Control, Or Lack Thereof
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For Evan, it was never about the act itself, but the control it brings. Control he lacks in every aspect of his life. He needs it, he denies it and he lets it consume him. It’s like breathing, you don’t think about it, but you do it every day, every second. You only notice it when it's taken away.
Or, I address Buck's canon self-harming behavior from when he was a kid and maybe dramatize it a little bit.
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- Part 1 of Control, Or Lack Thereof
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The thing about old habits is that they die hard.
It’s a cliche saying for a reason.
Trying to break a habit by never letting yourself acknowledge it besides shaming yourself, never works out.
It will always come back, and it will come back screaming. Screaming in every nook and cranny of your life. At work, it is hiding in the supply closet, waiting for you to grab a broom.
At home it’s under the bed, waiting for you to drop your phone and have to bend down to pick it up.
The reality is, if you don’t acknowledge it, it will soon enough acknowledge you.
Or, Buck finally talks to Eddie about his past and how it affects his present.
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- Part 2 of Control, Or Lack Thereof