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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    An OP goes tits-up, and Ghost gets captured. When Soap finally finds him, his injuries aren't severe, but something is obviously VERY wrong with his lieutenant.
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    i.e., Ghost is tortured and goes catatonic, and Soap doesn't know how to bring him back.

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    07 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Ghost is alive - he dug himself free from his own grave, from the clutches of his tormentors and from the nightmares that haunt him.

    He's alive - but that's all.

    His life has no meaning, anymore - he's just a tool, a weapon, a wraith. He lives, he fights, and one day, he'll die. Afterall, what does he have to live for? Each day, he holds on, searching, losing hope - maybe one day, he'll find his reason.

    Then, in the most unexpected place, the most unexpected person - he finds it.

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    Part 2 of the 'nothing but my aching soul' series; should be able to stand on it's own, but I recommend reading the first part!

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    01 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    anthesis (plural antheses)

    1. (botany) The event of a flower opening.

    -oma (plural -omata or -omas)

    1. (pathology) Forming nouns indicating disease or morbidity.
    2. (pathology, specifically) Forming nouns indicating tumors or masses, which may be non-neoplastic or (more often) neoplastic, and (if the latter) either benign or cancerous (malignant).

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    Ghost has an overall bad time about being in love.

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    06 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    Simon goes to sleep feverish in the 141 common room and wakes up back in Roba’s cell—at least, that’s what his brain insists. A bad dream turns into a full PTSD episode, a knife at Soap’s throat, and Simon retching over a toilet, convinced he’s still a prisoner. Price, Gaz, and Soap know better. If it takes a spare bed, cold water, meds, and three stubborn boyfriends wrapped around him to prove he’s safe, they’ll stay with him until the fever and the memories break.

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    28 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 87

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    “They say the Ghost has no heart,” the soldier says, casual like he’s just come back from an evening stroll instead of a torture session. Without breaking eye contact, he taps the tip of his knife, still wet with Johnny’s blood, against the one-way glass, leaving behind a smear of crimson. “But I do not think that is true. I think I have found the Ghost’s heart, and I have strung it up like meat from butcher. Right. There.”

    The man smiles, close-lipped and unassuming, and that disturbs Ghost more than any grin with too many sharp teeth ever will.

    “It is pretty heart. Very pretty. But like butcher, I will carve it up in front of you if you do not tell me what I want to know."

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    27 Apr 2026