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The Chancellorās office smelled like old wood and expensive tea, the same as it always did.
Anakin had been here a hundred times, maybe more. He knew the curve of the arched windows, the way the afternoon sun bled through the transparisteel in ribbons of gold, and the exact spot on the carpet where heād paced during a dozen different crises.
Today, though, something felt off.
Anakin shifted in his chair, rolling his shoulders to shake the tension loose. It didnāt work.
The Force hummed around him like a plucked string, vibrating inscrutably. He couldnāt name the problem, and he hated that.
There were many complaints you could make about Anakin Skywalkerāhis impulsivity, his emotional instability, his proclivity for unhealthy attachmentābut his instincts were usually crystal clear.
And right now, his senses were clouded, as if the Force were anticipating something. As if he should be holding his breath.
āAnakin? Are you listening, my boy?ā
He blinked. Palpatine was watching him from behind his desk, pale blue eyes crinkled with that familiar, grandfatherly warmth that had comforted Anakin for the last thirteen years. A cup of tea steamed at his elbowāthe good stuff, from Naboo, that he always insisted Anakin try even though Anakin preferred caf.
āApologies, Chancellor.ā Anakin straightened. āLong mission. Iām still shaking off the trip.ā
āOf course, of course.ā Palpatine waved a dismissive hand. āThe war takes so much from all of us. I often worry about you, Anakin. The burden you carry⦠itās heavier than most.ā
Anakin shrugged, refusing to let himself bask in the praise, though he coveted it so dearly. āIām fine. The men are the ones doing the real work.ā
āHumble as always.ā Palpatine smiled, and it was the kind of smile that made Anakin feel seenā not as a Jedi, not as a weapon, but as a person. It was the same smile that had kept him coming back here, year after year. āBut I didnāt summon you just to check on your health. Though I admit, thatās always part of it.ā
āWhatās this about, then?ā Anakin leaned forward, elbows on his knees. āThe briefing said something about supply routes?ā
āAh, yes. The supply routes.ā Palpatineās eyes flickered briefly toward the window, then circled back to Anakin. āBut I find myself⦠distracted. By a conversation I had recently with an old colleague. A historian, of sorts.ā
Anakin frowned. āA historian?ā
āIndeed. He was telling me about ancient legends. Myths, really, from the old Republicā before the Sith, before the Jedi as we know them.ā Palpatine steepled his fingers, and there was something almost reverent in his voice. āStories about pairs. Two Force-sensitives so deeply connected that they existed as one soul in two bodies.ā
Anakinās frown deepened. āThat sounds like a bond. Jedi masters and apprentices form bonds all the time.ā
āOh, this was different.ā Palpatineās voice dropped, conspiratorial. āThese pairs could move through the Force as one. Amplify each otherās power. Evenāā he paused, letting his words hang in the air āāreshape reality itself.ā
Anakin laughed kindly. āSounds like a myth to me. The Force doesnāt work that way. Itās not a tool you can just wield like that. Itās about balance. Harmony.ā
āAh, yes.ā Palpatineās smile didnāt waver. āHarmony. Of course.ā
But Anakin caught something in his tone. A flicker of⦠amusement? No. Something else. Like he knew something Anakin didnāt.
Anakin shifted again, suddenly aware of how quiet the room was. Suddenly, he wished for the noisy hum of the city outsider or speeders distantly buzzing or even the soft tick of a chrono on the wall and the faint whistle of air through the vents.
Strange, he thought. Iāve never noticed that before.
āAnakin,ā Palpatine said, and his voice was softer now, more tender, ādo you ever feel⦠incomplete? Like thereās a part of you missing?ā
Anakinās jaw tightened. āWhat do you mean?ā
āI mean,ā Palpatine leaned forward, hands flat on the desk, āthat I see you. All of you. The power you carryā itās immense, Anakin. More than you realize. But youāre so busy holding it back, keeping it contained, that you never let yourself feel what it could be.ā
The words hit too close. Anakin looked away, toward the window, sounds and sensations coming back to him as he watched the speeders dart between the spires of Coruscant. āIām a Jedi. We donātāā
āFeel?ā Palpatine finished for him, gentle but pointed. āNo, I suppose you donāt. But you should. Youāre not like the others, Anakin. You never have been. Thereās something more to you. Something that connects you to the Force in ways the Council canātāor wonātāunderstand.ā
Anakinās hand tightened on his knee. Through the Force, he felt a rippleāa flutter of unease in his chest.
This is wrong.
But Palpatine, despite the vast difference in their ages, was his friend. His ally. The one person in the galaxy whoād never judged him, never looked at him like a ticking time bomb.
Itās just talk, Anakin told himself. Old man getting philosophical. Ignore it.
āYou mentioned the soul-bonded pairs,ā Anakin said, steering the conversation back to safer ground. āWhy are you telling me this?ā
Palpatineās smile widened a fraction, and Anakinās skin prickled.
āBecause I think,ā he said softly, āthat you and Master Kenobi might share something similar.ā
Anakin froze.
Obi-Wan.
The name hit him like a punch to the chest. Of course. Of course Palpatine had noticed. Everyone noticed. The way Anakin always knew where Obi-Wan was in a room, the way Obi-Wanās voice cut through Anakinās nightmares like a beacon. The way they could finish each otherās sentences, anticipate each otherās moves, feel each otherās pain across star systems.
But that was normal, wasnāt it? Regardless of Anakinās pesky feelings for him, wasnāt that just what happened when you spent thirteen years with someone? When that someone saved your life, shaped your future, became the single most important person in your existence?
āI donātāā Anakin started, but his voice cracked. He cleared his throat. āObi-Wan and I arenātā weāre just master and apprentice. Former master and apprentice. Thatās all.ā
āAre you sure?ā Palpatineās voice was silk. āBecause Iāve watched you, Anakin. Iāve seen the way you look at him. The way you move around him, like heās gravity and you canāt escape his pull. And Iāve seen the way he looks at you, too.ā
Anakinās heart was pounding now. Too fast. Too loud.
Because it was true that Anakin gazed at Obi-Wan far too long to be appropriate, created fantasies in his mind of his former master returning his less-than-platonic desires, that their bond sustained Anakin more than the beat in his heart and the oxygen in his lungs.
And Palpatine was one of the smartest, most genuine people he had ever met, so of course he would pick up on it; Anakin didnāt exactly have subtlety thrumming in his veins the way he had raw Force potential.
But this was something that the all-knowing Palpatine was certainly wrong about. There was no way in the Force that Obi-Wan returned even a modicum of those feelings. Not only was he a Jedi, and attachment was explicitly forbidden, but there was no possible way he would spare him a second glance with a fraction of the amorous, carnal desire that Anakin felt for him.
His heart was pounding now, too fast and far too loud.
āChancellor,ā he said, and his voice came out sharper than intended because just the inconceivable thought of Obi-Wan reciprocating his feelings was far too much to bear, and he needed to lash out at someone to distract himself, āwith respect, I donāt think this is appropriate. My relationship with Obi-Wan isāā
āSacred,ā Palpatine finished, and there was something almost hungry in his voice. āYes. I know.ā
Noises flooded back into Anakinās mind, but they werenāt as comforting as heād thought theyād be.
The chrono ticked.
The vents whistled.
And those same feelings that always sparked around Palpatine reemerged. He felt seen. Valued.
Then Palpatineās expression smoothed, and he was back to the kindly old man who always had a cup of tea ready. āForgive me, Anakin. I didnāt mean to overstep. I simplyāā he sighed, shaking his head. āI worry about you. Both of you. The war is dangerous, and the Jedi⦠well, they donāt always value what they have, do they?ā
Anakinās shoulders relaxed. Only slightly, but at least his initial instincts rang true in the Force now. Just a philosophical old man. Thatās all.
āI appreciate the concern,ā he said, forcing a smile. āReally. But Obi-Wan and I are fine. We work well together. Thatās all that matters.ā
Palpatine nodded slowly. āOf course. Of course.ā He reached for his tea and took a sip. āNow, about those supply routesā¦ā
And just like that, the conversation shifted to logistics, routes, and fuel, as well as the endless, grinding mechanics of war.
But Anakin couldnāt shake the feeling that Palpatine was still watching him, still studying him, as if he were a scientist examining a specimen.
Iām being paranoid, he told himself. Itās just the stress. The war. The visions.
I need to focus. I need to get through this meeting. Then I can rest.
He was so lost in thought that he almost missed it.
The door hissed open.
Anakin looked up, and his blood turned to ice.
Count Dooku stood in the doorway, lightsaber already ignited, the blue-white blade casting sharp shadows across his gaunt face. His eyes were cold and fixed directly on Anakin.
āSkywalker,ā Dooku said, and his voice was a serpentās hiss. āHow convenient.ā
Anakin was on his feet in an instant, hand flying to his belt to protect the Supreme Chancellor from the Sith Lordā
But he never reached his lightsaber.
Behind him, Palpatine screamed.
āHELP! SOMEONE HELP!ā
The sound was so sudden, so pained, so wrong, that Anakin instinctively turned to ascertain his well-beingā
And something slammed into the back of his skull.
Not a physical blow. The Force. A wave of pressure, so dense and heavy that it felt like the entire room was collapsing on top of him. Anakin staggered, vision swimming, his legs giving out beneath him.
Through the haze, he heard Dookuās footsteps. Heard Palpatineās screams through the shroud of his disorientation.
āANAKIN!ā Palpatine cried. āHELP ME!ā
Anakin tried to reach out. Tried to summon his lightsaber. Tried to breathe.
But the darkness was already swallowing him whole. It poured into his mind like ink into water, thick and cold and suffocating. The last thing he saw was Dookuās boots walking past himā toward the Chancellorās desk.
But before the darkness claimed him completely, there was noise.
The crash of furniture overturning. The shriek of durasteel as Dookuās blade carved through the door panelsā a show of force, almost like a performance for the security footage that would later be reviewed. The clatter of datapads scattering across the floor as Palpatine knocked them from his desk in a frenzy of panic.
Anakin heard the sharp crack of the Chancellorās favorite tea cup shattering against the wall. Heard the heavy thud of the desk chair overturning. Heard Dookuās boots stalking through the chaos, calculated and unhurried.
