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The bread was still warm when he stole it.
That was a mistake. Warm meant the baker had only just turned away. Warm meant a hand might come back. Bren palmed the heel against his ribs under the stolen coat and walked like a man who had paid, which was the whole trick: people did not look at filth if the filth believed itself.
He made it to the alley. Mud, horse piss, the sour drip of a gutter. He ate standing up with his back to brick and one eye on the mouth of the lane. The crust scraped the raw place on the inside of his lip. He chewed anyway. He had not eaten since yesterday's onion, and the onion had been half-frozen.
The amulet sat under his shirt, a dead weight against the sternum. He checked it with two fingers the way other men checked for a pulse. Still there. Still hiding him. If it ever failed he would not know until the door came off its hinges.
He slept in the loft above a cooper's yard because the dogs were old and the ladder faced the alley. Boots on. Coat on. Knife in the inside pocket that had once held someone's prayer book. He mapped the drop to the yard, the run to the fence, the street that led away from the market. Then he closed his eyes and did not quite sleep.
The pull did not feel like a spell he knew.
Pressure first, behind the eyes, as if someone had put a thumb into the meat of his thoughts and pressed. The loft lurched. His hand went to shape a cantrip and found nothing. No heat. No spark. Only the animal jerk of a body that had been wrapped in a net.
Shadow climbed the inside of his coat.
He thought Trent.
He thought the fog is back.
The alley folded.
Wood. Not dirt.
He hit floorboards on his shoulder and rolled, already reaching for the knife, already counting. Door. Window. Second window. Hearth. Too much light. A cat on a quilt the color of cream.
Food smell. Onion and meat and bread that had been allowed to exist in the same room as him without being stolen.
Rexxentrum in the glass. He knew that skyline the way he knew the inside of his own teeth. The last city he'd seen. The worst city he'd seen. He got his back to a bookcase and brandished the knife without meaning to show it.
Two men.
The first had his face.
Older. Fed. Hair tied, eyes wide, not snarling. A soft shirt the color of old tea. No dirt in the nail beds except ink. The look of a man who slept in a bed on purpose and had not yet been punished for it. Same mouth. Same ugly faithful nose. The scars on the forearms were paler, finished, like someone had been allowed to stop picking at them.
Volstrucker primer. If you see your own face it is an illusion or a test.
Bren heard his own breath. It was too loud for the room.
The second man was a dark elf.
In Rexxentrum. Unmasked. Standing in the light of a human hearth as if the Empire were a story that had happened to other people. White hair falling to one side. Skin like the dusty lavender of a plum still on the tree. Clothes that fit neatly yet comfortably. No armor. No Dynasty silver. Only a dark wrap of a robe worn open over a shirt that had been slept in.
Bren's mind tried to file him under enemy and could not get the drawer shut.
He was… Bren did not have a word that was not stupid. Handsome was too small. The most beautiful person Bren had ever seen in his life, and the thought arrived with the same punch as hunger. Embarrassing, animal, immediately suspect. No one that fine looked at a man like Bren unless they wanted something from the carcass.
"<Easy>," said the older face, in Zemnian that spoke of Blumenthal. Home. The dialect Bren had not heard from another living mouth in years. "<You are safe, easy.>"
The drow's Zemnian came after, too correct, consonants polished like the silvered voices of Assembly Archmages speaking the old tongue.
“<The amulet still works. No one is scrying on this house. Not Ikithon. Not anyone.>"
Bren laughed once, a dry crack. Of course they knew the amulet. Of course they said the name.
"<Which of us is dead?>" he asked the older face.
The older man flinched as if the question had a temperature. Then he smiled, and the smile was the worst thing in the room, because it was kind.
"Neither," he said. "<Not tonight.>"
They did not come closer. The drow, Essek, the older one called him, like the name was a thing he was allowed to keep in his mouth, set a heavy bowl on the low table and stepped back. Stew. Steam. A dark center-slice of bread perched on the rim, slathered with butter.
"<Eat>," Essek said, still in that uncanny Zemnian. "<The door is not locked from the outside. You may look. You may keep the knife.>"
Bren did look. He made them watch him do it. Latch that opened from this side. Night air. Green beans in the window boxes, ridiculous, domestic, a fragment of the countryside stranded in the capital. He shut the door again because Rexxentrum was out there and he was not a fool.
He did not eat first. He counted components on the sideboard. He counted exits again. He watched their hands.
Then the smell unmade him a little, and he took the bowl to the corner and ate standing up, too fast, the way he always did, and hated that they watched as he hunched over it.
"<Slow>," said the man with his face, softly. "<It will keep.>"
Bren wiped his mouth on his wrist.
"What do you want."
Common now. Not a question that expected a clean answer. A scam-opener. Well-dressed strangers, a room with food? There must be a price.
Essek looked at the older Bren as if they had already had this argument in another room.
"To help you," Essek said. Simple. Unhelpful. "To help him. A piece of him that was left on the road. We called you because we could. You are not a prisoner. You can say stop and we will let you go."
"And if I say it?"
"Then we stop," said the older face. He said it like a vow and Bren did not have a place to put vows. "But please, I do not want to send you back hungry."
Bren did not believe him. Belief was how you died in a pretty room.
They still got the coat off him. They still put a basin in his hands and let him wash his own face, his own throat, the grime in the creases of his wrists. He kept the amulet on. The older Bren, or Caleb as the drow calls him, looked at the chain and something old and ugly moved through his expression and was put away again.
Clean shirt. Too soft. He felt peeled.
Then the bed.
He understood the bed the way he understood a snare. Plush. Too many pillows. Sheets that smelled like soap and crushed herbs from a window. The opposite of Vergesson canvas. The opposite of straw. Future-Caleb sat on the edge first, as if to prove it would hold a man, and held out a hand that had Bren's same knuckles and none of Bren's dirt.
“<Come>," he said. Homesickness ached in Bren's chest. "<This is my bed. You can have it.>"
Bren went because his stomach of full of stew and the knife was still in reach and the drow was watching him like he was something that had survived on purpose.
They put him down in the middle.
Essek's hand found his hair with a care that made Bren's throat close. Cool fingers. No tools. Just kindness, sweetly combing fingers through his hair.
"<Look at him>," Essek murmured, and Bren did not know, at first, which of them he meant.
He meant the man with Bren's face, already sinking to his knees beside the mattress, already looking up.
Essek's mouth was close to Bren's ear. The most handsome man in the world, speaking Bren's home-tongue with a spy's grammar.
"<His mouth>," Essek said. "<Take it>.”