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Penelope Featherington stood before the full-length mirror in her bedchamber and hated every soft, rounded inch of the woman staring back at her.
Three seasons.
Three endless, humiliating seasons of pastel gowns, forced smiles, and the same quiet whispers trailing her like perfume. Too plump. Too quiet. Too red. She had watched younger girls make matches while she remained the perpetual wallflower, the one gentlemen bowed to out of duty and then immediately forgot. Even her own mother had begun looking at her with something dangerously close to resignation.
She was tired.
Tired of waiting for a husband who would never come. Tired of the polite indifference. Tired of the way her body seemed to offend simply by existing in a ballroom. Most of all, she was tired of the hollow ache that lived low in her belly every night when she climbed into bed alone and wondered if anyone would ever look at her and want.
Tonight was Lady Violet Bridgerton’s birthday masquerade.
The invitation had arrived three days ago, cream cardstock and elegant script, and Portia had nearly fainted with excitement. “A Bridgerton event, Penelope! You must look your best. Perhaps this season will finally—”
Penelope had stopped listening.
She turned away from the mirror and opened the wardrobe. The usual soft pinks and lemon yellows stared back at her like old enemies. Instead, she reached for the gown she had commissioned in secret from Madame Delacroix two weeks ago and never dared wear.
Deep sapphire silk, almost black in certain light. The bodice was cut lower than anything she had ever worn, the neckline a soft, deliberate plunge that would make the most of the heavy curves she usually tried to hide. The skirt fell in heavy, whispering folds that would skim the floor and hide the fact that she did not possess the willowy silhouette so many gentlemen preferred. Madame had insisted on the softest stays, ones that lifted and presented rather than crushed.
Penelope’s fingers lingered on the matching mask. It was a work of art—black lace and dark feathers that swept upward, designed to cover the upper half of her face and the distinctive line of her cheekbones. More importantly, it came with a small, elegant headpiece of dark netting and silk roses that would pin her riotous red curls completely out of sight.
No one would know it was her.
The thought sent a strange, reckless thrill through her chest.
She called for her maid and began the slow, deliberate process of transforming herself. When the last pin was secured and the mask settled into place, Penelope looked at her reflection again.
The woman in the mirror was still soft, still rounded, still unmistakably her beneath the silk. But she was also mysterious. Dangerous, almost. A stranger who could walk into a ballroom and be seen for the first time without the weight of her name and her family’s reputation dragging behind her like a chain.
Penelope touched the low curve of her belly through the sapphire silk, feeling the gentle give of flesh that no amount of tight lacing could erase. For once, she did not flinch from it.
Tonight she would not wait to be chosen.
Tonight she would simply exist. And if any man looked at her and decided she was worth the trouble, she would take it.
She had already decided.
The Bridgerton townhouse glowed like a jewel box against the night.
Lanterns lined the front steps in soft gold, and the open doors spilled warm light and the low murmur of strings into the street. Penelope stepped down from the carriage with her cloak still drawn close, the sapphire silk whispering against her legs. Her heart beat hard and high in her throat.
A footman took her cloak. Another offered a gloved hand. Neither looked twice at her face.
She stepped inside.
The entrance hall was transformed. Heavy velvet drapes had been hung to soften the usual brightness, and dozens of candles burned low in iron candelabras, casting long, flickering shadows across the marble floor. Masks of every shape—feathers, gilt, black lace, silver filigree—moved through the golden gloom like creatures from another world. Laughter floated above the music, but it was quieter than a typical ball, more intimate, as though the entire company had agreed to speak in half-tones for the night.
Penelope’s breath caught.
No one turned to stare. No one whispered her name. A gentleman in a raven mask simply inclined his head as she passed, eyes lingering for a moment on the deep plunge of her bodice before he moved on. A pair of older ladies in feathered half-masks paused their conversation only long enough to look her over with open curiosity.
“Who is that?” one murmured, not bothering to lower her voice.
“I haven’t the faintest idea,” the other replied. “But the gown is divine. And that figure…”
Penelope kept walking, pulse thrumming.
She had never been looked at like this. Not with polite pity. Not with the faint, dismissive assessment that usually followed the words Miss Featherington. These strangers looked at the shape of her under the sapphire silk and simply… wanted to know more.
The ballroom proper opened before her in a wash of candlelight and shadow. Crystal chandeliers had been dimmed with dark silk shades so the light fell in soft, golden pools rather than harsh brilliance. The orchestra played something slower than a typical country dance—something with a darker, almost predatory rhythm beneath the melody. Couples moved across the floor in close holds, masks brushing, gloved hands lingering lower than propriety usually allowed.