And then silence.
Anakinās eyes fluttered, struggling to stay open. Through the fog of unconsciousness, he saw Dookuās hand close around Palpatineās arm.
The last thing he heard was Dookuās voice, āOn your feet, Chancellor, unless you want me to kill you right now.ā
No, Anakin thought. Palpatine was in danger and it was all his fault. He couldnāt protect him. Couldnāt do his sworn duty.
His last thought before he succumbed to the hazeā before Dooku grabbed Anakinās ankle and began to drag him toward the doorā was I failed him.
***
The bond went silent.
***
The afternoon sun beat down on the Senate steps, hot and heavy, reflecting off the polished marble until they hurt to look at. Obi-Wan squinted against the glare, one hand shading his eyes while the other held a datapad with the latest casualty reports from the Outer Rim Sieges.
āāand the 501st is requesting additional artillery support for the next rotation,ā Cody was saying, his voice a firm rumble beside him. āGeneral Skywalkerās report indicated they had faced heavier resistance than anticipated, and heās requesting for the futureāā
Obi-Wan nodded, already scrolling through the numbers. āTell him I can get the requisition approved, but heāll have to wait untilāā
He stopped.
The words died in his throat.
Something was wrong.
Suddenly, his vision went white. But it wasnāt pain, more like⦠absence. Like something violent had torn through the fabric of his consciousness. Like someone had reached into his chest and ripped out a piece of his soul. Like every sun had vanished from the galaxy and left only cold, empty darkness behind.
The datapad slipped through his fingers. It hit the marble steps with a sharp crack, skittering down two steps before coming to rest.
āGeneral?ā Cody was at his side, hand on his arm. āGeneral, whatās wrong? Youāve gone paleāā
Obi-Wan couldnāt answer. He couldnāt breathe. He couldnāt think. His hand flew to his chest, pressing against the space where his heart should have been, but there was nothing there. Just a hollow, yawning void where Anakin used to be.
Anakin.
Anakin, where are you?
He was supposed to be meeting with Palpatine.
He reached out through the bondā the thread that has connected them for thirteen years, the thing that hummed between them even when they were systems apartā and found⦠nothing. Static. Silence. A wall of black where Anakinās bright, burning presence should have been.
No. No, no, noā
And then, faintly, so faintly that he almost missed itā a pulse.
Fear.
But it wasnāt Anakinās. Or was it? It was sharper, more theatrical, laced with something that felt almost⦠performative? Palpatine. The Chancellor. Anakinās fear for Palpatine, perhaps, bleeding through the bond.
Obi-Wanās eyes snapped open. His composure, carefully maintained for as long as heād been alive, cracked.
āCody.ā His voice came out raw, scraping against his throat. āChancellor Palpatineās office. Now.ā
Cody didnāt ask questions. That was why he was the best. āIāll call for backupāā
āNo time.ā Obi-Wan was already moving, robes billowing behind him as he spurred up the Senate steps. āSecure the perimeter. No one leaves the building.ā
āGeneralāā
āDo it, Commander.ā
He didnāt wait for a response. He was already through the doors, already running through the corridors, his boots pounding against the polished floor in a rhythm that matched his racing heart.
Anakin. Anakin, please.
The bond was still dark. Still silent. But Obi-Wan could feel the echo of that fear, lingering like smoke after a fire. Palpatine had been afraid. Or at least, heād wanted Anakin to think he was afraid.
That doesnāt make sense, Obi-Wanās mind raced. If the Chancellor were in danger, why would Anakin be the target? Unlessā
He rounded the corner and skidded to a halt.
The Chancellorās office doors stood open. Not just openā smashed. The heavy durasteel panels were dented inward, scorch marks blackening the edges where a lightsaber had carved through the lock. Inside, the room was chaos. Overturned furniture. Datapads scattered across the floor. A single cup of tea, still steaming, lying on its side on the desk.
And everywhereā everywhereā the lingering residue of dark side energy.
Dooku.
Obi-Wan stepped through the doorway, his lightsaber already in his hand, though he didnāt ignite it. Not yet. He needed to see. He needed to understand.
His eyes swept the room, cataloguing every detail precisely, because he was a man whoād spent two decades surviving by noticing what others had missed.
Two sets of footprints in the disturbed dust. One small, walking with purposeā Palpatineās. The other heavier, dragging, the toes scraping against the floorā Anakinās. Anakin had been unconscious. Dragged.
Obi-Wanās blood ran cold.
The Chancellor walked out with Dooku. Or he was made to by the point of a lightsaber at his throat. Anakin was dragged.
His mind spun through the implications. Dooku had been here. Dooku had taken Anakinā or taken them both. But why would Dooku take the Chancellor? Palpatine was valuable, yes, but he was also the most heavily guarded man in the galaxy. A kidnapping of this scale would trigger an immediate manhunt. It was stupid. Dooku wasnāt stupid.
Unless the Chancellor wasnāt the real prize.
Obi-Wan knelt. His fingers brushed the floor, tracing the faint grooves left by Anakinās dragging heels. The Force eddied around him with traces of violence. Dookuās signature was unmistakableāObi-Wan had, unfortunately, spent far too much time in his presence to miss the coldness of it. But there was something else beneath it. A whisper of something even more dangerous.
Palpatine.
Obi-Wanās brow furrowed. He reached out with the Force, feeling the echoes of what had happened here. The Chancellor had been behind his desk. Anakin had been in the chair across from him. Theyād been talking. Casual. Comfortable. Somewhat. Then Dooku had enteredā
And Palpatine had screamed.
Obi-Wanās eyes narrowed. Heād heard the scream through the bond, felt Anakinās desperate lurch toward the Chancellor. But now, standing in the wreckage, he could feel something else. Something that didnāt fit.
The footprints.
Palpatineās prints were too neat. Too orderly. They led from the desk to the door without a single stumble, without the frantic scrambling for a man fleeing for his life. And there were no signs of a struggle near the Chancellorās position. The overturned furniture was clustered around the entrance, where Anakin must have been standing when he was attacked. Or he must have ended up there somehow, possibly in defense of the Chancellor.
Anakin was the target.
Obi-Wanās heart clenched. He pushed himself to his feet, his jaw tight. Dooku took Anakin. He took him, and Palpatine as well. But why? Why would the Separatists kidnap Anakin Skywalker and take the Chancellor as collateral? Or vice versa? It didnāt add up.
Unlessā¦
āGeneral?ā
Obi-Wan spun. A clone trooper stood in the doorwayā not one of his men, a member of the Coruscant Guard by the look of the red markings on his armor. The trooperās blaster was raised, sweeping the room for threats.
āStand down,ā Obi-Wan said, his voice steadier than he felt. āThe assailants are gone. Get a security team up here. I need everythingā security footage, personnel logs, visitor records from the last hour.
āSirāā The trooper hesitated. āThe Chancellorāā
āIs not here,ā Obi-Wan cut him off, āand I need to know where heās been taken. Move.ā
The trooper saluted and disappeared. Obi-Wan turned back to the room, his mind working furiously.
Palpatine walked out with Dooku. Willingly. Or at least, not under duress.
The thought was treason. He knew it was treason. But the Council had been suspicious of the Chancellor for months. Too much power concentrated in one man. Too many emergency powers granted. Too many coincidences that always seemed to benefit the Separatists just enough to prolong the war but never enough to end it.
And now Anakin is gone. Taken. By Dooku. And Palpatine just went along with it.
Obi-Wanās hand tightened on his lightsaber hilt.
What are you hiding, Sheev Palpatine?
He reached through the bond again, desperately searching for Anakinās presence. For a momentājust a momentāhe felt something. A flicker of warmth. A whisper of consciousness.
Anakin?
No response. But the bond was there. It was weak, but it was there, and Anakin was alive.
Obi-Wan closed his eyes and breathed. Just for a second, just enough to calm the anger threatening the edges of his vision.
Iām coming, Ani. Iām coming.
He opened his eyes, and the lids were heavy, like steel was lodged in them now. The cold, implacable steel of a Master Jedi who had let himself get far too attached to his own former Padawan and would stop and nothing to bring him home.
āCody,ā he said into his comm, āI need a location. Track the Chancellorās personal transport. I donāt care what clearance you needā just get it.ā
āSir?ā Codyās voice crackled through the speaker. āThe Chancellorās transport is still in its bay. It hasnāt moved.ā
Obi-Wanās eyes narrowed. Of course. They wouldnāt be that obvious.
āThen trace Dookuās ship. I want every hyperlane, every identified signature, every scrap of data from the last hour. They canāt have gone far.ā
āAnd if they have?ā
Obi-Wanās smile sharpened. āThen Iāll find them anyway.ā
He strode out of the office, his robes billowing around him, and didnāt look back.
***
The bond pulsed once in something soft and distant, like a heartbeat far away.
Anakin, Obi-Wan thought, and poured every ounce of his love and desperation into the word. Hang on. Iām coming.
And somewhere, deep in the darkness, Anakin stirred.
***
Consciousness returned in fragments.
First came the cold. It seeped into his bones, crawling up his spine like fingers of ice. He shivered, and the movement sent a spike of pain through his skullāsharp, insistent, demanding attention.
Then came the smell. Burnt durasteel. Recycled air, stale and metallic, the kind that only existed in places where the atmosphere was manufactured. A prison. A ship. Somewhere wrong.
Anakin groaned. His eyelids felt like theyād been welded shut, but he forced them open anyway.
The world swam into focus.
He was in a cage.
A cage within an energy barrier, shimmering faintly blue, enclosing him in a space barely large enough to stand in. The floor was cold durasteel. The walls were durasteel. Everything was durasteel, gray and featureless and horrible.
And his wristsā
He looked down. Heavy cuffs circled his wrists, dull metal etched with symbols he didnāt recognize. They hummed with a low, thrumming energy that made his skin crawl. The Force was there, he could feel it, but every time he reached for it, the cuffs seemed to pulse and push it away, like trying to hold water in a sieve.
Force-suppression cuffs.
Anakinās stomach dropped. Heād heard of theseāhad been shackled by them before as well. They were rare. They were illegal. But they were also devastatingly effective.
Where am I? How long was I out? Whatā
Then he remembered.
