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    "What do you want from me?" Aventurine snaps.

    What does Ratio want from him? Ratio recalls an earlier thought. He wants the man.

    "More than you're willing to give, it seems."

    Aventurine sends Ratio looking for a file in his desk. Ratio finds his will instead—and, inside it, himself listed as a beneficiary. The money is the least interesting thing Aventurine has left him.

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    She’s a little bigger than she felt in his arms, but that’s barely any improvement. Babies are supposed to be a little chubby, a little wrinkly. And she’s…not. Her little fingers and toes are developed, maybe, and her nose is scrunched up in her sleep, but for a newborn he knows has been carried to term, she looks premature.

    His fingers curl against the glass when he touches it. Eyes glued only on her, even when the cold at his fingertips tries to tear his attention away for a moment. Nothing can pull his eyes away from her. All he can think of is her. How little she is. He didn’t know she was there and look at what he went and did to her. Drank, stressed himself out, put his life and health on the line, and the person taking the brunt of it was her. She didn’t ask for that, and he put her through it anyway, even if it was unknowingly.

    How’s he supposed to be a good dad when the first gift he gave her was near-death, before even giving her life?

     

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    i give the gay guys a baby, and project my own experience helping raise a toddler onto it

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    In where Aventurine wears something skimpy, and Ratio begs him to sit on his face.

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    “Doctor, it’s fine,” Aventurine managed out wryly. “I understand if you’re angry at me. After all, I shouldn’t have done that when you don’t hold those kinds of feelings towards me. I’ll keep myself in check from now on, so you don’t have to —”

    “Aventurine.” Ratio tightened his grip on Aventurine’s hand and glared. “I reciprocated. Do you understand? It wasn’t just you.”

    Aventurine gaped, flustered, and dumbfounded. “I’m — Hold on, Doctor. I’m not following at all,” Aventurine scoffed in disbelief. “Are you hearing yourself right now?”

    “If I were angry, then did you think I was going to let it happen? I —” Abruptly, Ratio paused, mostly out of frustration when he turned away, and pinched the bridge of his nose before letting out an aggravated sigh. “Fine. Tell me this. Did you hate it?”

    “N—No, but —”

    “Then if I kissed you right now, would you oppose it?”

    Aventurine knitted his brows intensely. “No, but if you’re only trying to make things even or something, you don’t have to kiss —”

    Except Ratio did.

    Ratio and Aventurine are on a mission on a faraway planet, and eventually have sex in an empty medical bay.

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    Ratio’s foot taps on the floor underneath the table, and he takes a deep breath. “A decade worth of suppressants has built up in your body, if I foolishly provide you with more to indulge your avoidant tendencies, you will die. There is no gamble in it.”

    “That would be an awful way to go then. What do you suggest I do then, doc?” Aventurine’s smile hides the anxiety ridden thoughts swirling in his mind, knowing the possible excruciating pain he would undoubtedly experience, and how he would be utterly vulnerable to all forms of ambush. Maybe he should buy another hidden house to retreat in? Hiring people sounds good too if he fools the IPC enough that it’s for security purposes. At worst, he could rent an alpha–

    The thought immediately makes him nauseous, and he gulps it down his throat.

    “I could offer my assistance.”

    “Huh?” Did that Ratio just…?

    aventurine thinks his gender is just a chip in the stakes, ratio thinks it's just part of him

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