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    Sveta
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    I am in love with a virgin

    Ilya was exaggerating for comic effect, of course. He wasn’t in love with Shane Hollander. He was just absolutely infatuated with him and wanted to carry him around in his pocket and also fuck him senseless and then count his freckles while he slept beside him. So not love, just whatever that was, but still. It was a problem.

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    A newly-drafted Ilya Rozanov finds himself transfixed by a beautiful man in the grocery store.

    Newly-single college student Shane Hollander does something uncharacteristically brave.

    Neither of them are prepared for just how out of their depth they're about to be.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    The man doesn’t look phased. On the contrary, he’s acting like it’s completely normal to talk about sex with a stranger.

    “Well, my wife wants me to…” David hesitates, but what damage could it do? Tomorrow, he’ll be on a plane back to Ottawa and he’ll never see this man again. “She wants me to try being more dominant.”

    The Russian grins. “Oh, you have met the right person.”

    Or: In 2014, David and Ilya become friends and start swapping sex advice. It's too bad they don't recognize each other.

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    05 Sep 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya accidentally shares his location with Shane, who checks it obsessively but never mentions it to Ilya (it would be, like, embarrassing). But then Ilya misses an important game and Shane fears he's been kidnapped and has no other option but to go investigate, armed with only a hockey stick and a knife (and maybe a lot of previously unsaid feelings).

    [No one (important) gets hurt, kind of a silly take on a kidnapping/rescue story]

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    04 Sep 2026

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    Maybe it was because two years on he really had come to terms with the death of his MLH career. Maybe it was because he wanted the last gasp of what his life should have been. Maybe it was because at McGill too many people knew his family, knew his sob story, knew that two years of juniors only meant two years of a scholarship, but in America hockey didn’t matter like it did here and the NHL moved on fast even when you go from top draft pick to nothing in the blink of an eye. And maybe it was because he and Ilya Rozanov were supposed to climb the mountain together but instead he had two gold medals, he was first overall, he was going to be rookie of the year…and he had kissed Shane in that gym like he was starving for it, like he knew Shane was too.
    It didn’t matter why he did it really, only that he said yes.
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    A heart condition forces Shane into retirement before the 2009 draft. Eventually he finds himself in Ilya Rozanov's orbit anyway.

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    04 Sep 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 56

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    "No!" Shane protests, maybe more desperately than he should.

    Sure, Montreal isn't likely to win this game without him, but they've already clinched a playoff spot. Even with Boston and New York both vying for the best seeding, winning, for once, isn't the biggest reason Shane needs to get back out.

    If he sits out the rest of the game, Ilya will know he's injured. He'll probably cancel even if Shane insists he's fine to meet up, and Shane won't get another chance to see him in person until the fucking MLH awards in June. By then, Ilya will probably have a flight back to Moscow booked. Shane hasn't spent weeks coming up with and practicing his cottage spiel to miss out on the opportunity because of a couple broken ribs.

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    Shane doesn't quite escape the episode 5 hit unscathed, but he has a date with Ilya he can't afford to miss.

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    03 Sep 2026

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