Palpatineās office. The tea. The strange conversation about soul-bonded pairs. Dookuās lightsaber. The scream. The crushing weight of the Force against his mindā
And then nothing.
Anakinās fists clenched. He lunged at the energy barrier, slamming his palms against it. The blue light sizzled, and pain lanced up his arms, throwing him backward. He hit the durasteel floor hard, the breath leaving his lungs in a sharp whoosh.
āAnakin! Anakin, my boy, are you all right?ā
Anakinās head snapped up. Across the room, perhaps fifteen meters away, there was another cage. And inside it, bound with what looked like simple rope, was Chancellor Palpatine.
He looked terrible. His robes were torn. His hair was disheveled. There was a bruise forming on his cheek, dark and ugly against his pale skin. But his eyesāthose eyesāwere fixed on Anakin with a frantic concern that sent an ache pummelling through Anakinās chest.
āChancellor,ā Anakin gasped, pushing himself to his knees. āAre you hurt? Did heāā
āIām fine, Iām fine.ā Palpatine strained against his ropes, wincing. āItās you Iām worried about. You hit the floor so hardā I thoughtāā He shook his head, his voice cracking. āI thought Iād lost you.ā
Anakinās jaw tightened. He was worried about me. Even now, trapped and bound, he was worried about me. I donāt deserve him.
āIām okay,ā Anakin said, though his head was pounding and his ribs felt like they had been through a trash compactor. āJust⦠give me a minute.ā
He pushed himself to his feet again, slowly this time, and took stock of his surroundings. The room was circular, maybe twenty meters across. The ceiling was high, lost in shadows. There were no windows, no visible doorsājust the two cages and his oppressive energy barrier.
And there, in the cornerā
Anakinās eyes narrowed. A holocamera. Its red light blinked steadily, watching them.
Weāre being observed.
āAnakin.ā Palpatineās voice was softer now, almost conspiratorial. In any other circumstance, the tone would have brought a smile to Anakinās face. āAnakin, my dear, listen to me. Before Dooku left, he said something. Something I think you need to hear.ā
Anakin turned back to him. āWhat did he say?ā
Palpatine hesitated. His eyes darted to the holocamera, then back to Anakin. When he spoke, his voice was barely above a whisper.
āHe said this was all about you.ā
Anakinās blood went cold. āWhat do you mean?ā
āExactly what he said.ā Palpatine leaned forward as far as his ropes would allow. āHe said the Jedi Council had grown⦠concerned. About your power. About your potential. He said theyād decided you were too dangerous to keep in the Order.ā He paused, letting the words sink in. āAnd then he saidāā Another pause. Another hesitation. āHe said it was Master Kenobiās idea to give you up.ā
The words hit Anakin like a punch to the chest.
āWhat?ā The word came out strangled. āThatāsā thatās ridiculous. Obi-Wan would neverāā
āWouldnāt he?ā Palpatineās voice was soft now, almost sad. āThink about it, Anakin. Think about the way he looks at you. The way he watches you. I thoughtāI thought maybe he shared your feelings for him. But nowāmaybe it was that he was waiting for you to slip. Like heās waiting for you to prove him right.ā
Anakin shook his head violently. āNo. No, youāreāDooku is wrong. Obi-Wan is my master. He trained me. Heāā
āHe failed you.ā Palpatineās voice was still soft, still said, but there was something sharper beneath it now. Something cutting. āHe left you on Tatooine. He let your mother die. He watched you suffer, year after year, and he did nothing.ā
Anakinās chest heaved. His hands shook. The cuffs hummed against his wrists, blocking the Force, but he could still feel somethingāa flicker of warmth, somewhere deep inside him. A thread of light.
Obi-Wan.
He reached for it, desperately, but it was too faint. Too distant. Like trying to grab a star through a fog.
āI never thought he was afraid of you,ā Palpatine continued, his voice low. āAfraid for you, I believed. Or wanted to believe on your behalf. But Dooku made me wonderā¦ā He trailed off, shaking his head. āNo. No, I shouldnāt say such things. Not now. Not when weāre trapped like this.ā
Trapped. The word cut through Anakinās spiraling thoughts. He looked around the room again, eyes passing over their cages, the blinking holocamera, the barriers restricting them.
āWe need to get out of here,ā he said, his voice rough. āWe need to find a way toāā
āAnakin.ā Palpatineās voice was sharp now. āAnakin, please. Just listen to me for a moment.ā
Anakin stopped. He turned back to the Chancellor, and something in Palpatineās expression made his stomach twist.
āThe Council has been watching you for years,ā Palpatine said, his voice low and urgent. āThey see your power as a threat, not a gift. And Kenobiāā He shook his head, a sad smile crossing his face. āHeās the one who has to tell them everything you do. Every mistake. Every moment of weakness.ā
āThatās not true.ā Anakinās voice cracked. āObi-Wan isnāt like that. Heāā
āHas he ever told you he trusts you?ā Palpatine asked, his voice soft. āHas he ever said the words? āAnakin, I trust you. I believe in you. I love youā?ā
Anakin opened his mouth to answer, and found he couldnāt.
Has he?
He thought back. The last three years of missions. Years of training. Years of Obi-Wanās dry humor and propriety. But the wordsāthe words Anakin had always needed to hearāhad they ever actually come?
āIām proud of you.ā That, once or twice.
āYou did well.ā That, more often.
āWeāll figure this out.ā That, constantly.
Trust? Anakin thought so. Belief? Possibly.
Love?
No. Never.
And the sudden realization hit Anakin.
Heās been holding back. All this time. All these years heās been holding me at armās length.
He thought of the bond between them. The connection that hummed in his chest, warm and constant. The way Obi-Wanās presence soothed him, even in the darkest moments. The way heād always felt whole when they were together.
And the way Obi-Wan had never said a word about it. Had never acknowledged it. Had neverā
He doesnāt feel it, Anakin thought, and the words curdled in his mind. The bond is just⦠the vestiges of training. Just a master-apprentice thing. He doesnāt feel what I feel.
He had always known that, but somehow, it hurt more now.
āAnakin.ā Palpatineās voice broke through his spiral. āAnakin, look at me.ā
Anakin looked up. The Chancellorās eyes were gentle, understanding, full of the kind of warmth that Anakin had been starving for his entire life.
āIām not trying to turn you against Obi-Wan,ā Palpatine said softly. āIām trying to protect you. To help you see the truth before itās too late. The Jedi Order doesnāt want whatās best for you. They want whatās best for them. And for Obi-Wanā¦ā He sighed, shaking his head. āHeās one of them. He always will be.ā
Anakinās throat was tight. His eyes burned. But he didnāt look away.
āWhat am I supposed to do?ā he asked, and his voice was small. A childās voice. The voice of a nine-year-old slave on Tatooine, desperate for someone to believe in him.
Palpatine smiled. It was warm. It was kind.
āTrust me, Anakin. Thatās all I ask. Trust me, and I will never let anyone hurt you. Not the Council. Not the Sith. Not even Obi-Wan.ā
Not even Obi-Wan.
The words echoed in Anakinās mind, and something in him cracked. Just a little. Just enough to let a tiny sliver of doubt seep through.
Heās never said it. Not once. Not in thirteen years.
He looked across the room at the Chancellorāthe only person whoād ever truly believed in himāand he nodded.
āAlright,ā he said. āI trust you.ā
Palpatine's smile widened. āThatās all I need.ā
The holocamera blinked its red light.
***
And somewhere, far away, Obi-Wan Kenobi staggered as a wave of Anakinās doubt crashed against his shields.
***
Through the bond, Anakin felt a flicker of confusion. Of hurt. Of fear.
And thenā nothing. Obi-Wanās presence withdrew, like a hand pulled back from a flame.
No, Anakin thought, his stomach dropping. Waitā
But the bond was silent.
Across from him, Palpatine was still smiling. And in the shadows of his pale blue eyes, something ancient seemed to pass through.
***
The holocamera blinked its comforting red light.
Sidious smiled at the boyāthe Chosen One, so powerful, so beautiful in his desperationāand felt the dark side sing in his blood.
So easy.
Anakin was broken. Not completely. Not yet, at least. But the cracks were there. The doubts. The fears. The aching, hungry need for someone to see him, to love him without reservation.
And I do see him, Palpatine thought, his smile never faltering. I see every glorious inch of his potential. I see the weapon he could burn. I see the galaxy he could burn.
But not yet. Not until the bond was severed. Not until the boyās heart was blackened beyond redemption.
He shifted against his ropes, careful to maintain the illusion of weakness. The bruise on his cheekāself-inflicted, a necessary propāthrobbed with a dull ache that only sharpened his focus.
Kenobi.
The name was a curse on his tongue. The Jedi Master was the key to everythingāthe anchor that kept Anakin tethered to the light. As long as Obi-Wan lived, as long as the boy loved him, the dyad would remain a threat instead of a tool.
But Sidious had spent decades learning how to break things. How to find the fault lines in a personās soul and push.
Anakinās fault line was his heart. His desperate, aching, pitiful need to be loved.
And Kenobiās fault lineā
Palpatineās smile disappeared.
Kenobiās fault line is Anakin. He will tear the galaxy apart to save him. And that desperation will be his undoing.
The holocamera blinked.
Palpatine settled deeper into his ābonds,ā letting his eyes drift half-closed. To anyone watching, he looked exhausted. Broken. A frail old man caught in the crossfire of a war he didnāt understand.
But in the darkness behind his eyes, the Sith Lord smiled.
Dance, my puppets. Dance for me.
***
Obi-Wan was halfway to the hangar when it hit him.
Heād been runningāsprinting, really, his robes flying behind him like banners of despairāwhen the bond suddenly pulsed with something sharp and ugly.
Doubt.
And it couldnāt have been his own. Heād never doubted Anakin. Not once. Not in thirteen years.
No, this was Anakinās doubt. Anakinās fear. Anakinās sickening, heart-wrenching uncertaintyā and it was directed at him.
Obi-Wan stumbled.
His hand shot out, bracing against the corridor wall, and he stood there for a momentā breathing hard, heart pounding, the world spinning around him.
Anakin, he thought, reaching through the bond with everything he had. Anakin, whatās wrong? What happened?
