fulfilling than being pleasured, if Kaizo wanted to fuck his thighs instead of his aching hole. He’d moan all the same. The teen above him moaned, grunted, and whimpered as if fang was truly the most pleasurable thing he’d ever use. The thought alone made Fang’s core twist, heat built up fast. Loud whines flowed from Fang’s mouth with ease. Just then, a loud Smack! Followed by an intense sting on his ass pulled him out of it. Fang let out a loud cry. Then he felt bites, followed by warm licks trailing over his back.
Kaizo’s warm hand groped the flesh of Fang’s ass, as if apologizing. The teen flipped Fang over, forcing his legs wide and almost bent him in half. Kaizo didn't even wait to prep Fang before he slammed into the boy over and over again. Fang’s ruby eyes rolled back, soaking up every ounce of attention his brother gave him. Then came the lack of oxygen, his brother had begun choking him. A fantasy he craved so intensely. The teen above him locked eye contact with the boy below him, it felt like a predator had captured prey. Something Fang found so incredibly hot. He almost came right then and there.
Kaizo leaned down and kissed Fang, who was barely paying attention due to lack of oxygen. As if knowing what Fang had thought, Kaizo released his throat. Fang gasped into Kaizo's mouth, though Kaizo didn't give him any mercy. The teens tongue was already exploring the boy's mouth again. His hand gripped the small length of Fang’s cock and began stroking it in sync with his thrusts.
Kaizo pulled back only to bury his face into Fang's shoulder, muffling his moans and chanting love confessions and curses. Promises of keeping Fang close that sounded down right obsessive. Fang loved it. Fang wished this was real. So, so, badly.
Kaizo began to thrust faster and harder, a sign he was about to cum. Fang moaned Kaizo's name repeatedly which only spurred the teen on. The boy tensed up. Kaizo responded by filling him up with cum, enough that it poured out and onto the bed below him.
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Fang woke up to 3 things. A warm body cuddling him, a very wet moving sensation between his thighs, and barely heard whimpers above him. Also a sharp stinging pain in his shoulder, so four things. He peaked an eye open and saw Kaizo's hand gripping Fang’s thigh for dear life. Was this another dream or was this real? Was Kaizo really here after years of ignoring him? The stinging pain in his shoulder convinced him it was real.
The boy closed his eyes. He immediately understood the situation, and acted. Or… more like, didn't act. He planned. Kaizo didn't even look his way after what they had done in the bathroom. Even when he pleaded to feel good again, because when he did it to himself, it never felt the same. If pretending to sleep was the only way to keep Kaizo closer longer, then that's what he was going to do.
The stinging pain in his shoulder got worse, he had assumed kaizo was biting him. Wet plaps got louder as the man moved faster. Fang imagined anything but Kaizo behind him, despite temptation. If he came as well, it’d be an obvious sign that he was awake. Until… white painted the sheets and between his thighs. Kaizo licked the bitemark he’d left behind, it took everything to suppress a shiver. Then, something he hadn’t expected. The man pulled the boy into a warm cuddle, nuzzling into him just like the other night.
Then… nothing.
Complete stillness. It kept Fang on the edge of his seat —metaphorically,— silently pleading his brother to stay, to cuddle him longer. Only a slight movement broke the boy from his thoughts, but not a good one. Kaizo moved his head — or so Fang thought due to the lack of seeing anything — to assess the damage. Then the man shifted away from Fang. Suddenly his thoughts spiraled in alarm. “Keep Kaizo close!” they all screamed, “he’s leaving, do something!” In a last ditch effort, one that did not require Fang to wake up, the boy turned over and nuzzled Kaizo.
Kaizo stilled for what felt like forever. His breathing was short, almost nonexistent. As if he was holding his breath.
The boy’s thoughts spiraled. “Oh no..! Nonononono! He knows…! Lemah Fang…”
However, a warm, gentle hand on this cock stopped his negative thoughts in their tracks. Then something else pressed against it. Then the man’s hand moved. Pleasure danced across his body, as Kaizo stroked them together. A whimper escaped the man’s throat, muffled but unmistakable. Pre-cum started leaking from the boy’s aching dick.
Fang peaked an eye open, just barely, just to see. It's not that he couldn’t stand not seeing anything! In fact, some of his dreams kept him from seeing anything while his big brother did whatever he wanted! But curiosity was clawing him from the inside out…
A new sensation he’d never felt before, he had to learn what it was!
And learn he did. What he saw was something he’d never seen before. Maybe because his nose was in his books the day Kaizo started visiting him less.
Kaizo’s big hand wrapped about the length of both their cock’s, jerking them off. His hand easily trapped Fang’s smaller dick against Kaizo’s fully grown one. Ruby eyes soaked up every detail of the man’s hands. Something about the sight sent barely contained shivers down the boy’s spine. The rough texture along the back of his hand — no doubt from working hard undercover — his fingers grasping and releasing with every stroke, and those veins that bulged juuust enough to be sex appeal in its purest form.
Kaizo could make some good money if he ever became a sex worker. The boy thought absentmindedly.
Fang slowly drags his gaze up, the arm muscles tensing and untensing as Kaizo stroked them was a feast for the ages. Ruby eyes traveled further up, stopping at the rolled up sleeve over his upper arm. Truly an unfortunate turn of events, he’d hoped Kaizo had been completely naked. Fang loved to stare at his big brother’s body. Before his mind wandered to what his stomach and chest would look like, he glanced up to see the man burying his face into the pillow as he let those sounds Fang loved so much spill free.
A genuine smile decorated the boy’s face. One full of admiration and love. At that moment, Fang knew Kaizo was truly the only one for him.
He reached out, letting his small hand graze the forearm. Kaizo stilled instantly, Fang felt the man’s body completely tense. He pushed forward regardless, tracing the veins in slow strokes. Kaizo slowly faced Fang, and what he saw shattered his heart. Kaizo… his big brother… Looked at him horrified!
Fang was instantly transported to their very first time together, when he caught Kaizo in the bathroom. And the moment Kaizo shifted away, the boy threw himself onto the man, clutching his uniform as if his life depended on it.
Burying his face into Kaizo’s chest, “Please don't go!” he pleaded. His voice shook as if he was losing a family member. Because to Fang, he was.
“Please don’t leave me again…”
Tears pricked at his eyes. Fang knew how pathetic it was, the way his voice broke. But he didn’t care. He was NOT going to let Kaizo ditch him again like a coward.
A beat passed.
Kaizo let out a sigh. He gently grabbed Fang’s chin, forcing the boy to look at him. Tears streamed down Fang’s face. The image sent an unexpected thrill up his spine. Kaizo’s mouth tightened into a thin line, as if weighing his options, before speaking in that silky voice the boy loves so much.
“I’m not going anywhere, Pang”
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Fang sniffled, “promise..?”
The man's eyes softened, “Promise.” He whispered. Pulling Fang closer, he connected them. It was a soft, gentle kiss, meant only to reassure the boy. However, by the way Fang tilted his head and began to bite his lips, he knew that wasn’t going to last long.
He parted his mouth, indulging the boy. Fang instantly took advantage, his eagerness made up for the inexperience. Kaizo rested his hand on his little brother's waist, lazily moving his tongue to match Fang. The boy kept his eyes closed as they kissed.
So cute… Kaizo thought.
Staying with Fang like this… What’s the worst that could possibly happen?