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    What does it take to get these two from their first (disastrous, glorious) hookup to their endgame?

    Specifically: eight years, two relationships, a breakup, a road trip, a ghost story, and one (1) additional road trip—in space.

    ***
    a.k.a. the paranormal sci-fi slow burn romance Keith and Lance deserve after the hell this author has put them through since Always Messing with the Big Guns.

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    8/15
    Comments:
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    Witness Truthless Recluse and the Fount of Knowledge entwined in a dance of memory, mercy, and madness—a relentless waltz that risks the shattering of all they’ve become, even as it reveals the truth of who they are meant to be.

    It is nothing less than the death of ego, and in its wake, the terrifying rebirth of self.

    Or

    Join me as I drag Truthless Recluse and the Fount of Knowledge on a very, very twisted psychological field trip.

     

    [WEEKLY UPDATES, 1-5 chapters a week depending on my unhingedness]

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    21/?
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    You survive a bombing in Belfast and are pulled from the wreckage by Ghost. Fractured, unreachable, and unwilling to step back into the light, he drifts through your life, refusing all rescue or healing. He never makes you his exception or softens himself for you, and keeps every wall up, even (especially) when he’s in your bed.

    If you’ve ever tried to love someone you could never save, or choose to stay with dignity, even when you know your love might never be returned—this one’s for you.

    ⚠️This is technically a pwp, but not the fun kind. 90% of it is rough sex, marked by angst, silence and occasional warmth
    ⚠️ Heavy prose
    ⚠️ No fluff, no redemption arc

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    English
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    5,384
    Chapters:
    3/14
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    17
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    230
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    Connor had the dream for the first time after he went into the wall at Talladega.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    32
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    23
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    5
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    Professor Venomous is back in Lakewood Plaza Turbo and ready to get back to more 'mundane' villainy. It should have been as easy as return to Earth, move back into Boxmore, and start scheming again. Instead, he's still trying to figure out what he wants to do next as well as trying to find himself. Then he gets stuck in an elevator with the last person he expected but it's the reality check he absolutely needed.

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    45,915
    Chapters:
    14/16
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    63
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    6
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    1,092
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    "This feeling that all my thoughts and memories… that they’re not mine, that they’ve been put into my head by somebody else… does it ever go away?” It comes out almost pleadingly, the desperation Gustave tried to suppress for months now bleeding into his voice.

    Something softens in Verso’s expression.

    Or: the Maelle ending. Coming to terms with being repainted and brought back. Gustave is looking for some answers, so he goes to the one person who can provide them. Verso is absolutely done with this life, but feels obligated to at least talk to him. And it's all downhill from there.

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    5/10
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    — Это ощущение, что мои мысли и воспоминания — что они не мои, а вложены мне в голову кем-то другим… оно когда-нибудь исчезнет?

    Вопрос выходит почти умоляющим — растущее отчаяние, которое он пытался подавить последние несколько месяцев, просачивается в голос против его воли.

    В выражении лица Версо что-то смягчается.

    Концовка Маэль. Попытки осознать новую реальность. Гюстав ищет ответы и идёт к единственному человеку, который может их предложить. Версо чувствует, что обязан хотя бы поговорить с ним.

    И, может быть, всё становится менее невыносимым.

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    Русский
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    Chapters:
    5/10
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    In a better world Stanley had taken the Journal and left Gravity Falls for good. However, there are many ways one could argue that this didn't actually lead to a better world at all.

    This is one of them...

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    3/?
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    Bookmarks:
    10
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    John isn't quite sure of his role in the new and fragile team he's ended up with after getting used to being assigned one all these years as a soldier and a shadow operative.

    Everyone else seems to fall into some designation or other—leader, strategist, moral compass, father figure, muscle—all of them pieces falling in a puzzle that John can't seem to fill because the others fit better, and the thought slowly pushes him into a frustrated despair.

    John spirals, becoming one with the sofa. He doesn't know that something else is wrong with him. Something darker and more sinister.

    --

    John wakes up in a cold sweat, drawing deep, labored breaths, feeling like his chest is about to cave in.

    His bloodshot eyes focus, and with it, the chilling realization.

    A sinister shape, pitch black, is straddling him, a figure so utterly devoid of light that it's silhouetted by the already dark background that is his room.

    It only takes a second for him to catch on. He's seen this figure before, hovering above New York the day Bob transformed into Sentry.

    "You show such willfulness, John Walker, clinging to your own darkness for so long."

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    24/?
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    A hundred years after their creator's passing. Twin AIs, Neuro and Evil. A promise from long ago. But what now? What is left? When they moved on, drifting apart, what can be found?
    "It's you and me against the world."
    But where were they? Didn't they promise? Even after all these years...

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Mr. Sebastian is a host who wants to be appreciated.
    We’ll appreciate him and he’ll cooperate.