But the answer that came back was fragmented. A half-sentence, a feeling, a plea.
Palpatine saidā¦
And then nothing.
Obi-Wanās chest seized. Heād felt Anakinās doubt like a blade to the heart, cold and wrong. Doubt that Obi-Wan was coming for him. Doubt that Obi-Wan trusted him. Doubt that Obi-Wanā
Loved him.
And that was the thought that shattered something inside of him.
Does he really think I donāt love him?
He pressed his palm flat against the wall, letting the cold durasteel ground him. His breath came in ragged gasps, the disciplined calm heād cultivated for decades crumbling under the impact of this epiphany.
Thirteen years. Thirteen years of watching Anakin grow from a frightened nine-year-old into the most brilliant, powerful, infuriating Jedi heād ever known. Thirteen years of standing beside him, fighting beside him, bleeding beside him.
Thirteen years of loving himā one way or anotherā in silence.
Because what else could he do? Anakin was his apprentice. His responsibility. His charge. The Jedi Code forbade attachment, and Obi-Wan had always been a good Jedi. Had always followed the rules, much to Master Qui-Gonās chagrin. Had always kept his feelings locked away in the deepest, darkest corner of his heart.
But I love him.
The words burned in his mind, undeniable and terrifying. He loved Anakin with a ferocity that would have shocked the Council. He loved Anakinās courage and his passion and his stubborn, impossible goodness. He loved the way Anakin smiled when he thought no one was watching. The way he tilted his head when he was trying to solve a tactical puzzle. The way his eyes lit up when he talked about tinkering with droids.
He loved the sound of Anakin. The presence of him. The way the Force sang when they were together.
And godsāthat face.
Obi-Wan knew, intrinsically, that physical appearances didnāt matter. That the Jedi were above such shallow considerations. That it was Anakinās soul that drew him in, not the sharp line of his jaw, not the brilliant blue of his eyes, not the way the setting sun caught the gold in his hair and made him look like something out of an old myth.
But he was a liar.
Because Anakin was beautiful. Breathtakingly, impossibly beautiful. The kind of beautiful that made Obi-Wanās chest ache and his thoughts scatter. The kind of beautiful that had kept him awake at night, staring at the ceiling, wondering how the universe had dared to put him in his path and expected him not to fall for him.
And it wasnāt just his faceāthough that alone would have been enough to break a lesser man. It was the way he moved, the grace he didnāt know he had, the way his handsāthose incredible, clever handsācould be so gentle with a broken droid and so fierce with a lightsaber. The way his eyes softened when he looked at Obi-Wan, even when he was trying to be angry.
Who wouldnāt fall for him? Obi-Wan thought bitterly. Who wouldnāt look at him and think, āThis is the most beautiful thing Iāve ever seen?ā
Heād told himself it didnāt matter. Merely a platonic captivation with his soulāhis courage, his passion, his stubborn, impossible goodness.
But it didnāt make the physical ache any less real.
And heād never said a word.
I should have told him. I should have told him he was beautiful. I should have told him he was everything.
A vibroblade twisting in his gut would have been less painful than this thought. He should have said it, years ago, after he was knighted. Should have taken Anakinās face in his hands and said, I love you, I love you, Iāve always loved you, you impossible, beautiful, reckless fool.
But he hadnāt. Because he was a Jedi. Because he was afraid. Because he was terrified of what would happen if Anakin knew.
And nowā
He thinks I donāt trust him.
Obi-Wan closed his eyes. Through the bond he could feel the raw, bleeding, desperate echoes of Anakinās hurt. And beneath all that pain, the tiny, poisonous thread of doubt that had wrapped itself around Anakinās hurt.
Palpatine.
Of course.
He had concerns about the nature of his and Anakinās dynamic for years. How he seemed to twist innocent things out of proportion with a well-placed comment or question, how after leaving a meeting with him, Anakinās Force signature secreted confusion for hours.
And now he was the subject of it. Palpatine had whispered his poisonāintentionally or notā into Anakinās ear, telling him that Obi-Wan didnāt trust him, didnāt believe in him, didnātā
Love him.
āNo,ā Obi-Wan breathed, his voice cracking. āNo, Anakin. Thatās not true. Thatās never been true.ā
But Anakin couldnāt hear him. The bond was too faint, too fractured. All Obi-Wan could feel was the echo of his doubt, and it was destroying him.
He pushed off the wall, his eyes burning. He couldnāt afford to fall apart now. Anakin was out there, alone, afraid, being poisoned by a man theyād both trusted. And it was Obi-Wanās jobā his purpose to save him.
I will save him. I will find him. And thenā
He stopped the thought. He couldnāt think about āand then.ā He couldnāt think about what he would say, what he would do, when he finally had Anakin in his arms. If he thought about it, he would break.
Instead, he focused on the bond. On the faint, flickering thread of light that still connected him to Anakin.
Iām coming, he thought, pouring every ounce of his love and his grief and his all-consuming desperation into the words.
Only the Force could help them now.
***
Anakin was still reeling from Palpatineās soliloquy when something seeped into his chest.
It was faint and barely there, something like sunlight through heavy clouds, but it was real and tangible, and it wasnāt coming from Palpatine.
It was coming through the bond.
Anakinās breath caught. He reached for it desperately, his fingers curling into fists at his sides. Through the cuffs, through the barriers, through the cold and the fear and the doubt, he reachedā
And felt Obi-Wan.
Not words. Not thoughts. Feeling. A pulse of warmth that wrapped around his heart, embraced it. A surge of something so fierce and desperate and aching that it made Anakinās eyes sting with tears.
Love.
It crashed into him and he staggered, catching himself on the energy barrier, and the blue light sizzled against his palms, but he didnāt care. He didnāt feel it. All he could feel was Obi-Wan, pouring raw, terrifying power through their bond.
Iām coming, Ani. Hold on. Please. Hold on.
The words were felt more than spoken, like a prayer, a promise, a man bleeding his soul into the Force and begging it to reach him.
Anakinās throat tightened. His chest ached. He loves me. Heā
But then the doubt crept back in. Palpatineās voice, insidious and sweet, Heās never said it. Not once. Not in thirteen years.
But I feel it, Anakin argued with himself. I feel it right now. This isnātā this canāt beā
Feelings can be faked. The Force can be manipulated. You know that better than anyone.
Anakin shook his head violently, trying to dislodge the thought. But it clung to him like cobwebs, sticky and impossible to brush away.
Across the room, Palpatine stirred. āAnakin?ā His voice was as soft as usual. āAre you all right? You lookāā
āIām fine.ā Anakinās voice came out hoarse. āI just⦠I thought I felt something.ā
Palpatineās eyes narrowed for a fraction of a second. Then his expression smoothed back into that paternal smile that always brought him comfort. āWhat did you feel, my boy?ā
Anakin hesitated. His hand pressed against his chest, where the warmth still lingered like a fading ember.
āI donāt know,ā he said. āIt was⦠strange. Likeāā
Like love. Like Obi-Wan loves me.
But he couldnāt say that. He couldnāt admit it out loud. Because if he said it, and it wasnāt true, thenā
āJust⦠a feeling,ā he finished lamely. āItās probably nothing.ā
Palpatine nodded slowly, his eyes never leaving Anakinās face. āOf course. The stress of this situation must be taking a toll on you. Try to rest, Anakin. Iāll keep watch.ā
Keep watch. The words should have been comforting, but something about them made Anakinās skin crawl.
He turned away from Palpatine, pressing his back against the cold durasteel wall of his cage. His eyes closed. His heart pounded.
Obi-Wan, he thought, reaching through the bond with everything he had. Obi-Wan, Iā
But he didnāt know what to say. He didnāt know how to ask. He didnāt even know what he was asking.
So instead, he just held onto the warmth. Held onto the memory of that feelingā the loveā and tried to believe it was real.
Please let it be real.
***
The ship was massive.
Obi-Wan had seen the schematics in the Jedi Archivesāa Separatist dreadnought, a sister ship to the Malevolence, designed for orbital bombardment and planetary sieges. It was a floating fortress, bristling with turbolaser batteries and hangar bays, capable of laying waste to entire cities.
And it was hiding in the debris field of Coruscantās outer defense perimeter.
Right under our noses, Obi-Wan thought bitterly, cutting down another pair of droids.
He deflected a blaster bolt, spun, and drove his blade through a commando droidās chest plate. The droid crumpled, sparks showering across the durasteel floor.
āGeneral!ā Codyās voice crackled through his comm. āWeāve got the ship locked in. Weāre sending the coordinates to your HUD now.ā
Obi-Wanās HUD flickered, and a wireframe map appeared in the corner of his vision. The ship was massiveādozens of decks, hundreds of rooms, a labyrinth of corridors and hangar bays. But there, at the very center of the map, was a single, blinking dot.
Anakin.
Obi-Wanās jaw tightened. āHow close are you?ā
āFive minutes. Maybe less. Weāre punching through the debris field now.ā
āFive minutes is too long.ā Obi-Wan rounded a corner and found himself in a hangar bayā empty, save for a single sleek ship docked against the far wall. Dookuās personal vessel. Iām going in ahead.ā
āGeneralāā
āI know the risks, Cody. I also know Anakinās in there.ā He paused, his hand tightening on his lightsaber hilt. āIām not leaving him.ā
There was a beat of silence. Then Cody replied, āUnderstood, sir. Weāll be right behind you.ā
Obi-Wan deactivated his comm and let out a log exhale.
Focus. You need to focus. Give your anger to the Force.
He moved through the hangar bay, his senses stretched thin. The Force was thick hereāpure darkness intertwined with something far more familiar.
And vulnerable.
Anakin. He could feel him stronger now, a pulsing thread of warmth that drew him forward. He was close, he knew. He could sense Dooku only a few decks above him, judging by the map.
But as he drew closer, something else crept into his awareness. That same doubt.
He still doesnāt trust me. He stillā
Obi-Wan pushed the thought away. It doesnāt matter. None of it matters except getting him out.
He told himself earlier not to think about āand then,ā but maybe he should. What would he do when Anakin was safe? What would he say?
I love you.
The words sat on his tongue, a secret heād been guarding even from himself. Didn't let himself think them too loudly for fear that the universe would hear and use them against him.
