Chapter Text
Prologue
I never thought that I would be this nervous, my hands are sweating, I can feel my heart beating as if I was in danger and my stomach was churning. I try to take a breath, closing my eyes. Nothing bad will happen, this is normal, I am simply changing schools.
I am outside of my new school, trying to make time. I don't want to enter yet, as if it will stop the upcoming of my new life.
As if I still have my old life.
I can hear the cars pass right behind. When I look at my new school the sun blinds my eyes, as if this new life is not yet real.
This school is bigger than my last one. I can see how big the grounds are as if it was a school from the movies and yet it was silent, because I was late.
Very late.
My parents decided to move two months after the start of my third year of school so now I am here becoming the new girl that arrived two months late. I really try to not resent them but it’s very hard not to when they pull me away from my friends, my school and my home.
They pulled me away from everything I had.
Now, what do I have left?
Nothing.
I really liked the life of the big city, this town was even as beautiful as it was lost to the charm of the big city.
It is not as if this town was small, but it was nothing like before.
But, at least now I have a bigger room.
And a bigger school.
I reach for my cellphone, trying to read the last message that Laeti, my best friend, texted me.
“dude, they should be grateful to have u”
“everyone misses u”
She also sent me a picture of everyone. And I smiled for the first time today, the only one that could put me out of my moods was Laeti.
She was my partner in crime, after all.
I take a deep breath and, finally, enter the school.