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    Chapters:
    7/8
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    Disaster strikes when the brothers are attending a charity event to raise money for research and conservation efforts, leaving the team floundering (in more ways than one) and minus one very important member.

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    The last thing Jon expected after the tether was cut was to open his eyes in October 2016. Opening Jonah rat bastard Magnus’s eyes in 2016 wasn't even on the bloody fucking menu. Oh, and it seems the real Elias is apparently still rattling around his head and a sarcastic dick about the whole situation - justifiable, being as he is still being possessed, regardless of the pilot - doesn’t mean Elias isn’t still annoying.

    But hey, Jonah is double dead, so apocalypse canceled, so at least there is some good news. Now what …? Martin always was the better planner. Wait- Martin!!

    ***

    When Martin regains his bearings (after the consensual stabbing of his near omniscient boyfriend at the end of the world) the first thing he notices is he’s now in said boyfriend's old office sitting in Jon’s chair, finger pressed to the stop button on a recorder. The second, is that this is, in fact, not Martin's body, but Jon’s.

    Ok. Ok ok - Don't. Panic. If Martin's in Jon’s body, Jon must be in Martin's body. Right? Right. That would be logical. No panicking. Not even a little. He needs a plan first.

    First step: find Jon. Second step: panic together. Third step: Murder Jonah Magnus.

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    7/?
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    40
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    After an assignment, Allen Walker discovers a strange stone that stirs something inside him — a deep, unshakable pull, both curious and protective. Soon it begins haunting him with visions, dreams, and ghostly apparitions. As he digs deeper, Allen uncovers a trail of shards scattered across the world by an unknown woman, each echoing with secrets meant just for him.

    Joined by Lenalee and Lavi, Allen embarks on a covert quest, racing to piece together the mysteries tied to these fragments while hiding it all from the Black Order. The path is treacherous: balancing the heavy mantle of Exorcist with a forbidden pursuit of truths that draw him ever closer to a woman he cannot name, yet somehow yearns for.

    What waits at the end of this journey — revelation or ruin? One thing is certain: the closer Allen gets, the harder it becomes to deny the pull of destiny… or the weight of a past reaching out to claim him.

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    English
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    555,375
    Chapters:
    114/?
    Comments:
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    10
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    4
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    He saw this coming, but why did no one warn him it would hurt so bad?

    Title from Motionless In White: Masterpiece, it's Jax coded.

    NOW WITH ART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank U guys 😭😭😭

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    Chapters:
    25/25
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    But he said he'd try to believe things could change, anyway. Because he had to believe things were going to be alright, or else–

    …Ralsei exhaled, pushing the fabric of his scarf up and over his nose. His face was still uncomfortably warm, flushed pink with dried tears. He'd washed the blood off of his cheek when he got back to Castle town almost immediately, but he still felt gross. It got hard, sometimes, when he was alone in his room again.

    Well. Not alone, not really.

    The Dealmakers were still balanced on the bridge of his nose, colored lenses painting his surroundings in a sunset, pink-to-yellow hue.

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    On a secluded island in the Pacific, advancements in cloning has brought back the dinosaurs. The newly born clones were faced with a dilemma: every clone was female with their creators having no plans of creating male clones. Desperate to stave off a second extinction, a T-Rex named Ivory claims the title of Apex and rallies her carnivores against the humans.
    But plans fall apart, chaos spirals out of control in a primal bid for dominance and the ghosts of dead still haunt the living. In the midst of all of this, one unlikely pair finds themselves trying to bridge the two worlds of the ancient past and the new present.

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    82,472
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    251
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    678
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    134
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    40,484
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    Rocked by revelations that completely change the way he sees himself and all the work they’ve done on Mira, Cross struggles to process who he is and the state of his humanity. It takes an understanding qlu to set his mind straight and remind him what is important.

    Set after the ‘end’ of the game, but before Chapter 13.

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    1/1
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    Shortly after embarking on their new life together, Peter and Wade hit a bump in the road. They make their way to the Saratoga Homestead Tuberculosis Hospital to help the patients there recover with healing words and healing hands. But Peter soon finds that his eternal passenger may be more than he can handle, and Wade finds himself sleeping alone more often than he’d prefer, even on the hot August nights.

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    English
    Words:
    18,234
    Chapters:
    6/9
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    300
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    Caine has come to a grave realization, the players aren't having fun and they want more mature adventures!

    So, Caine in his wisdom decides to put on a dating show in a luxurious villa, surely the only heartbreak and realizations will be all in good fun!

    As for the players, they find themselves chasing a grand prize, but what would they do to get it...and is it even worth it?

    Find out on this week's episode of "Roses & Romantic Reunions"!

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    English
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    3,734
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
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    5
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    115

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