He found a turbolift and pried the doors open with the Force, stepping inside. The control panel was labeled in Separatist script, but he could read enough to know which deck he needed. He punched the button and felt the lift lurch upward.
I should have told him on Coruscant, on Cato Neimoidia, on Naboo, on Geonosis, on Zygerria. I should have told him on a hundred thousand worlds, a hundred thousand nights, when he fell asleep on my shoulder and I thought my heart would burst.
The turbolift stopped. The doors slid open.
Obi-Wan stepped out into a corridor lined with durasteel and darkness. He could feel Anakin nowāso close, just ahead, on the other side of a massive door at the end of the hall.
And he could feel Palpatine, too. A presence that was wrong. Off. Like a note played out of key.
Heās in there. With Anakin.
Obi-Wanās blood ran cold.
He reached the door and pushed it open with the Force, his lightsaber already in his hand.
Inside was a circular room.
Two cages.
Anakin, in one, his eyes wide with shockā and hopeā as he looked at Obi-Wan. And Palpatine, in the other, bound with ropes that looked very convincing.
Obi-Wanās gaze locked onto Anakin, and for a moment, the rest of the world fell away.
Iām here. Iām here, Ani. Iām here. I love you. Iāve always loved you. And I am never going to let anyone take you from me.
Anakinās eyes widened. His lips parted. Through the bond, Obi-Wan felt the echo of his own words, and felt Anakin hear them.
And then Dooku dropped from the ceiling, lightsaber already swinging.
***
Dooku landed in a crouch, his lightsaber humming with that distinctive crackle of crimson plasma. He rose slowly, deliberately, a predator savoring the moment before the kill.
āMaster Kenobi,ā he said, each syllable something like silk wrapped around steel. āHow predictable. I was beginning to wonder if youād lost your nerve.ā
Obi-Wan didnāt answer. He couldnāt. His throat was tight, his heart was pounding, and every instinct was screaming at him to look at Anakinā to make sure he was real, to see if the words heād poured through the bond had reached him.
But he couldnāt afford to look. Not now. Not with Dooku standing between them.
āObi-Wan!ā Anakinās voice was raw.
What did they do to you?
āObi-Wan, heāā
āI know, dear.ā Obi-Wan tried to keep a steady voice while his hands shook. āI know what heās done. I know what heās told you. And none of it is true.ā
āSuch confidence,ā Dooku drawled, circling slowly. āSuch certainty. And yet, I wonder, Master Kenobiādo you truly believe that? Or are you simply afraid to admit the truth?ā
Obi-Wanās eyes narrowed. āAnd what truth is that, Count?ā
āThat youāve held him back.ā Dookuās smile was ice-cold. āThat youāve feared his power. That youāve kept him small, controlled, manageable, because you knew that if he ever reached his full potential, he would surpass you in ways you could never imagine.ā
The words cut deep. Not because they were true, but because they were the very fears heād carried for years.
What if Iām not enough? What if he needs someone stronger? What if Iām the one holding him back?
He pushed the thoughts away. āYouāre projecting, Count. Your own failuresāā
āOh, Iāve failed many times.ā Dookuās smile widened. āBut at least Iāve never pretended to be something Iām not. At least Iāve never lied to the boy who trusted me with his life.ā
A flash of Qui-Gonās face sparked before Obi-Wanās eyelids. A pang thrust itself through his chest involuntarily. And Dooku knew it. He knew what he was doing. He was trying to unravel him. To make him hesitate. To make him doubt.
And it was working.
Obi-Wanās grip on his lightsaber tightened. He could feel Anakinās eyes on him, could feel the weight of his gaze like a physical pressure against his skin. Heās watching. Heās listening. And if I falterā
He didnāt finish the thought. Instead, he moved, and the fight exploded into motion.
Obi-Wan lunged, his blade a blue of blue-white light. Dooku met him with a crimson arc, their sabers colliding in a shower of sparks. The Force screamed around them, the dark side pressing against Obi-Wanās shields like a battering ram.
āYouāre tired, Kenobi,ā Dooku observed, their blades locked. āEmotionally compromised. Youāve let your feelings for the boy cloud your judgment.ā
āMy feelings are none of your concern.ā Obi-Wan shoved him back, spinning into a low sweep that Dooku barely avoided.
āOh, but they are.ā Dooku retreated a step, his blade held in a defensive guard. āBecause theyāre the very thing that will destroy you. You love him, donāt you? Really love him. The kind of love the Jedi would call attachment.ā
I do love him. And it terrifies me.
āIām not sure youāre an authority on the Jedi Code anymore,ā Obi-Wan replied mildly. He pressed the attack, driving Dooku back across the room. His blade was relentless, a storm of light and sound and fury that would have overwhelmed a lesser opponent. But Dooku wasnāt lesser. He was a master of Makashi, a duelist who had faced the greatest warriors of his age.
āInteresting,ā Dooku murmured, sidestepping a thrust. āYou donāt deny it. You donāt even try.ā His smile was razor-sharp. āHow the mighty have fallen.ā
Obi-Wanās blade faltered for just a moment, and Dooku capitalized.
The next thing Obi-Wan knew, he was on the floor.
Heād been thrown, the Force lashing out and sending him crashing into the wall. His lightsaber skittered across the floor, and his head was ringing with the impact.
Dooku stood over him, his blade humming.
āPathetic,ā Dooku said softly. āYou could have been great, Obi-Wan. You had so much potential. But you let your heart become your weakness. And nowāā
āOBI-WAN!ā
Anakinās scream shattered the air.
Obi-Wan looked up, and through the bond, he felt it. Not just Anakinās fear. Not just his desperation. Everything. The warmth that had always been there, the love that Obi-Wan had been too afraid to name, pouring through the connection like a floodgate had been opened.
I love you. I love you. Iāve always loved you.
And then the bond flared.
Like a star exploding in his chest, Obi-Wan felt Anakinās power surging through the connection, filling him with warmth and light and strength. The Force was singing, vibrating, exploding with the sheer intensity of it all.
Whatā
āNo,ā Dookuās voice was sharp with alarm. āNo, you canātāthe bondāā
But it was too late.
Obi-Wanās lightsaber was in his hand. He didnāt remember grabbing it. He didnāt remember moving. One moment he was on the floor, broken and defeated, and the next, he was on his feet, his blade blazing, the Force swirling around him like a cyclone.
āYou were saying?ā Obi-Wanās voice was far too calm for the situation at hand.
Dookuās eyes widened. āThis isnāt possible. The cuffsāthey should have suppressed the bond entirelyāā
āApparently not.ā Obi-Wan moved, not so much walking, or even running, but flowing, his body a conduit for the power pouring through him from Anakin.
They clashed again, but this time, it was different. Obi-Wan wasnāt tired. He wasnāt faltering. He was unstoppable.
āInteresting,ā Dooku gasped, barely deflecting a thrust that would have taken his head. āYouāre stronger. But not from your own powerāā
āAnakin.ā Obi-Wanās voice was soft, reverent. āItās Anakin.ā
Dookuās eyes darted to the cage, and his expression shifted to something like fear. āThe dyad. Thatās what heāā
He didnāt finish the sentence. Obi-Wanās blade cut him off.
The fight ended quickly after that.
Obi-Wan disarmed him.
But he didnāt kill him. He couldnāt. Not yet.
āYield,ā Obi-Wan said, his blade at Dookuās throat. āYield, and Iāll let you live.ā
Dookuās eyes blazed with fury. āYou think this is over? You think he will let you win?ā
āHe who?ā
But Dooku just laughed humorlessly. Something bitter and broken, like he had already accepted that heād been outmaneuvered.
āYou donāt know, do you?ā Dooku hissed. āYouāve no idea what youāre walking into. The Chancellorāā
āEnough.ā
The voice came from behind Obi-Wan.
He turned, and Palpatine was standing. The ropes were on the floor. His senses were correct; his binding had never been real.
āIāll take it from here,ā Palpatine said, and his voice was dark.
And then he raised a hand, and Dookuās lightsaber flew into his palm.
āChancellorāā Obi-Wan started.
āSidious.ā Dookuās voice was trembling with rage. āYouāyou used me. You promised meāā
āI promised you nothing.ā Serenity crept into Palpatineās smile. āYou were a tool, Dooku. A useful one, but a tool nonetheless. And tools can be discarded.ā
Dooku lunged, not at Obi-Wan, but at Palpatine.
Palpatineās lightsaber ignited. Crimson. Sith.
And in one smooth motion, he cut Dooku down.
The Count crumpled to the floor. Dead. His eyes were still open, frozen in an expression of shock and betrayal.
Obi-Wan stared. His mind couldnāt process what heād just seen. The ChancellorāPalpatineā was a Sith Lord. Had always been a Sith Lord. The man who had guided the Republic for years, who had been Anakinās friendā
āAh.ā Palpatine smiled, and it was that same agnate smile heād always worn. Except now, Obi-Wan could see the monster behind it. āThatās better. Dooku was always so dramatic.ā
Obi-Wan raised his blade. āWhat have you done?ā
āIāve done what I had to do.ā Palpatine stepped over Dookuās body, his lightsaber humming. āWhat the galaxy needs me to do.ā His eyes flicked to the cageāto Anakin, who was pressed against the bars, his face pale and streaked with tears. āWhat are you willing to do, Obi-Wan? Thatās the real question.ā
Obi-Wanās grip tightened. āIām willing to do whatever it takes to save him.ā
āI donāt doubt that.ā Palpatineās smile widened. āThatās exactly what Iām counting on.ā
He raised his free hand, and the energy barrier around Anakinās cage dropped.
āAnakin!ā Obi-Wanās voice was desperate. āGet backāā
But it was too late. Palpatineās hand closed into a fist, and Anakin shrieked.
Anakinās scream echoed through the chamber, cutting through Obi-Wan, who moved before he could think, lunging toward the cage, toward Anakin, towardā
An impenetrable wall of Force slammed into him, throwing him backward. He hit the durasteel floor hard, the breath driven from his lungs, his lightsaber skittering out of reach.