It felt less like a society ball and more like a secret.
Penelope drifted along the edge of the room, letting the anonymity settle over her like a second skin. She caught sight of the Bridgertons near the far windows. Anthony, unmistakable even behind a simple black mask, stood with his usual rigid posture. Benedict’s taller frame leaned against a column, laughing at something Colin said. Eloise was arguing animatedly with a gentleman in a fox mask. And Lady Violet, elegant in deep plum and silver, received well-wishers with a soft smile that somehow still managed to miss nothing.
None of them looked her way.
None of them knew.
A strange, giddy power unfurled in Penelope’s chest. For the first time in three seasons she was not Penelope Featherington, the overlooked daughter, the wallflower, the girl men danced with out of charity. She was simply a woman in a beautiful gown, standing in a room full of masked strangers, and every pair of eyes that lingered on the curve of her waist or the heavy swell of her breasts did so without the weight of her name.
She touched the low curve of her belly again, hidden beneath the silk, and felt the same quiet resolve settle deeper into her bones.
Tonight, she would take whatever came.
The ballroom had begun to feel too warm.
Penelope slipped through a pair of open French doors at the far end of the room and stepped out onto the terrace. Cool night air kissed the bare skin above her bodice. Behind her the music softened to a distant murmur; ahead, the formal gardens stretched into darkness, lit only by the occasional hanging lantern and the pale wash of moonlight.
She walked the length of the stone balustrade, champagne glass still in hand, and let the quiet settle over her. For a few precious minutes she was truly alone.
A low, amused voice spoke from the shadows to her left.
“Running away already? The night is still young.”
Penelope turned.
A man leaned against one of the tall columns, half-hidden by the darkness. Tall. Broad-shouldered. Dressed in severe black that seemed to drink the lantern light. His mask was simple matte leather that covered the upper half of his face and left only a strong jaw and a full, wickedly curved mouth visible.
And then he spoke again.
Recognition hit her like a fist to the chest.
Simon Basset. The Duke of Hastings. London’s most infamous whore. The man who collected debutantes and lonely widows the way other gentlemen collected hunting trophies, fucked them thoroughly, and left them ruined for anyone else. Everyone knew. The ton whispered about it behind fans and laughed about it over brandy. He never denied it. He simply smiled that lazy, insolent smile and kept taking whatever pretty thing caught his eye.
Her pulse stuttered.
She kept her voice carefully steady, a fraction lower than usual.
“Is that what you think I was doing? Running?”
He pushed off the column and stepped into the spill of light. His gaze travelled over her without a shred of shame—lingering on the deep plunge of her bodice, the heavy swell of her breasts, the soft curve of her waist and the generous flare of her hips. There was nothing polite in it. Only open, hungry appreciation.
“I think,” he said, voice rich with lazy amusement, “you grew tired of being stared at by men who don’t have the courage to do more than stare.”
He stopped a single pace away. Close enough that she could smell him—clean soap, expensive wool, and something warmer, darker underneath.
“And you?” she asked. “Are you one of the courageous ones?”
A slow smile curved his mouth. “I am far worse.”
His gloved hand lifted. He did not ask permission. He simply reached out and brushed the backs of his fingers along the bare skin of her upper arm, from shoulder to elbow, a light, deliberate stroke that left goosebumps in its wake.
“I don’t merely look, little mystery,” he murmured. “I touch. I taste. I take.”
Penelope’s breath caught, but she did not step back. The reckless decision she had made earlier rose inside her like wine.
She tilted her head, feathers of her mask catching the light. “And if the woman in question decides she does not wish to be taken?”
Simon’s smile deepened. His hand settled at her waist, large and warm even through the glove and the silk. His thumb stroked once, slow, just above the curve of her hip.
“Then she should not stand alone in the dark with me,” he said softly, “wearing a gown that begs to be peeled off.”
Heat flooded low in her belly. She should have been scandalised. She should have slapped his hand away and fled. Instead she let him keep it there, let his thumb keep that maddening, idle stroke against her side.
“You are very sure of yourself, Your Grace.”
“I have reason to be.” He leaned in just enough that his mouth was near her ear, voice dropping into something filthy and intimate. “I know exactly how to make a woman forget every rule she was taught. I know where to put my hands… and my mouth… until she is shaking and desperate and begging me not to stop.”
His free hand came up and traced the edge of her bodice with one finger, following the deep V of sapphire silk, not quite dipping beneath the fabric, but close enough that she felt the heat of him against the soft upper curve of her breast.
Penelope’s nipples tightened hard against her stays. She did not pull away.