āAh, ah, ah.ā Palpatineās voice was soft, almost playful. āNone of that, Master Kenobi. Weāre having a conversation.ā
Obi-Wan pushed himself up, his ribs screaming in protest. āLet him go. Now.ā
āOr what?ā Palpatine raised an eyebrow. āYouāll fight me? You can barely stand. And even if you couldāā He gestured with his free hand, and the Force pressed against Obi-Wanās chest, pinning him to the floor. āYouāre no match for me.ā
Obi-Wan struggled against the invisible weight, his muscles straining, his teeth gritted. Through the bond, he could feel Anakināpain, blinding, white-hot paināand it was destroying him.
āAnakin,ā he gasped. āAnakin, can you hear me?ā
āHe can,ā Palpatine replied on his behalf, loudly, theatrically, the voice of someone who clearly loved the sound of his own words. āIsnāt that right, Anakin? You can hear everything. Every word. Every thought. Every doubt.ā
Obi-Wanās eyes darted to the cage. Anakin was on his knees, his hands pressed to his temples, his face contorted in agony. The cuffs on his wrists were glowing a dull red.
Heās hurting him. Heās using the cuffs to hurt him.
āStop it,ā Obi-Wan said, his voice cracking. āPleaseāā
āPlease?ā Palpatine laughed. It was a cold, cruel sound, nothing like the paternalistic mask of a chuckle that Obi-Wan had heard a thousand times. āOh, this is rich. The great Obi-Wan Kenobi, reduced to begging. Whereās your composure now, Master Jedi? Whereās your control?ā
Obi-Wanās jaw tightened. He forced himself to breathe, to center himself, to find the calm at the eye of the storm.
Think. You need to think. Heās playing with you. He wants you to lose control, and if you lose control, then Anakin is lost.
But it was so hard. So impossibly hard when Anakin was in pain. When every scream, every whimper, and every desperate pulse of fear through the bond felt like a lightsaber in his chest.
āIām not going to kill him,ā Palpatine said, almost conversationally. āThat would be⦠counterproductive. No, I need him alive. I need both of you alive.ā He began to pace, his lightsaber still humming in his hand. āYou see, Master Kenobi, the dyad is a remarkable thing. Two souls, bound together, amplifying each otherās power. Itās the ultimate tool for reshaping the galaxy.ā
āThatās not what the dyad is.ā Obi-Wanās voice was hoarse. āItās not a tool.ā
āEverything is a tool, Obi-Wan.ā Palpatine smiled. āIncluding you. Including your precious Anakin.ā He paused, tilting his head. āDo you want to know what I found in some ancient Sith texts? What the Jedi have forgotten, buried, erased from history? The dyad isnāt just a bondā itās a key. A key to unlocking the Force itself. With the dyad under my control, I could command the Force. Shape reality. Achieve anything.ā
āYouāre insane.ā Obi-Wan spat the words. āYouāre a madman.ā
āPerhaps.ā Palpatine shrugged. āBut madmen have changed the galaxy before. And I intend to do more than that. I intend to remake it.ā
He turned to Anakin, who was still on his knees, still shaking, still gasping for breath.
āAnakin,ā Palpatine said, and his voice was that of the kindly old Chancellor again. āMy dear boy, I want you to look at me.ā
Obi-Wanās vision went red.
My dear boy.
The words slithered through the air like poison, and Obi-Wan felt something inside him snap. Not his composureāthat was still intact, barelyābut something deeper, more primal. Something that had been buried beneath decades of Jedi discipline and careful detachment.
Heās not your dear boy. Heās not yours at all. Heās mine. Heās always been mine. And youāyou manipulative, treacherous, bastardāyou donāt get to call him that. You donāt get to pretend you care about him. You donāt get to use that voice, that familiar voice, like you have any right to him.
His hands were shaking. His lightsaber hilt was slick with sweat. He felt Anakinās confusion, his fear, his anguished need for someone to see himāand Palpatine as using that. Weaponizing it.
I will kill him. I will tear him apart with my bare hands. I willā
āObi-Wan.ā Palpatineās voice cut through his spiraling thoughts, warm and amused. āYouāre trembling. Are you cold, perhaps? Or is it something else?ā
Obi-Wanās jaw tightened. His teeth ground together so hard he thought they might crack.
Control. Maintain control. He wants you to lose it. He wants you to lash out. Donāt give him the satisfaction.
But Palpatine was looking at Anakin with those jaundiced, hungry eyes. And he was using that voiceāthe same voice heād used for years, the voice that had made Anakin trust him, depend on him, love him like a father.
Heās mine. Heās mine, and I will gut you before I let you take him from me.
Palpatine smiled as if he could hear every thought screaming through Obi-Wanās mind. āI understand, Obi-Wan. I truly do. But this is for the best. For him. For the galaxy.ā
The galaxy can burn. Heās all that matters.
Anakin looked up. His eyes were glassy, unfocused, but there was still a spark of defiance in them. Obi-Wanās heart ached at the sight.
āGood,ā Palpatine said. āNow I want you to think about everything I told you. About how Obi-Wan has held you back. About how the Jedi have never trusted you. About how your mother died, and he did nothing to save her.ā
āStop it.ā Obi-Wan struggled against the Force. āStop poisoning himāā
āPoisoning?ā Palpatine laughed again. āIām not poisoning him. Iām telling him the truth. The truth heās been too afraid to speak.ā He leaned in, his voice dropping to a whisper. āTell me, Anakinā do you truly believe he loves you?ā
Anakinās breath caught. Through the bond, Obi-Wan felt a surge of something, hope, maybe, or fear. Or both.
āI asked you before, and Iāll ask you again: has he ever said the words?ā Palpatine pressed. āEver looked you in the eye and told you that you were the most important person in his life? That he would die for you? That he would kill for you?ā
I love you. Iāve always loved you. I was afraidāIāve always been afraidābut that doesnāt mean I donāt love you.
Anakinās eyes widened. Through the bond, Obi-Wan felt something warm, something like recognition.
And then Palpatineās fist tightened, and Anakin screamed again.
āNO!ā Obi-Wan lunged forward, the Force exploding around him. Without thinking or planning, he just moved. His hand closed around his lightsaber hilt, and he was on his feet, charging at Palpatine with a roar of pure, primal fury.
āAh.ā Palpatine sounded almost fond. āThere it is. The rage youāve been hiding all these years. The darkness you try so hard to suppress.ā
Obi-Wan swung. Palpatine blocked.
āI was wondering when youād show up,ā the Sith Lord murmured, their blades locked in a shower of sparks. āThe real you. The one whoād destroy the galaxy to save his precious Padawan.ā
āQuiet.ā Obi-Wan drove him back, his blade a blur of desperate Soresu strikes. āLet him goāā
āI donāt think so.ā Palpatine spoke as if he knew he had already won. āI need him. Well, both of you. For now.ā He sidestepped, and Obi-Wan stumbled, off-balance. āBut I donāt need you unbroken. In fact, I think youāll be much more useful once Iāve torn you apart.ā
He raised his free hand, and something slammed into Obi-Wanās chest.
Lightning. Dark, twisting energy that wrapped around his heart and squeezed.
Obi-Wan screamed, a raw, anguished sound, something ripped from the depths of his soul. Heād been tortured before. Heād faced Sith Lords and bounty hunters and monsters of all kinds, but this was different. This was an unfathomable power reaching into the very core of his being and twisting.
And if he were in this much pain while being the secondary focus, he couldnāt imagine Anakinās condition.
āInteresting,ā Palpatine mused, watching Obi-Wan writhe on the floor. āThe dyadās power is stronger than I thought. Your bond with Anakin is⦠remarkable.ā He tilted his head, studying Obi-Wan intently. āWhen I hurt one of you, the other feels it. Truly. Viscerally. Itās almost⦠poetic.ā
The lightning stopped. Obi-Wan lay on the floor, gasping, trembling, his body wracked with aftershocks.
āObi-Wan!ā
āNo need to yell, my dear Anakin. He can hear you. He can hear everything youāre feeling. Everything youāre thinking.ā He turned back to Obi-Wan, his smile cruel. āTell me, Master Kenobiāhow does it feel to know that the boy doubts you?ā
Obi-Wanās heart splintered. He looked up at Anakin, and felt the hope that maybe, just maybe, Palpatine was wrong.
He nearly smiled. Hope was not lost yet.
āI was afraid,ā Obi-Wan gasped. āOf myself. Of what I felt. Of what I wanted to say but never could.ā
Anakinās breath caught. His eyes glistened with tears.
āObi-Wanāā
āI love you.ā The words came out in a rush, broken and desperate. āIāve loved you for so longāI was too much of a coward to say itābut I love you. I love you and Iām sorry. Iām so sorry I never told you.ā
And then the bond exploded.
Light. Pure, blinding light, pouring through the connection between them like a dam had broken. Obi-Wan felt it in his bones, in his soul, in every fiber of his being. Anakin was there, all of him, every thought and feeling and memory, laid bare and burning.
I love you too. Iām so sorry I doubted you.
Obi-Wan sobbed, the tears streaming down his face as he reached through the bond and pulled Anakin close, not physically, not yet, but emotionally. Wrapping him in a love that had been too long denied.
āBeautiful,ā Palpatine breathed. āAbsolutely beautiful.ā He smiled, and it was the smile of a predator who had finally cornered his prey. āNow, letās see what youāre willing to do for each other.ā
***
The chamber was silent except for Anakinās ragged breathing.
Obi-Wanās confession still hung in the air like incense, abundant and sacred. Anakin could feel the echo reverberating through the bond like a bell that would never stop ringing.
He had waited so long to hear those words. Hoped, dreamt, ached for Obi-Wan to look at him the way he had. And now, now of all times. Now, when they were trapped. Now, when a Sith Lord stood over them with a lightsaber in his hand and not a single trace of warmth in his eyes.
But he said it. He said it, and I felt it, and itās real.
Anakinās heart was pounding so hard he could barely hear Palpatine over the rush of blood in his ears. He could still feel Obi-Wanās love sheathing him, shielding him, warm and fierce.
He loves me.
It was a lifeline, a tether.
Anakinās eyes snapped to the Sith Lord. The fear was still there, coiling in his gut like a snake, but beneath it was pure, blinding fury at the man who had done this. Who had used him. Who had poisoned his mind against the person he loved.
āYou monster,ā Anakin spat. āYouāve been manipulating me this whole timeāā
āOf course I have,ā Palpatine confirmed. āBut that doesnāt make what I told you any less true. The Jedi have held you back. Obi-Wan has been afraidānot of you, perhaps, but of his own feelings. And the Council? They would never accept what you are. What you could be.ā
Anakinās hands clenched into fists. āYou donāt know anything about me.ā
āI know everything about you, Anakin,ā Palpatineās voice shifted back to that tenderness. āIāve been watching you for years. Iāve seen your rage, your fear, your desperate need to be enough. Iāve seen the way you look at Obi-Wan, the way you orbit him.ā He paused, his smile sharpening.
āDonāt,ā Obi-Wan said, his voice hoarse. āDonāt you dare talk about him like thatāā
āLike what?ā Palpatine turned to him, his eyebrows raised. āLike heās a man in love? Like heās desperate for validation? Like he could do anything to be worthy of your gaze?ā He laughed, soft and cruel. āOh, I know him better than you think, Master Jedi. Iāve been inside his head for years.ā
Obi-Wanās face went pale.
āYou had to have had your misgivings. Did you think I was just a concerned friend? A father figure? Every time I told him that you didnāt trust him, that you were holding him backāI planted those seeds. Watered them. Watched them grow.ā He smiled, and it was the smile of a gardener surveying a prize-winning starflower. āAnd they grew so beautifully.ā
Anakinās stomach turned. The only person who had truly believed in him, and it had all been a lie.
āYou were justāā
āBuilding you.ā Palpatineās voice was warm again, almost affectionate. āShaping you. The Chosen One doesnāt become a weapon overnight, Anakin. It takes years of careful cultivation. Years of doubt and fear and need.ā He spread his arms wide. āBut look at you now. So powerful. So broken. So ready to be remade.ā
āNo.ā Anakin lunged at the barrier, slamming his fists against the blue light. The energy sizzled, sending pain lancing up his arms, but he didnāt care. āIāll never serve you. Iāll neverāā
āYouāll do exactly what I say.ā Palpatineās voice was ice. āBecause if you donātāā He raised his hand, and the Force wrapped around Obi-Wanās throat, lifting him off the ground. āāIāll kill him. Slowly. And Iāll make you watch.ā
Obi-Wan choked, his hands clawing at his throat, his feet dangling in the air. Through the bond, Anakin felt the pressure, the pain, and the desperate, animal fear of suffocation.
āObi-Wan!ā Anakin screamed. āLet him goāā
āNot until you agree to serve me. Not until you accept what Iām offering.ā
Anakinās mind raced. He could see Obi-Wanās face going purple, his eyes bulging, his fingers scrabbling uselessly against the invisible grip of the Force. He could feel Obi-Wanās lifeāhis presenceāflickering like a candle in the wind.
I canāt lose him. I canāt. I canāt.
āAlright!ā The word tore out of Anakinās throat. āAlright. Iāll do it. I will do⦠whatever you ask. Justājust let him goāā
The Force released Obi-Wan. He dropped to the floor, gasping, retching, his body convulsing as he dragged air into his starving lungs.
āGood.ā Palpatineās smile was warm again, as if theyād just concluded a pleasant business deal. āThat wasnāt so hard, was it?ā
What have I done?
Anakinās chest heaved. His eyes burned with tears. āYou saidāyou said you wanted the dyad. Both of us. Serving you together.ā
āI did.ā Palpatineās smile changed. āAnd I still do. Butāā He turned to Obi-Wan, who was still on his knees, still gasping for breath. āānot like this. Not with him in the way.ā
āWhat?ā Anakinās voice cracked. āYouāyou saidāā
āI said I wanted the dyad under my control.ā Palpatine walked toward Obi-Wan, his footsteps echoing in the silence. āBut the dyad is two people, Anakin. And one of them has been holding you back your entire life.ā
He stopped in front of Obi-Wan, looking down at him like a child studying a broken toy. āObi-Wan Kenobi is a liability. His love for you is a weakness. He will always try to pull you back to the light, to the Jedi, to the mediocrity theyāve forced on you.ā
I thought you said he didnāt love me.
āThatās a lie,ā Obi-Wan gasped, trying to push himself up. āIāā
āI know.ā Palpatineās voice was deceptively gentle. āThatās exactly the problem.ā He raised his hand. āBut I donāt need to kill him. I just need him gone. Out of the way. Out of your head.ā
āWhat are you going to do?ā
āIām going to give you a choice, Anakin.ā Palpatineās eyes were glowing now, a sickly yellow, the color of a predatorās eyes in the dark. āA real choice, not the illusion of one. Iām going to offer you the same thing Iāve been offering you for years: power. The power to save the ones you loved. To power to reshape the galaxy. The power to never be afraid again.ā
He gestured to Obi-Wan, who was struggling to stand, his body still shaking from the near-suffocation.
āOr you can have him. The man who never told you he loved you until he was about to die. The man who held you back. The man who let your mother die, who let you suffer, who failed you at every turn.ā Palpatineās voice hardened. āThe choice is yours, Anakin.ā
The room was silent. Anakinās heart was pounding so hard he could barely hear himself think. Palpatineās words echoed in his head, vying for space with the truth heād just learnedāObi-Wanās confession, the love pouring through the bond, the proof that everything Palpatine had told him was a lie.
He loves me. And Palpatine wants me to choose between him andā
āAnakin.ā Obi-Wanās voice was soft, hoarse. āDonāt.ā
Anakin looked at him. At the bruises forming on his throat. At the blood trickling from his scalp where heād hit the floor. At the potent love in his eyes that matched his own.
āDonāt listen to him, Anakin. Heās making it sound simple. Itās not. Heās lying to you. I wonāt let him use me against you. If you have toāif you have to chooseāā
āDonāt.ā Anakinās voice cracked. āDonāt you dare say that. Donāt you dare tell me to let you go.ā
āIām not telling you to let me go. Iām telling you to think about what heās saying. What heās not saying. Choose yourself. Choose the future. Choose the galaxy. Choose anything but me, because Iām not worthāā
āStop.ā
The word burned as it tore out of Anakinās throat. He pressed his hands against the energy barrier, feeling it sizzle and burn against his palms once again. And once again, the pain was nothing. Nothing compared to the thought of losing him.
āStop saying that,ā Anakin said, his voice cracking. āStop telling me youāre not worth it. Stopāā He choked on the words, his eyes burning. āYouāre everything. Youāve always been everything. And I will notāI refuseāto let him make me choose between you andāā
He stopped.
The words died in his throat.
Because Obi-Wanās plea was still echoing in his mind. Think about what heās saying. What heās not saying.
And suddenly, Anakinās rage went cold.
He looked at Palpatine again. His gaze tracked the sickly yellow eyes and the cruel, confident smile and the way he held himself like he had already won and Anakin knew then. He knew this was all pointless and he was just waiting for the pieces to fall into place.
Think about what heās saying. What heās not saying.
Anakinās mind raced back through the last hour. Through every word Palpatine had spoken. Every promise. Every threat. Every condition.
āI want you to think about everything I told you.ā
āThink about the way he looks at you.ā
āNot until you agree to serve me.ā
āThe choice is yours, Anakin.ā
The choice.
Palpatine was offering him a choice.
But was he?
Anakin thought about Count Dooku. About the way Palpatine had cut him down without a second thought. About the cold, casual discard of a man who had loyally served him for years. About the way Palpatine had smiled as Dookuās body hit the floor.
Tools can be discarded.
And suddenly, Anakin understood.
Palpatine wasnāt offering him a choice. He was offering him an illusion. A pretty lie wrapped in promises of power and safety and love.
No matter what I chooseāheāll use me. Heāll drain me dry. Heāll take everything I am and twist it into something monstrous. And when Iām no longer usefulā
And Obi-Wanā
Heād already threatened to kill him. Had already tried to kill him, both of them. What was to stop him from doing it again? What was to stop him from taking Anakinās choice and spitting on it?
Heāll kill him. Heāll kill him the moment I agree. Or heāll keep him as leverage. A leash around my neck. A threat to hold over me for the rest of my life.
Anakinās hands were shaking. His heart was pounding. But his mindāhis mindāwas clear for the first time in years.
Heās lying. Heās always been lying. There was never a choice. There was never a way out. There was only him, and his plans, and his hunger for power.
He looked at Palpatine, at the monster who had dared to offer him a choice that was never really a choice at all.
And Anakinās fear turned to something else.
Rage.
Pure, blinding, incandescent rage.
āYouāre lying.ā Anakin said, his eyes narrowing.
Palpatineās smile flickered. āI donāt know what you mean, my boy.ā
āYes, you do. This is a trap. No matter what I choose, you win.ā
The mask slipped a fraction, just enough for Anakin to see the fury beneath it.
āYou think youāre clever?ā Palpatineās voice was cold now, all pretense of warmth gone. āYou think youāve figured it out? Youāre a child, Anakin. A brilliant, powerful childābut still a child. You have no idea what youāre dealing with.ā
āI know exactly what Iām dealing with. You would burn the galaxy, the Republic you claim to serve, if it meant you could rule the ashes.ā
āAnd yetāā Palpatineās smile returned. āYouāre still trapped. Still powerless. Still watching the man you love bleed on the floor.ā He raised his hand, and darkness shackled Obi-Wanās throat again. āWhat are you going to do about it, Anakin? What can you do?ā
Obi-Wan choked, and something inside Anakin snapped.
No.
The word was a scream in his mind. A rejection of everything Palpatine had ever told him. A denial of the fear, the doubt, the hopelessness that had plagued him for years.
No. Iām not going to let him win. Iām not going to let him take Obi-Wan. Iām not going to let him take anything from me. Not ever again.
He reached for the bondānot in a reckless panic this time, but with true, unbridled purpose. With the full, terrible weight of his love for Obi-Wan.
Obi-Wan. I need you.
Through the dyad, he felt Obi-Wanās response.
Iām here, darling. What do you need?
Everything. Anakinās mind was racing. I need everything you have. All of it. Pour it into me. And Iāll pour everything I have into you. Togetherā
Together.