“And if I told you,” she whispered, “that I already decided tonight I would take whatever came?”
Simon went still for half a heartbeat.
Then a low, dark laugh rumbled in his chest.
“Then, my wicked little stranger,” he said, fingers tightening possessively at her waist, “you have just made the most dangerous decision of your life.”
He drew her a step closer, until the front of her body nearly brushed his.
“Because I am very, very good at giving a woman exactly what she asks for.”
Simon did not give her time to second-guess the words she had just spoken.
His hand slid from her waist to the small of her back and pulled her flush against him. The hard wall of his chest met the soft give of her breasts. Even through layers of silk and wool she felt the heat of him, the unmistakable ridge of his cock already half-hard against her lower belly.
“Dangerous little thing,” he murmured against her mouth, and then he kissed her.
There was nothing tentative about it. Simon Basset kissed the way he apparently did everything else—like a man who knew exactly how to ruin a woman and intended to enjoy every second of it. His mouth was hot, open, claiming. He licked into her with slow, filthy strokes of his tongue, tasting the champagne still on her lips, then bit down gently on her lower lip until she gasped.
Penelope’s hands flew up to his shoulders for balance. The champagne glass slipped from her fingers and shattered somewhere on the stone, forgotten.
He walked her backward without breaking the kiss, guiding her deeper into the shadowed gardens until the music from the ballroom was only a distant hum. A stone bench waited beneath a canopy of climbing roses, half-hidden from the terrace. Simon lowered her onto it and followed, one knee braced between her thighs, crowding her against the cool marble.
His gloved hands were everywhere.
He cupped the heavy weight of her breasts through the sapphire silk, thumbs dragging over the tight peaks of her nipples until she whimpered into his mouth. He squeezed, lifted, shaped them with open greed, as though he had been starving for the exact soft, overflowing handfuls she possessed.
“Christ,” he breathed against her cheek. “Look at these. Soft and full and fucking perfect.” He dipped his head and dragged his open mouth down the column of her throat, then lower, pressing hot, open-mouthed kisses to the upper curves of her breasts where the bodice barely contained them. “I want to bury my face in them. Want to leave marks no one else will ever see.”
Penelope’s head fell back. She should have stopped him. She should have remembered that the man currently mauling her breasts was the Duke of Hastings, the most notorious rake in London, and that she was Penelope Featherington. Instead she arched into his hands and let out a broken little sound when he pinched one nipple hard through the silk.
Simon’s laugh was dark with satisfaction.
“Sensitive,” he murmured. “Good. I like that.”
One hand left her breast and skimmed down her side, over the soft curve of her waist, the gentle swell of her belly, until it reached the gathering of her skirts. He rucked the heavy sapphire silk up her legs with impatient tugs until the cool night air kissed her bare thighs above her stockings.
“Open for me,” he ordered softly.
She did.
His gloved fingers stroked up the inside of her thigh, higher, higher, until they brushed the damp fabric of her drawers. Penelope jolted. No one had ever touched her there. No one had ever even tried. Simon made a low, approving sound when he felt how wet she already was.
“Soaking,” he said against her ear, voice rough with lust. “All from a few kisses and my hands on your tits. You’re going to feel so fucking good around my fingers.”
He tugged the slit of her drawers open. The first brush of leather-covered fingers against her bare cunt made her cry out. Simon hushed her with another deep, filthy kiss as he explored—sliding through her folds, gathering the slick evidence of her arousal, circling her entrance without pushing in yet.
Then he found the swollen little pearl at the top of her sex and rubbed.
Penelope’s hips jerked. Pleasure sparked so sharp and sudden it bordered on pain. She had touched herself before, clumsy and secret in the dark of her own bed, but it had never felt like this—never this focused, this relentless, this good.
“That’s it,” Simon murmured, watching her face from behind his mask as he worked her clit in tight, perfect circles. “Let me feel you fall apart. I want it.”
Two thick fingers pushed inside her at the same moment his thumb pressed harder. The stretch burned sweetly. Penelope’s mouth opened on a silent gasp. She was so wet the leather of his glove was already slick with her.
He fucked her with those fingers in slow, deliberate strokes, curling them upward until he found a spot that made her vision white out. All the while his thumb never stopped its filthy, expert circles on her clit.
“I—ah—” She could barely form words. “I’ve never—”
“I know.” His voice was pure sin. “I can feel it. Tight little virgin cunt gripping my fingers like it never wants to let go.” He leaned in and bit the side of her throat, not hard enough to bruise, just enough to make her shake. “Come on my hand, mystery girl. Give it to me.”