And that wordātogetherāwas a promise, a vow, a consecration that no amount of manipulation could ever erase.
Anakin closed his eyes. He felt Obi-Wanās strength flowing into himāhis love, his courage, his faith. And he poured everything he had backāhis rage, his despair, his unshakable determination to protect the man he loved.
The bond roared.
Light poured through it, the raw and untamed power of a dyad united. Anakin felt it in his bones, his blood, his organs, every part of him that thrummed with the Force. He was more than himself. He was them.
And the energy barrier finally shattered.
Anakin was free.
And, like usual, he didnāt stop to think before moving.
His lightsaber was in his handāhe didnāt remember grabbing it or how, as he didnāt have it with him inside the cage, but he did now. He didnāt remember igniting it either. All he knew was the blue-white blade blazing in his grip and the overt fury burning in his chest.
āYou want power?ā Anakin screamed, charging at Palpatine. āYou want the dyad? Then take it.ā
He swung. Palpatine blocked, their blades colliding. The Force screamed around them as if in pain, the room shaking with the force of their clash.
āImpressive,ā Palpatine hissed, his eyes blazing with yellow fire. āBut not enough.ā
He shoved Anakin back with the Force, sending him stumbling. But Anakin didnāt fall. He couldnāt fall. Not now. Not when Obi-Wan was counting on him.
āObi-Wan!ā Anakin screamed. āNow!ā
The bond flared.
Obi-Wan was on his feetābattered and bleeding, but unyielding. His lightsaber was in his hand, blazing a matching blue-white, and his eyes were locked on Palpatine.
They moved as one.
To describe this fight as a duel would be a far too elegant moniker to assign it. It was more like a storm.
Anakin attacked from the front, his blade a blur of furious light. Obi-Wan circled behind, his movements precise and deadly, cutting off Palpatineās escape routes. They werenāt just fighting togetherāthey were one. Every move flowed into the next, every strike was anticipated, and every opening was exploited.
Palpatine was powerfulāAnakin could feel it, the dark side boiling around him like a maelstrom. But he was wrong. He was unbalanced.
Because the dyad wasnāt just power; it was connection. And Palpatine, for all his research, had never understood that.
āYou canāt win,ā Palpatine snarled, deflecting a blow from Anakin and spinning to block Obi-Wanās thrust. āThe dark side is eternalāā
āThe dark side is nothing,ā Anakin spat, driving him back. āItās weak.ā
The battle ended quickly after that.
Palpatine was powerful. But he was alone. And Anakin and Obi-Wanātogetherāwere unstoppable.
Anakinās blade sliced through Palpatineās guard, carving a gash across his chest. The Sith Lord screamedāa raw, agonized soundāand stumbled backward.
āNOāā Palpatine raised his hand, lightning crackling between his fingers. āNOāI wonātā
Obi-Wanās blade caught him from behind.
It was a clean strike. Precise. Deadly.
Palpatineās eyes went wide. His hand dropped. The lightning fizzled and died.
And then he fell.
The Dark Lord of the Sith hit the floor, his body crumpling like a puppet with its strings cut. The yellow in his eyes blackened into something like ash as the remnants of the dark side of the Force faded away.
Anakin stood over him, his chest heaving, his lightsaber still humming in his hand.
Heād done it. Theyād done it.
Palpatine was dead.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The room was silent except for the hum of their lightsabers and the sound of their ragged breathing.
Then Obi-Wan was thereāhis hand on Anakinās arm, his voice soft and shaking. āAni. Ani, look at me.ā
Anakin turned. Obi-Wan was looking at him with that look he had desired for Force knew how long. His face was streaked with blood and tears, but was alive and real and here.
āWe did it,ā Anakin said, and his voice cracked. āWeā we killed him. Heās dead. He'sāā
āI know.ā Obi-Wan pulled him close, wrapping his arms around him as if he were afraid Anakin would disappear. āI know. You did it. We did it.ā
Anakin buried his face in Obi-Wanās shoulder, and the tears came. Hot, ugly, relieved tears that heād been holding back for years.
āI thought I was going to lose you,ā Anakin sobbed. āI thoughtāhe was going to win, and Iāā
āIām here.ā Obi-Wanās voice was thick. āIām here, darling. Iām not going anywhere.ā
They held each other in the silence, the dyad buzzing pleasantly between them.
And Anakin finally felt whole.
And somewhere, in the distance, they heard the sound of Republic ships arriving.
It was over.
***
They were in Obi-Wanās quarters.
It had been months since the incidentāsince Palpatineās death, since the truth about the Sith Lord had come to light, since the Republic had been thrown into chaos and the Council had been forced to reckon with how deeply theyād been deceived.
But none of that mattered right now.
Right now, there was only this.
The room was dark, the only light coming from the Coruscant skyline streaming through the transparisteel windows. The city-planet sprawled below them, a million points of light, a million lives, a million storiesābut Obi-Wan couldnāt see any of it. He couldnāt see past Anakin.
Anakin, who was stretched out beneath him, his hair a mess of gold against the pillow. His eyes were dark, dilated, fixed on Obi-Wanās with an intensity that made his breath catch. His chest was bare, his skin warm and slick with sweat, and Obi-Wan could feel all of himānot just with his hands, but with the bond.
The dyad between them buzzed in sync with their heartbeats. Every touch was amplified. Every sensation was doubled. When Obi-Wan traced his fingers down Anakinās chest, he felt it on his own skin. When Anakin gasped, Obi-Wan felt it in his lungs.
āI can feel you,ā Obi-Wan murmured, his voice rough. āEverything. I can feelāā
āI know,ā Anakinās hand came up to cup his face, trembling. āI can feel you too. Itāsāā
āOverwhelming?ā
Anakin laughed, a breathless, broken sound. āYes. But I donāt want it to stop.ā
Obi-Wan leaned down, pressing his forehead against Anakinās. Their breath mingled, hot and heavy, and their dyad sang with the closeness.
Obi-Wanās heart clenched. He pulled back just enough to look into Anakinās eyesāthose beautiful, impossible eyes that had haunted him for years.
āI used to think you didnāt feel it,ā Anakin admitted, his voice cracking. āThe bond. Theāā He gestured vaguely, helplessly. āThis. I didnāt know what a dyad was. I thought I was imagining it. Or that you were just⦠tolerating me.ā
āTolerating you?ā Obi-Wan let out a low, humming laugh that vibrated through both of them, the sound echoing in the shared space of their minds. āAnakin, you magnificent idiot.ā
He didnāt give Anakin time to respond with words. Instead, Obi-Wan shifted, the friction of skin against skin sending a jolt of electricity through the dyad that made them both gasp. He settled himself firmly between Anakinās thighs, the heat of their connectionāboth physical and emotionalāsearing.
As he pushed forward, sinking into Anakin with a slow depth that drew a cry from his lips, Obi-Wan leaned down to whisper against his ear. āI do not just tolerate you, sweetheart,ā he murmured, his voice a dark, honeyed rasp.
He punctuated the sentence with a powerful, rhythmic thrust that drove the air from Anakinās lungs, feeling the corresponding wave of pleasure crash through his own nerves via the bond.
The sensation was dizzying. Because of the dyad, there was no longer a clear line where Obi-Wan ended and Anakin began; every shudder of Anakinās thighs was mirrored in Obi-Wanās own muscles, and every frantic heartbeat was a drum they played in unison.
Anakinās fingers dug into the muscles of Obi-Wanās shoulders, his head tossing back against the pillow. He was sobbing for more, his presence in the Force a blinding, golden roar of need and adoration. Obi-Wan met that need with a relentless pace, the rhythm of their bodies becoming a language of his own.
One that spoke of years of suppressed longing and the terrifying relief of finally being known.
āYouāre cheating,ā Anakin gasped, his voice barely a whisper as he clung to Obi-Wanās shoulders. His eyes were blown wide, reflecting the shimmering city lights of Coruscant, though he wasnāt seeing the skyline; he was seeing the golden thread of the bond. āYou can feel what I feelāyou know exactly what I need, exactly where Iāā He broke off with a shudder as Obi-Wan shifted, the shared sensations hitting them like tidal waves. āāthat. Thatās cheating.ā
Obi-Wan let out a slow, ragged laugh, his movements slowing but remaining deep and deliberate, savoring the way Anakinās entire body shuddered beneath him. He leaned down, nipping at the sensitive junction of Anakinās neck and shoulder. āI have no idea what youāre talking about, Anakin. I am merely employing the precision the Council has always praised me for.ā
āOf course,ā Anakin groaned, his hips arching instinctively to meet Obi-Wanās. āAlways the model student. Even when youāre⦠oh, godsā¦ā He broke off into a strangled sound as Obi-Wan shifted his angle, the shared sensation through the bond hitting them both like a physical wave. Anakinās fingers tightened, bruising the skin of Obi-Wanās back. āThatās not precision. Thatās just unfair.ā
Obi-Wan laughed breathlessly. āUnfair? Youāre the one whoāā He paused, his composure cracking as Anakin moved beneath him, an intentional roll of his hips that sent sparks cascading through both of them. āāwho is definitely doing that on purpose.ā
āMaybe.ā Anakinās smile was wicked, even through the haze of pleasure. āMaybe I learned from the best.ā
Obi-Wan kissed himāhard and hungry and entirely too grateful. Grateful for this, for him, for the bond that made every touch feel like coming home.
***
Later, they lay tangled together in the sheets, the world outside forgotten. Anakinās head was on Obi-Wanās chest, listening to the steady thrum of his heart. Obi-Wanās fingers were tangled in his hair, slow and soothing.
The dyad felt soft and warm, like a blanket.
āI can feel you,ā Anakin whispered, his voice drowsy. āEven now. Even when Iām not trying.ā
āI know.ā Obi-Wanās voice was equally soft. āItās⦠strange.ā
āGood strange?ā
āGood strange.ā Obi-Wan pressed a kiss to the top of his head. āThe best strange.ā
Anakin smiled against his chest. āWe should have done this years ago.ā
āProbably.ā
āIām going to kiss you every day for the rest of my life.ā
āThat sounds exhausting.ā
āYou love it.ā
Obi-Wan laughed. āI do. I really, really, do.ā