The orgasm hit her like a wave breaking.
Penelope’s entire body seized. Pleasure tore through her so violently she choked on a sob, thighs clamping around his wrist, cunt pulsing hard around the fingers still buried inside her. Wetness flooded his glove. She had never felt anything so consuming, so complete. For several endless seconds she could do nothing but shake and clutch at his shoulders while the first climax of her life wrecked her.
Simon groaned like he was the one coming.
“Fuck—yes. Just like that. Soak my fingers.”
When the worst of the tremors finally eased, he did not pull away. He kept his fingers inside her, gently stroking through the aftershocks, while his other hand guided one of hers down between their bodies.
“Your turn,” he said, voice rough. “I want to feel that soft little hand on my cock while you’re still dripping.”
Penelope’s fingers trembled as he opened the front of his breeches. His cock sprang free—thick, heavy, already leaking at the tip. Even in the moonlight she could see the impressive size of him. She wrapped her hand around the hot, velvet length the way he showed her, and Simon’s head dropped forward with a punched-out sound.
“Tighter,” he ordered. “Stroke me. Use the wet from your cunt if you need to.”
She did. She smeared her own slick down his shaft and worked him with clumsy, eager strokes while he resumed fingering her, slower now, deeper, building her toward a second peak she hadn’t known was possible. The wet sounds of his fingers moving inside her mixed with the filthy slide of her hand on his cock. Simon’s breath grew ragged against her cheek. His hips began to rock into her fist.
“I’m close,” he warned, voice strained. “Keep going—fuck, just like that—”
He curled his fingers hard against that perfect spot inside her at the same moment his thumb crushed her clit. Penelope shattered again with a broken cry, cunt spasming wildly around him. The rhythmic clench of her orgasm pulled Simon over the edge with her. He came with a low, guttural groan, thick ropes of cum spilling over her fist and onto the sapphire silk of her skirts as his cock pulsed heavily in her grip.
For a long moment the only sound was their shared, ragged breathing.
Simon rested his forehead against hers, masks brushing. His fingers were still buried inside her, gentle now, almost tender as he eased them free. He brought the wet leather to his mouth and licked her release from the tips without breaking eye contact.
Then he kissed her.
It was nothing like the hungry, filthy kisses that had come before. This one was slow. Soft. Almost careful. His mouth moved against hers as though he were trying to learn the exact shape of her lips in the dark, as though something inside him had shifted and he did not yet understand what. Penelope felt the difference immediately. The notorious Duke of Hastings—the man who fucked debutantes and widows without attachment or apology—was kissing her like she was something fragile and newly discovered.
When he finally drew back, his voice was quieter than she had ever imagined it could be.
“Tell me your name.”
The words hung between them, intimate and dangerous.
Penelope’s heart slammed against her ribs. She opened her mouth—
Distant voices cut through the garden silence. Footsteps on gravel. The low murmur of conversation growing closer. Laughter. A man’s voice calling out to someone just beyond the rose canopy.
Panic flooded her.
She shoved at Simon’s chest. He rocked back on instinct, still half-dazed from the intensity of what had just happened between them. Penelope scrambled off the stone bench, sapphire skirts tangled and damp with his cum, drawers still open and wet against her thighs. Her hands shook as she tried to smooth the silk, to restore some scrap of propriety that no longer existed.
“Wait—” Simon reached for her.
She was already moving.
A single heavy curl of red hair, loosened by his hands and the force of her climax, slipped free of the dark netting and headpiece. It fell across her cheek and the edge of her mask in a vivid, unmistakable flash of colour beneath the moonlight.
Simon’s entire body went still.
Penelope saw the exact moment recognition began to form behind the black leather of his mask. His gaze locked on that single red curl as though it were a brand.
She did not give him time to speak.
She turned and fled—down the gravel path, past the fountain, through the deeper shadows of the formal gardens, heart hammering so hard she thought it might crack her ribs. Behind her she heard him curse, low and sharp, and the scrape of his boots as he started after her.
She did not look back.
She ran until the lights of the terrace reappeared, until the distant music of the ballroom wrapped around her again like a fragile shield. Only then did she dare slow, pressing herself into a darkened alcove near the French doors to catch her breath. Her hands trembled as she shoved the traitorous red curl back beneath the netting and tried to calm the wild racing of her pulse.
Her thighs were still slick.
Her skirts were ruined.
And somewhere in the dark gardens behind her, the Duke of Hastings had just seen enough of her hair to know exactly what he was hunting.
Penelope closed her eyes and forced herself to breathe.
She had taken what came.
Now she only hoped she was strong enough to survive the rest.